Chapter 1508: Don’t lose, don’t forget, enter Feifei (28)
Mo Feifei looked at him with a serious expression.””You’re thinking too much. I don’t hate you. It’s just that it’s impossible for us to get along like friends.”
“Why?” Chang Xiaoyang asked loudly.
“If Yan Zi can do it, why can’t I? it’s because I’ve helped Yan Zi in the past and drugged you with Su Ya. But, I’ve already told you that I won’t hurt you. In fact, I’ve been helping you in the dark all this while. Why can you forgive Yan Zi and accept her? even if she tried to kill you, you’re willing to let go of everything. But, why can’t you forgive me?” Chang Xiaoyang voiced out all the questions in his heart.
He let out a long sigh and there was a trace of unwillingness in his voice.”It’s because you’ve fallen in love with Shang mo that you don’t have a single trace of nostalgia for our relations.h.i.+p. If there was no Shang mo, if there was no him, you would still have me in your heart, right?”
Mo Feifei looked at him and suddenly laughed as if she had heard an international joke.
Did he think too highly of himself, or did he think too highly of her?
She looked at Chang Xiaoyang,”that’s right. When I lost my memories, I treated you as my boyfriend and gave you my trust and reliance. It’s also because of this that I’ll be able to forgive you forever. It’s not because I still have feelings for you but because that was a lesson and I need to remember it well. It’s not what you think I’m trying to avoid everything between us.”
When he heard that, Chang Xiaoyang’s face turned pale.
Mo Feifei paused for a moment and continued,””Actually, I don’t want to say too much to you. There are some things that we don’t need to say between us. But since you put it this way, I’ll let you understand that the grudges between us have nothing to do with Shang mo. Even without Shang mo, I wouldn’t have bothered with you. You always thought that I was safe because you reduced the dosage of the medicine. You also thought that we were safe because you told me where my sister was kidnapped. But in reality, you were always listening to su Wencheng. That day, you came to my house to look for me, but you still didn’t dare to confess your feelings for me. Why? it was because you still needed su Wencheng’s help. Now, you dare to speak to me like this, it’s because su Wencheng is no longer around …”
“No!” Chang Xiaoyang shook his head,”I’ve told you before that if you’re willing to be with me, I’m willing to give up everything for you. I’m even willing to give up the Shang family.”
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Mo Feifei said coldly,”but I’m not willing to play along with you and pretend that love is stronger than gold. Even if I have to play the role, the person I’m playing with shouldn’t be you.”
That pair of eyes were full of ice and snow, looking at him quietly and indifferently, as if they could see through him from head to toe. Was he such a hypocrite in her heart? Chang Xiaoyang felt as though his heart had been stabbed by a knife and was bleeding profusely.
Why couldn’t she understand why he had no other choice back then?
“Since that’s the case, then I’ll take back everything that I deserve!!” Chang Xiaoyang clenched his fists tightly as his body trembled slightly from anger.
“Up to you. If you have the ability, what can others say?” In contrast to his anxiety and anger, mo Feifei’s voice was still calm.
“You think I can’t do it, right?!!” Chang Xiaoyang gritted his teeth.
Mo Feifei smiled without revealing anything.”You should know this very well.”
After saying this, he turned around and left.