Chapter 1370: How deep the love is but shallow the fate (20)
“So, at that time, I made a rather silly decision. I went to him and said that I was willing to have a fake marriage with him because I also happened to need to avoid my family’s matchmaking and urging for marriage.”
“If that’s the case, then why are you divorcing him now?” mo Feifei asked.
“Because he doesn’t like me, and also because I like him too much. Because I like him, I have no choice but to smile and watch him go after other girls. I’m afraid that I’ll do something to hurt others and myself out of jealousy, so I want a divorce. Since I can’t see it, I don’t care anymore.”
w.a.n.g caichun said with a bitter smile.
The tears that appeared in her eyes finally fell uncontrollably.
She cried and said,”in the beginning, I thought that as long as he was willing to be with me, I could spend the rest of my life with him. I didn’t ask him to be very good to me, but he was good to me. He was clearly my wife, but he always liked to call me ‘sister.’ As time pa.s.sed, I didn’t want to maintain this status quo. People are greedy, and they want more and more …”
She had fallen in love alone, but she had no opponents.
No matter how the plot played out, she was the only one who laughed happily and felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife.
But it didn’t matter. He hadn’t fallen for anyone yet.
However, it had only been a few days since she rejoiced when Shen Yiren appeared. She could see that Shen Yiren was different in his heart. She could not sleep at night, and it was as if her heart and liver were being scratched. Sometimes, she even felt that she had been possessed.
w.a.n.g caichun’s eyes were red as she continued to cry, unable to suppress the pain in her chest.
It was as if he was venting his anger.
“The reason why most people keep giving is because they still have hope. Persistence came from the illusion in the heart, thinking that the other person would fall in love with you because you loved him, thinking that you could have him, so you could persist. However, I’ve always liked someone, but I’ve never gotten a response. I think I’m just a mortal, so I can’t help but care. ”
“I want to get a divorce. I don’t want to hold on until the day he finds out about my feelings for him and then look at me with disdain and say,’I don’t want you to be my wife. So, you married me because you like me? Of course, the main reason is that I’m tired. I don’t want to love him anymore and wait for a relations.h.i.+p that doesn’t return anything. I’m just an ordinary person!”
Mo Feifei had been listening quietly and she suddenly thought of a story.
A boy fell in love with a girl. She wanted an Apple, but the boy gave her a cart full of bananas. The boy was so touched by himself that he cried.
However, the girl was unmoved.
The boy was shocked and completely unable to understand.
Love was not something that would be rewarded with effort. Anyone with a brain knew that one would definitely give up if they persisted until they could not see any hope.
Had Shang mo decided to give up this time as well?
“So, I’m the Chu mubei in your love life, and you’re the Shang mo in my love life,” she mumbled.
His voice was so soft that w.a.n.g caichun couldn’t hear him clearly. She muttered,”What did you just say?”
Mo Feifei laughed.”He’s very good and loves me very much. He might have given me his entire life and never gave me feelings like anyone else. That’s why he’s like you and can’t stand some things, right?”
w.a.n.g caichun was the one who initiated the divorce between Chu mubei and her. If Chu mubei were to initiate the divorce, how would it hurt her?
She suddenly felt that she couldn’t breathe, as if something was tugging at her nerves.