With such rage it filled John Oxon as he beheld it, and sneered. He had heard rumours of the wonders of his Grace"s sword-play, that from boyhood he had excelled and delighted in it, that in the army he had won renown, through mere experiments of his skill, that he was as certain of his weapon as an acrobat of his least feat-but "twas not this which maddened the other man but the look in his steady eye.
"You are the bigger man of the two," he jeered, impudently, "but give me your lesson and shut my mouth on Clo Wildairs-if you can."
"I am the better man," says my lord Duke, "and I will shut it. But I will not kill you."
Then they engaged, and such a fight began as has not been often seen, for such a battle is more of spirit than body, and is more like to be fought alone between two enemies whose antagonism is part of being itself, than to be fought in the presence of others whose nearness would but serve to disturb it.
John Oxon had fought duels before, through women who were but his despised playthings, through braggadocio, through drunken folly, through vanity and spite-but never as he fought this night on the broad heath, below the paling stars. This man he hated, this man he would have killed by any thrust he knew, if the devil had helped him. There is no hatred, to a mind like his, such as is wakened by the sight of another"s gifts and triumphs-all the more horrible is it if they are borne with n.o.bleness. To have lost all-to see another possess with dignity that thing one has squandered! And for this frenzy there was more than one cause. Clo Wildairs! He could have cursed aloud. My Lady Dunstanwolde! He could have raved like a madman. She! And a Duke here-this Duke would shut his mouth and give him a lesson. He lunged forward and struck wildly; my lord Duke parried his point as if he played with the toy of a child, and in the clear starlight his face looked a beautiful mask, and did not change howsoever furious his opponent"s onslaught, or howsoever wondrous his own play. For wondrous it was, and before they had been engaged five minutes John Oxon was a maddened creature, driven so, not only by his own fury, but by seeing a certain thing-which was that this man could kill him if he would, but would not. When he had lost his wits and made his senseless lunge, his Grace had but parried when he might have driven his point home; he did this again and again while their swords clashed and darted. The stamp of their feet sounded dull and heavy on the moor, and John Oxon"s breath came short and hissing. As he grew more wild the other grew more cool and steady, and made a play which Sir John could have shrieked out at seeing. What was the man doing? "Twas as if he would show him where he could strike and did not deign to. He felt his devil"s touch in a dozen places, and not one scratch. There he might have laid open his face from brow to chin! Why did he touch him here, there, at one point and another, and deal no wound? G.o.ds! "twas fighting not with a human thing but with a devil! "Twas like fighting in a Roman arena, to be played with as a sport until human strength could bear no more; "twas as men used to fight together hundreds of years ago. His breath grew short, his panting fiercer, the sweat poured down him, his throat was dry, and he could feel no more the fresh stirring of the air of the dawning. He would not stop to breathe, he had reached the point in his insensate fury when he could have flung himself upon the rapier"s point and felt it cleave his breastbone and start through his back with the joy of h.e.l.l, if he could have struck the other man deep but once. The thought made him start afresh; he fought like a thousand devils, his point leaping and flashing, and coming down with a crash; he stamped and gasped and shouted.
"Curse you," he cried; "come on!"
"Do I stand back?" said my lord Duke, and gave him such play as made him see the air red as blood, and think he tasted the salt of blood in his dry mouth; his muscles were wrenched with his violence, and this giant devil moved as swift as if he had but just begun. Good G.o.d! he was beaten! Good G.o.d! by this enemy who would not kill him or be killed. He uttered a sound which was a choking shriek and hurled himself forward. "Twas his last stroke and he knew it, and my lord Duke struck his point aside and it flew in the air, and Sir John fell backwards broken, conquered, exhausted, but an unwounded man. And he fell full length and lay upon the heather, its purple blooms crushed against his cheek; and the sky was of a sweet pallor just about to glow, and the first bird of morning sprang up in it to sing.
"d.a.m.n you!" he gasped. "d.a.m.n you," and lay there, his blue eyes glaring, his chest heaving as though "twould burst, his nostrils dilated with his laboured, tortured puffs of breath. Thereupon, as he lay prostrate, for he was too undone a man to rise, he saw in his Grace of Osmonde"s eyes the two points of light which were like ruthless flames and yet burned so still.
And his Grace, standing near him, leaned upon his sword, looking down.
"Do you understand?" he said.
"That you are the better sword-Yes!" shrieked Sir John, and added curses it were useless to repeat.
"That I will have you refrain from speaking that lady"s name?"
"Force me to it, if you can," Sir John raved at him. "You can but kill me!"
"I will not kill you," said the Duke, leaning a little nearer and the awful light in his eyes growing intenser-for awful it was and made his pale face deadly. "How I can force you to it I have shown you-and brought you here to prove. For that, I meant that we should fight alone. Myself, I knew, I could hold from killing you, howsoever my blood might tempt me. You, I knew, I could keep from killing me, which I knew you would have done if you could, by foul means if not fair. I would not have it said I was forced to fight to shield that lady"s name-so I would have no witness if it could be helped. And you will keep the encounter secret, for I command you."
Sir John started up, leaning upon his elbow, catching his breath, and his wicked face a white flame.
"Curse you!" he shrieked again, blaspheming at a thing he had not dreamed of, and which came upon him like a thunderbolt. "Curse your soul-you love her!"
The deadly light danced-he saw it-in his Grace"s eyes, but his countenance was a marble mask with no human quiver of flesh in any muscle of it.
"I command you," he went on; "having proved I can enforce. I have the blood of savage devils in me, come down to me through many hundred years. All my life I have kept them at bay. Until late I did not know how savage they were and what they could make me feel. I could do to you, as you lie there, things a man who is of this century, and sane, cannot do. You know I can strike where I will. If you slight that lady"s name again I will not kill"-he raised himself from his sword and stood his full height, the earliest gold of the sun shining about him-"I will not kill you, but-so help me G.o.d!-I will fight with you once more, and I will leave you so maimed and so disfigured that you can woo no woman to ruin again and jest at her shame and agony with no man-for none can bear to look at you without a shudder-and you will lie and writhe to be given the coup de grace." He lifted the hilt of his sword and kissed it. "That I swear," he said, "by this first dawning of G.o.d"s sun."
When later my lord Duke returned to the town and got his horse and rode across the moors the shortest road to Camylott, he felt suddenly that his body was slightly trembling. He looked down at his hands and saw they were unsteady, and a strange look-as of a man slowly awakening from a dream-- came over his face. "Twas this he felt-as if the last two hours he had lived in a dream or had been another man than himself, perhaps some b.l.o.o.d.y de Mertoun, who had for ages been dry, light dust. The devils which had been awake in him had been devils so awful as he well knew-not devils to possess and tear a man in the days of good Queen Anne, but such as, in times long past, possessed those who slew, and hacked, and tortured, and felt an enemy a prey to be put to peine forte et dure. He drew his glove across his brow and found it damp. This dream had taken hold upon him three hours before, when, standing by chance near a group about John Oxon, he had heard him sneer as the old Earl went by with his lady upon his arm. From that moment his brain had held but one thought-this man should not go away until he had taught him a thing. He would teach him, proving to him that there was a power which he might well fear, and which would show no mercy, not even the mercy mere death would show, but would hold over his vile soul a greater awfulness. But he had danced his minuets and gavottes with my Lady Dunstanwolde as well as with other fair ones, and the country gentry had looked on and applauded him in their talk, telling each other of his fortunes, and of how he had had a wound at Blenheim, distinguished himself elsewhere, and set the world wondering because after his home-coming he took no d.u.c.h.ess instead of choosing one, as all expected. While they had so talked and he had danced he had made his plan, and his devils had roused themselves and risen. And then he had made his excuses to his party and watched the coaches drive away, and had gone back to seek John Oxon. Now he rode back over the moorland, and the day was awake and he was awake too. He rode swiftly through the gorse and heather, scattering the dewdrops as he went, thousands of dewdrops there were, myriads of pinkish purple heath-bells, and some pure white ones, and yellow gorse blossoms which smelt of honey, and birds that trilled, and such a morning fragrance in the air as made his heart ache for vague longing. Ah, if all had been but as it might have been, for there were the fair grey towers of Camylott rising before him, and he was riding homeward-and, oh, G.o.d, if he had been riding home to the arms of the most heaven-sweet woman in the world-heaven-sweet not for her mere loveliness" sake, but because she was to him as Eve had been to Adam-the one woman G.o.d had made.
His heart swelled and throbbed with thinking it as he rode up the avenue, and its throbbing almost stopped when he approached the garden and saw a tall white figure standing alone by a fountain and looking down. He sprang from his horse and turned it loose to reach its stable, and went forward feeling as if a dream had begun again, but this time a strange, sweet one.
Her long white draperies hung loose about her, so that she looked like some statue; her hands were crossed on her chest and her chin fell upon them, while her eyes looked straight before into the water. She was pale as he had never seen her look before, her lip had a weary curve and droop, and under her eyes were shadows. How young she was-what a girl, for all her height and bearing! and though he knew her years so well he had never thought on her youth before. Would G.o.d he might have swept her to his breast, crushing her in his arms and plunging into her eyes, for as she turned and raised them to him he saw tears.
"Your ladyship," he exclaimed.
"My lord has been ill," she said. "He asked for you, and when he fell asleep I came to get the morning air, hoping your Grace might come. I must go back to him. Come, your Grace, with me."
CHAPTER XXII
My Lady Dunstanwolde is Widowed
There was a lady came back to town with the Earl and Countess, on their return from Dunstan"s Wolde, to which place they had gone after his lordship"s illness at Camylott. This lady was one of the two elder sisters of her ladyship of Dunstanwolde, and "twas said was her favourite and treated with great tenderness by her. She was but a thin, humble little woman-Mistress Anne Wildairs-and singularly plain and timid to be the sister and chosen companion of one so brilliant and full of fire. She was a pale creature with dull-hued heavy hair and soft dull eyes, which followed her ladyship adoringly whensoever it chanced they were in a room together.
"How can two beings so unlike be of the same blood?" people said; "and what finds my lady in her that she does not lose patience at her plainness and poor spirit?"
What she discovered in her, none knew as she herself did; but my Lord Dunstanwolde understood the tie between them, and so his Grace of Osmonde did, since an occasion when he had had speech with her ladyship upon the subject.
"I love her," she said, with one of her strange, almost pa.s.sionate, looks. ""Tis thought I can love neither man nor woman. But that I can do, and without change; but I must love a thing not slight nor common. Anne was the first creature to teach me what love meant. Before, I had never seen it. She was afraid of me and often thought I mocked at her, but I was learning from her pureness-from her pureness," she added, saying the words the second time in a lower voice and almost as if to herself. And then the splendid sweet of her smile shone forth. "She is so white-good Anne," she said. "She is a saint and does not know I pray to her to intercede for me, and that I live my life hoping that some day I may make it as fair as hers. She does not know, and I dare not tell her, for she would be made afraid."
To Mistress Anne she seemed in truth a G.o.ddess. Until taken under her protection, the poor woman had lived a lonely life, starved of all pleasures and affections. At first-"twas in the days when she had been but Clo Wildairs-her ladyship had begun to befriend her through a mere fanciful caprice, being half-amused, half-touched, to find her, by sheer chance, one day, stolen into her chambers to gaze in delighted terror at some ball finery spread upon a bed. To Mistress Clorinda the frightened creature had seemed a strange thing in her shy fearfulness, and she had for an hour amused herself and then suddenly been vaguely moved, and from that time had been friends with her.
"Perhaps I had no heart then, or "twas not awake," said her ladyship. "I was but a fierce, selfish thing, like a young she-wolf. Is a young she-wolf honest?" with a half-laugh. "I was that, and feared nothing. I ate and drank and sang and hunted poor beasts for my pleasure, and was as wild as one of them myself. When I look back!"-she flung up a white hand in a strange gesture-"When I look back!"
"Look forward!" said my lord Duke; ""tis the n.o.bler thing."
"Yes," she repeated after him, fixing her great eyes gravely on his face and speaking slowly. ""Tis sure the n.o.bler thing."
And then he heard from her how, day by day, poor Anne had revealed to her things strange-unselfishness, humble and tender love, and sweet patience.
"At first I but wondered," she said, "and sate and would stare at her while she talked. And then I pitied her who was so meek, and then I was angered at Fortune, which had been so careless of her, and being a rebel I began to defy Fate for her and swear I would set its cruelty at naught and make her happy. Always," with quick leap of light in her eyes, "I have hated that they call Fate, and defied it. There is a thing in me," her closed hand on her breast, "which will not be beat down! It will not. If "tis evil, Heaven help me-for it will not. But Anne"-and she smiled again, her face changing as it always did when she spoke her sister"s name-"Anne I began to love and could not help it, and she was the first."
This gentlewoman my lord Duke did not for some time see but on rare occasions, at a distance. In her ladyship"s great gilt coach he saw her once or twice-a small, shrinking figure seated by her sister"s side, the modest pale brown of her lutestring robe a curious contrast to my lady"s velvets and brocades; at the play-house he saw her seated in the Countess" box, at which a score of gla.s.ses were levelled, her face lighted with wonder and pleasure at the brighter moments of the tragedy, her soft eyes full of tears when the curtain fell upon the corpse-strewn stage. If Mistress Anne had known that so great a gentleman looked at her gentle face and with an actual tenderness near to love itself, she would indeed have been a startled woman, yet "twas with a feeling like to this his Grace regarded her, thinking of her in time as a sort of guardian angel. The sweetest words he had ever heard from the lips of her he worshipped with such sad and hopeless pa.s.sion, were words spoken of Mistress Anne; the sweetest strange smile he had ever seen her wear was worn when she spoke of this meek sister; the sweetest womanly deeds he knew of her performing were thoughtful gentlenesses done for the cherishing and protection of Anne. "Anne was the first creature to teach me what love meant," she said.
"I could have taught you, Heart," was his secret thought; "I could have taught you, but since I might not, G.o.d"s blessing on this dear soul whose tender humbleness was your first lesson." Yet Mistress Anne he did not encounter in person until the occurring of the sad event which changed for him the whole face of the universe itself, and which took place a year or more after his kinsman"s marriage. The resolution his Grace had made the day he waited at Camylott for his guests" arrival, he had kept to the letter, and this often to the wonder of his lordship of Dunstanwolde, who found cause for regret at the rareness of his visits to his lady and himself under their own roof. Other visits my lord Duke had made, as he had planned, pa.s.sing from one great house to another in Great Britain, or making stay at the estates of his friends upon the continent of Europe. Sometimes he was in Scotland, sometimes in Ireland or Wales, hunting, salmon-fishing, the chief guest at great reunions, everywhere discussed and envied his freedom from any love affair, entanglement, or connection with scandal, always a thing which awakened curiosity.
"The world will have you married, Gerald," said Dunstanwolde. "And "tis no wonder! My lady and I would find you a d.u.c.h.ess. I think she looks for one for you, but finds none to please her taste. She would have a wondrous consort for you. You do wrong to roam so. You should come to Dunstan"s Wolde that she may have you beneath her eye."
But to Dunstan"s Wolde he did not go-not even when, in obedience to her lord"s commands, the Countess herself besought him with gracious hospitality.
To their town house he went but seldom, pleading as reason, affairs which occupied his time, journeys which removed him to other parts. But to refuse to cross the threshold was impossible; accordingly there were times when he must make visits of ceremony, and on one such occasion he found her ladyship alone, and she conveyed to him her husband"s message and his desire that she herself should press his invitation.
"Twas upon a winter afternoon, and when my lord Duke was announced he entered the saloon, to behold my lady sitting by the firelight in a carven gilded chair, her eyes upon the glowing coals, her thoughts plainly preoccupied. On hearing his name she slightly started, and on his entry rose and gave him her soft warm hand, which he did not kiss because its velvet so wooed him that he feared to touch it with his lips. "Twas not a hand which he could touch with simple courtesy, but must long to kiss pa.s.sionately, and over and over again, and hold close with whispered words.
"My lord has but just left me," she said. "He will be almost angry at the chance which led him to go before your coming. The last hour of our talk was all of your Grace;" and she sat upright against the high back of her chair. And why was it that, while she sat so straight and still, he felt that she held herself as one who needs support? "The last hour of our talk was all of you," she said again, and oh, the velvet of her eyes was asking him for some aid, some mercy; and his soul leaped in anguish as he saw it. "He says I must beguile you to be less formal with us. Before our marriage, he tells me, your Grace came often to Dunstan"s Wolde, and now you seem to desert us."
"No, no!" exclaimed my lord Duke, as if involuntarily, and rose from his seat and stood looking down into the fire.
"I told him you would exclaim so!" said my lady, and her low-pitched voice was a thing to make a man tremble. "I know your Grace loves him-I think any heart must love him--"
My lord Duke turned and looked at her. Their eyes rested on each other and spoke.
"I thank your Ladyship," he said, "that you so understood. I pray you let him not think I could at any time feel less tender of his goodness."