"Oh, see, almost all of the pleached trees are saved!" cried Nidart, astonished, "that part of the wall didn"t fall."
"I"m not sure I pruned those right," said his wife doubtfully, glancing at them. "I couldn"t remember whether you left two or four buds on the peaches, and I just gave up on the big grapevine. It grew so, it got all ahead of me!"
"Did they bear well?" asked the man, looking across the trash heap at the well-remembered trees and vines. "We"d better leave those till some odd time, they won"t need much care. I can do them between other things some time when I"m too tired to do anything else. Here is where the big job is." He looked the ground over with a calculating eye and announced his plan of campaign.
"We won"t try to carry the rubbish out. It"s too heavy for you, and my time has got to go as far as it can for the important things. We"ll just pile it all up in a line along the line where the walls used to stand.
All of us know that line! I"ll use the pickax, and Maman the shovel.
Jean-Pierre will throw the bigger pieces over on the line, and Berthe will go after and pick up the littler ones."
They set to work, silently, intensely. When they reached the currant-bushes, all laid low, Pierre gave a growl of wrath and scorn, but none of them slackened their efforts. About eleven the big convoy of camions on the way to the front came through, lurching along the improvised road laid out across the fields. The workers, lifting their eyes for the first time from their labors, saw at a distance on the main road the advance guard of the road-menders already there, elderly soldiers, gray-haired territorials, with rakes and shovels, and back of them, shuttle-like, the big trucks with road-metal coming and going.
Reluctantly leaving her work, Paulette went to get the supplies for dinner, and started an open-air fire in the cleared-out corner of the chimney. Over this she hung a big pot, and leaving it to boil she hurried back to her shovel. "The soup-kettle and the flat-irons," she told her husband, "they were too hard to break and too heavy to carry away, and they are about all that"s left of what was in the house."
"No, I found an iron fork," said Berthe, "but it was all twisted.
Jean-Pierre said he thought he could ..."
"Don"t talk," said their father firmly,--"you don"t work so fast when you talk."
At noon they went back to the fire burning under the open sky, in the blackened corner of the fireplace where it had cooked the food during the years past. The man looked at it strangely, and turned his eyes away.
"Now where is your fork, little Berthe?" he said. "I"ll straighten it for you. With that and my kit ..."
"I have my jackknife too," said Jean-Pierre.
They ate thus, dipping up the stew in the soldier"s _gamelle_, using his knife and fork and spoon and the straightened iron fork. The baby was fed on bread soaked in the gravy, and on bits of potato given him from the end of a whittled stick. In the twenty minutes" rest which their captain allowed the little force after the meal, he and Jean-Pierre whittled out two wooden forks, two-tined, from willow twigs. "That"s one apiece now," said Nidart, "and the asparagus bed is all cleared off. We have made a beginning."
They went back to work, stooping, straining, heaving, blinded with the flying plaster, wounded with the sharp edges of the shattered stones.
The sun shone down on them with heavenly friendliness, the light, sparkling air lifted the hair from their hot foreheads. After a time, Nidart, stopping for an instant to wipe away the sweat which ran down into his eyes, said: "The air has a different feel to it here. And the sun looks different. It _looks_ like home."
At four they stopped to munch the piece of bread which is the supplementary meal of French working-people at that hour. Nidart embellished it with a slice of cheese for each, which made the meal a feast. They talked as they ate; they began to try to bridge over the gap between them. But they lacked words to tell what lay back of them; only the dry facts came out.
"Yes, I"ve been wounded, there"s a place on my thigh, here, put your hand and feel, where there isn"t any flesh over the bone, just skin. It doesn"t bother me much, except when I try to climb a ladder. Something about that position I can"t manage ... and for a mason ..."
"I"ll climb the ladders," said Jean-Pierre.
"Yes, I was pretty sick. It got gangrene some. They thought I wouldn"t live. I was first in a big hospital near the front, and then in a convalescent hospital in Paris. It was awfully dull when I got better.
They thought if I had made an application to be _reforme_ and retired I could be like Jacques Dupre with his wooden leg. But with you and the children here ... what could I have done with myself? So I didn"t say anything, and when my time was up in the hospital I went back to the trenches. That was a year ago last winter."
"Berthe and Jean-Pierre had the mumps that winter," said their mother.
"The baby didn"t get it. I kept him away from them. The Boches shut us up as though we had the smallpox. They were terribly strict about any sickness. The Boche regimental doctor came every day. He took very good care of them."
"He wanted to give me a doll because I didn"t cry when he looked in my throat," said Berthe.
"Of course she didn"t take it," said Jean-Pierre. "I told her I"d break it all to pieces if she did."
"But she cried afterwards."
"Come," said the father, "we"ve finished our bread. Back to work."
That night, after the children were asleep on straw in the cellar down the road, their parents came back to wander about in the moonlight over their ravaged little kingdom. The wife said little, drawing her breath irregularly, keeping a strained grasp on her husband"s arm. For the most part he succeeded in speaking in a steady voice of material plans for the future,--how he could get some galvanized roofing out of the nearest trench _abri_; how he could use the trunks of the felled trees to strengthen his hastily constructed brick walls, and for roof-beams; what they could plant in the garden and the field--things which she and the children could cultivate after he had gone back.
At this reminder of the inevitable farewell again before them, the wife broke out in loud wailings, shivering, clutching at him wildly. He drew her down on a pile of rubbish, put his arms around her, and said in a peremptory tone: "Paulette! Listen! _You are letting the Boches beat you!_" He used to her the tone he used for his squad, his new soldier"s voice which the war had taught him, the tone which carried the laggards up over the top. At the steel-like ring of it his wife was silent.
He went on: "There"s nothing any of us _can_ do but to go on. The only thing to do is to go on without making a fuss. That"s the motto in the army, you know. Don"t make a fuss." He lifted his head and looked around at his home dismantled, annihilated. "_Not to give up_,--that and the flat-irons are about all the Boches have left us, don"t you see?"
He was silent a moment and went on with his constructive planning.
"Perhaps I can get enough lime sent on from Noyon to really rebuild the chimney. With that, and a roof, and the garden, and the allocation from the Government ..."
"Yes, Pierre," said his wife in a trembling voice. She did not weep again.
He himself, however, was not always at this pitch of stoicism. There were times when he looked up suddenly and felt, as though for the first time, the downfall and destruction of all that had been his life. At such moments the wind of madness blew near him. The night after they had moved from the cellar into the half-roofed, half-walled hut, to sleep there on the makeshift beds, he lay all night awake, crushed with the immensity of the effort they would need to put forth and with the insignificance of any progress made. There came before him the long catalogue of what they had lost, the little decencies and comforts they had earned and paid for and owned. He sickened at the squalid expedients of their present life. They were living like savages; never again would they attain the self-respecting order which had been ravished from them, which the ravishers still enjoyed. With all his conscious self he longed to give up he struggle, but something more than his conscious self was at work. The tree had been cut down, but something was in the ground, alive.
At dawn he found himself getting out of bed, purposefully. To his wife"s question he answered: "I"m going to Noyon to buy the seed for the field.
We haven"t half enough corn. And I can get young cabbage plants there, too, they say. I can make it in six hours if I hurry."
He was back by ten o"clock, exhausted, but aroused from his waking nightmare--for that time! But it came again and again.
On the day he began to spade up the field he noticed that two of his murdered fruit-trees, attached by a rag of bark to the stumps, were breaking out into leaf. The sight turned him sick with sorrow, as though one of his children had smiled at him from her deathbed. He bent over the tree, his eyes burning, and saw that all the buds were opening trustfully. His heart was suffocating. He said to himself: "They have been killed! They are dead! But they do not know they are dead, and they try to go on living. _Are we like that?_"
In an instant all his efforts to reanimate his a.s.sa.s.sinated life seemed pitiful, childish, doomed to failure. He looked across the field at the shapeless, roughly laid brick wall he had begun, and felt a shamed rage.
He was half-minded to rush and kick it down.
"Papa, come! The peonies have begun to come up in the night. The whole row of them, where we were raking yesterday."
The man found his wife already there, bending over the st.u.r.dy, reddish, rounded sprouts pushing strongly through the loosened earth. She looked up at him with shining eyes. When they were betrothed lovers, they had together planted those peonies, pieces of old roots from her mother"s garden. "You see," she said again; "I told you what was in the ground alive they couldn"t kill!"
The man went back to his spading silently, and, as he labored there, a breath of sovereign healing came up to him from that soil which was his.
The burning in his eyes, the taste of gall in his mouth, he had forgotten when, two hours later, he called across to his wife that the ground for the beans was all spaded and that she and Jean-Pierre could come now with their rakes, while he went back to building the house-wall.
But that quick scorching pa.s.sage through fire was nothing compared with the hour which waited for him in his garden beside the wall on which the branches of his pleached trees and vines still spread out their carefully symmetrical patterns. He had put off caring for them till some odd moment. He and his wife, glancing at them from time to time, had made estimates of the amount of fruit they would yield, "and for us this time--we haven"t had a single peach or apple from them. The Boche officers sent their soldiers to get them always."
"Queer they should have left those unharmed," said his wife once, and he had answered: "Perhaps the man they sent to kill them was a gardener like us. I know I couldn"t cut down a fruit-tree in full bearing, not if it were in h.e.l.l and belonged to the Kaiser. Anybody who"s ever grown things knows what it is!"
One gray day of spring rains and pearly mists, the fire would not burn in the only half-constructed chimney. Paulette crouched beside it, blowing with all her might, and thinking of the big leathern bellows which had been carried away to Germany with all the rest. Jean-Pierre shaved off bits from a dry stick and Berthe fed them under the pot, but the flame would not brighten. Pierre, coming down, cold and hungry, from the top of the wall where he had been struggling with a section of roof, felt physically incapable of going on with that work until he had eaten, and decided to use the spare half-hour for pruning the pleached trees and vines. Almost at the end of his strength after the long-continued strained effort to accomplish the utmost in every moment and every hour, he shivered from the cold of his wet garments as he stood for a moment, fumbling to reach the pruning-shears. But he did not give himself the time to warm his hands at the fire, setting out directly again into the rain. He had been working at top speed ever since the breakfast, six hours before, of black coffee and dry bread.
Sodden with fatigue and a little light-headed from lack of food, he walked along the wall and picked out the grapevine as the least tiring to begin on. He knew it so well he could have pruned it in the dark. He had planted it the year before his marriage, when he had been building the house and beginning the garden. It had not been an especially fine specimen, but something about the situation and the soil had exactly suited it, and it had thriven miraculously. Every spring, with the first approach of warm weather, he had walked out, in the evening after his day"s work, along the wall to catch the first red bud springing amazingly to life out of the brown, woody stems which looked so dead.
During the summers as he had sprayed the leaves, and manured the soil and watered the roots and lifted with an appraising hand the great purple cl.u.s.ters, heavier day by day, he had come to know every turn of every branch. In the trenches, during the long periods of silent inaction, when the men stare before them at sights from their past lives, sometimes Nidart had looked back at his wife and children, sometimes at his garden on an early morning in June, sometimes at his family about the dinner-table in the evening, and sometimes at his great grapevine, breaking into bud in the spring, or, all luxuriant curving lines, rich with leaf.a.ge, green and purple in the splendor of its September maturity.
It was another home-coming to approach it now, and his sunken, bloodshot eyes found rest and comfort in dwelling on its well-remembered articulations. He noticed that the days of sunshine, and now the soft spring rain, had started it into budding. He laid his hand on the tough, knotted, fibrous brown stem.
It stirred oddly, with a disquieting lightness in his hand. The sensation was almost as though one of his own bones turned gratingly on nothing. The sweat broke out on his forehead. He knelt down and took hold of the stem lower down. The weight of his hand displaced it. It swung free. It had been severed from the root by a fine saw. The sap was oozing from the stump.
The man knelt there in the rain, staring at this, as though he were paralyzed. He did not know what he was looking at, for a moment, conscious of nothing but a cold sickness. He got up heavily to his feet, then, and made his way to the next vine. Its stem gave way also, swinging loose with the horrible limpness of a broken limb.