"p.a.w.ned them?" I said.
"We"ll get them back," she said valiantly, trying to believe it.
"What day did you pop them?"
"Wednesday. Donald took the money in cash to the finance company, and that gives us a three-months" breather."
Wednesday, I thought. The day after someone had failed to kill Malcolm at Newmarket.
"When did the finance company start threatening you?"
"The Thursday before," Helen said. "They gave us a week. They were utterly beastly, Donald said."
"Vivien tried to get Malcolm to give us some money," Donald said with resentment, "and he flatly refused."
"Well," I said, half smiling, "she called him an evil, wicked, vindictive tyrant, and that"s not the best way in the world to persuade Malcolm to be generous. If she"d used honey, she might have succeeded."
Helen said, "You"re the only one he"ll listen to. I don"t care if you get millions more than us. All the others are furious about it, they don"t believe it about equal shares in his will, but I don"t care. If you could just... I mean..."
"I"ll try," I promised, "but the equal shares are true."
It fell on deaf ears. They believed what they believed, the whole lot of them, feeding and reinforcing their fears every time they consulted.
I left Donald and Helen among their antique furniture and behind their shaky facade and trundled along to Quantum to see how things were developing.
Not fast, was the answer. The place was abandoned except for a solitary uniformed policeman sitting in a police car outside what had been the front door. One could see right through the house now. The tarpaulin that had hung from the roof had come down. The policeman was the one who had accompanied me on my tour of peering in through the windows, and I gathered he was pleased to have a visitor to enliven a monotonous stint.
He picked up his car radio and spoke into it to the effect that MrIan Pembroke had come by. A request came back, which he relayed to me: would Mr Pembroke please drop in at the police station when he left? Mr Pembroke would.
The policeman and I walked round to the back of the house. Mr Smith had gone, also his helpers. The last of the rubble was away from the house and overflowing a skip. A flat black plastic sheet, the sort used for roofing hayricks, lay where a week ago the walls of my bedroom had come tumbling down. The interior doors had been sealed with plywood, like the windows, to deter looters, and the broken end of the staircase had been barred off. A house with its centre torn out; a thirty-foot yawn between surviving flanks.
"It looks terrible," I said, and the policeman agreed.
Arthur Bellbrook was cleaning his spades, getting ready to leave. I gave him a cheque for his wages for that week and the next, and added a chunk for the care of the dogs. He gave me dignified thanks. He hoped Mr Pembroke was all right, poor man, and I said I thought so.
I had my picture in the paper," he said. "Did you see it?"
I said I was sorry I hadn"t.
"Oh, well. I did." He shrugged disappointedly and set off homewards, and I walked down to where he"d earlier been digging potatoes, and then further, to check that the nettles were still untrampled on the far side of the wall.
The green sea looked dusty and ageing but upright. They too, I supposed, would die with the frost.
The policeman was watching me incuriously. I stopped and stared at the house from a distance, giving the impression that that"s why I had gone as far as I had, and then walked back and took my leave. The house from a distance looked just as bad, if not worse.
Superintendent Yale shook my hand. Things were almost friendly at the police station but they were no nearer discovering who had planted the bomb. Enquiries were proceeding, the superintendent said, and perhaps I could help.
"Fire away," I said.
"We interviewed the former gardener, Fred Perkins," Yale said. "We asked him about the tree stump and what he used to blow it up. Besides cordite, that is. What sort of a fuse."
I was interested. "What did he say? Does he remember?"
"He said he"d got the black powder and some detonators and some fuse cord from a quarryman friend of his. The black powder was in the box which we saw, the detonators were in a separate tin with the cord and the instructions."
"The instructions!" I repeated incredulously.
"Yes." He sighed. "Fred Perkins says he followed the instructions because he"d never blown anything up before. He said he used a bit of extra black powder just to make sure."
"It was quite an explosion."
"Yes. We asked him what he"d done with the other detonators. He says Mr Pembroke took them away from him that morning, when he came running out of the house. We need to ask Mr Pembroke what he did with them, so... er... where is he?"
"I really don"t know," I said slowly, "and that"s the truth. I can probably find him, but it"ll take a day or two." I thought for a moment, then said, "Surely he would have thrown away those detonators years ago."
If he had any sense he wouldn"t have thrown them anywhere," Yale said. "Mr Smith says you handle detonators with extreme caution if you don"t want to lose a finger or an eye. They can explode if you knock or drop them or make them too warm. Mr Pembroke"s correct course would have been to turn them over to the police."
"Maybe he did," I said.
"We"d like to find out."
"But would detonators still detonate after twenty years?" I asked.
"Mr Smith thinks it possible, perhaps likely. He wouldn"t take any liberties, he said."
"What does a detonator look like?" I asked.
He hesitated, but said, "Mr Smith said we might be looking for a small aluminium tube about the thickness of a pencil or slightly less, about six centimetres long. He says that"s what the army used. He used to be in the Royal Engineers. He says the tube contains fulminate of mercury, and the word "fulminate" means to flash like lightning."
"He should know."
"Fred Perkins can"t clearly remember what his detonators looked like. He remembers he had to fasten the cord into the end of the tube with pliers. Crimp it in. Mr Smith says civilians who touch explosives should be certified."
I reflected. "Did Mr Smith find out exactly what the Quantum bomb was made of?"
"Yes. ANFO, as he thought. He said the whole thing was amateur in the extreme."
"Amateurs," I said dryly, "run faster than anyone else."
As an amateur, I went to Kempton Park the next day and on Young Higgins beat the h.e.l.l out of a lot of professionals.
I didn"t know what possessed me. It seemed that I rode on a different plane. I knew it was the horse who had to be fast enough; the jockey, however determined, couldn"t do it on his own. Young Higgins seemed inspired and against more formidable opponents than at Sandown produced a totally different race.
There were no aunts riding this time, no lieutenant-colonels falling off. No earl"s son to chat to. No journalist to make it look easy. For some reason, George and Jo had entered Young Higgins in a high-cla.s.s open three-mile steeplechase, and I was the only amateur in sight.
I"d ridden against an all-professional field of top jockeys a few times before, and it was usually a humbling experience. I had the basic skills and a good deal of touch. I could get horses settled and balanced. I liked speed, I liked the stretch of one"s spirit: but there was always a point against top professionals at which that wasn"t enough.
George and Jo were unfussed. Young Higgins was fitter than at Sandown, they thought, and at Kempton there was no hill to tire him. They were bright-eyed and enthusiastic, but not especially hopeful. "We didn"t want to change you for a professional," they said in explanation. "It wouldn"t have been fair."
Maybe not fair, but prudent, I thought. The top pros raced with sharper eyes, better tactics, more strength, quicker reactions. Theirs was an intenser determination, a fiercer concentration. Humour was for before and after, not during. Race-riding was their business, besides their pleasure, and some of them thought of amateur opponents as frivolous unfit nuisances who caused accidents and endangered lives.
Perhaps because of an arrogant desire to prove them wrong, perhaps because of the insights and realities I"d faced in a traumatic week, perhaps because of Young Higgins himself: I rode anywaywith a new sharp reveiationary perception of what was needed for winning, and the horse and I came home in front by four lengths to a fairly stunned silence from the people on the stands who"d backed everything else on the card but us.
George and Jo were vindicated and ecstatic. Young Higgins tossed his head at the modest plaudits. A newspaperman labelled the result as a fluke.
I"d cracked it, I thought. I"d graduated. That had been real professional riding. Satisfactory. But I was already thirty-three. I"d discovered far too late the difference between enjoyment and fire. I"d needed to know it at nineteen or twenty. I"d idled it away.
"This is no time," Jo said laughing, "to look sad."
Seventeen.
I flew to New York two days later, still not knowing where to find Malcolm.
The voice at Stamford, Connecticut, always helpful but uninformed, had thought, the previous evening, that the gentlemen might have gone back to Kentucky: they"d been talking of buying a horse that they"d seen there a week earlier. Another horse, not the one they"d bought yesterday.
It was just as well, I thought, that Donald and Helen and Thomas and Berenice and Edwin and Lucy and Vivien and Joyce didn"t know. That Gervase, Ursula, Alicia, Ferdinand, Debs and Serena hadn"t heard. All fourteen of them would have fallen upon Malcolm and torn him apart.
I chose New York for the twin reasons that Stamford, Connecticut, was barely an hour and a halPs drive away (information from the voice) and that everyone should see New York some time. My journeys before that had been only in Europe, to places like Paris, Rome, Athens and Oslo. Beaches and race-meetings and temples. Horses and G.o.ds.
I was heading for a hotel on 54th Street, Manhattan, that the voice had recommended: she would tell Mr Pembroke I would be there, as soon as she knew where Mr Pembroke was. It seemed as good an arrangement as any.
Superintendent Yale didn"t know I"d left England, nor did any of the family. I sighed with deep relief on the aeroplane and thought about the visits I"d made the day before to Alicia and Vivien. Neither had wanted to see me and both had been abrasive, Alicia in the morning, Vivien in the afternoon.
Alicia"s flat outside Windsor was s.p.a.cious and overlooked the Thames, neither of which pleasures seemed to please her. She did reluctantly let me in, but was unplacated by my admiration of her view.
She was, in fact, looking youthfully pretty in a white wool dress and silver beads. Her hair was pulled high in a velvet bow on the crown, and her neat figure spoke of luck or dieting. She had a visitor with her already when I called, a fortyish substantial-looking man introduced coquettishly as Paul, who behaved with unmistakable lordliness, the master in his domain. How long, I wondered, had this been going on?
"You might have said you were coming," Alicia complained. "Ferdinand said you would, some time. I told him to tell you not to."
"It seemed best to see everyone," I said neutrally.
"Then hurry up," she said. "We"re going out to lunch."
"Did Ferdinand tell you about Malcolm"s new will?"
"He did, and I don"t believe a word of it. You"ve always been Malcolm"s wretched little pet. He should have sent you back to Joyce when I left. I told him to. But would he listen? No, he wouldn"t."
"That was twenty years ago," I protested.
"And nothing"s changed. He does what he likes. He"s utterly selfish."
Paul listened to the conversation without stirring and with scant apparent interest but he did, it seemed, have his influence. With an arch look at him, Alicia said, "Paul says Gervase should force Malcolm to give him power of attorney."
I couldn"t off-hand think of anything less likely to happen.
"Have you two known each other long?" I asked.
"No," Alicia said, and the look she gave Paul was that of a flirt of sixteen.
I asked her if she remembered the tree stump. "Of course. I was furious with Malcolm for letting Fred do anything so ridiculous. The boys might have been hurt."
And did she remember the switches? How could she forget them, she said, they"d been all over the house. Not only that, Thomas had made another one for Serena some time later. It had sat in her room gathering dust. Those clocks had all been a pest.
"You were good to me in those old days," I said.
She stared. There was almost a softening round her eyes, but it was transitory, i had to be," she said acidly. "Malcolm insisted."
"Weren"t you ever happy?" I asked.
"Oh, yes." Her mouth curled in a malicious smile. "When Malcolm came to see me, when he was married to Joyce. Before that weaselly detective spoiled it.
I asked her if she had engaged Norman West to find Malcolm in Cambridge.
She looked at me with wide empty eyes and said blandly, "No, I didn"t. Why would I want to? I didn"t care where he was."
"Almost everyone wanted to find him to stop him spending his money."
"He"s insane," she said. "Paranoid. He should hand control over to Gervase, and make sure that frightful Ursula isn"t included. She"s the wrong wife for Gervase, as I"ve frequently told him."
"But you didn"t ask Norman West to find Malcolm?"
"No, I didn"t," she said very sharply. "Stop asking that stupid question." She turned away from me restlessly. "It"s high time you went."
I thought so too, on the whole. I speculated that perhaps the presence of Paul had inhibited her from saying directly to my face the poison she"d been spreading behind my back. They would dissect me when I"d gone. He nodded coolly to me as I left. No friend of mine, I thought.
If my visit to Alicia had been unfruitful, my call on Vivien was less so. Norman West"s notes had been minimal: name, address, sorting magazines, no alibis. She wouldn"t answer any of my questions either, or discuss any possibilities. She said several times that Malcolm was a fiend who was determined to destroy his children, and that I was the devil incarnate helping him. She hoped we would both rot in h.e.l.l. (I thought devils and fiends might flourish there, actually.) Meanwhile, I said, had she employed Norman West to find Malcolm in Cambridge? Certainly not. She wanted nothing to do with that terrible little man. If I didn"t remove myself from her doorstep she would call in the police.
It can"t be much fun," I said, "living with so much hatred in your head."
She was affronted. "What do you mean?"
"No peace. All anger. Very exhausting. Bad for your health."
"Go away," she said, and I obliged her.
I drove back to Cookham and spent a good deal of the evening on the telephone, talking to Lucy about Thomas and to Ferdinand about Gervase. "We are all our brothers" keepers," Lucy said, and reportedthat Thomas was spending most of the time asleep. "Retreating," Lucy said.
Lucy had spoken to Berenice. "Whatever did you say to her, Ian? She sounds quite different. Subdued. Can"t see it lasting long, can you? I told her Thomas was all right and she started blubbing."
Lucy said she would keep Thomas for a while, but not for his natural span.
Ferdinand, when he heard my voice, said, "Where the h.e.l.l have you been? All I get is your answering machine. Did you find out who killed Moira?" There was anxiety, possibly, in his voice.