looking for new job, suffering headaches. looking for new job, suffering headaches.
BERENICE:.
housekeeping, looking after children, uncooperative. housekeeping, looking after children, uncooperative.
GERVASE:.
commuting to London, in and out of his office, home late. commuting to London, in and out of his office, home late.
URSULA:.
looking after daughters, unhappy. looking after daughters, unhappy.
FERDINAND:.
on statistics course, no attendance records. on statistics course, no attendance records.
DEBS:.
photo-session vouched for on Newmarket Sales day. photo-session vouched for on Newmarket Sales day.
SERENA:.
teaching aerobics mornings and most evenings, shopping for clothes afternoons. teaching aerobics mornings and most evenings, shopping for clothes afternoons.
VIVIEN:.
pottering about, can"t remember. pottering about, can"t remember.
ALICIA:.
probably the same, unhelpful. probably the same, unhelpful.
JOYCE:.
playing bridge. playing bridge.
All one could say, I thought, was that no one had made any effort to produce alibis for either relevant time. Only Debs had a firm one, which had been arranged and vouched for by others. All the rest of the family had been moving about without timing their exits and entrances: normal behaviour for innocent people.
Only Joyce and I lived beyond half an hour"s drive from Quantum. All of the others, from Donald at Henley to Gervase at Maidenhead, from Thomas near Reading to Lucy near Marlow, from Ferdinand in Wokingham to Serena in Bracknell, and even Vivien in Twyford and Alicia near Windsor, all of them seemed to have put down roots in a ring round the parent house like thistledown blown on the wind and reseeding.
The police had remarked on it when investigating Moira"s murder, and had checked school runs and train timetables until they"d been giddy. They had apparently caught no one lying, but that seemed to me inconclusive in a family which had had a lot of practice in misrepresentation. The fact had been, and still was, that anybody could have got to Quantum and home again without being missed.
I spent a short part of that Wednesday wandering around Moira"s greenhouse, thinking about her death.
The greenhouse was invisible from the house, as Arthur Bellbrook had said, set on a side lawn which was bordered with shrubs. I wondered whether Moira had been alarmed to see her killer approach. Probably not. Quite likely, she had herself arranged the meeting, stating time and place. Malcolm had once mentioned that she didn"t like casual callers, preferring them to telephone first. Perhaps it had been an unforeseen killing, an opportunity seized. Perhaps there had been a quarrel. Perhaps a request denied. Perhaps one of Moira"s specials in acid-sweet triumphs, like picking Arthur Bellbrook"s vegetables.
Moira in possession of Quantum, about to take half of everything Malcolm owned. Moira smugly satisfied, oblivious to her danger. I doubted if she had believed in her nightmare death even while it was happening.
Malcolm spent the day reading the Financial Times and making phone calls: yen, it appeared from s.n.a.t.c.hes I overheard, were behaving gruesomely from Malcolm"s point of view.
Although making calls outward, neither of us was keen to answer inward calls since that morning, when Malcolm had been drenched by a shower of recriminations from Vivien, all on the subject of meanness. He had listened with wry pain and given me a resume once Vivien had run out of steam.
"One of the cats in the village told her we were here, so now the whole family will know," he said gloomily. "She says Donald is bankrupt, Lucy is starving and Thomas got the sack and can"t deal with unemployment. Is it all true? It can"t be. She says I should give them twenty thousand pounds each immediately."
"It wouldn"t hurt," I said. "It"s Gervase"s idea watered down."
"But I don"t believe in it."
I explained about Donald"s school fees crisis, Lucy"s crumbling certainties, Thomas with Berenice chipping away at his foundations. He said their troubles lay in their own characters, which was true enough. He said if he gave those three a hand-out, he would have to do it for us all, or there would be a shooting civil war among Vivien, Joyce and Alicia. He made a joke of it, but he was stubborn. He had provided for us through our trust funds. The rest was up to us. He hadn"t changed his mind. He"d thought over Vivien"s suggestion, and the answer was no.
He telephoned back to Vivien and to her fury told her so. I could hear her voice calling him wicked, mean, cruel, vindictive, petty, s.a.d.i.s.tic, tyrannical and evil. He took offence, shouted at her to shut up, shut up, and finally slammed down the receiver while she was still in full flood.
All Vivien had achieved, I thought, was to make him dig his toes in further.
I thought him pig-headed, I thought him asking to be murdered. I looked at the unrelenting blue eyes daring me to argue, and wondered if he thought giving in would be weakness, if he thought baling out his children would diminish his own self-respect.
I said nothing at all. I was in a bad position to plead for the others, as I stood to gain myself. I hoped for many reasons that he would be able to change his mind, but it had to come from inside. I went out to Moira"s greenhouse to give him time to calm down, and when I returned neither of us mentioned what had pa.s.sed.
On the dogs" walk that afternoon, I reminded him that I was due to ride at Cheltenham the following day, and asked if he had any cronies in that direction with whom he could spend the time.
"I"d like to see you ride again," he said.
He constantly surprised me.
"What if the family come too?"
"I"ll dress up as another chef."
I didn"t know that it was wise, but again he had his own way, and I persuaded myself he would come to no harm on a racecourse. When we got there, I introduced him to George and Jo who congratulated him on Blue Clancy and took him off to lunch.
I looked around apprehensively all afternoon for brothers, sisters, mother and step-mothers, but saw none. The day was cold and windy with everyone turning up collars and hunching shoulders to keep warm, with hats on every head, felt, tweed, wool and fur. If anyone had wanted to hide inside their clothes, the weather was great for it.
Park Railings gave me a splendid ride and finished fourth, less tired than his jockey, who hadn"t sat on a horse for six days. George and Jo were pleased enough, and Malcolm, who had been down the track with them to watch one of the other steeplechases from beside one of the jumps, was thoughtful.
"I didn"t realise you went so fast," he said, going home. "Such speed over those jumps."
"About thirty miles an hour."
"I suppose I could buy a steeplechaser," he said, "if you"d ride it."
"You"d better not. It would be favouritism."
"Huh."
We went thirty miles towards Berkshire and came to a hostelry he liked where we stopped for the late afternoon noggins (Arthur Bellbrook was taking the dogs home with him for the night) and waited lazily until dinner.
We talked about racing, or rather Malcolm asked questions and I answered them. His interest seemed inexhaustible, and I wondered if it would die as fast as it had sprung up. He couldn"t wait to find out what Chrysos might do next year.
We ate without hurrying, lingering over coffee, and went on home, pulling up yawning outside the garage, sleepy from fresh air and French wine.
Til check the house," I said without enthusiasm.
"Oh, don"t bother, it"* "arr"
"I"d better check it. Honk the horn if you see something you don"t like."
I left him in the car, let myself into the kitchen and switched on the lights. The door to the hall was closed as usual, to keep the dogs, when they were there, from roaming through the house. I opened the door to the hall and switched on the hall lights.
I stopped there briefly, looking round.
Everything looked quiet and peaceful, but my skin began to crawl just the same, and my chest felt tight from suddenly suspended breath.
The door to the office and the door to the sitting-room were not as I had left them. The door to the office was more than half open, the door to the sitting-room all but closed; neither standing at the precise narrow angle at which I"d set them every time we"d been out.
I tried to remember whether I"d actually set the doors before leaving that morning, or whether I"d forgotten. But I had had set them. I knew I had. I"d picked up my saddle and other gear in the hall after doing it, and shut the hall-to-kitchen door, and locked the outside door, leaving the dogs with Arthur Bellbrook in the garden. set them. I knew I had. I"d picked up my saddle and other gear in the hall after doing it, and shut the hall-to-kitchen door, and locked the outside door, leaving the dogs with Arthur Bellbrook in the garden.
I hadn"t until then thought of myself as a coward, but I felt dead afraid of going further into the house. It was so large, so full of dark corners. There were two cellars, and the several unlit attic bedrooms of long-gone domestic servants, and the boxroom deep with shadows. There were copious cupboards everywhere and big empty wardrobes. I"d been round them all three or four times during the past few days, but not at night, and not with the signals standing at danger.
With an effort, I took a few steps into the hall, listening. I had no weapon. I felt nakedly vulnerable. My heart thumped uncomfortably. The house was silent.
The heavy front door, locked and bolted like a fortress, had not been touched. I went over to the office, reached in with an arm, switched on the light and pushed the half-open door wider.
There was no one in there. Everything was as Malcolm had left it in the morning. The windows shone blackly, like threats. Taking a deep breath, I repeated the procedure with the sitting-room, but also checking the bolts on the french windows, and after that with the dining-room, and the downstairs cloakroom, and then with worse trepidation went down the pa.s.sage beside the stairs to the big room that had been our playroom when we were children and a billiard room in times long past.
The door was shut. Telling myself to get on with it, I opened the door, switched on the light, pushed the door open.
There was no one there. It wasn"t really a relief, because I would have to go on looking. I checked the storeroom opposite, where there were stacks of garden furniture, and also the door at the end of the pa.s.sage, which led out into the garden: securely bolted on the inside. I went back to the hall and stood at the bottom of the stairs, looking upward.
It was stupid to be so afraid, I thought. It was home, the house I"d been brought up in. One couldn"t be frightened by home.
One was.
I swallowed. I went up the stairs. There was no one in my bedroom. No one in five other bedrooms, nor in the boxroom, no one in the bathrooms, no one in the plum and pink lushness of Malcolm"s own suite. By the end, I was still as scared as I"d been at the beginning, and I hadn"t started on cellars or attics or small hiding places.
I hadn"t looked under the beds. Demons could be waiting anywhere to jump out on me, yelling. Giving in, I switched off all the upstairs lights and went cravenly back to the hall.
Everything was still quiet, mocking me.
I was a fool, I thought.
Leaving the hall and kitchen lights on, I went back to Malcolm who started to get out of the car when he saw me coming. I waved him back and slid in beside him, behind the driving wheel.
"What"s the matter?" he said.
"Someone may be here."
"What do you mean?"
I explained about the doors.
"You"re imagining things."
"No. Someone has used their key."
We hadn"t yet been able to have the locks changed, although the carpenter was due to be bringing replacements the following morning. He"d had difficulty finding good new locks to fit into such old doors, he"d said, and had promised them for Thursday, but I"d put him off until Friday because of Cheltenham.
"We can"t stay out here all night," Malcolm protested. "It"s bound to be the wind or something that moved the doors. Let"s go to bed, I"m whacked."
I looked at my hands. They weren"t actually shaking. I thought for a while until Malcolm grew restless.
"I"m getting cold," he said. "Let"s go in, for G.o.d"s sake."
"No... we"re not sleeping here."
"What? You can"t mean it."
"I"ll lock the house, and we"ll go and get a room somewhere else."
"At this time of night?"
"Yes." I made to get out of the car and he put a hand on my arm to catch my attention.
"Fetch some pyjamas, then, and washing things."
I hesitated. "No, I don"t think it"s safe." I didn"t say I couldn"t face it, but I couldn"t.
"Ian, all this is crazy."