The phone rang, cutting off any answer he might have had. She jumped off him, grabbed her clothes and scrambled for the bathroom, leaving Damian to answer the call naked.
Damian figured he"d never again look at the kitchen table or any meal he ate there the same way. He hung up the phone and pulled on his jeans, then picked up the rest of his clothes and headed for the shower. Anything to avoid telling Micki that it had been Coach Donovan on the phone. The doctor had filled management in on his condition and he had to regain control, convince them he was fine. He"d promised to return in twenty-four hours.
Which meant one more day with Micki.
He waited for her to shower and met her in the hallway. "Want to go for a drive?"
She met his gaze. "Sure. Care to tell me where we"re going?"
He grabbed her hand, but not before taking the time to ogle her legs and amazing body in the ruffled black miniskirt and tie-dyed tank top she wore. "You really ought to dress up more often. It brings out the real you."
She tipped her head to one side, the damp curls. .h.i.tting her shoulders. "How so?"
"This skirt is lively and fun. Like you. The top is flirty and s.e.xy. Also like you."
He braced his hand on the wall over her head and leaned close, inhaling the fresh, fragrant scent of her shampoo and savoring the excitement pulsing through his veins at the thought of spending another day alone with her. They might only have twenty-four hours but he intended to enjoy each one with no thought or pressure of his real life intruding.
"Did anyone ever tell you that you see what you want to see?" she asked through glossy lips.
He studied her for a moment. "I see what the problem is."
She narrowed her gaze. "I didn"t know there was one."
"Just because you"ve outwardly made a transformation in how you dress, and just because my sisters" choice in clothing helps you along, doesn"t mean you"re used to it in here." He tapped the left side of her chest, above her heart.
She swallowed hard. "Am I that easy to read?"
"Only because I"m looking. I want to know all about you and I"m glad you"re making it simple."
She squared her shoulders.
Obviously that notion bugged her.
"So you didn"t tell me where we"re going," she said, changing the subject.
"I"m going to show you around my part of the island."
A sudden smile took hold and he caught sight of two dimples in both of her cheeks.
"What"s got you grinning all of a sudden?" he asked.
"Finally you"ll be the one doing the sharing and I"ll get to know more about you." She tugged on his hand like a kid anxious to get going. "And this pleases you?" he asked, following her down the stairs and out the front door.
"Tremendously." She swung herself into the pa.s.senger seat of the Jeep and honked the horn. "Let"s go, slowpoke!"
He laughed. The woman confounded him, astounded him. She aroused him and made him want to share. He"d never shown some parts of this retreat to anyone, male or female, not even his parents or sisters, but he wanted to share them with Micki.
He slid into the car, started the engine and they were on their way, only stopping at Pops" to pick up soda and sandwiches for lunch. Twenty minutes later, they arrived at a secluded part of the island where he"d bought undeveloped land and put his own stamp on it.
No matter how many times he made this trip, he still marveled at the beauty of this island, the lush palm trees, the blue sky dotted with perfect white clouds and the warm sticky air blowing on his skin.
Beside him, he could practically feel Micki quiver with antic.i.p.ation and excitement. He enjoyed how much pleasure she took in exploring his island and appreciated that she didn"t talk and pepper him with questions during the ride. Instead she remained silent beside him, as if she understood he desired quiet time and respected him enough to give him what he needed.
Most of all he was grateful for their ability to enjoy a comfortable sense of peace together, something he knew from overhearing his sisters was a rare gift between two people. He"d just never found that sense of lightness with any woman before.
He glanced over. Micki had shut her eyes and tipped her head back to let the sun bake her face as they drove. He admired her profile, the pert nose and the full lips he"d already learned by kissing, tasting and completely devouring. And he had to admit life felt pretty good right now.
Even if it was only temporary. His stomach plunged at the necessary reminder and the field came into view just in time, so he wouldn"t have to think.
"We"re here." Damian pulled up behind a metal backstop.
He"d wanted to share this with Micki yet he couldn"t shake the fact that by bringing her here, he felt stripped bare and vulnerable in a way he couldn"t understand.
Well, too late to back out now since they"d already arrived. Before she could ask questions, he hopped out of the car and strode to her side, helping her out. Together they walked toward his personal baseball field, complete with a pitcher"s mound and all the requisite bases. She turned to face him, curiosity etched all over her expressive face. "If you build it, they will come?" Her blue eyes flashed with questions he didn"t have specific answers to.
He merely chuckled in reply. "I guess, except that in my case, there is no they."
"You built this for...?" She gestured toward the professional-size field.
"Me." His reply sounded ridiculous to his own ears, except it was the truth. "Growing up, I couldn"t think of anything better than having my own place to hit a ball."
"Your own personal ball field."
He nodded. "So when I made the money, I built the field."
"At which point you could say you had everything you ever dreamed of ?" she asked, too perceptively for his peace of mind.
"Not nearly." Looking into her gorgeous eyes, the reply had slipped out without permission. He sucked in a deep breath, but he couldn"t take the words back, nor could he deny their meaning.
Not when he realized that now, at this moment, in his sacred spot with Micki, he had everything he"d never let himself dream of wanting.
He reached out and caressed her cheek with his hand. "You make it hard for me to concentrate on anything but you," he said, letting her into his innermost thoughts.
"That"s what happens in paradise."
"You"re doing it again."
"Doing what?" she asked.
"Denying your own power. When I complimented you earlier, you squirmed and changed the subject and when I say you distract me, you deny you"re the cause." He let his thumb brush back and forth over her jaw. "I think that"s why you draw me so much. You don"t know nearly how much you can affect a man."
Her skin flushed pink beneath the summer sun. "You"re a charmer, Damian."
"Can I take that as a compliment?" he asked, grinning.
"You can take it any way you want" Micki laughed despite how off center he had her feeling. He was right, of course. She wasn"t used to compliments and intense stares from a man like Damian. A weekend like this was the stuff of dreams and she was happy to be here with him now.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked her.
She blinked and refocused on his handsome face. "This field. I"m wondering about your motives in having it built." "You doubt I"d indulge my own childhood dreams?"
She shook her head. She didn"t doubt his obvious motives. It was his subconscious ones that had her curious. "Are you sure you didn"t build this for your own team?"
He let loose with a laugh. "h.e.l.l, I never want to be an owner. Too many d.a.m.n ha.s.sles."
"I wasn"t talking about you buying a professional team. I was talking about a different kind of legacy. I thought maybe you"d built this with your own kids in mind."
In the silence that followed, Micki wondered if she"d gone too far.
"I never gave it a thought," he said at last.
"You never thought about having kids that followed in your footsteps? Having kids at all?"
"I never left room in my mind for a family. h.e.l.l, I never left room for it in my life." He tipped his head to one side. "How about you?"
"Oh I definitely want a family" she said honestly. "When you lose your parents as I did, you know how much you missed growing up. I want that security for myself one day. You know, mother and father and kids. It"s like setting all things right in the universe," she murmured, then realized how childish she sounded. "It"s not everyone"s dream," she admitted.
"But it"s yours and I respect that"
She nodded. "What about after baseball? Have you thought about what you want after your ball-playing years are over?"
He shook his head. "In the beginning, I was too young and c.o.c.ky, too full of myself to think about things like my career ending one day."
"You? c.o.c.ky?" Micki couldn"t contain a wry laugh.
"Hard to believe-, isn"t it?" He laughed. "Anyway, for a long time I just concentrated on the here and now. On maintaining the status quo which was pretty d.a.m.n good. And now when I should be at least planning for the future, I"ve got all I can do to keep myself healthy and in the game."
She knew how much the admission cost him and she appreciated being let in. She grabbed his hand and squeezed tight, letting him know she understood.
The aura around them had grown too serious, too intense, and Micki sought to break the tension. "Any chance you have a bat and ball in the back of the Jeep?"
"I sure do." His expression of pure relief told her he needed the break as much as she did.
He returned with a bat, ball and mitt in hand. "You sure you can handle me?" Micki grinned. "Bring it on, bad boy." Because if there was any place Micki was in her element, it was on the field. Any field. She loved sports and had always excelled, thanks to Uncle Yank"s expert tutelage.
And for half an hour she held up her end fairly well. He might be a professional ballplayer and a big, strong man, but he was injured and, between her swing and her ability to catch and throw a good distance, she managed to impress him anyway. Enough to have him running around the field and out of breath.
Finally, she realized he wasn"t going to quit first, so she dropped the ball she"d been about to pitch to him and wiped her sweaty palms together. "I"m starving," she called over to where he was taking some practice swings at home plate.
He leaned against the bat and eyed her with concern. "Are you okay?"
She nodded. "I"m fine. Just hungry."
He gathered the equipment together and they loaded it back in the Jeep. After washing their hands with bottled water, they sat down and ate in a shady spot beneath a large tree. The sun beat down overhead but the large leaves kept them from the worst of the heat and they enjoyed the turkey sandwiches Pops had made along with the chocolate-chip cookies Micki had added to their bag.
Full from food and exhausted from their workout, she raised her hands overhead and yawned.
"Lie down." He folded his legs beneath him and patted his thighs.
"You"re a tough man to say no to." She did as he suggested, stretching out so her head lay in his lap and her body stretched out on their large blanket.
He ma.s.saged her temples with his fingertips and she relaxed, shutting her eyes and allowing herself to breathe easily.
They spent an entire day in each other"s company doing nothing but just being together. She couldn"t recall a time when she"d felt more at ease. She couldn"t remember a time when she"d felt more like herself. She couldn"t remember a time when she"d been happier. Or one that had ended so quickly.
They returned to the house long after the sun had set Damian dropped his keys in the kitchen and, yawning, Micki waited as he hit Play on the answering machine.
First there was the usual litany of messages from his sisters and nieces, all of which she knew he"d return before they turned in for the night Then she heard a vaguely familiar masculine voice break the peacefulness of their day. "Fuller, it"s Coach. Since you"re flying in tomorrow morning, I expect you in my office at four and suited up with the rest of the team tomorrow night." Damian"s guilt-ridden eyes met hers. She didn"t have to ask why he hadn"t mentioned leaving before. Because if he had, they probably wouldn"t have shared the same kind of carefree day. She wouldn"t have seen his field of dreams and she definitely wouldn"t have let herself pretend their time together didn"t have to end.
"You can stay as long as you want," he said.
She shook her head. "No thanks. It"s way past time I head home, too." She put up a brave front, a pretense that this particular ending didn"t bother her at all.
Ironic that she"d been coerced into coming to the island in the first place and now she didn" t want to leave.
DAMIAN AWOKE WITH MICKI in his arms. On the night-stand were two crinkled foil packets, evidence that they"d made love not once but twice last night. And not quickly or frantically either. Instead their joinings had been slow and leisurely, so neither one of them would be likely to forget this time on the island.
Now, Damian watched Micki sleep. Her blond curls were tousled around her face, much as they"d been after she collapsed on top of him. He liked when she was on top because he knew she was controlling the pace, sometimes squeezing her thighs together and milking him for all she was worth and other times releasing so her mound ground into him at just the right spot, all so she could make her climax and his that much stronger. In a few short days, he knew her that well.
She"d come to know him, too. Enough that when she"d heard the coach"s voice, she hadn"t condemned him for not leveling with her sooner. She hadn"t complained about him having to leave. Not a single pout or whine, he thought. Micki didn"t do any of the things that bothered him in other women and yet a part of him wished she would.
So he could find an excuse to walk away with no guilt? No regrets? No second thoughts? He"d have plenty of those, Damian knew because leaving her was the last thing he wanted to do.
And leaving her was exactly what he had to do in order to preserve what remained of his career. If this time had taught him anything, it was that he"d been right about his inability to split his focus. When he was with Micki, he didn"t give the game a second thought. Not even with Carter belting home runs and breathing down his neck.
He had to return to New York and deal with his life. Beyond the recent injury, he had the ongoing issue of arthritis to deal with and a talk with Yank was overdue.
It was time he faced the painful fact that this season, or next if he wanted to push it, should be his last. He"d buried the truth as well as himself inside Micki"s willing body last night, but the sun shining through the bedroom blinds was a wake-up call he couldn"t miss. A wake-up regarding many things. His career was just one of them. CHAPTER EIGHT ON THE PLANE RIDE HOME, Micki feigned sleep because it was easier than making small talk while looking at Damian"s handsome face. They"d had their fling and it had been more than she"d ever dreamed of.
Yet it was time she faced a few harsh realities. Yes, she and Damian had shared some amazing, special, magic moments. Intimate moments, and not all of them s.e.xual, she thought recalling their time on his baseball field. Yet obviously nothing he"d experienced with Micki had distinguished her from any of the other women in his life. Otherwise they wouldn"t be on the verge of saying goodbye, she thought as Damian walked her to the limo she"d arranged to pick her up from the airport. She didn"t want him to feel responsible for her for a second longer than necessary.
The truth hurt because despite knowing the score going in, she"d hoped for more from Damian. She wasn"t going to get it. Time to move on with some great memories and enough of a confidence boost to send her into the dating world with a new look, new image and new att.i.tude. And maybe she had some swampland she could sell herself and call it paradise.
Standing by her car, Micki turned to Damian. The least she could do was hold her head high while she proved to him she"d meant it when she"d said all she wanted was a short affair and she was enough of a grown-up to walk away with her pride intact.
Damian met her gaze, a serious expression on his face. "Micki--"
She shook her head. She didn"t want to hear him belittle their time together. It was a turning point in her life and she"d never regret it.
"Thanks for kidnapping me." She didn"t have to force a smile. Around Damian, it came easily.
"My pleasure." His voice held a sincerity that took her off guard.
"Don"t be too hard on Carter," Micki said, covering a subject she knew was important. "He"s young and stupid. He"ll defeat himself. People like him always do."
Admiration filled his gaze. "You"re smart."
"Yeah, well it doesn"t mean I won"t kick his a.s.s first chance I get," she said, laughing. "I just don"t need you to do it for me."