"I cannot, I must not. Let me go."
"But why? I do not understand."
"You will never understand. I can only repeat that I must not come here."
Mrs. Home could look proud when she liked. It was now Miss Harman"s turn to become the suppliant; with a softness of manner which in so n.o.ble-looking a girl was simply bewitching, she said gently----
"You confess that you love me."
Mrs. Home"s eyes filled with tears.
"Because I do I am going away," she said.
She had just revealed by this little speech a trifle too much, the trifle reflected a light too vivid to Charlotte Harman"s mind, her face became crimson.
"I will know the truth," she said, "I will--I must. This story--you say it is about you; is it all about you? has it anything to say to me?"
"No, no, don"t ask me--good-bye."
"I stand between you and the door until you speak. How old are you, Mrs.
Home?"
"I am twenty-five."
"That is my age. Who was that Charlotte your dying father wished you to be a sister to?"
"I cannot tell you."
"You cannot--but you must. I will know. Was it--but impossible! it cannot be--am _I_ that Charlotte?"
Mrs. Home covered her face with two trembling hands. The other woman, with her superior intellect, had discovered the secret she had feebly tried to guard. There was a pause and a dead silence. That silence told all that was necessary to Charlotte Harman. After a time she said gently, but all the fibre and tune had left her voice,----
"I must think over your story, it is a very, very strange tale. You are right, you cannot come here; good-bye."
CHAPTER VIII.
THE WOMAN BY THE HEARTH.
Mrs. Home went back to the small house in Kentish Town, and Miss Harman sat on by her comfortable fire. The dainty lunch was brought in and laid on the table, the young lady did not touch it. The soft-voiced, soft-footed servant brought in some letters on a silver salver. They looked tempting letters, thick and bulgy. Charlotte Harman turned her head to glance at them but she left them unopened by her side. She had come in very hungry, from her visit to the publishers, and these letters which now lay so close had been looked forward to with some impatience, but now she could neither eat nor read. At last a pretty little timepiece which stood on a shelf over her head struck four, and a clock from a neighboring church re-echoed the sound. Almost at the same instant there came a tap at her room door.
"That is John," said Charlotte. She shivered a little. Her face had changed a good deal, but she rose from her seat and came forward to meet her lover.
"Ready, Charlotte?" he said, laying his two hands on her shoulders; then looking into her face he started back in some alarm. "My dear, my dearest, something has happened; what is the matter?"
This young woman was the very embodiment of truth. She did not dream of saying, "Nothing is the matter." She looked up bravely into the eyes she loved best in the world and answered,----
"A good deal is the matter, John. I am very much vexed and--and troubled."
"You will tell me all about it; you will let me help you?" said the lover, tenderly.
"Yes, John dear, but not to-night. I want to think to-night. I want to know more. To-morrow you shall hear; certainly to-morrow. No, I will not go out with you. Is my father in? Is Uncle Jasper in?"
"Your father is out, and your uncle is going. I left him b.u.t.toning on his great-coat in the hall."
"Oh! I must see Uncle Jasper; forgive me, I must see him for a minute."
She flew downstairs, leaving John Hinton standing alone, a little puzzled and a little vexed. Breathless she arrived in the hall to find her uncle descending the steps; she rushed after him and laid her hand on his shoulder.
"Uncle Jasper, I want you. Where are you going?"
"Hoity-toity," said the old gentleman, turning round in some surprise, and even dismay when he caught sight of her face. "I am going to the club, child. What next. I sent Hinton up to you. What more do you want?"
"I want you. I have a story to tell you and a question to ask you. You must come back."
"Lottie, I said I would have nothing to do with those books of yours, and I won"t. I hate novels, and I hate novelists. Forgive me, child. I don"t hate you; but if your father and John Hinton between them mean to spoil a fine woman by encouraging her to become that monster of nature, a blue-stocking, I won"t help them, and that"s flat. There now. Let me go."
"It is no fiction I want to ask you, Uncle Jasper. It is a true tale, one I have just heard. It concerns me and you and my father. It has pained me very much, but I believe it can be cleared up. I would rather ask you than my father about it, at least at first; but either of you can answer what I want to know; so if you will not listen to me I can speak to my father after dinner."
Uncle Jasper had one of those faces which reveal nothing, and it revealed nothing now. But the keen eyes looked hard into the open gray eyes of the girl who stood by his side.
"What thread out of that tangled skein has she got into her head?" he whispered to himself. Aloud he said, "I will come back to dinner, Charlotte, and afterwards you shall take me up to your little snuggery.
If you are in trouble, my dear, you had better confide in me than in your father. He does not--does not look very strong."
Then he walked down the street; but when he reached his club he did not enter it. He walked on and on. He puzzling, not so much over his niece"s strange words as over something else. Who was that woman who sat by Charlotte"s hearth that day?
CHAPTER IX.
CHARLOTTE CANNOT BEAR THE DARK.
The elder Mr. Harman had retired to his study, and Charlotte and her uncle sat side by side in that young lady"s own private apartment. The room looked snug and sheltered, and the subdued light from a Queen"s reading-lamp, and from the glowing embers of a half burned-out fire, were very pleasant. Uncle Jasper was leaning back in an armchair, but Charlotte stood on the hearthrug. Soft and faint as the light was, it revealed burning cheeks and shining eyes; but the old face these tokens of excitement appealed to remained completely in shadow.
Charlotte had told the story she had heard that day, and during its whole recital her uncle had sat motionless, making no comment either by word or exclamation.
Mrs. Home"s tale had been put into skilful hands. It was well told--all the better because the speaker so earnestly hoped that its existence might turn out a myth--that the phantom so suddenly conjured up might depart as quickly as it had arrived. At last the story came to a conclusion. There was a pause, and Charlotte said,----
"Well, Uncle Jasper?"
"Well, Lottie?" he answered. And now he roused himself, and bent a little forward.
"Is the story true, Uncle Jasper?"