KASEY MICHAELS.
How to Beguile a Beauty.
CHAPTER ONE.
THE SUN SHONE BRIGHTLY as the traveling coach with the gold Basingstoke crest discreetly painted on its doors moved away from the flagway and out into Grosvenor Square. The magnificently liveried driver, a pair of similarly clad grooms hanging on to the rear rails for dear life, deftly swung the equipage about, and the team of fine black horses and the four accompanying outriders pranced their way toward the end of the Square, to the streets of London, and off to a great wide world of excitement and newfound love.
Harnesses jingled. The sharp sounds of iron-clad shoes striking the cobblestones sent up the message, Farewell-fare thee well.
The moment was a picture, really, a fine portrait set into motion. Adventure Awaits would make a fine t.i.tle. Especially if the artist could capture the laughing Lady Nicole Daughtry, her bonnet discarded so that the sun fell fully on her face, as if the G.o.ds themselves had wished a closer look at her fresh, young beauty. Leaning rather precariously out the off-window, she continued to wave and blow exuberant kisses back toward the mansion until the coach reached the end of the Square and disappeared from sight.
And that was that. There was nothing more to see. Even the sun, which had deigned to appear amidst a Season noted most for damp and rain, withdrew behind a cloud, and the world turned grey once more.
Lady Lydia Daughtry pushed down the sash and backed away from the window on the second floor of Ashurst House to seat herself on the tufted light blue velvet padded bench in front of her bed. She sat with her back ramrod straight, her hands, else they tremble and betray her, neatly folded in her lap. Another portrait, yes, but one entirely without the fire and light she had just witnessed. After a few minutes of thus imitating a statue, she quietly sighed, her bosom rising and falling almost dramatically, before she resumed her quiet, even breathing.
To the casual observer, she was, as always, an island of calm. No one would think that her heart was pounding furiously, or that she felt perilously close to indulging in what her former governess would have condemned as a tantrum.
Not that the Lady Lydia ever had tantrums (if you threw something fragile against, for instance, a nearby wall, and it broke, you"d only have to clean up the pieces. So, really, what was the point?).
Her twin, however, the newly absent Lady Nicole, had manufactured any number of tantrums as a young child. The most memorable remained the last, the day their mother had wed her third husband and then immediately shuffled off her three children once more to Ashurst Hall. Children were not, it seemed, important once there was a new man in Helen Daughtry"s life. But if Nicole wasn"t to be deemed important, she would at least be noticed, most especially when she"d loosed a heavy silver vase at her new stepfather"s head.
The man really should have ducked.
Lydia smiled at the memory. Nicole did, with such marvelously dramatic flair, all the things the stick-in-the-mud, cautious Lydia only dreamt of doing.
And now Nicole was gone. Her sister, her twin, her heart-mate, was off on her way to meet the mother of her fiance, Lucas Paine, the Marquess of Basingstoke. And life for neither Lydia nor Nicole would ever be the same.
Lydia had never in her eighteen years known a day without Nicole by her side. The laughing Nicole. The adventurous Nicole. Nicole, who could find excitement anywhere, and manufacture some on her own if none was to be found.
In the Ship of Life for the twins, Nicole had been the wind in the sails. Lydia, as she often thought of herself, had been the anchor. Her sister had pooh-poohed that, saying Lydia was the rudder, the one who steered them both along the straight and narrow and kept Nicole from making an entire cake of herself with her mad starts. But Lydia knew that Nicole was only being kind.
Because, as everyone else well knew, there wasn"t an ounce of excitement in Lady Lydia Daughtry"s entire body. She was quiet, pleasant, obeyed all the rules, never caused anyone so much as a modic.u.m of trouble. To her own mind, she imagined doorstops were more adventuresome. And definitely more interesting, even if the only time anyone noticed one of them was when they tripped over them and stubbed their toes.
When Nicole was in the room, n.o.body noticed Lydia. Her sister"s wide smile, glorious dark hair, shining eyes, infectious laugh and, well, rather luscious body, drew all attention. Even her freckles were exciting. Leaving the slim, blond, blue-eyed Lydia to rather fade into the wallpaper. And that was precisely how Lydia liked it.
But now her shield was gone.
She"d known this day would arrive at some point. But then steady, older, gentle Captain Swain Fitzgerald would have been her protector, her safe harbor.
Except that Captain Fitzgerald had perished at Quatre Bras a year earlier, his death devastating her because she"d loved Fitz with all of her young heart, yes, but also in ways her family would never understand. She"d thought that with her captain she"d found the answer to never having to leave her coc.o.o.n of shyness to face the world alone.
Proving to herself that she was something no one had ever suspected of her. She was extremely selfish. Perhaps she hadn"t deserved the captain"s love and devotion.
If she were a more dramatic sort, she might even believe that G.o.d had punished her selfishness by taking the captain from her. But Lydia was also intelligent, and she knew that G.o.d would not allow one person to die in order to teach another person a lesson.
Still, as time pa.s.sed, nearly a year now since the captain"s death, doubts about her love for the man had begun to creep into her brain during quiet moments. How much had she really loved him? How much had she loved the idea of love...of being always safe, protected? She"d been only seventeen. Even the captain, in his letters to her, had warned her of her youth, and promised that he would court her slowly once he"d "put Boney back in his cage."
For most of her young life she and Nicole and their brother, Rafe, had been shuffled back and forth between their home at Willowbrook to the late duke of Ashurst"s estate-depending on their mother"s mood and marital status. Nicole had made her feelings plain on the subject of their nomadic existence. Rafe had gone off to fight Napoleon, kicking the dust of both estates off his boots until finally returning home to learn that his uncle and cousins had died, and he was somehow now the duke himself.
And Lydia? She had never complained. She"d hidden in books, and behind Nicole"s warming fire. But that didn"t mean she hadn"t felt the pain of being less than well-loved by her mother, and merely tolerated by her uncle and cousins.
So, yes, she had been drawn to the captain, Rafe"s good friend and fellow soldier. He"d been older, wiser, tall and strong and solid, and he"d seen past her quiet exterior and found something about her that he"d liked. That he"d loved. It had been impossible not to love him back.
Together, they would have been happy for all of their lives.
She blinked away the tears that stung at her eyes. He"d loved her. She"d loved him. She could not, would not forget that one real truth, no matter how her mind sometimes plagued her. And she would never forget Captain Swain Fitzgerald, not ever. She may have learned to live without him over this past year, but then she"d had Nicole ever by her side, hadn"t she?
Lydia didn"t want the world the way Nicole did. She didn"t smile easily, didn"t trust often; she preferred to hide in books...and behind the effervescent Nicole, living vicariously through her outgoing twin.
Now she would face the world alone. It was a daunting, if not even terrifying thought for someone of Lydia"s quiet sensibilities.
She longed to leave London, leave the Season, to escape back to Ashurst Hall and a quiet life. But Rafe was the duke now, and he still had business in the city, so they would not return to his estate until after the King"s birthday in June at the earliest. He was much too busy to devote his precious free evenings to squiring her about Mayfair. His wife, Charlotte, carrying their first child, did not go into Society. Lydia"s once-again widowed mother had set sail for Italy, fleeing from yet another of her romantic indiscretions...and now Nicole was lost to her.
How was she to go to b.a.l.l.s and routs and musical evenings accompanied only by her chaperone? Mrs. b.u.t.tram would go off to natter with the other paid chaperones, and Lydia would be left to sit against the wall with all the other overlooked debutantes, all the desperate, reaching females tossed into the Marriage Mart with the mission of securing a rich or at least t.i.tled husband.
The heat, the cloying smell of too many hot-house blooms, too many unwashed or overly perfumed bodies. The ignominy of a nearly blank dance card, the occasional turn around the room with either some bored young lord on orders from his mama to squire a few of the wallflowers, or a cra.s.s inquisition from some adventurous fortune hunter who asked pointed questions about her dowry.
The thought alone was enough to make Lydia feel physically ill.
Of course, she could always count on Tanner Blake, the Duke of Malvern, to dance with her at least once an evening. It had been His Grace who had brought them the news about Captain Fitzgerald the preceding spring. It had been His Grace whom Lydia had condemned as a liar, his broad chest the one she had beat her fists upon in a terrifying burst of raw emotion, hating him for the words he spoke, struggling to be free of his strong arms, his attempts to comfort her as her world, all her dreams, shattered.
She hadn"t been fair to the man. Lydia knew that. She had blamed him, blamed the messenger. Ever since that horrible day, ashamed of her unseemly hysterical outburst, she had tried her best to avoid the duke if at all possible. A return to Ashurst Hall had given her time and s.p.a.ce, away from the duke. Long months during which she"d hoped he would forget her outburst, forget her.
Except that the man wouldn"t go away. Ever since they"d all come back to town for another Season, even now, as he seemed to be mere days from announcing his betrothal to his third cousin, Jasmine Harburton, he remained a frequent visitor in Grosvenor Square.
And Lydia knew why.
The captain had been his friend; he"d said he wished for Lydia to be his friend. Tanner Blake"s persistence had won out over her embarra.s.sment, and her normal clear-headedness had replaced her irrational dislike for the man. For that alone, she was grateful to the healing powers of time and distance. But why hadn"t he simply now told her the truth? That the captain, as he lay dying, had asked him to "take care of my Lyddie."
How terrible to force a man into agreeing to such an obligation. Yet how much worse it was to be that obligation. She believed the duke saw her as an object of charity, deserving of sympathy, which also forced her into the role of a young woman still daily, actively, grieving her lost love. Even as she hoped, prayed, she could leave this limbo she had existed in for the last year, with the captain still always alive in her heart, but as a cherished memory rather than a constant ache.
The Duke of Malvern was a good man. An honorable man. But did he ever see her as anything other than an obligation? And why was it becoming increasingly important to her that he think of her only as Lydia, and not some appendage to the past?
That was a question she couldn"t even have asked of her twin.
There was a knock on Lydia"s bedchamber door, and she quickly wiped at her damp cheeks as she called out, "Yes, please come in."
Charlotte Daughtry, d.u.c.h.ess of Ashurst, looking young and slightly flushed in the London heat as she carried around a belly that seemed to increase daily, entered the room, her head tipped to one side as she looked at Lydia. "I thought I"d give you some time by yourself. She"s really happy, sweetheart. Be happy for her."
"I am," Lydia said sincerely, getting to her feet and accepting Charlotte"s hug. "Lucas adores her, and she him. But I will miss her."
Charlotte idly rubbed at her perfectly round belly. "We"ll all miss her, but it isn"t as if she"s gone to the ends of the earth. She and Lucas will be coming to Ashurst Hall in July, to see her new niece or nephew-please G.o.d, the babe will have arrived by then-and also so that we can make plans for the wedding. By the way, it will be your job to talk her out of arriving at the church on horseback, with some of the little girls from the village prancing along ahead of her, streamers in their hair, tossing rose petals. Lucas, I"m afraid, is so besotted he"d grant her anything."
Lydia smiled even as she blinked away fresh tears. She loathed feeling like a watering pot; she"d always been so careful to hide her emotions, especially the stronger ones, which tended to frighten her. "Actually, I think that would be very nice. Very...Nicole."
"Don"t tell Rafe, but I agree. Oh, speaking of Rafe, he"s downstairs with our friend Tanner, who has come to take you for a drive on this unusual warm day in dreary London. It"s so lovely to see the sun, even when it plays hide-and-seek with us as it is today. Honestly, the only reason I came upstairs instead of leaving you some time to yourself was to tell you about Tanner"s offer. Not only am I as big as two houses, I may be turning senile. At any rate, Tanner somehow knew Nicole was leaving today, and thought he"d bear you company. Such a wonderful friend, isn"t he? So you go fetch your bonnet and pelisse, and I"ll tell him you"ll be down directly."
Lydia nodded, finding it difficult to speak, holding in her sigh until Charlotte had quit the room.
Was this to be her life for the remainder of the Season?
Charlotte and Rafe happily married; kind, caring, but also very much wrapped up in each other. Captain Fitzgerald, irrevocably lost to her. Nicole, her very best friend, off on a new adventure in her life.
And Tanner Blake, the man she"d initially taken in such dislike through no fault of his own, the man who still seemed so doggedly determined to live up to his promise to his friend Fitz, could soon be married as well, with a whole new set of obligations.
Why, were she the dramatic sort, she would say that she was alone in the midst of a mult.i.tude, which was not a very pleasant place to be.
"If the exercise weren"t so fatiguing," she told herself, "I should most probably throw myself to the floor and drum my heels against the carpet. Nicole always vowed it made her feel better. But I"m much too polite and restrained and civilized. Much too dull and boring. No wonder I sit with the desperate wallflowers. I may as well be invisible. Then again, if my inside were on my outside, if I were to act as I think and d.a.m.n the consequences, like Nicole, I should probably shock everyone to their cores, including myself."
Lydia allowed herself another deep sigh before she lifted her slightly pointed chin and dutifully went in search of her pelisse and bonnet. The bonnet with the sky blue ribbon Captain Fitzgerald had picked out for her last Season, saying it went so well with her eyes. Thus armed, she then headed for the staircase, having firmly decided that she was a Daughtry, not a mouse, and it was time she began acting like one.
CHAPTER TWO.
"IT WILL BE A YEAR SOON," Tanner Blake, Duke of Malvern, remarked as he accepted a gla.s.s of claret from his friend Rafe. "Sometimes it all seems a lifetime ago, and then at others it feels like yesterday."
He knew he didn"t have to say more than that for Rafe to understand to what he was referring. Last year"s battle was a fact in all of their lives, one never to be forgotten.
"At least this time it looks as if Boney will be staying where we put him." Rafe took up a seat on the facing couch in the large drawing room, a handsome man with a firm jaw and intelligent eyes. He put forth his gla.s.s in a toast. "To Fitz. And to all the good and true men who died in that d.a.m.ned unnecessary battle."
Tanner solemnly clinked gla.s.ses with his friend. He wasn"t the sort who indulged overmuch in spirits, but it was easier to trust the wine of France than it was the cloudy waters of London. He was much of an age with Rafe, but knew he looked younger, thanks to his dark blond hair with its tendency to wave when he neglected his barber, and to features his late mother had often cooed over as being "nearly Greek." It was only his eyes, seemingly turned a deeper green in the past year, which aged him beyond the schoolroom.
"They"re calling it all Waterloo now, you know, because Wellington stayed at an inn there while he wrote his dispatch to Parliament after the battle. I suppose it"s as good a name as any. A grand and glorious battle, they say now, a great victory for the Allies, destined to be one of the most memorable battles in history. All of these gushing fools forgetting that if they had just locked up the man more securely, none of it would have happened. To Fitz," Tanner said, raising his gla.s.s. "To Fitz, and to the rest-and to stout locks."
Both men drank, then fell silent for some moments, each of them lost in their memories of Captain Swain Fitzgerald and all the other good friends they had lost.
"I think she"s doing much better," Tanner said at last, because it wasn"t a far leap in his mind from the captain to Lady Lydia.
Rafe nodded his agreement. "To forget him would appall her, but Lydia knows that he"d want her to go on without him. You"ve been very good for her, Tanner."
"Have I? It"s no secret that she saw me as a constant reminder of what she"d lost, at least at first. But our time apart may have taken some of the edge off the events of that day last spring. I"d like to think we"ve become friends this Season. It"s what Fitz wanted."
"And you, being such an honorable man and all of that, also feel obligated to make good on your promise to a dying man. Tanner, I appreciate what you"ve done, what you"re doing. Left on her own, especially now that Nicole has quit the city, it"s no secret to either Charlie or me that Lydia would prefer to return to Ashurst Hall and a quiet life."
"I enjoy her company," Tanner said, his eyes shifting toward the carpet at his feet. "Taking her out for the occasional drive, visiting the Elgin Marbles. I certainly wouldn"t say I"ve felt any of it a hardship." He lifted his gaze again. "Have there been any suitors? I should think you"d be knee-deep in them."
Rafe shook his head. "Oh, no, let me correct that. There has been one, but I sent him away. d.a.m.n near booted him down the stairs, as a matter of fact. One dance at Lady Hertford"s ball, and the mushroom had the nerve to come propose marriage to Lydia"s dowry, and then only after his plea for Nicole"s dowry fell on deaf ears. It hasn"t been easy, coming home from the war, falling into the dukedom, dealing with the twins who, to my shame, I barely remembered. Thank G.o.d for Charlie"s steady common sense."
"Your wife is much too good for you, yes, but then you"ve always been a lucky b.a.s.t.a.r.d."
Rafe grinned, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Don"t tell her. She mistakenly believes I"m quite the grand catch."
Tanner sat back against the cushions, content to be with his friend, in this place, in this time. He enjoyed visiting Grosvenor Square, and would miss Rafe when the Season was over and they all deserted the city for their country estates. It probably would be another year until he saw Rafe again. Or Lydia.
"Rafe? Just because her sister isn"t here, Lydia can"t be allowed to shy away from Society for the remainder of the Season."
"I know. But Charlie is adamant in refusing to go into Society as she is. Women," Rafe said, his handsome features softening. "She"s never looked more beautiful to me, but she has vowed that until she can see her own shoe-tops again, she is banning herself from all social engagements outside this house. And now that Mrs. b.u.t.tram is spending the majority of her time with her wrapped foot on a cushion-gout, she tells us-I imagine it"s up to me to boost Lydia out of here from time to time."
"Not necessarily. My cousin is in town, and-"
"The one you"re to be betrothed to at any moment, according to my wife, who may not go out in Society, but still manages to know every piece of gossip?"
Tanner once again took refuge in examining the fine Aubusson carpet. "Jasmine Harburton, my third cousin, yes. Her father seems to take the marriage as all but an accomplished fact, and he"s a man not known for his reticence. The rumor has come back to me a dozen times, and I"ve been told at least two adventurous souls have written down a wager on the thing in the betting book at White"s. Supposedly it was my father"s deathbed wish that I marry Jasmine, you see, bringing their small estate into our holdings. She"s an amenable enough young woman, but..."
"But, honorable man that you are, you"re finding yourself growing rather weary of dead people planning out your life for you?" Rafe suggested, and then quickly took a sip from his gla.s.s, keeping his expression blank.
"Thank you for saying that for me. When I say it, or even think it, I feel rather cold and callous. Especially where Fitz is concerned. But, G.o.d, Rafe, the man was dying. Clinging to my hand with his last strength as the battle still raged a few miles away from that pitiful ruined barn where I"d found him. I would have agreed to anything he"d asked at that moment, to make his pa.s.sing easier."
A flash of pain crossed Rafe"s features. Fitz had been his closest friend during six years of war on the Peninsula. If he hadn"t inherited the dukedom, hadn"t been handed the responsibility for his sisters and mother and all of the Ashurst estates, he would have gone to Brussels with his friend for that last confrontation with Bonaparte. Instead, he had stayed behind, to work inside the War Office. Tanner knew what the man thought: Rafe could never know if his presence on the battlefield might have made a difference, to Fitz"s future, to his own. "But now?"
Tanner saw Rafe"s expression and mentally kicked himself for a fool, bringing up old pain. Yet fool he was, as he debated as to whether or not he should keep his own counsel. But this was Rafe, his good friend. "And now I"m here because I want to be here. I think I"ve known that from the moment I first pulled Lydia into my arms as she flailed at me in her grief."
Rafe shook his head ruefully as he slapped at his thigh. "Right again. Blast that Charlie, she"s always right. She was right about Lucas, and now she"s right about you. How do women do it?"
"I don"t know," Tanner admitted, almost sighed...except that women sighed; men got themselves royally drunk. "Lydia no longer sees me as the enemy, her personal agent of death or whatever, but now I"m Fitz"s good friend, probably a constant reminder of him. h.e.l.l of a turn, isn"t it? He asks me to take care of her, watch over her...and I"m seeing myself as usurping his place in her life. I doubt that"s what he had in mind."
"And now you"re feeling guilty, disloyal? Don"t do that. The past is the past, Tanner. It"s gone."
"Is it? She loved him, Rafe. It"s too soon. I need to give her more time."
"Don"t wait too long, my friend. If Fitz"s death taught us nothing else, it taught us that the luxury of time is just that. A luxury."
Tanner got to his feet, unable to sit still any longer. "Now that she"s out from beneath Nicole"s...well, shining star, I suppose...let me take her into Society, Rafe. My cousin"s chaperone can easily handle them both. Lydia needs to understand that she is a beautiful young woman, inside and out. She always allowed Nicole to shine while she positioned herself in the background. If I"m to seriously pursue my suit, she needs to first find someone to compare me with other than Fitz."
"You want her to be courted by other men? Is that what you"re saying?"
"G.o.d help me, yes, I suppose I am."
"You don"t fear compet.i.tion?"
"Not live compet.i.tion, no, heartless as that sounds. A good man in life, in death I fear Fitz has been raised very nearly to sainthood by what was at the time a younger, very impressionable girl. She"s known only his companionship and now, to a very small extent, mine. I want to win her, I won"t lie about that, but not by default."
"Charlie has mentioned to me, and not all that kindly, that men in love all seem to have maggots in their heads. Once again, Tanner, you"re proving the woman right. However, since you seem to be offering to take my place shepherding Lydia around Mayfair, who am I to argue, or to point out the obvious pitfalls? Although I will ask this, as I am Lydia"s brother and protector. You aren"t also using her to teach a lesson to Miss Harburton"s father about his presumptions?"
Tanner didn"t understand for a moment, and then smiled. "Well, now, Rafe, do you see that? I"m not as unselfish as you might think, am I. Even if I didn"t realize it until you pointed it out to me. Thank you."