"Do admit that we should never have had the outburst if he was a gentleman."
"I admit it willingly," said Margaret, who was pacing up and down the room. "A gentleman would have kept his suspicions to himself."
Mr. Wilc.o.x watched her with a vague uneasiness.
"What did he suspect you of?"
"Of wanting to make money out of him."
"Intolerable brute! But how were you to benefit?"
"Exactly. How indeed! Just horrible, corroding suspicion. One touch of thought or of goodwill would have brushed it away. Just the senseless fear that does make men intolerable brutes."
"I come back to my original point. You ought to be more careful, Miss Schlegel. Your servants ought to have orders not to let such people in."
She turned to him frankly. "Let me explain exactly why we like this man, and want to see him again."
"That"s your clever way of talking. I shall never believe you like him."
"I do. Firstly, because he cares for physical adventure, just as you do. Yes, you go motoring and shooting; he would like to go camping out.
Secondly, he cares for something special IN adventure. It is quickest to call that special something poetry--"
"Oh, he"s one of that writer sort."
"No--oh no! I mean he may be, but it would be loathsome stuff. His brain is filled with the husks of books, culture--horrible; we want him to wash out his brain and go to the real thing. We want to show him how he may get upsides with life. As I said, either friends or the country, some"--she hesitated--"either some very dear person or some very dear place seems necessary to relieve life"s daily grey, and to show that it is grey. If possible, one should have both."
Some of her words ran past Mr. Wilc.o.x. He let them run past. Others he caught and criticised with admirable lucidity.
"Your mistake is this, and it is a very common mistake. This young bounder has a life of his own. What right have you to conclude it is an unsuccessful life, or, as you call it, "grey"?"
"Because--"
"One minute. You know nothing about him. He probably has his own joys and interests--wife, children, snug little home. That"s where we practical fellows" he smiled--"are more tolerant than you intellectuals.
We live and let live, and a.s.sume that things are jogging on fairly well elsewhere, and that the ordinary plain man may be trusted to look after his own affairs. I quite grant--I look at the faces of the clerks in my own office, and observe them to be dull, but I don"t know what"s going on beneath. So, by the way, with London. I have heard you rail against London, Miss Schlegel, and it seems a funny thing to say but I was very angry with you. What do you know about London? You only see civilisation from the outside. I don"t say in your case, but in too many cases that att.i.tude leads to morbidity, discontent, and Socialism."
She admitted the strength of his position, though it undermined imagination. As he spoke, some outposts of poetry and perhaps of sympathy fell ruining, and she retreated to what she called her "second line"--to the special facts of the case.
"His wife is an old bore," she said simply. "He never came home last Sat.u.r.day night because he wanted to be alone, and she thought he was with us."
"With YOU?"
"Yes." Evie t.i.ttered. "He hasn"t got the cosy home that you a.s.sumed. He needs outside interests."
"Naughty young man!" cried the girl.
"Naughty?" said Margaret, who hated naughtiness more than sin. "When you"re married Miss Wilc.o.x, won"t you want outside interests?"
"He has apparently got them," put in Mr. Wilc.o.x slyly.
"Yes, indeed, father."
"He was tramping in Surrey, if you mean that," said Margaret, pacing away rather crossly.
"Oh, I dare say!"
"Miss Wilc.o.x, he was!"
"M--m--m--m!" from Mr. Wilc.o.x, who thought the episode amusing, if risque. With most ladies he would not have discussed it, but he was trading on Margaret"s reputation as an emanc.i.p.ated woman.
"He said so, and about such a thing he wouldn"t lie."
They both began to laugh.
"That"s where I differ from you. Men lie about their positions and prospects, but not about a thing of that sort."
He shook his head. "Miss Schlegel, excuse me, but I know the type."
"I said before--he isn"t a type. He cares about adventures rightly. He "s certain that our smug existence isn"t all. He"s vulgar and hysterical and bookish, but don"t think that sums him up. There"s manhood in him as well. Yes, that"s what I"m trying to say. He"s a real man."
As she spoke their eyes met, and it was as if Mr. Wilc.o.x"s defences fell. She saw back to the real man in him. Unwittingly she had touched his emotions.
A woman and two men--they had formed the magic triangle of s.e.x, and the male was thrilled to jealousy, in case the female was attracted by another male. Love, say the ascetics, reveals our shameful kinship with the beasts. Be it so: one can bear that; jealousy is the real shame. It is jealousy, not love, that connects us with the farmyard intolerably, and calls up visions of two angry c.o.c.ks and a complacent hen. Margaret crushed complacency down because she was civilised. Mr. Wilc.o.x, uncivilised, continued to feel anger long after he had rebuilt his defences, and was again presenting a bastion to the world.
"Miss Schlegel, you"re a pair of dear creatures, but you really MUST be careful in this uncharitable world. What does your brother say?"
"I forget."
"Surely he has some opinion?"
"He laughs, if I remember correctly."
"He"s very clever, isn"t he?" said Evie, who had met and detested Tibby at Oxford.
"Yes, pretty well--but I wonder what Helen"s doing."
"She is very young to undertake this sort of thing," said Mr. Wilc.o.x.
Margaret went out to the landing. She heard no sound, and Mr. Bast"s topper was missing from the hall.
"Helen!" she called.
"Yes!" replied a voice from the library.
"You in there?"
"Yes--he"s gone some time."
Margaret went to her. "Why, you"re all alone," she said.