"If possible, something permanent. I can"t be as young as I was, for these alterations don"t suit me."
"But, my dear, which would you rather have--alterations or rheumatism?"
"I see your point," said Margaret, getting up. "If Oniton is really damp, it is impossible, and must be inhabited by little boys. Only, in the spring, let us look before we leap. I will take warning by Evie, and not hurry you. Remember that you have a free hand this time.
These endless moves must be bad for the furniture, and are certainly expensive."
"What a practical little woman it is! What"s it been reading?
Theo--theo--how much?"
"Theosophy."
So Ducie Street was her first fate--a pleasant enough fate. The house, being only a little larger than Wickham Place, trained her for the immense establishment that was promised in the spring. They were frequently away, but at home life ran fairly regularly. In the morning Henry went to business, and his sandwich--a relic this of some prehistoric craving--was always cut by her own hand. He did not rely upon the sandwich for lunch, but liked to have it by him in case he grew hungry at eleven. When he had gone, there was the house to look after, and the servants to humanise, and several kettles of Helen"s to keep on the boil. Her conscience p.r.i.c.ked her a little about the Basts; she was not sorry to have lost sight of them. No doubt Leonard was worth helping, but being Henry"s wife, she preferred to help some one else. As for theatres and discussion societies, they attracted her less and less. She began to "miss" new movements, and to spend her spare time re-reading or thinking, rather to the concern of her Chelsea friends.
They attributed the change to her marriage, and perhaps some deep instinct did warn her not to travel further from her husband than was inevitable. Yet the main cause lay deeper still; she had outgrown stimulants, and was pa.s.sing from words to things. It was doubtless a pity not to keep up with Wedekind or John, but some closing of the gates is inevitable after thirty, if the mind itself is to become a creative power.
CHAPTER x.x.xII
She was looking at plans one day in the following spring--they had finally decided to go down into Suss.e.x and build--when Mrs. Charles Wilc.o.x was announced.
"Have you heard the news?" Dolly cried, as soon as she entered the room.
"Charles is so ang--I mean he is sure you know about it, or, rather, that you don"t know."
"Why, Dolly!" said Margaret, placidly kissing her. "Here"s a surprise!
How are the boys and the baby?"
Boys and the baby were well, and in describing a great row that there had been at the Hilton Tennis Club, Dolly forgot her news. The wrong people had tried to get in. The rector, as representing the older inhabitants, had said--Charles had said--the tax-collector had said--Charles had regretted not saying--and she closed the description with, "But lucky you, with four courts of your own at Midhurst."
"It will be very jolly," replied Margaret.
"Are those the plans? Does it matter my seeing them?"
"Of course not."
"Charles has never seen the plans."
"They have only just arrived. Here is the ground floor--no, that"s rather difficult. Try the elevation, We are to have a good many gables and a picturesque sky-line."
"What makes it smell so funny?" said Dolly, after a moment"s inspection.
She was incapable of understanding plans or maps.
"I suppose the paper."
"And WHICH way up is it?"
"Just the ordinary way up. That"s the sky-line and the part that smells strongest is the sky."
"Well, ask me another. Margaret--oh--what was I going to say? How"s Helen?"
"Quite well."
"Is she never coming back to England? Every one thinks it"s awfully odd she doesn"t."
"So it is," said Margaret, trying to conceal her vexation. She was getting rather sore on this point. "Helen is odd, awfully. She has now been away eight months."
"But hasn"t she any address?"
"A poste restante somewhere in Bavaria is her address. Do write her a line. I will look it up for you."
"No, don"t bother. That"s eight months she has been away, surely?"
"Exactly. She left just after Evie"s wedding. It would be eight months."
"Just when baby was born, then?"
"Just so."
Dolly sighed, and stared enviously round the drawing-room. She was beginning to lose her brightness and good looks. The Charles"s were not well off, for Mr. Wilc.o.x, having brought up his children with expensive tastes, believed in letting them shift for themselves. After all, he had not treated them generously. Yet another baby was expected, she told Margaret, and they would have to give up the motor. Margaret sympathised, but in a formal fashion, and Dolly little imagined that the stepmother was urging Mr. Wilc.o.x to make them a more liberal allowance.
She sighed again, and at last the particular grievance was remembered.
"Oh, yes," she cried, "that is it: Miss Avery has been unpacking your packing-cases."
"Why has she done that? How unnecessary!"
"Ask another. I suppose you ordered her to."
"I gave no such orders. Perhaps she was airing the things. She did undertake to light an occasional fire."
"It was far more than an air," said Dolly solemnly. "The floor sounds covered with books. Charles sent me to know what is to be done, for he feels certain you don"t know."
"Books!" cried Margaret, moved by the holy word. "Dolly, are you serious? Has she been touching our books?"
"Hasn"t she, though! What used to be the hall"s full of them. Charles thought for certain you knew of it."
"I am very much obliged to you, Dolly. What can have come over Miss Avery? I must go down about it at once. Some of the books are my brother"s, and are quite valuable. She had no right to open any of the cases."
"I say she"s dotty. She was the one that never got married, you know.
Oh, I say, perhaps, she thinks your books are wedding-presents to herself. Old maids are taken that way sometimes. Miss Avery hates us all like poison ever since her frightful dust-up with Evie."
"I hadn"t heard of that," said Margaret. A visit from Dolly had its compensations.
"Didn"t you know she gave Evie a present last August, and Evie returned it, and then--oh, goloshes! You never read such a letter as Miss Avery wrote."
"But it was wrong of Evie to return it. It wasn"t like her to do such a heartless thing."
"But the present was so expensive."
"Why does that make any difference, Dolly?"
"Still, when it costs over five pounds--I didn"t see it, but it was a lovely enamel pendant from a Bond Street shop. You can"t very well accept that kind of thing from a farm woman. Now, can you?"