"It isn"t to be wondered at then," observed Pao-yu, "that when I went the other day, on the third and fourth, to a banquet at friend Shen"s house, I didn"t see you there. Yet I meant to have inquired about you; but I don"t know how it slipped from my memory. Did you go alone, or did your venerable father accompany you?"
"Of course, my father went," Tzu-ying replied, "so I had no help but to go. For is it likely, forsooth, that I"ve gone mad from lack of anything to do! Don"t we, a goodly number as we are, derive enough pleasure from our wine-bouts and plays that I should go in quest of such kind of fatiguing recreation! But in this instance a great piece of good fortune turned up in evil fortune!"
Hsueh P"an and his companions noticed that he had finished his tea.
"Come along," they one and all proposed, "and join the banquet; you can then quietly recount to us all your experiences."
At this suggestion Feng Tzu-ying there and then rose to his feet.
"According to etiquette," he said. "I should join you in drinking a few cups; but to-day I have still a very urgent matter to see my father about on my return so that I truly cannot accept your invitation."
Hsueh P"an, Pao-yu and the other young fellows would on no account listen to his excuses. They pulled him vigorously about and would not let him go.
"This is, indeed, strange!" laughed Feng Tzu-ying. "When have you and I had, during all these years, to have recourse to such proceedings! I really am unable to comply with your wishes. But if you do insist upon making me have a drink, well, then bring a large cup and I"ll take two cups full and finish."
After this rejoinder, the party could not but give in. Hsueh P"an took hold of the kettle, while Pao-yu grasped the cup, and they poured two large cups full. Feng Tzu-ying stood up and quaffed them with one draught.
"But do, after all," urged Pao-yu, "finish this thing about a piece of good fortune in the midst of misfortune before you go."
"To tell you this to-day," smiled Feng Tzu-ying, "will be no great fun.
But for this purpose I intend standing a special entertainment, and inviting you all to come and have a long chat; and, in the second place, I"ve also got a favour to ask of you."
Saying this, he pushed his way and was going off at once, when Hsueh P"an interposed. "What you"ve said," he observed, "has put us more than ever on pins and needles. We cannot brook any delay. Who knows when you will ask us round; so better tell us, and thus avoid keeping people in suspense!"
"The latest," rejoined Feng Tzu-ying, "in ten days; the earliest in eight." With this answer he went out of the door, mounted his horse, and took his departure.
The party resumed their seats at table. They had another bout, and then eventually dispersed.
Pao-yu returned into the garden in time to find Hsi Jen thinking with solicitude that he had gone to see Chia Cheng and wondering whether it foreboded good or evil. As soon as she perceived Pao-yu come back in a drunken state, she felt urged to inquire the reason of it all. Pao-yu told her one by one the particulars of what happened.
"People," added Hsi Jen, "wait for you with lacerated heart and anxious mind, and there you go and make merry; yet you could very well, after all, have sent some one with a message."
"Didn"t I purpose sending a message?" exclaimed Pao-yu. "Of course, I did! But I failed to do so, as on the arrival of friend Feng, I got so mixed up that the intention vanished entirely from my mind."
While excusing himself, he saw Pao-ch"ai enter the apartment. "Have you tasted any of our new things?" she asked, a smile curling her lips.
"Cousin," laughed Pao-yu, "you must have certainly tasted what you"ve got in your house long before us."
Pao-ch"ai shook her head and smiled. "Yesterday," she said, "my brother did actually make it a point to ask me to have some; but I had none; I told him to keep them and send them to others, so confident am I that with my mean lot and scanty blessings I little deserve to touch such dainties."
As she spoke, a servant-girl poured her a cup of tea and brought it to her. While she sipped it, she carried on a conversation on irrelevant matters; which we need not notice, but turn our attention to Lin Tai-yu.
The instant she heard that Chia Cheng had sent for Pao-yu, and that he had not come back during the whole day, she felt very distressed on his account. After supper, the news of Pao-yu"s return reached her, and she keenly longed to see him and ask him what was up. Step by step she trudged along, when espying Pao-ch"ai going into Pao-yu"s garden, she herself followed close in her track. But on their arrival at the Hsin Fang bridge, she caught sight of the various kinds of water-fowl, bathing together in the pond, and although unable to discriminate the numerous species, her gaze became so transfixed by their respective variegated and bright plumage and by their exceptional beauty, that she halted. And it was after she had spent some considerable time in admiring them that she repaired at last to the I Hung court. The gate was already closed. Tai-yu, however, lost no time in knocking. But Ch"ing Wen and Pi Hen had, who would have thought it, been having a tiff, and were in a captious mood, so upon unawares seeing Pao-ch"ai step on the scene, Ch"ing Wen at once visited her resentment upon Pao-ch"ai. She was just standing in the court giving vent to her wrongs, shouting: "You"re always running over and seating yourself here, whether you"ve got good reason for doing so or not; and there"s no sleep for us at the third watch, the middle of the night though it be," when, all of a sudden, she heard some one else calling at the door. Ch"ing Wen was the more moved to anger. Without even asking who it was, she rapidly bawled out: "They"ve all gone to sleep; you"d better come to-morrow."
Lin Tai-yu was well aware of the natural peculiarities of the waiting-maids, and of their habit of playing practical jokes upon each other, so fearing that the girl in the inner room had failed to recognise her voice, and had refused to open under the misconception that it was some other servant-girl, she gave a second shout in a higher pitch. "It"s I!" she cried, "don"t you yet open the gate?"
Ch"ing Wen, as it happened, did not still distinguish her voice; and in an irritable strain, she rejoined: "It"s no matter who you may be; Mr.
Secundus has given orders that no one at all should be allowed to come in."
As these words reached Lin Tai-yu"s ear, she unwittingly was overcome with indignation at being left standing outside. But when on the point of raising her voice to ask her one or two things, and to start a quarrel with her; "albeit," she again argued mentally, "I can call this my aunt"s house, and it should be just as if it were my own, it"s, after all, a strange place, and now that my father and mother are both dead, and that I am left with no one to rely upon, I have for the present to depend upon her family for a home. Were I now therefore to give way to a regular fit of anger with her, I"ll really get no good out of it."
While indulging in reflection, tears trickled from her eyes. But just as she was feeling unable to retrace her steps, and unable to remain standing any longer, and quite at a loss what to do, she overheard the sound of jocular language inside, and listening carefully, she discovered that it was, indeed, Pao-yu and Pao-ch"ai. Lin Tai-yu waxed more wroth. After much thought and cogitation, the incidents of the morning flashed unawares through her memory. "It must, in fact," she mused, "be because Pao-yu is angry with me for having explained to him the true reasons. But why did I ever go and tell you? You should, however, have made inquiries before you lost your temper to such an extent with me as to refuse to let me in to-day; but is it likely that we shall not by and bye meet face to face again?"
The more she gave way to thought, the more she felt wounded and agitated; and without heeding the moss, laden with cold dew, the path covered with vegetation, and the chilly blasts of wind, she lingered all alone, under the shadow of the bushes at the corner of the wall, so thoroughly sad and dejected that she broke forth into sobs.
Lin Tai-yu was, indeed, endowed with exceptional beauty and with charms rarely met with in the world. As soon therefore as she suddenly melted into tears, and the birds and rooks roosting on the neighbouring willow boughs and branches of shrubs caught the sound of her plaintive tones, they one and all fell into a most terrific flutter, and, taking to their wings, they flew away to distant recesses, so little were they able to listen with equanimity to such accents. But the spirits of the flowers were, at the time, silent and devoid of feeling, the birds were plunged in dreams and in a state of stupor, so why did they start? A stanza appositely a.s.signs the reason:--
P"in Erh"s mental talents and looks must in the world be rare--.
Alone, clasped in a subtle smell, she quits her maiden room.
The sound of but one single sob scarcely dies away, And drooping flowers cover the ground and birds fly in dismay.
Lin Tai-yu was sobbing in her solitude, when a creaking noise struck her ear and the door of the court was flung open. Who came out, is not yet ascertained; but, reader, should you wish to know, the next chapter will explain.
CHAPTER XXVII
In the Ti Ts"ui pavilion, Pao-ch"ai diverts herself with the multi-coloured b.u.t.terflies.
Over the mound, where the flowers had been interred, Tai-yu bewails their withered bloom.
Lin Tai-yu, we must explain in taking up the thread of our narrative, was disconsolately bathed in tears, when her ear was suddenly attracted by the creak of the court gate, and her eyes by the appearance of Pao-ch"ai beyond the threshold. Pao-yu, Hsi Jen and a whole posse of inmates then walked out. She felt inclined to go up to Pao-yu and ask him a question; but dreading that if she made any inquiries in the presence of such a company, Pao-yu would be put to the blush and placed in an awkward position, she slipped aside and allowed Pao-ch"ai to prosecute her way. And it was only after Pao-yu and the rest of the party had entered and closed the gate behind them that she at last issued from her retreat. Then fixing her gaze steadfastly on the gateway, she dropped a few tears. But inwardly conscious of their utter futility she retraced her footsteps and wended her way back into her apartment. And with heavy heart and despondent spirits, she divested herself of the remainder of her habiliments.
Tzu Chuan and Hsueh Yen were well aware, from the experience they had reaped in past days, that Lin Tai-yu was, in the absence of anything to occupy her mind, p.r.o.ne to sit and mope, and that if she did not frown her eyebrows, she anyway heaved deep sighs; but they were quite at a loss to divine why she was, with no rhyme or reason, ever so ready to indulge, to herself, in inexhaustible gushes of tears. At first, there were such as still endeavoured to afford her solace; or who, suspecting lest she brooded over the memory of her father and mother, felt home-sick, or aggrieved, through some offence given her, tried by every persuasion to console and cheer her; but, as contrary to all expectations, she subsequently persisted time and again in this dull mood, through each succeeding month and year, people got accustomed to her eccentricities and did not extend to her the least sympathy. Hence it was that no one (on this occasion) troubled her mind about her, but letting her sit and sulk to her heart"s content, they one and all turned in and went to sleep.
Lin Tai-yu leaned against the railing of the bed, clasping her knees with both hands, her eyes suffused with tears. She looked, in very truth, like a carved wooden image or one fashioned of mud. There she sat straight up to the second watch, even later, when she eventually fell asleep.
The whole night nothing remarkable transpired. The morrow was the 26th day of the fourth moon. Indeed on this day, at one p.m., commenced the season of the "Sprouting seeds," and, according to an old custom, on the day on which this feast of "Sprouting seeds" fell, every one had to lay all kinds of offerings and sacrificial viands on the altar of the G.o.d of flowers. Soon after the expiry of this season of "Sprouting seeds"
follows summertide, and us plants in general then wither and the G.o.d of flowers resigns his throne, it is compulsory to feast him at some entertainment, previous to his departure.
In the ladies" apartments this custom was observed with still more rigour; and, for this reason, the various inmates Of the park of Broad Vista had, without a single exception, got up at an early hour. The young people either twisted flowers and willow twigs in such a way as to represent chairs and horses, or made tufted banners with damask, brocaded gauze and silk, and bound them with variegated threads. These articles of decoration were alike attached on every tree and plant; and throughout the whole expanse of the park, embroidered sashes waved to and fro, and ornamented branches nodded their heads about. In addition to this, the members of the family were clad in such fineries that they put the peach tree to shame, made the almond yield the palm, the swallow envious and the hawk to blush. We could not therefore exhaustively describe them within our limited s.p.a.ce of time.
Pao-ch"ai, Ying Ch"un, T"an Ch"un, Hsi Ch"un, Li Wan, lady Feng and other girls, as well as Ta Chieh Erh, Hsiang Ling and the waiting-maids were, one and all, we will now notice, in the garden enjoying themselves; the only person who could not be seen was Lin Tai-yu.
"How is it," consequently inquired Ying Ch"un, "that I don"t see cousin Liu? What a lazy girl! Is she forsooth fast asleep even at this late hour of the day?"
"Wait all of you here," rejoined Pao-ch"ai, "and I"ll go and shake her up and bring her."
With these words, she speedily left her companions and repaired straightway into the Hsiao Hsiang lodge.
While she was going on her errand, she met Wen Kuan and the rest of the girls, twelve in all, on their way to seek the party. Drawing near, they inquired after her health. After exchanging a few commonplace remarks, Pao-ch"ai turned round and pointing, said: "you will find them all in there; you had better go and join them. As for me, I"m going to fetch Miss Lin, but I"ll be back soon."
Saying this, she followed the winding path, and came to the Hsiao Hsiang lodge. Upon suddenly raising her eyes, she saw Pao-yu walk in. Pao-ch"ai immediately halted, and, lowering her head, she gave way to meditation for a time. "Pao-yu and Lin Tai-yu," she reflected, "have grown up together from their very infancy. But cousins, though they be, there are many instances in which they cannot evade suspicion, for they joke without heeding propriety; and at one time they are friends and at another at daggers drawn. Tai-yu has, moreover, always been full of envy; and has ever displayed a peevish disposition, so were I to follow him in at this juncture, why, Pao-yu would, in the first place, not feel at ease, and, in the second, Tai-yu would give way to jealousy. Better therefore for me to turn back."
At the close of this train of thought, she retraced her steps. But just as she was starting to join her other cousins, she unexpectedly descried, ahead of her, a pair of jade-coloured b.u.t.terflies, of the size of a circular fan. Now they soared high, now they made a swoop down, in their flight against the breeze; much to her amus.e.m.e.nt.
Pao-ch"ai felt a wish to catch them for mere fun"s sake, so producing a fan from inside her sleeve, she descended on to the turfed ground to flap them with it. The two b.u.t.terflies suddenly were seen to rise; suddenly to drop: sometimes to come; at others to go. Just as they were on the point of flying across the stream to the other side, the enticement proved too much for Pao-ch"ai, and she pursued them on tiptoe straight up to the Ti Ts"ui pavilion, nestling on the bank of the pond; while fragrant perspiration dripped drop by drop, and her sweet breath panted gently. But Pao-ch"ai abandoned the idea of catching them, and was about to beat a retreat, when all at once she overheard, in the pavilion, the chatter of people engaged in conversation.
This pavilion had, it must be added, a verandah and zig-zag bal.u.s.trades running all round. It was erected over the water, in the centre of a pond, and had on the four sides window-frames of carved wood work, stuck with paper. So when Pao-ch"ai caught, from without the pavilion, the sound of voices, she at once stood still and lent an attentive ear to what was being said.