He used to stop me in the middle of the pavement and laugh from me, shaking me: "No t"ink or t"ank or t"ought, now. You"re an American," he would say to me. And then he would fix my tongue and teeth together and make me say after him: "th-think, th-thank, th-thought; this, that, there." And if I said the words right, he kissed me in the hall when we got home. And if I said them wrong, he kissed me anyhow.
He moved next door to us, so we shouldn"t lose the sweetness from one little minute that we could be together. There was only the thin wall between our kitchen and his room, and the first thing in the morning, we would knock in one to the other to begin the day together.
"See what I got for you, Hertzele," he said to me one day, holding up a grand printed card.
I gave a read. It was the ticket invitation for his graduation from college. I gave it a touch, with pride melting over in my heart.
"Only one week more, and you"ll be a doctor for the world!"
"And then, heart of mine," he said, drawing me over to him and kissing me on the lips, "when I get my office fixed up, you will marry me?"
"Ach, such a happiness," I answered, "to be together all the time, and wait on you and cook for you, and do everything for you, like if I was your mother!"
"Uncle Rosenberg is coming special from Boston for my graduation."
"The one what helped out your chance for college?" I asked.
"Yes, and he"s going to start me up the doctor"s office, he says. Like his son he looks on me, because he only got daughters in his family."
"Ach, the good heart! He"ll yet have joy and good luck from us! What is he saying about me?" I ask.
"I want him to see you first, darling. You can"t help going to his heart, when he"ll only give a look on you."
"Think only, Mammele--David is graduating for a doctor in a week!"
I gave a hurry in to my mother that night. "And his Uncle Rosenberg is coming special from Boston and says he"ll start him up in his doctor"s office."
"Oi weh, the uncle is going to give a come, you say? Look how the house looks! And the children in rags and no shoes on their feet!"
The whole week before the uncle came, my mother and I was busy nights buying and fixing up, and painting the chairs, and nailing together solid the table, and hanging up calendar pictures to cover up the broken plaster on the wall, and fixing the springs from the sleeping lounge so it didn"t sink in, and scrubbing up everything, and even washing the windows, like before Pa.s.sover.
I stopped away from the shop, on the day David was graduating.
Everything in the house was like for a holiday. The children shined up like rich people"s children, with their faces washed clean and their hair brushed and new shoes on their feet. I made my father put away his black shirt and dress up in an American white shirt and starched collar. I fixed out my mother in a new white waist and a blue checked ap.r.o.n, and I blowed myself to dress up the baby in everything new, like a doll in a window. Her round, laughing face lighted up the house, so beautiful she was.
By the time we got finished the rush to fix ourselves out, the children"s cheeks was red with excitement and our eyes was bulging bright, like ready to start for a picnic.
When David came in with his uncle, my father and mother and all the children gave a stand up.
But the "Boruch Chabo" and the hot words of welcome, what was rushing from us to say, froze up on our lips by the stiff look the uncle throwed on us.
David"s uncle didn"t look like David. He had a thick neck and a red face and the breathing of a man what eats plenty.--But his eyes looked smart like David"s.
He wouldn"t take no seat and didn"t seem to want to let go from the door.
David laughed and talked fast, and moved around nervous, trying to cover up the ice. But he didn"t get no answers from n.o.body. And he didn"t look in my eyes, and I was feeling myself ashamed, like I did something wrong which I didn"t understand.
My father started up to say something to the uncle--"Our David--"
But I quick pulled him by the sleeve to stop. And n.o.body after that could say nothing, n.o.body except David.
I couldn"t get up the heart to ask them to give a taste from the cake and the wine what we made ready special for them on the table.
The baby started crying for a cake, and I quick went over to take her up, because I wanted to hide myself with being busy with her. But only the crying and nothing else happening made my heart give a shiver, like bad luck was in the air.
And right away the uncle and him said good-bye and walked out.
When the door was shut the children gave a rush for the cakes, and then burst out in the street.
"Come, Schmuel," said my mother, "I got to say something with you." And she gave my father a pull in the other room and closed the door.
I felt they was trying not to look on me, and was shrinking away from the shame that was throwed on me.
"Och, what"s the matter with me! Nothing can come between David and me. His uncle ain"t everything," I said, trying to pull up my head.
I sat myself down by the table to cool down my nervousness. "Brace yourself up," I said to myself, jumping up from the chair and beginning to walk around again. "Nothing has happened. Stop off nagging yourself."
Just then I hear loud voices through the wall. I go nearer. Ut, it"s his uncle!
The plaster from the wall was broken on our side by the door. "Lay your ear in this crack, and you can hear plain the words," I say to myself.
"What"s getting over you? You ain"t that kind to do such a thing," I say. But still I do it.
Oi weh, I hear the uncle plainly! "What"s all this mean, these neighbors? Who"s the pretty girl what made such eyes on you?"
"Ain"t she beautiful? Do you like her?" I hear David.
"What? What"s that matter to you?"
"I"ll marry myself to her," says David.
"Marry! Marry yourself into that beggar house! Are you crazy?"
"A man could get to anywhere with such a beautiful girl."
"Koosh! Pretty faces is cheap like dirt. What has she got to bring you in for your future? An empty pocketbook? A starving family to hang over your neck?"
"You don"t know nothing about her. You don"t know what you"re saying. She comes from fine people in Russia. You can see her father is a learned man."
"Ach! You make me a disgust with your calf talk! Poverty winking from every corner of the house! Hunger hollering from all their starved faces! I got too much sense to waste my love on beggars. And all the time I was planning for you an American family, people which are somebodies in this world, which could help you work up a practice! For why did I waste my good dollars on you?"
"Gott! Ain"t David answering?" my heart cries out. "Why don"t he throw him out of the house?"
"Perhaps I can"t hear him," I think, and with my finger-nails I pick thinner the broken plaster.
I push myself back to get away and not to do it. But it did itself with my hands. "Don"t let me hear nothing," I pray, and yet I strain more to hear.
The uncle was still hollering. And David wasn"t saying nothing for me.
"Gazlen! You want to sink your life in a family of beggars?"