"Don"t thank me yet so quick. I got no sugar." Hanneh Breineh edged herself into the room confidingly. "At home, in Poland, I not only had sugar for tea--but even jelly--a jelly that would lift you up to heaven. I thought in America everything would be so plenty, I could drink the tea out from my sugar-bowl. But ach! Not in Poland did my children starve like in America!"
Hanneh Breineh, in a friendly manner, settled herself on the sound end of the bed, and began her jeremiad.
"Yosef, my man, ain"t no bread-giver. Already he got consumption the second year. One week he works and nine weeks he lays sick."
In despair Sophie gathered her papers, wondering how to get the woman out of her room. She glanced through the page she had written, but Hanneh Breineh, unconscious of her indifference, went right on.
"How many times it is tearing the heart out from my body--should I take Yosef"s milk to give to the baby, or the baby"s milk to give to Yosef? If he was dead the pensions they give to widows would help feed my children. Now I got only the charities to help me. A black year on them! They should only have to feed their own children on what they give me."
Resolved not to listen to the intruder, Sophie debated within herself: "Should I call my essay "Believe in Yourself," or wouldn"t it be stronger to say, "Trust Yourself"? But if I say, "Trust Yourself," wouldn"t they think that I got the words from Emerson?"
Hanneh Breineh"s voice went on, but it sounded to Sophie like a faint buzzing from afar. "Gotteniu! How much did it cost me my life to go and swear myself that my little Fannie--only skin and bones--that she is already fourteen! How it chokes me the tears every morning when I got to wake her and push her out to the shop when her eyes are yet shutting themselves with sleep!"
Sophie glanced at her wrist-watch as it ticked away the precious minutes. She must get rid of the woman! Had she not left her own sister, sacrificed all comfort, all a.s.sociation, for solitude and its golden possibilities? For the first time in her life she had the chance to be by herself and think. And now, the thoughts which a moment ago had seemed like a flock of fluttering birds had come so close--and this woman with her sordid wailing had scattered them.
"I"m a savage, a beast, but I got to ask her to get out--this very minute," resolved Sophie. But before she could summon the courage to do what she wanted to do, there was a timid knock at the door, and the wizened little Fannie, her face streaked with tears, stumbled in.
"The inspector said it"s a lie. I ain"t yet fourteen," she whimpered.
Hanneh Breineh paled. "Woe is me! Sent back from the shop? G.o.d from the world--is there no end to my troubles? Why didn"t you hide yourself when you saw the inspector come?"
"I was running to hide myself under the table, but she caught me and she said she"ll take me to the Children"s Society and arrest me and my mother for sending me to work too soon."
"Arrest me?" shrieked Hanneh Breineh, beating her breast. "Let them only come and arrest me! I"ll show America who I am! Let them only begin themselves with me!... Black is for my eyes ... the groceryman will not give us another bread till we pay him the bill!"
"The inspector said ..." The child"s brow puckered in an effort to recall the words.
"What did the inspector said? Gotteniu!" Hanneh Breineh wrung her hands in pa.s.sionate entreaty. "Listen only once to my prayer! Send on the inspector only a quick death! I only wish her to have her own house with twenty-four rooms and each of the twenty-four rooms should be twenty-four beds and the chills and the fever should throw her from one bed to another!"
"Hanneh Breineh, still yourself a little," entreated Sophie.
"How can I still myself without Fannie"s wages? Bitter is me! Why do I have to live so long?"
"The inspector said ..."
"What did the inspector said? A thunder should strike the inspector! Ain"t I as good a mother as other mothers? Wouldn"t I better send my children to school? But who"ll give us to eat? And who"ll pay us the rent?"
Hanneh Breineh wiped her red-lidded eyes with the corner of her ap.r.o.n.
"The president from America should only come to my bitter heart. Let him go fighting himself with the pushcarts how to get the eating a penny cheaper. Let him try to feed his children on the money the charities give me and we"d see if he wouldn"t better send his littlest ones to the shop better than to let them starve before his eyes. Woe is me! What for did I come to America? What"s my life--nothing but one terrible, never-stopping fight with the grocer and the butcher and the landlord ..."
Suddenly Sophie"s resentment for her lost morning was forgotten. The crying waste of Hanneh Breineh"s life lay open before her eyes like pictures in a book. She saw her own life in Hanneh Breineh"s life. Her efforts to write were like Hanneh Breineh"s efforts to feed her children. Behind her life and Hanneh Breineh"s life she saw the ma.s.sed ghosts of thousands upon thousands beating--beating out their hearts against rock barriers.
"The inspector said ..." Fannie timidly attempted again to explain.
"The inspector!" shrieked Hanneh Breineh, as she seized hold of Fannie in a rage. "h.e.l.lfire should burn the inspector! Tell me again about the inspector and I"ll choke the life out from you--"
Sophie sprang forward to protect the child from the mother. "She"s only trying to tell you something."
"Why should she yet throw salt on my wounds? If there was enough bread in the house would I need an inspector to tell me to send her to school? If America is so interested in poor people"s children, then why don"t they give them to eat till they should go to work? What learning can come into a child"s head when the stomach is empty?"
A clutter of feet down the creaking cellar steps, a scuffle of broken shoes, and a chorus of shrill voices, as the younger children rushed in from school.
"Mamma--what"s to eat?"
"It smells potatoes!"
"Pfui! The pot is empty! It smells over from Cohen"s."
"Jake grabbed all the bread!"
"Mamma--he kicked the piece out from my hands!"
"Mamma--it"s so empty in my stomach! Ain"t there nothing?"
"Gluttons--wolves--thieves!" Hanneh Breineh shrieked. "I should only live to bury you all in one day!"
The children, regardless of Hanneh Breineh"s invectives, swarmed around her like hungry bees, tearing at her ap.r.o.n, her skirt. Their voices rose in increased clamor, topped only by their mother"s imprecations. "Gotteniu! Tear me away from these leeches on my neck! Send on them only a quick death!... Only a minute"s peace before I die!"
"Hanneh Breineh--children! What"s the matter?" Shmendrik stood at the door. The sweet quiet of the old man stilled the raucous voices as the coming of evening stills the noises of the day.
"There"s no end to my troubles! Hear them hollering for bread, and the grocer stopped to give till the bill is paid. Woe is me! Fannie sent home by the inspector and not a crumb in the house!"
"I got something." The old man put his hands over the heads of the children in silent benediction. "All come in by me. I got sent me a box of cake."
"Cake!" The children cried, catching at the kind hands and snuggling about the shabby coat.
"Yes. Cake and nuts and raisins and even a bottle of wine."
The children leaped and danced around him in their wild burst of joy.
"Cake and wine--a box--to you? Have the charities gone crazy?"
Hanneh Breineh"s eyes sparkled with light and laughter.
"No--no," Shmendrik explained hastily. "Not from the charities--from a friend--for the holidays."
Shmendrik nodded invitingly to Sophie, who was standing in the door of her room. "The roomerkeh will also give a taste with us our party?"
"Sure will she!" Hanneh Breineh took Sophie by the arm. "Who"ll say no in this black life to cake and wine?"
Young throats burst into shrill cries: "Cake and wine--wine and cake--raisins and nuts--nuts and raisins!" The words rose in a triumphant chorus. The children leaped and danced in time to their chant, almost carrying the old man bodily into his room in the wildness of their joy.
The contagion of this sudden hilarity erased from Sophie"s mind the last thought of work and she found herself seated with the others on the cobbler"s bench.
From under his cot the old man drew forth a wooden box. Lifting the cover he held up before wondering eyes a large frosted cake embedded in raisins and nuts.
Amid the shouts of glee Shmendrik now waved aloft a large bottle of grape-juice.
The children could contain themselves no longer and dashed forward.