"Americanerin! Didn"t I spend out enough money on your ship-ticket to have a little use from you? A thunder should strike you!"
Shenah Pessah"s eyes flamed. Her broken finger-nails pierced the callous flesh of her hands. So this was the end--the awakening of her dreams of America! Her memory went back to the time her ship-ticket came. In her simple faith she had really believed that they wanted her--her father"s brother and his wife who had come to the new world before ever she was born. She thought they wanted to give her a chance for happiness, for life and love. And then she came--to find the paralytic aunt--housework--janitor"s drudgery. Even after her aunt"s death, she had gone on uncomplainingly, till her uncle"s nagging had worn down her last shred of self-control.
"It"s the last time you"ll holler on me!" she cried. "You"ll never see my face again if I got to go begging in the street."
Seizing her shawl, she rushed out. "Woe is me! Bitter is me! For what is my life? Why didn"t the ship go under and drown me before I came to America?"
Through the streets, like a maddened thing, she raced, not knowing where she was going, not caring. "For what should I keep on suffering? Who needs me? Who wants me? I got n.o.body--n.o.body!"
And then the vision of the face she worshiped flashed before her. His beautiful kindness that had once warmed her into new life breathed over her again. "Why did he ever come but to lift me out of my darkness into his light?"
Instinctively her eyes sought the rift of blue above the tenement roofs and were caught by a boldly printed placard: "HANDS WANTED." It was as though the sign swung open on its hinges like a door and arms stretched out inviting her to enter. From the sign she looked to her own hands--vigorous, young hands--made strong through toil.
Hope leaped within her. "Maybe I got yet luck to have it good in this world. Ach! G.o.d from the sky! I"m so burning to live--to work myself up for a somebody! And why not?" With clenched fist she smote her bosom. "Ain"t everything possible in the new world? Why is America but to give me the chance to lift up my head with everybody alike?"
Her feet scarcely touched the steps as she ran up. But when she reached the huge, iron door of Cohen Brothers, a terror seized her. "Oi weh! They"ll give a look on my greenhorn rags, and down I go--For what are you afraid, you fool?" she commanded herself. "You come not to beg. They need hands. Don"t the sign say so? And you got good, strong hands that can turn over the earth with their strength. America is before you. You"ll begin to earn money. You"ll dress yourself up like a person and men will fall on their knees to make love to you--even him--himself!"
All fear had left her. She flung open the door and beheld the wonder of a factory--people--people--seas of bent heads and busy hands of people--the whirr of machinery--flying belts--the clicking clatter of whirling wheels--all seemed to blend and fuse into one surging song of hope--of new life--a new world--America!
A man, his arms heaped with a bundle of shirts, paused at sight of the radiant face. Her ruddy cheeks, the film of innocence shining out of eyes that knew no guile, carried him back to the green fields and open plains of his native Russia.
"Her mother"s milk is still fresh on her lips," he murmured, as his gaze enveloped her.
The bundle slipped and fell to her feet. Their eyes met in spontaneous recognition of common race. With an embarra.s.sed laugh they stooped to gather up the shirts.
"I seen downstairs hands wanted," came in a faltering voice.
"Then you"re looking for work?" he questioned with keen interest. She was so different from the others he had known in his five years in this country. He was seized with curiosity to know more.
"You ain"t been long in America?" His tone was an unconscious caress.
"Two years already," she confessed. "But I ain"t so green like I look," she added quickly, overcome by the old anxiety.
"Trust yourself on me," Sam Arkin a.s.sured her. "I"m a feller that knows himself on a person first off. I"ll take you to the office myself. Wait only till I put away these things."
Grinning with eagerness, he returned and together they sought the foreman.
"Good luck to you! I hope you"ll be pushed up soon to my floor,"
Sam Arkin encouraged, as he hurried back to his machine.
Because of the rush of work and the scarcity of help, Shenah Pessah was hired without delay. Atremble with excitement, she tiptoed after the foreman as he led the way into the workroom.
"Here, Sadie Kranz, is another learner for you." He addressed a big-bosomed girl, the most skillful worker in the place.
"Another greenhorn with a wooden head!" she whispered to her neighbor as Shenah Pessah removed her shawl. "Gevalt! All these greenhorn hands tear the bread from our mouths by begging to work so cheap."
But the dumb appeal of the immigrant stirred vague memories in Sadie Kranz. As she watched her run her first seam, she marveled at her speed. "I got to give it to you, you have a quick head." There was conscious condescension in her praise.
Shenah Pessah lifted a beaming face. "How kind it was from you to learn me! You good heart!"
No one had ever before called Sadie Kranz "good heart." The words lingered pleasantly.
"Ut! I like to help anybody, so long it don"t cost me nothing. I get paid by the week anyhow," she half apologized.
Shenah Pessah was so thrilled with the novelty of the work, the excitement of mastering the intricacies of her machine, that she did not realize that the day was pa.s.sed until the bell rang, the machines came to a halt, and the "hands" made a wild rush for the cloak-room.
"Oi weh! Is it a fire?" Shenah Pessah blanched with dread.
Loud laughter quelled her fears. "Greenie! It"s six o"clock. Time to go home," chorused the voices.
"Home?" The cry broke from her. "Where will I go? I got no home." She stood bewildered, in the fast-dwindling crowd of workers. Each jostling by her had a place to go. Of them all, she alone was friendless, shelterless!
"Help me find a place to sleep!" she implored, seizing Sadie Kranz by the sleeve of her velvet coat. "I got no people. I ran away."
Sadie Kranz narrowed her eyes at the girl. A feeling of pity crept over her at sight of the outstretched, hungry hands.
"I"ll fix you by me for the while." And taking the shawl off the shelf, she tossed it to the forlorn bundle of rags. "Come along. You must be starved for some eating."
As Shenah Pessah entered the dingy hall-room which Sadie Kranz called home, its chill and squalor carried her back to the janitor"s bas.e.m.e.nt she had left that morning. In silence she watched her companion prepare the hot dogs and potatoes on the oil-stove atop the trunk. Such pressing sadness weighed upon her that she turned from even the smell of food.
"My heart pulls me so to go back to my uncle." She swallowed hard her crust of black bread. "He"s so used to have me help him. What"ll he do--alone?"
"You got to look out for yourself in this world." Sadie Kranz gesticulated with a hot potato. "With your quickness, you got a chance to make money and buy clothes. You can go to shows--dances. And who knows--maybe meet a man to get married."
"Married? You know how it burns in every girl to get herself married--that"s how it burns in me to work myself up for a person."
"Ut! For what need you to work yourself up. Better marry yourself up to a rich feller and you"re fixed for life."
"But him I want--he ain"t just a man. He is--" She paused seeking for words and a mist of longing softened the heavy peasant features. "He is the golden hills on the sky. I"m as far from him as the earth is from the stars."
"Yok! Why wills itself in you the stars?" her companion ridiculed between swallows.
Shenah Pessah flung out her hands with Jewish fervor. "Can I help it what"s in my heart? It always longs in me for the higher. Maybe he has long ago forgotten me, but only one hope drives in me like madness--to make myself alike to him."
"I"ll tell you the truth," laughed Sadie Kranz, fishing in the pot for the last frankfurter. "You are a little out of your head--plain mehsugeh."
"Mehsugeh?" Shenah Pessah rose to her feet vibrant with new resolve. "Mehsugeh?" she challenged, her peasant youth afire with ambition. "I"ll yet show the world what"s in me. I"ll not go back to my uncle--till it rings with my name in America."
She entered the factory, the next day, with a light in her face, a sureness in her step that made all pause in wonder. "Look only! How high she holds herself her head! Has the matchmaker promised her a man?"
Then came her first real triumph. Shenah Pessah was raised above old hands who had been in the shop for years and made a.s.sistant to Sam Arkin, the man who had welcomed her that first day in the factory. As she was shown to the bench beside him, she waited expectantly for a word of welcome. None came. Instead, he bent the closer to his machine and the hand that held the shirt trembled as though he were cold, though the hot color flooded his face.
Resolutely, she turned to her work. She would show him how skillful she had become in those few weeks. The seams sped under her lightning touch when a sudden clatter startled her. She jumped up terror-stricken.
"The belt! The belt slipped! But it"s nothing, little bird," Sam Arkin hastened to a.s.sure her. "I"ll fix it." And then the quick warning, "Sh-h! The foreman is coming!"
Accustomed to her uncle"s harsh bickering, this man"s gentleness overwhelmed her. There was something she longed to say that trembled on her lips, but her voice refused to come.
Sam Arkin, too, was inarticulate. He felt he must talk to her, must know more of her. Timidly he touched her sleeve.