Chapter 14: heartless woman
After leaving him, she didn"t feel much guilt. It did not bother her. Even if she was not there, some other would be. She ended a game, he would start a new one. She used these thoughts to comfort herself.
After they met again, she perceived that he held great hatred for her. This made her feel unsettled. Only when she came to know that he already has a fiancé did the feeling of guilt somewhat diminish.
She wanted to apologize to him, to settle her heart and let go of the guilt. After the apology, they could continue living their own lives.
She never understood Gu Yubai. He was not the same as Jun"an. You would think he was a very violent person and had a bad temper. But when you spent time with him, you would find that you couldn"t recognize the man at all. You would think that you could see his real emotions.
Actually, no. No one could understand him. Lin Meng couldn"t stay with such a complex man. She couldn"t accept him from the bottom of her heart.
Gu Yubai there isn"t fate between us. Don"t force it.
She could no longer afford to give anyone a bit of love and care.
Even if she was ruthless, she didn"t want to hurt anyone anymore. When she was young, she didn"t understand, but now she realized that feelings were the most deadly weapon in the world. So she would never do such a stupid thing.
It"s just that she didn"t know if Gu Yubai really liked her. Men are different to their beloved women because they are selfish animals. Only his own love would be cared for, held in the palm of his hand; others were abandoned.
Lin Meng stayed in the ward for more than an hour, Gu Yubai did not show signs of waking up. It was nine o"clock already. She was worried about Huai"er. Moments ago, Xiao Ning sent her several text messages saying that Huai"er was crying for his mother. But she was hesitant to leave.
She looked at Qin Yue, who was sitting on the side. She wanted to speak several times, but hesitated. Qin Yue noticed her discomfort. He frowned in annoyance. Gu Shaoye was lying here, this woman had no conscience. Let alone feeling guilty, she wanted to leave him in such a state.
He didn"t understand, what did Gu Shao see in her? Beautiful and talented. This woman seemed to have no merit other than these. Besides, in their circle, there were many beautiful and talented woman.