Qing Shan had already finished eating and had gone back to the room while Zhi Ruo was entrusted with tidying up the table."What happened earlier, was he about to kiss me?" thought Zhi Ruo with a shy face. "Not that I am complaining, but was I antic.i.p.ating it? I mean, its pretty normal for a husband and wife to kiss right.... Yes it is... My goodness, what are you thinking Zhi Ruo....."
keeping her hand on her chest she thought, "My heart was beating so fast, as if it could jump out of my body if given a chance. the feeling which I had then, it was completely different. This feeling I never had when I was with Su Ye...."
Just with remembering the scene earlier, thinking about their closeness, a warm feeling started spreading through her heart, it was filled with something, making her breath violently just like earlier.
"When getting married, I thought we both would just complete this marriage as if it wouldn"t change anything. But Qing Shan had time and again proved me wrong. His meticulousness in coming back home on time to spend some extra time with me, his happiness involving my achievements. His sincerity, his understanding, I don"t know when those things moved my heart. Unknowingly they have started taking their places in my heart. Giving me the happiness of relying on someone, giving me the happiness of telling someone about mine untold secrets." Looking in the direction of her bedroom Zhi Ruo smiled and blew a flying kiss.
Finis.h.i.+ng the entrusted work without any problems,Zhi Ruo went back to the room. As she started getting closer to the room, her heart started to beat wildly, her body tensed up decreasing her pace.
Entering the bedroom when Zhi Ruo did not see Qing Shan , her tensed mind relaxed.
"Where is Qing Shan? in the bathroom?" Unable to see Qing Shan Zhi Ruo thought and started checking if he was in the bathroom.
"Don"t tell me he is working at this time, my goodness." said Zhi Ruo and started walking towards the study room with anger evident on her face
Opening the door, she saw Qing Shan reading a doc.u.ment on the laptop and nagged at him, " You should be resting. This works can be done later Qing Shan."
"I am almost done, I just came to send a email. Dont worry." coaxed Qing Shan and started arranging the papers back into the file
Looking at Qing Shan, Zhi Ruo asked the question which was troubling her the most since they came back, " Qing Shan, were you angry?"
Hearing the question, Qing Shan was shocked, he thought, "Was she worried about his thoughts? Was she insecure?" Qing Shan quickly cleared the table, picked her up and made her sit on the table, while standing in front of her and repeated her question, "Angry? why?"
Though Zhi Ruo was short in height, but after sitting on the table she was able to reach Qing Shan"s chin. While her whole body was hidden under his strong powerful body. Swinging her legs like a child who was about to be lectured by a parent, Zhi Ruo explained her question to him with her head hung low, " Are you angry because I did not tell you about my fighting skills? will you detest me after knowing my dark side. Will you repel me after watching me fight like a maniac at the building?" asked Zhi Ruo with her choking voice.
Smiling Qing Shan held her chin and raised her head for her to look at him and spoke, "Wife, do you remember, I told you marriage is a journey of two people discovering each other"s flaws and strengths. Today I discovered your strength, where did anger come into picture?"