I Don't Love You

My eyesight blurs, but not because tears were welling up. Everything became fuzzy; my heartbeats pounded loudly, echoing in my ears, alongside fading pleas for help until I heard the someone banging on the door.

"h.e.l.lo? Miss, Are you okay? Are you bleeding?" a male voice could be heard and for some reason, it sounds so familiar. Jungkook unlocks the door to see Mingyu on the other side with a bouquet of flowers.

He drops the flower as soon as he saw me on the floor with nothing but a white bed cover with some blood on it, " Yoon Byeol-ah! Are you okay? Where are you hurt? " He asks as he quickly hugs me, knowing I needed that.

" I"m fine! " I said, pushing him away so Jungkook doesn"t get mad. I am still mad at him for everything with that Lisa girl.

" I"m so sorry I came late..." he apologizes as he holds onto to me tightly. He then carries me in bridal style, " Let go of me... I never ask for your help" I said as I wiggle my legs.

" You need my help... Your husband is not even helping you so why would I stand here and watch you in pain?" Mingyu said with a soft tone, knowing that it was my weakness. But, it won"t work this time Kim Mingyu.

" Mingyu, that work on me anymore. So let go of-"

" Take her away and get her somewhere safe " Jungkook suddenly orders and my eyes were wide open. " What? No! I want to stay with Jungkook!" I yelled with tears in my eyes.

I am not spending the rest of the night with Kim Mingyu. No! Never! But, Mingyu was already walking out the front door, making me panic. " Mingyu-ah... Please let me go... " I said with a weak tone.

Jungkook needs me right now! He is probably hurt because he couldn"t hold me even if he wanted to. I need to tell him that everything is fine, "Mingyu... Please" I begged again when he suddenly drops me on the bed.

He then starts to unwrap my cover but I was too weak to protect myself until he stops all his movements, " Baby... Does it still hurt? " Mingyu asks as he softly looks in my eyes. " Who did this to you?" he pauses and then continues " You must be in a lot of pain... Baby, please talk to me... "

He slowly wraps his arms around my naked body as my chest was pressing against his own. " I"m so sorry you had to go through that," Mingyu said, softly patting my back. I begin to sob painfully in his embrace.

" lay down and rest, I will bring you food and clean your blood..." Mingyu softly smiles but I grab him by the arm, " You don"t have to clean my blood, I"ll j-"

" You don"t need to be embarra.s.sed... This is not the first time... remember?" he softly chuckles. I remember that day when I was on my period and accidentally got it all over his bed.

He cleans everything like he said he would, " Wanna wash up? " Mingyu asks, ready to carry me to the bathtub filled with bubbles. I nod my head and wrap my arms around Mingyu"s shoulder as he carries me to the bathroom.

he slowly puts me down in the tub and gets a bowl of warm water; it was for my hair. I slide down into the water, letting it fill and cover everything around me. I rest my head on the bowl that was on Mingyu"s lap, I close my eyes as soon as Mingyu starts to wash my hair.

I feel him softly caressing my head and then suddenly his soft lips were on my forehead. I froze and gasp for air as I open my eyes, " Mingyu, what are you doing?" I ask with a confused tone. "You don"t even miss me? Woa... I missed you like crazy..." Mingyu replies.

After a few hours, Mingyu put me in bed and didn"t go home until I was deeply asleep. I kept having nightmares of what happened with Jimin today. I"m so scared that I tremble just thinking about it.

Next Day~

Under the gentle winter sun, its rays warm my skin - like kisses from the divine. I love winter. I could drink it up like a tonic. I run my fingers through my long black curly hair that I curled this morning, bouncing with every step I take as I walk towards Jungkook"s office.

I enter Jungkook"s office to see Jungkook seriously looking through a file as he softly caresses his bottom lip. I then hear him sigh loudly, making my heart beat faster because of the unusual tension in the room.

" Good morning, Mr. Jeon" I bow and then walk in front of his table, reading out the schedules for the day, " This morning you have a meeting in 20 minutes here at the-"

" Let"s cancel our marriage" Jungkook cuts me off coldly with his eyes piercing through mine. " What? What do you mean?" I ask, dropping my file down on the floor. " I said Let"s cancel our marriage..." Jungkook repeats again with no emotion in his voice or facial expressions, " Why? Is it because of last night? Jungkook, don"t worry I"m -"

" I don"t love you " Jungkook adds, cutting me off completely. I stand there, recalling whatever he just said to me a few seconds ago. I don"t know why but my heart was aching and my mind was going crazy.

" What? What did you just say?" I ask with tears in my eyes, " I said I don"t love you... So let"s not see each other anymore. You are fired ". I still couldn"t believe this. Is this a nightmare? I need to wake up!

" I already sign the forms. You sign it and don"t worry about your parents. I"ll talk to them." Jungkook says without even looking at me. I felt my tears freeze as the wind from the window blows my hair. I shiffer as I feel it slowly rolling down my cheeks.

" And who are you planning to marry if it"s not me? " I scoff, wiping my tears away quickly. " Why do you care? You are nothing compared to me... you have no right to worry about me" Jungkook states with a cold stare.

" If you"re done crying... Get out" Jungkook orders leaving me completely lost and hurt, "Jungkook, I know we don"t know each other that much but... I like being with you. I cherish every moment I spent -"

" I don"t want to hear it. Come in! " He cuts me off for the last time. I turn around to see a familiar girl walking towards me. I"m fired... then this girl is his new secretary?

" Good morning, Mr. Jeon I"ll be your new secretary - Lisa" Lisa greets the man who was my husband for a few days and now... It"s as if we"re complete strangers.

I feel so raw today; like there is no skin over my pain and the wind makes it bleed. I was wrong about how Jungkook would have been thinking about me... The foolish me just over thinks too much!

I slowly take steps back without even being in my real sense. I feel my leg weakening with every step I take, " h.e.l.lo? Ms. Cha? Are you okay?" Lisa tries to help me but I push her away as hard as I could.

She twists her ankle and lands on the floor, " Ya! Yoon Byeol-ah! What do you think you"re doing?!" Jungkook voice roars in the slient room. I was shaking, I didn"t know what I just did...

Lisa... Why does she get everything so easily? It"s like it"s been handed to her on a silver plate... She"s not even that rich but she took Mingyu away from me and now Jungkook..?

" How can you do this to me Jungkook?! When you knew everything?! I thought everything was going to be fine because I finally had someone to take my side... " I yell with my eyes on Jungkook.

"I thought I found someone who would love me for who I am and... suddenly you tell me that you don"t love me... You don"t have to love me so... can"t we just live like yesterday before that incident?" I ask and with every breath, my heart breaks as if a knife was just stabbing me non-stop.