I Don’t Want to Die in an Otome Game

「Ojou-sama. You…… You allowed a man who isn’t your lover to deeply kiss you……」

Deplorable, he seemed to be criticizing me with his face looking as if it was the end of the world.
I clenched my hands on my lap and said.

「I didn’t permit him. It was done forcibly.」

「Why did you allow his tongue to enter? Couldn’t you have clenched your teeth?!」

Karl raised his voice.

「Huh…… Haa?」

Karl was unusually exposing his emotions to me and I was dumbfounded by the contents of the conversation.
Clench your teeth in order to avoid the french kiss?
What sport would teach you that!

Even so, Karl was being serious.

「If you seriously detested it, you could have resisted.」

「And clenched my teeth? Well…… I think that may be overdoing it……」

I weakly reb.u.t.ted, but Karl was not finished.

「Then being kissed by a mongrel is fine?」

「No way, it’s different!」

I turned red.
That’s a terribly crude way of saying it.

「Then, Ojou-sama’s determination is lacking.」

「Is a kiss related to one’s determination?!」

It’s different! It’s different, Karl!

「You’re saying my 6 years of training was insufficient, ne? You timidly allowed a mongrel’s lips to delve so deeply……」

Karl, I’m already lost as to what you’re trying to say!
When I didn’t respond, Karl came closer.
What? Are we doing combat training right here?

And then, surprisingly, he took off his gla.s.ses and placed it on a table.
Rising from my seat, I put my guard up and prepared for Karl’s preemptive attack but my strength quickly left me and I fell back onto the sofa.
This is the first time in 6 years that I have seen Karl’s appearance without his gla.s.ses…… Dangerous!
Very dangerous!!
What a beauty! Such a beautiful face!
Like a cla.s.sic shoujo manga when someone removes their gla.s.ses and they become cute — this is the male version of it. The Karl who was already positively beautiful with his gla.s.ses had his beauty increased exponentially without it.
It’s already to the extent that you could say he looked unworldly.
Translucent white porcelain skin, sleek black hair and sparkling silver eyes, a straight nose bridge, and thin red lips.
Uwah, I understand already so please stop looking at me! Please do not come closer! You’re already a different creature from Karl!

However, Karl stood in front of me who sat frozen on the sofa and drew his face closer.
With a face full of smiles and grins, his lovely face also looked terribly intimidating.

To the me who already couldn’t talk, he gently put a finger under my jaw and lifted my face up.

「Resist.」

My eyes widened in surprise as Karl’s face drew near.

And then.
Karl’s lips covered mine.

「……Nn?」

What is this!
What is happening?
Karl is… That Karl is… He’s kissing me!

Karl’s lips were gently tucked between mine as he nibbled on them.
Sticking his tongue out, he licked my lips as if slowly tasting them.
With his soft wet tongue rubbing against my lips, my body began to feel somewhat impatient.

「Do you prefer keeping your eyes open?」

He whispered while continuing his licking, so I tightly shut my eyes. If I keep watching such a face, my vision will surely suffer in addition to my heart which was already painfully hammering away.

He was being gentle with the seams of my lips but he was boldly thrusting his

tongue, trying to pry it open.
And then before the thought could register, his lips covered mine and fervently sucked.

「Nnnnnnn」

I was confused and tried to push his chest away but both hands were brought above my head and I was pushed down on the sofa.
My breathing became rough and Karl loomed over while gazing at me.
His silver eyes were tinged with strong light that seemed to pierce through me.
Scary.
I felt terror towards Karl which I have never felt before.
For 6 years, I have always seen Karl as someone between a master and a family member.
However, I do not know if the Karl before me now is someone else.

「S-stop it, Ka……」

Shaking my head in resistance, his tongue finally thrust inside my mouth.
Karl’s tongue felt a little cold and was a bit ticklish as he traced my teeth.
He lightly rubbed the tip of tongue along the roof of my mouth.
Catching my tongue and entangling it, he sucked it into his own mouth.
Because of the intensity, I had no time to think about Neil-sama.
Tears are spilling from my eyes.
The pleasure from his stimulating kiss was unbearable and my back arched up from the sofa.
Stop, no; though I was saying so, my body acted differently.
A heat was brought out from deep within my body because of Karl’s kiss and was filling me up to the brim.

「Nn……」

Gasping for breath, a sweet voice leaked out from me.
Karl, who had heard it, curled up his lips in satisfaction.
Saliva had flowed from Karl’s mouth into mine and I was forced to swallow it.
The rest that I couldn’t swallow dripped from the edges of my mouth and flowed down the column of my throat.

「If you seriously detest it, you need to resist, you know?」

I made feeble attempts to resist but I was just kissed more fervently.
Awfully obscene wet sounds came from the place where Karl and I were connected.
I couldn’t resist.
I do not think that it was seriously detestable.
Karl’s kiss was truly frightening, but I was pleased with it.
Why?
Am I lewd?

「Come and resist me properly.」

With a devilish smile, the beautifully faced yet cruel butler kept tormenting me.
My lips have already swollen from his fervent ministrations but he continued to gently suck on them.
I didn’t understand the meaning of this kiss but I continued to bear the confusion towards him.

「Flora……」

I was embraced by Karl after I had lost all my strength and gone limp, and he blew a warm breath against my ear. Kissing and sucking my ear, I squirmed.

「How far have you gone with that man?」

「……No… Karl.」

「Answer me, Flora. Did he kiss your ears? Your b.r.e.a.s.t.s?」

「No…」

「Did he touch your body? That mongrel?」

「Because…」

「Embracing you like this, did you not resist? Has everything I’ve taught you until now been useless? Or is that you didn’t want to resist?」

「*twinge*…… Let me go already, Karl……」

When I sobbed that out, Karl let me go.
He took his gla.s.ses from the table and put it back on.

「Ojou-sama, please be more wary against men. Understood?」

He turned back into the usual Sebastian, tidied up the tea set, and wiped my face with a handkerchief as I collapsed onto the sofa while crying my heart out.

「……With this, the disinfection is done.」

「Yesterday’s thing was a punishment afterall…… wasn’t it?」

I rubbed my drowsy eyes.
Thanks to Karl, thoughts kept spinning round and round in my head yesterday and so I wasn’t able to sleep well.

My goodness, I have no idea what Karl was thinking about.
Even if you said it, I still couldn’t understand it. Did you want to ingrain into my body how terrible men could be?
Nevertheless, there should be a limit to your Spartan training.
To begin with, I don’t think that was even teaching the “guts to clench your teeth when being forcibly kissed”.
When I recalled Karl’s fervent kiss, there was a heat that filled up the inside my body and I turned red.

The mood during breakfast wasn’t refreshing at all, and I heard an outrageous report from my father.

「Flora’s fiancee has been decided. It’s Duke Alvin Rigordo.」

「Yessss?!」

Alvin-sama?!
That s.a.d.i.s.tic group-play rapist, Alvin-sama, is my fiance?!

On the morning of my 18th birthday, fate began to stir up more and more.