Chapter 289 - Completely Lose Control
As soon as the car"s door was closed, Zaki held Hinari"s shoulders and pinned her down. They were both breathing heavily due to their intense and seemingly endless wet kisses. Zaki"s head had gone blurry as he reached the peak of his self-control.
Looking at Hinari as she lay there with a completely reddened face, hair scattered on the car"s seat, Zaki couldn"t help but grip her wrist hard.
"Hinari… are you perhaps still thinking that my reactions to your overtures are different from those men you hate?" He asked. His jaws were tightening as he talked, showing her that he was completely at the very edge of his self control and could snap at any second now.
"Did you think I would restrain myself and not touch you when you"re provoking me like this? Don"t you think you"re thinking too highly of me?" Zaki continued. He was trying so hard. If only she was sober right now, he might already devoured her by now. But he knew she wasn"t. As he kissed her, he still could taste the alcohol in her mouth, causing him to realize that she wasn"t just drugged but was also drunk and the thought of that fact was the only thing holding him back.
However, as if she didn"t understand the words he said, the girl beneath him licked her own lips, s.e.xy enough that Zaki almost wanted to smack her to have her lose consciousness and just fall asleep.
"You… you are not like them. I want you." She uttered. Her voice was seductive as ever.
"How could you even say I"m not like them?" He asked, holding on to the tiniest strand of rationality left in him.
"Because, you"re so beautiful. I can"t help but want to devour you. I"m sorry, I can"t contain myself anymore. Your beauty is just too irresistible." She answered, making Zaki"s veins pop, one after another.
d.a.m.n it! Did she really think I"m the one who"s in danger here? And how could she still spout this kind of nonsense in this state?!
Zaki was starting to get angry. He was trying so hard not to succ.u.mb to the sweet temptation that he knew he would later regret and yet she was still driving him insane.
"I"m warning you, Hinari. I"m telling you now, I"m just like the other men you"ve met, all flesh and bones, unable to control their desires. Move once more and I won"t hesitate to eat you up even if you"re like this." He warned her. Zaki"s gaze were serious and dangerous, trying to scare her with his ferocity.
However, there was no relenting in her expression at all. She opened her mouth instead and spoke.
"You"re wrong. You"re not like them. You"re the only beauty I desire." She said as her eyes seemed to twinkle with something Zaki couldn"t explain. That moment, Zaki felt like he just heard something so out of this world. Well, Zaki"s brain censored out the word "beauty" and replaced it with the word "man". Thus, her words and the way she looked at him were like oil that was added into the fire inside him and in no time, all h.e.l.l broke loose.
The last string of self control he had left was burned into ashes and before he knew it, he was already kissing her like the world was about to end. He kissed her relentlessly from her lips down to her neck. His hands crawled over her as he started removing the strap of her dress without stopping from kissing her.
The fire was getting wilder and he knew there was no way he could extinguish such a huge fire anymore. His brain was numbed and all he wanted at that moment was to have her and make her completely his.
Zaki couldn"t even think about being gentle anymore. He could hear her m.o.a.ns and it was driving him crazy. Her response to his every move and not restraining herself to show him her vulnerable side was enough to make Zaki forget about everything else. He turned completely into someone he never thought he would become, as though another side of him had resurfaced. He never once thought he could be like this. He never once thought that one day, his carnal desire would overpower him.
Truth be told, Zaki thought that he was the same as Sei but he soon realized that he was different. He could feel every human emotion, however, he felt like the way his mind worked was different. He was always wondering why everyone around him, including Sei, would lose control of themselves. He didn"t understand why every single one of them, no matter how strong they were, would let all logic and reasoning fly out the window when cornered. He couldn"t fathom the reason why their emotions were able to get the better of them to the point that they couldn"t think straight anymore.
Zaki never understood because in his entire existence, he had never experienced it. He felt like his brain was being controlled well, as if it was a robot"s brain with some sort of programmed automatic limit. For a long time since he was taken in by Sei, Zaki was always the only one with an unaffected mind, no matter what the situation was. Even in the middle of life and death situations, nothing could affect the flow of his thoughts. He always thought that he wasn"t capable of becoming a normal human after all. This was also one of the reasons why he agreed to join that seduction tolerant training. He was curious to see if women could make him lose himself but it didn"t happen. Not until the moment Hinari had entered his life.
He was finally able to experience how it felt to completely lose control of oneself.
In no time, both of them were already half n.a.k.e.d. The heat from their bare skin cras.h.i.+ng with each other was beyond comprehension for Zaki.
He started touching every curve of her body like a hungry beast while Hinari gripped him hard that her nails almost pierced his skin as she continued m.o.a.ning with pleasure from the touch of his lips running down her b.r.e.a.s.t.
And by the time his warm hand reached her legs, everything turned uncontrollably wild.
The fire had reached the final phase.