Chapter 303: What do you want to do?
"Nanami, sit down on my bed first," Shishio said.
"Um." Nanami shyly nodded and sat on Shishio"s bed. When she sat down, she could smell Shishio"s smell, and she had to admit that it smelled nice, but then she was stunned when she saw Shishio take off his clothes. "Shi - Shishio-kun, why did you take off your clothes?!"
"You want to help me, right? So let me teach you how to do it," Shishio said with a smile.
"....." Nanami wasn"t sure what they would do, but she didn"t want to run away.
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"It feels great, Nanami. You seem to have talent in this area," Shishio said with a comfortable sigh.
"Is - is this really good, Shishio-kun?" Nanami asked shyly, but she was happy when he praised her.
"Yes, it feels nice, Nanami."
Hearing his confirmation, Nanami smiled as she moved her hands excitedly.
"Yes, move your hands like that, Nanami."
"Um, Shishio-kun."
Shishio felt that it was great his room had become soundproof since he didn"t need to worry about anything. However, he also knew that he needed to be careful so what they were doing wouldn"t be known by someone.
"Still, have you learned to ma.s.sage someone, Nanami?"
"Yes, I have given my parents a ma.s.sage in the past."
Shishio and Nanami didn"t do anything weird. Instead, he asked her to ma.s.sage him, and she happily did it for him.
Shishio knew that he didn"t need a ma.s.sage, especially when he had an "Enhanced Recovery" along with his powerful body and "Orthopedic Mastery," his muscles had always been in the optimum condition.
However, who would reject being ma.s.saged by a beautiful girl?
"Still, your body is soft, Shishio-kun. I thought it would be hard," Nanami said in surprise when she gave Shishio"s calf a ma.s.sage. When she saw his muscular body, she thought that her power wouldn"t be enough to give him a ma.s.sage, but unexpectedly, his body was quite soft.
Shishio wanted to show Nanami that there was one part of his body that would become hard if she touched it, but he decided to keep quiet and said, "If my muscle is all tough, then it isn"t good. Being soft is a good thing for muscle since it shows that my muscle is healthy."
"Really?" Nanami tried to touch her shoulder and could feel that it was a bit tough. "My shoulder is a bit hard, so it isn"t good?"
"Let me check it." Shishio sat up and touched Nanami"s shoulder. "Well, it is quite stiff, but isn"t it normal? You have worked a lot of part-time jobs after all."
However...
"Ahn~~."
Nanami suddenly moaned since she felt that his touch was so good!
Her face was covered in blush, and she was so shy. "Shi - Shishio-kun."
"Relax. I"m quite good with giving someone a ma.s.sage." Shishio didn"t really want Nanami to turn back since something had stood up at that moment, and he needed time to calm it down. Still, because she used a ponytail hairstyle, her beautiful nape was shown, which made him a bit restless, and he regretted bringing her to his room since he was afraid that the demon inside him might be awoken.
"Bu - but I"m your maid, right? How you give a ma.s.sage to your maid!" Even though it felt good being ma.s.saged by Shishio, when Nanami thought about her status, she felt that she shouldn"t indulge herself in his ma.s.sage!
"Right now, you"re not my maid, but you"re Nanami, my friend, alright?" Shishio said clearly.
"Th - that"s too unfair, Shishio-kun..." Nanami knew that it might be part of Shishio"s personality that he was so gentle, but if this continued, then...
"Shishio-kun, just why ---"
"Why am I so gentle, right?" Shishio suddenly cut Nanami"s words.
Nanami turned her head and looked at Shishio, who had worn his clothes, without noticing it. She wasn"t sure why she felt a bit disappointed, but she nodded. "Um."
Still, the distance between them was so close that they could feel each other"s breath, and if they leaned forward slightly, their lips might touch each other.
"Look, Nanami, I just want to help you, but it isn"t because of pity, or I want to feel good because I help you, or any other reason. I want to help you because I want to help you, there"s no other meaning, but if you force me to give you a reason, then it might be because I can get the good impression of a cute girl like you." Shishio wasn"t sure why it was so hard to receive someone"s help, but he somehow also understood Nanami"s feeling.
In Nanami"s heart, Shishio had helped her so much and given her a job that could make her relax and focus on her dream, and it was also the reason she wanted to do something more for him.
Nanami looked at Shishio and asked, "You like me?"
"Of course, I like you. Who doesn"t like a cute girl like you?" Shishio said without hiding it.
"But - but you have a girlfriend, you know?" Nanami blushed and asked this question Shishio.
"Nanami, I"m a sc.u.mbag," Shishio said calmly.
"....." Nanami.
"I have four girlfriends. Nana is one of them," Shishio said softly.
Nanami felt a bomb drop directly into her head, and she felt that all the noise around her disappear as she looked at him dizzily. She blinked her eyes and asked, "...Really?"
"Yes." Shishio nodded calmly.
"Your girlfriends... is it Nana, Maiko, Mea, and Mashiro?" Nanami asked in a low voice.
"Nana and Mashiro are my girlfriends, but Maiko and Mea aren"t my girlfriends." There was also Roberta, but Shishio felt that his relationship with Roberta was more than girlfriends, and he felt that Nanami"s head might go overheated so it was better to tell this matter in the future after she had calmed down.
"Then who are the last two?"
"They are Miu and Saki. You might have seen them before," Shishio said.
"They"re seniors, right?"
"Yes."
"...."
There was a moment of silence between the two until Nanami asked, "Why do you tell me all of this?"
"Nanami, I"m a sc.u.mbag. If you keep asking me whether there"s something that I want you to do, then I might misunderstand your intention and ask you some perverted requests since you"re a cute girl," Shishio said bluntly.
"Per - perverted request!" Nanami blushed instantly.
"But you"re also responsible for this," Shishio said with a sigh.
"Huh? Is it my fault?" Nanami was dumbfounded.
"Of course, if you"re not beautiful, then how will I be tempted by you?" Shishio put all the blame on Nanami, which made her slightly helpless. Looking at Nanami, who fell silent, he patted her head again and said, "That"s why this is enough, alright? If you ask more, then I might not be able to---" He stopped, or rather, he couldn"t talk since he was kissed!
Shishio blinked his eyes and looked at Nanami, who had kissed his lips!
Nanami wasn"t sure how she did this, but it might be an impulse. However, one thing"s for sure. She knew she wanted to do this. "His lips feel so nice." She didn"t expect that kissing would be so nice, but she knew that she had done something wrong and she wasn"t sure what to do after this, considering she would be living with him from now on and Shiina was also his girlfriend, so Shiina might find out about this matter. Her head was in a mess, and she directly ran away after she had kissed him, but how could Shishio let her out so easily?
Shishio quickly hugged Nanami"s waist and didn"t let her go. "Don"t run. If you run, then our relationship will be awkward from now on. Let"s talk."
"..."
Nanami knew what Shishio had told her was right, and she knew that if she ran away now, it would be difficult to fix their relationship.
"Still, I"m not sure what to say in this situation since I never expected that a girl would kiss me after I"d told her that I"m a sc.u.mbag." Shishio was unsure how to react to this situation since it was so sudden.
"You don"t need to do anything..." Nanami"s voice suddenly fell and said, "It was just my selfish act and an impulse. You don"t need to do anything, Shishio-kun."
"So we"ll pretend that nothing has happened like there"s nothing between us?" Shishio asked.
"Yes..." Nanami nodded without looking at Shishio"s face, looking down at her feet, unable to look at his face. If possible, she just wanted to run away, holed up in her room, but she knew that she couldn"t since she needed to fix the mistake that she had made. "You don"t need to be responsible for me. I know that I have troubled you, so let"s forget this, alright? Let"s pretend nothing has happened before and ---" Before she finished her words, she was kissed by Shishio!
Nanami was surprised, and she couldn"t react for a while before she started to enjoy their kiss, and she didn"t care about anything right now.
Shishio inserted his tongue inside Nanami"s mouth and entangled her tongue against his, creating a lewd sound as they kissed.
Nanami"s hands also started to relax and hugged Shishio"s neck as she let him push her to the bed.
They kept kissing as if they couldn"t get enough of each other until they parted because they needed to take a breath.
Neither of them said anything as they stared at each other"s eyes.
Nanami was quite shy at this moment and didn"t dare to look at him, but she still looked at him since she wanted to know why he had kissed her.
"Nanami, as I have said before, I"m a sc.u.mbag, but I"m not trash. You have given me your first kiss, and I won"t pretend that there"s nothing between us, but at the same time, I want you to understand my situation and think about what you want to do with our relationship." Shishio looked at Nanami and said, "I know that you were under an impulse to kiss me, and if we have decided to date each other because of this, I"m afraid that the two of us will be unhappy in the future, so I want you to think what do you want to do? Do you want me to be responsible or just play around?"
"...What do you want to do, Shishio-kun?" Nanami asked while looking at Shishio.
"Nanami, I have four girlfriends. Frankly, even if I have one more, it doesn"t really matter to me," Shishio said simply.
Nanami had to admit hearing these words. She felt that Shishio was really a sc.u.mbag.
"So it has never been about me. It"s about you. What do you want us to be? Do you want to be a couple with me? Or do you want us to just play around together, learn each other"s bodies, and have fun together?" Shishio asked while feeling the heat on her body.
"What if we become a couple?" Nanami asked.
"If we become a couple, then I"ll be responsible for you, but at the same time, you"ll also be responsible for me. Even though it is unfair to you and I"m being selfish, I hope that you can only love me in your life after we have become a couple," Shishio said as he stared at Nanami.
Nanami looked at Shishio with a blush, blinked her eyes, but then she felt a bit hesitant and asked, "What... what if we just play around?"
"If we just play around, then I"m okay with it. You don"t need to be entangled with our feelings, and I"ll teach you a lot of fun things together, and if in the future, you fall in love with someone, you"re free to leave me," Shishio said softly.
"...." Nanami still blinked her eyes as she stared at him, but inwardly she felt uncomfortable since she realized that her existence wasn"t so important in Shishio"s heart.
"However, if that really happens, then I hope that you can be truthful with me and tell me that you have fallen in love with someone and want us to break up, alright?" Shishio said, but Nanami didn"t give him an answer. He kissed Nanami"s forehead and pressed his forehead against her. "I"m not saying that you should answer this question now, and you should think about this question thoroughly."
"...Do you love me, Shishio-kun?" Nanami asked.
"What do you think?" Shishio didn"t answer Nanami"s question and asked her this question.
Nanami opened her mouth then closed it again since she knew Shishio"s feeling toward her.
"Don"t show such an expression. Even if I don"t fall for you right now, it doesn"t mean that I won"t love you in the future. What"s important right now is, what do you want to do with our relationship?" Shishio said as he caressed her hair.
"Um..." Nanami nodded and fell under deep thought. If possible, she wanted Shishio to hug her tightly, telling her that he loved her, but she knew it was her selfish desire. He didn"t love her, and she forced her feelings toward him, making him feel guilty so they could be in a relationship.
If they were really together, Nanami also hoped that Shishio could be happy with her, but she knew everything needed a process. She also needed to think about his other girlfriends since even if he accepted her feelings, what about his other girlfriends?
"Still, no matter what your decision, don"t forget that you"re also my maid, alright?" Shishio said with a cheeky smile.
"....." Nanami really wanted to smack this guy"s head at that moment. She was a bit furious and moved away from him directly. "Don"t worry. I will clean up your room later." However, when she was about to stand up, she was hugged by him again and fell in his arms. She wanted to escape, but she couldn"t, so she just pouted while looking away, showing that she was angry.
"Great." Shishio smiled and said, "Still, since you"re a good maid. Let me reward you."
"Reward?"
Nanami was curious what kind of reward she would get, but she didn"t expect to be kissed again!
Nanami was surprised, but then she closed her eyes and started to enjoy her third kiss. She knew that this relationship was bad and this guy was a sc.u.mbag, but she knew that she loved him even with all of that.