"There is not the least reason, Cecilia, to be anxious about my prospects. I mean to be Sir Jervis Redwood"s favorite before I have been a week in his service."
She stopped, and pointed to the house. The governess was approaching them. "One more kiss, darling. We shall not forget the happy hours we have spent together; we shall constantly write to each other." She broke down at last. "Oh, Cecilia! Cecilia! leave me for G.o.d"s sake--I can"t bear it any longer!"
The governess parted them. Emily dropped into the chair that her friend had left. Even her hopeful nature sank under the burden of life at that moment.
A hard voice, speaking close at her side, startled her.
"Would you rather be Me," the voice asked, "without a creature to care for you?"
Emily raised her head. Francine, the unnoticed witness of the parting interview, was standing by her, idly picking the leaves from a rose which had dropped out of Cecilia"s nosegay.
Had she felt her own isolated position? She had felt it resentfully.
Emily looked at her, with a heart softened by sorrow. There was no answering kindness in the eyes of Miss de Sor--there was only a dogged endurance, sad to see in a creature so young.
"You and Cecilia are going to write to each other," she said. "I suppose there is some comfort in that. When I left the island they were glad to get rid of me. They said, "Telegraph when you are safe at Miss Ladd"s school." You see, we are so rich, the expense of telegraphing to the West Indies is nothing to us. Besides, a telegram has an advantage over a letter--it doesn"t take long to read. I daresay I shall write home.
But they are in no hurry; and I am in no hurry. The school"s breaking up; you are going your way, and I am going mine--and who cares what becomes of me? Only an ugly old schoolmistress, who is paid for caring.
I wonder why I am saying all this? Because I like you? I don"t know that I like you any better than you like me. When I wanted to be friends with you, you treated me coolly; I don"t want to force myself on you. I don"t particularly care about you. May I write to you from Brighton?"
Under all this bitterness--the first exhibition of Francine"s temper, at its worst, which had taken place since she joined the school--Emily saw, or thought she saw, distress that was too proud, or too shy, to show itself. "How can you ask the question?" she answered cordially.
Francine was incapable of meeting the sympathy offered to her, even half way. "Never mind how," she said. "Yes or no is all I want from you."
"Oh, Francine! Francine! what are you made of! Flesh and blood? or stone and iron? Write to me of course--and I will write back again."
"Thank you. Are you going to stay here under the trees?"
"Yes."
"All by yourself?"
"All by myself."
"With nothing to do?"
"I can think of Cecilia."
Francine eyed her with steady attention for a moment.
"Didn"t you tell me last night that you were very poor?" she asked.
"I did."
"So poor that you are obliged to earn your own living?"
"Yes."
Francine looked at her again.
"I daresay you won"t believe me," she said. "I wish I was you."
She turned away irritably, and walked back to the house.
Were there really longings for kindness and love under the surface of this girl"s perverse nature? Or was there nothing to be hoped from a better knowledge of her?--In place of tender remembrances of Cecilia, these were the perplexing and unwelcome thoughts which the more potent personality of Francine forced upon Emily"s mind.
She rose impatiently, and looked at her watch. When would it be her turn to leave the school, and begin the new life?
Still undecided what to do next, her interest was excited by the appearance of one of the servants on the lawn. The woman approached her, and presented a visiting-card; bearing on it the name of _Sir Jervis Redwood_. Beneath the name, there was a line written in pencil: "Mrs.
Rook, to wait on Miss Emily Brown." The way to the new life was open before her at last!
Looking again at the commonplace announcement contained in the line of writing, she was not quite satisfied. Was it claiming a deference toward herself, to which she was not ent.i.tled, to expect a letter either from Sir Jervis, or from Miss Redwood; giving her some information as to the journey which she was about to undertake, and expressing with some little politeness the wish to make her comfortable in her future home?
At any rate, her employer had done her one service: he had reminded her that her station in life was not what it had been in the days when her father was living, and when her aunt was in affluent circ.u.mstances.
She looked up from the card. The servant had gone. Alban Morris was waiting at a little distance--waiting silently until she noticed him.
CHAPTER VIII. MASTER AND PUPIL.
Emily"s impulse was to avoid the drawing-master for the second time.
The moment afterward, a kinder feeling prevailed. The farewell interview with Cecilia had left influences which pleaded for Alban Morris. It was the day of parting good wishes and general separations: he had only perhaps come to say good-by. She advanced to offer her hand, when he stopped her by pointing to Sir Jervis Redwood"s card.
"May I say a word, Miss Emily, about that woman?" he asked
"Do you mean Mrs. Rook?"
"Yes. You know, of course, why she comes here?"
"She comes here by appointment, to take me to Sir Jervis Redwood"s house. Are you acquainted with her?"
"She is a perfect stranger to me. I met her by accident on her way here. If Mrs. Rook had been content with asking me to direct her to the school, I should not be troubling you at this moment. But she forced her conversation on me. And she said something which I think you ought to know. Have you heard of Sir Jervis Redwood"s housekeeper before to-day?"
"I have only heard what my friend--Miss Cecilia Wyvil--has told me."
"Did Miss Cecilia tell you that Mrs. Rook was acquainted with your father or with any members of your family?"
"Certainly not!"
Alban reflected. "It was natural enough," he resumed, "that Mrs. Rook should feel some curiosity about You. What reason had she for putting a question to me about your father--and putting it in a very strange manner?"
Emily"s interest was instantly excited. She led the way back to the seats in the shade. "Tell me, Mr. Morris, exactly what the woman said."
As she spoke, she signed to him to be seated.
Alban observed the natural grace of her action when she set him the example of taking a chair, and the little heightening of her color caused by anxiety to hear what he had still to tell her. Forgetting the restraint that he had hitherto imposed on himself, he enjoyed the luxury of silently admiring her. Her manner betrayed none of the conscious confusion which would have shown itself, if her heart had been secretly inclined toward him. She saw the man looking at her. In simple perplexity she looked at the man.
"Are you hesitating on my account?" she asked. "Did Mrs. Rook say something of my father which I mustn"t hear?"
"No, no! nothing of the sort!"