1358 Chapter 1358: become stronger to protect yourself
Perhaps because of w.a.n.g Lintao’s existence, Jiang Xiao had unconsciously let down all her guard and also made her more friendly to Gu Yan.
More importantly..
“Actually, I… Liked Ah Tao back then.”This was a secret that had been buried in the bottom of her heart for many years, and Jiang Xiao had never told anyone.
Even w.a.n.g Lintao himself did not know about it.
But today, she had revealed it to a person whom she had only met less than an hour ago.
Perhaps it was because… the other party would have to walk his own path in the future.
After Gu Yan heard it, she was not surprised. Instead, she continued to tell Jiang Xiao many things about w.a.n.g Lintao in the northern ridge warrior camp.
Jiang Xiao was entranced by it.
Perhaps it was because she knew that the two of them were destined to never be together again, but she hadn’t asked around for news about the other party in all these years.
However, not asking around didn’t mean that she didn’t care.
The thoughts and thoughts in her heart were very strong, and they were intertwined with guilt, causing her to go crazy.
Gradually, Jiang Xiao’s expression changed. She might have started to lose her sense of reason and reality.
Gu Yan noticed it and knew that she was about to go crazy again.
Therefore, while she was still conscious, Gu Yan said, “My goal is to become a female special trooper.”
Jiang Xiao was stunned.
She raised her head and looked at the beautiful female student before her.
“Yes, it will be difficult…”
“I know.”Gu Yan nodded with determination in her eyes, “But people always have their ideals. In order to have their ideals, they must work hard to pursue their goals. This is a matter of course. “In fact, no matter what you do, you will encounter danger. “Yes, it may be more difficult for women to do these jobs. “However, even if a woman walks on the road, she may be harmed by others. So, what does it matter what kind of job she does?”
“But…”Jiang Xiao really wanted to refute, but after thinking for a long time, she still didn’t know what to say.
Gu Yan continued, “It’s precisely because it’s difficult that I want to challenge more. Also, if I become stronger, won’t I be able to protect myself and protect more people?”
Protect myself, protect more people..
Jiang Xiao lowered her head, and crystal-clear tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
She covered her face, and tears flowed down her fingers.
“I’m too weak. I can’t protect myself, and I’ve harmed many people. I…”
“So, I still have to become stronger, better, and braver. Also,”Gu Yan quietly looked at Jiang Xiao, whose face was covered in tears, she said softly, “Running away and even wanting to spend the rest of your life is a sign of cowardice. “I don’t know if you had any heroic thoughts when you were my age, but I do now. “I want to work hard to become better. “The glory of the Black Star Troopers is the highest goal in my heart.”
Jiang Xiao was moved.
Back then, she was also this pa.s.sionate and hot-blooded.
However..
Jiang Xiao said lightly and sadly, “You have to think this through. If you really choose this path, then you can only move forward bravely. You Don’t have the time to be like the other female comrades and lead a romantic and stable life.”
What Jiang Xiao meant was that because of this, she had completely missed out on w.a.n.g Lintao’s love.
The two of them would never be able to return to the beginning.
w.a.n.g Lintao would even continue to blame her for destroying their entire team.
Gu Yan, however, had a smile on her face. She said softly and firmly, “I’m already married.”
“What?”Jiang Xiao was very surprised.