If It's Your Will

It hurts, I think death is a much easier choice right now . How come these things are happening to me and that curse when will it loose its effect . I want to live but why does the world just let me be happy .

I just want a simple life where I can live peacefully and happy .  I don"t want anymore of this pain .

It really hurts .

Does this pain want to penetrate through my soul too?
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I don"t know why but suddenly it became so warm and the pain somehow subsided, it feels so comfortable and it feels like I have been wanting this warmth all of my life .

I have pushed myself more inside the comfortable warmth and somehow it also envelops me .  I have tried to open my eyes but my it seems like I can"t but still I persevered until I have caught a glimpse of light .

When I open my eyes I found out that I"m in someone"s arms and I can"t get out because of the tightness of his hold .
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I cannot see his face but I think he is sleeping .

I wonder if it"s already evening .  I can"t see anything clearly but I think I"m inside of a carriage since the place is moving and I can hear the horses" hooves .

I have tried once again to move but I immediately stopped when I felt a very excruciating pain .  I have to hold my clothing to prevent myself from making a sound but unknown to me the clothing that I had hold is the one that possess to person holding me .

I can feel his grunt and then suddenly I think his head looked at and it seems like he is awake .

I have gulped some saliva because of nervous since I didn"t know the person .

"Wan Gouwei tell them to stop the carriage" He suddenly spoke and it almost make me have a heart attack and that is also when someone opened the door and the light from the moon penetrate inside the carriage and I found a person in white clothes and then someone holding a lamp that somehow someone I already met .

When the person in white clothing looked at me he just stared at me for a second then he just stayed like that for a minute before his eyes turn wide, and he cannot move .

"What"s the matter Wan Gouwei?" The person who holds me asked and that is when my attention came to him .

He also stared at me when I looked at him and I don"t know why but I feel like I have met this person but I can"t remember someone like him .

I just stared at him, and he also stared at me and when the light of the lamp completely illuminated the room that is when I see his face, and then he touched my face, and he let me see my own tears .

Huh?

How come I"m crying is it because of the pain?

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