Slowly, my consciousness surfaces from within the darkness.
The first thing I recognized wasn’t my own warmth. But a firm, large and pleasant warmth.
Somehow, I have a feeling I don’t want to lose it, so I cling on tighter.
Did I put too much strength? The warmth moved with a twitch.
…Huh…? It feels similar to something recently…
With that thought being stuck in the corner of my mind, I tried to perceive the situation with my still unclear head.
patapata
Firm, it seems to be the body of a person.
Slowly, I raise my head.
The person that appeared was…
「Prince Sedrim…」
I look at the sleeping Prince’s face while frowning.
Then, I was clinging onto…?
Lowering my gaze from the Prince’s face, the colour of flesh was in front of me.
It’s the Prince’s arm.
Straight away, I recall the scene from the other day.
And just like that day, I’m presently naked.
Separating from his arm I was clinging onto, I got up, grabbed the blanket and hid my body.
「Ouch!」
A dull pain ran through my abdomen.
「Eh?」
While being wrapped up in the blanket, timidly, I check the situation.
On top of the brand new pure white sheets, there was a dark red stain. And I feel a dull pain in my abdomen.
When I reached down my hand, there was a raw lukewarm feeling.
There was sticky blood on my hand.
I was dumbstruck by this expected event.
Eh? What’s this situation…. Why’s there blood…? No way, no way no way no way…!?
But this pain, it’s what my cla.s.smate had talked about…
Is it, as I feared…?
The moment I thought that, a sense of loss from losing something important welled up.
poro…
「A lie…」
When I touched the warmth drifting down my cheeks, it was tears.
As soon as I was aware of it, my tears overflowed like rain.
「This, can’t be.」
Without being able to hold back my tears, it poured out one after another.
「No way, no waay…」
Because I was crying and didn’t notice,
「What’s wrong…? What happened? Why are you crying…?」
the Prince who had awoken, called out to me as I was crying.
「No way, how cruueel. Doing something like that while I was asleep…. Stuupid Prince.」
Although he’s a good-for-nothing, even though he’s a weird prince, but even then, I believed he wouldn’t do such a thing.
Feeling betrayed, my tears poured out once again.
「What do you mean, suddenly calling me stupid. What happened? Can you tell me the reason without crying? How come you’re crying so much?」
Although with a slightly peevish tone, he talks gently and tries to get information out of me.1
「Sniff, because, Prince, such a thing… sniff, waaaaaaaaaa.」
My tears welled up midway through my words.
「That’s why, if you don’t say it clearly, how can I understand anything?」
With me unable to hold back my tears no matter what, I slightly shifted my body and pointed towards the stain on the sheets.
「Still, blood…, sniff, it, hasn’t stopped.」
Looking at the stain left on the sheets, then at me who’s continuously crying, the Prince was awfully shaken.
「The blood hasn’t stopped, what do you mean? No, leaving that aside, this blood is…?」
「Pri…nce, how, horrible. Even feigning, ignorance.」
Was I, always this weak?
It was certainly a shock.
I haven&
rsquo;t been interested in stuff like this so far, I had thought I wouldn’t be in a relationship for a long time, was what I mostly thought before this incident.2!!
After all, I lack the charm of a woman since my body is small and has little flesh.
But I didn’t think I would pour out so much tears to that extent.3
Maybe, I believed. That the Prince wouldn’t do something like that to me.
That Prince who only loves adult-like women br.i.m.m.i.n.g with ‘charm’.
The moment I thought of that, a pain ran through my heart.
「Eh? Feigning ignorance…, eh, perhaps…? No wait! I didn’t do it! I didn’t do anything you know!?」
Before I could think about the pain, I heard the Prince’s words.
Didn’t do anything he says, then, what, is this situation…?
This blood…? This pain…?
While also feeling sadness, I seethed into anger.
「You’re horrible! Didn’t do anything in this situation, you say! This blood! The pain I feel in my stomach! Didn’t do anything, you say, then what’s going on!?」
Too irresponsible!
After I shouted, my stomach oozed in pain.
「I also don’t understand! In any case! I’ll call some people over, so obediently stay here! Okay?!」
The Prince left behind those words, then hurriedly left the room.
After the Prince left the room, various things popped up into my head as they span round and round.
Being my first time for something like this, it’s too horrible.
As for what I can remember, it’s only up until I drank a large amount of wine.
The Prince should’ve carried me here.
The memories of the new house, eating a self-cooked meal after so long, and smiling.
And when I woke up, this situation occurred.
Once again, my tears starts pouring out.
My first partner is the Prince. After thinking about it, that sort of thing in itself isn’t that unpleasant, when I thought of that, I was a little surprised4. Maa, I would’ve offered it up to someone eventually anyway…
That is, the partner for my first time being a person I loved, or something, it wasn’t like I never had those kinds of thoughts but…
Even though he’s a good-for-nothing, he’s kind in his own way, I also understand he pays attention to me…5
However, doing that while I was asleep can’t be forgiven.
Ah, what am I going to do if I get pregnant…
What happens if a child is born from this…
The child of the Prince and myself…?
After thinking that far, I realize my face had gone red.
Nonono, in the first place, it’s not possible for me to have a child yet!
Huh…?
Something’s not right.6
Before I could think about it, with a batabata, I realized someone was coming.
「Sakura-sama!」
Raising my head towards the voice, a lady in a maid uniform was there.
「Eh? Chiffon-san…?」