He had been missed: she sounded lonely and waiting. She had changed; she was in trousers that were white or cream.
She said in a whisper, "I feel like a port and lemon."
But the bar was silent and desolate; and the joke, which had to do with the colonel and Doris Marshall, didn"t work.
They sat without talking, sipping sherry, studying the photographs and watercolours on the panelled walls and the dusty Johnny Walker figure on their table. The colonel, now wearing silver-rimmed gla.s.ses, sat below one of the ceiling lamps and read a paperback; he was drinking gin. The boy with the red tunic drooped behind the counter, looking down at the counter.
There were footsteps on the gravel, on the concrete steps, on the verandah, and a tall, thin African stood in a doorway of the bar. Below a ragged army raincoat he wore a black suit, a dirty white shirt and a black bowtie; his army-style boots were caked in mud. He stood in the doorway until the colonel looked at him. Then he bowed and said, "Good evening, Colonel, sir."
The Colonel nodded and went back to his book.
Tiptoeing in his boots, moving swiftly, not looking at anything in the room, the African went and stood at the bar. The boy poured him a whisky and soda. The African curled thin, long fingers around the gla.s.s. As he raised the gla.s.s, he rolled his eyes to one side to look at Bobby and Linda.
The colonel went on reading. The silence in the room was like the silence outside.
A motor vehicle hummed in the distance, and then it was in the boulevard. It came closer, its lights lit up the boulevard; it was just outside, it turned into the yard. Two doors banged. Linda, Bobby and the barboy looked at the verandah. It was two Israelis, small, slender men in civilian clothes. They acknowledged the colonel but didn"t look at Bobby or Linda. When the barboy went to their table they gave their order without looking up at the boy; and then they spoke softly, almost in whispers, in their own language, like people under orders not to fraternize, comment or see.
One hand in his pocket now, the African finished his drink. Carefully, with thumb and forefinger he placed a coin at the far end of the counter. He stopped near the colonel"s table, again waited to be seen, bowed and said, "Good night, Colonel. Thank you, sir."
The colonel bowed.
When the African had gone the colonel looked at Bobby and Linda over his gla.s.ses and said with what might have been a smile, "Well, at least some of us still dress."
Linda smiled.
Bobby set his face, and he had the satisfaction of seeing the colonel give up his attempt at a smile.
"You don"t have to tell me what your rooms are like," the colonel said. "I haven"t been up those stairs for three or four months." He put one hand to his hip. "Peter looks after that now. Head boy. You should see his quarters. Used to inspect the quarters once a month. Gave that up years ago. Couldn"t bear it. What"s the use, what"s the use?" Holding the paperback in both hands, flexing the spine, he began to read again.
A tall liveried boy came in from the adjoining room and said to the colonel, "Dinner, sir."
The two Israelis got up at once and went in with their drinks.
Linda said, "I"ll go upstairs for a moment."
Bobby didn"t wait in the bar. He went into the dining-room. It was a large open room with two square pillars in the middle and wide wire-netted windows in the wall that faced the lake. The panelled side walls were hung with more watercolours. There were about twelve tables and all were laid. Half a dozen sauce bottles, a tall silver cruet-stand and a stack of books and magazines marked the colonel"s table. The table to which the boy led Bobby was laid for three.
The boy was big and he moved briskly, creating little turbulences of stink. The cuffs and collar of his red tunic were oily black; oil gleamed on his cheeks and neck. The menu he gave Bobby was written out in a strong old-fashioned sloping hand: five courses.
Linda came back.
"That was quick," Bobby said.
She took the menu and frowned hard at it. "I saw someone in your room."
She continued to frown, and Bobby understood that she wasn"t just giving him news; she expected him to go and look. He was irritated by the casual feminine demand. But temper left him as soon as he was out of the dining-room.
A dim light burned above the stairwell. There was no light in the corridor upstairs. When he put on the light in his room the window threw back a dark reflection. The bed hadn"t been turned down; his open suitcase was as he had left it; the yellow native shirt hung on the back of a chair. Nothing had been disturbed; nothing had changed. Only the smells seemed sharper.
He went across the corridor to Linda"s room: a smaller room, but lighter and fresher: the colonel had shown Linda favour. On an armchair he saw the bra.s.siere of the day, the shirt, the mud-spattered blue trousers with their intimate creases and still, around the crumpled waistband and smooth hips, retaining something of the shape of the wearer. A bright silver object shone on the bare bedside table: a bit of foil, a sachet torn open by clumsy fingers. It wasn"t a shampoo. It was a v.a.g.i.n.al deodorant with an appalling name.
The s.l.u.t, Bobby thought, the s.l.u.t.
Walking across the dining-room again, he smiled down at the floor. But when he sat down at the table he had stopped smiling and his face was set. He saw that the third place-setting had been cleared away. And again it was a little time before he understood the nature of Linda"s stare, which he had been ignoring. He had resolved to be silent; now he found himself saying, in a conspiratorial whisper that matched Linda"s, "I didn"t see anyone."
Linda was less than satisfied. Her forehead twitched; she gave an impatient sigh and shifted away.
Bobby was hating everything.
Presently the colonel came in, with his stiff, halting step. He had a finger between his book. He was flushed; the gin was working on him. He looked about the room with satisfaction, as though it was quite full. He looked benignly at Linda.
"Have you read this?" He lifted the book: it was by Naomi Jacob: Linda couldn"t read the t.i.tle. "It"s very good about the mentality of the Hun. Don"t show me the menu," he said to the boy. "I wrote it. I"ll have the soup. Used to get them here. Those package tours from Frankfurt. Had to drop them."
You mean they dropped you, Bobby thought.
"They would eat up your profits," the colonel said. "Literally eat them up. We used to do a buffet for them. Terrible idea. Never offer the Hun a buffet. He isn"t happy until he"s eaten every last sc.r.a.p. He believes the new ham on the buffet is for him alone. There used to be a stampede. I saw two women fight. No, no; clear away the buffet as soon as you see the Hun coming. Meet the horde at the door and say, "It"s strictly fixed portions today, gentlemen." "
"They are tremendous eaters," Linda said.
"Like the Belgians. Now there"s a crowd. We used to get lots of them here from the other side. The only thing you can say for the Belgian is that he knows a good bottle of burgundy. Little of that sort of thing here now, though. Of course a lot of this" he waved at the wire-netted windows, at the darkness, at the lake "a lot of this is their doing. They thought they would just come from little Belgium and start living the good life right away. No work. Nothing like that. Just the good life. There was this woman just before the troubles, she said to me, "But it"s our estate. The king gave it to us." You should see what they got up to over there. Mansions, palaces, swimming pools. You should have seen. There"s these two tribes among them "
"The Flemings and the Walloons," Linda said.
"They sound the opposite of what they should be. The Walloons should be the fat ones, but they are rather thin and refined. The Flemings should be thin, but they are fat. Ever seen a party of Flemings at the trough? They would order dinner for ten o"clock and get here at seven. At seven. They would start drinking. Just to make themselves hungry. By eight they would be hungry and nibbling at everything and getting the boys to run back and forth with more and more savouries. You"ve got to watch the savouries when the Belgians are around. And they would keep on drinking and drinking, getting themselves hungrier and hungrier. The food"s in here, the boys are waiting. But they said ten, and they"re not coming in until ten. Until ten o"clock they"re just building up their appet.i.tes. Quarrelling, shouting, playing cards. Children screaming. Everybody shouting at the boys for more savouries. There would be pandemonium in that bar, from one little Fleming family party. Then at ten they would come in and eat solidly for an hour and a half. Grunting and snorting together. Mother, father, child. Everyone a little ball of fat. That was the sort of example they were setting. You can"t blame the Africans. The Africans have eyes. They can see. The African"s very funny that way. You can drive him hard for weeks on end. But one day he"ll gallop away with you."
There was a crash in the kitchen, and a burst of high-pitched chatter. One voice rose quickly to a squeal which sounded like laughter; and then all the voices in the kitchen squealed together.
The colonel became abstracted; he was no longer looking directly at Linda. The Israelis talked softly. The tall boy came to clear away Bobby and Linda"s plates and left a little of his stink behind.
"You saw that chap in the evening dress?" the colonel asked.
Bobby frowned. Linda was about to smile, but she saw that the colonel was not smiling.
"He"s been coming here for a month or so. Ever since he picked up those clothes. I don"t know who he is."
Linda said, "He was awfully polite."
"Oh yes, all very polite. But he comes to put me in my place, you know. Isn"t that so, Timothy?"
The tall boy stood still and raised his head. "Sir?"
"He would like to kill me, wouldn"t he?"
Timothy remained still, the tray in his hands, and tried to look serious. He said nothing. He relaxed only when the colonel went back to his food.
"One day they"ll gallop away with you," the colonel said.
With quick, long strides Timothy went to the kitchen. Afresh voice was added to the squeals there; and then, the voice abruptly withdrawn, an aggrieved squealing going on, Timothy came out again, still brisk, still serious, and went to the table of the Israelis.
"I remember how we"d train men for Salonika, India, and places like that," the colonel said. "Sometimes we had to strap them to the horses. Ah-wa-wa! You"d hear them bawling at the other end of the ground. Some of them would develop rashes an inch thick. But we"d make riders out of them. We"d get them off to Salonika, India, or wherever it was." He looked directly at Linda again. "These names must sound strange to you. I suppose the name of this place will sound strange soon."
The squealing in the kitchen died down.
The colonel became abstracted again, busy with his food.
A tall, slender African, dark-brown, not black, came out into the dining-room from the kitchen. He moved lightly, like an athlete. He nodded and smiled at the Israelis, at Bobby and Linda, and went to the colonel"s table. The mobility and openness of his face made him look less like an African than a West Indian or American mulatto. He wore simple clothes with much style. His well-tailored khaki trousers were clean and ironed; the collar of his grey shirt was clean and firm. His cream-coloured pullover suggested the sportsman, the tennis-player or the cricketer. There was a parting in his hair, and his brown shoes shone.
He stood before the colonel and waited to be seen.
Then he said, "I come to say good night, sir." His accent had echoes of the colonel"s accent.
"Yes, Peter. You"re off. We heard the crash and we heard you squeal. Where to this time?"
"I go cinema, sir." The pidgin was a surprise.
"You"ve seen our local bug-house?" the colonel asked Linda. "I suppose that will close down when the army goes. If the army goes."
The Israelis didn"t hear.
"And what are you going to see, Peter?"
The question confused Peter. He continued to look at the colonel. His face held a half-smile and then went African-blank.
He said, "I can"t remember, sir."
"That"s the African for you," the colonel said. The words were spoken at Linda but not addressed to her.
Peter waited. But the colonel was occupied with his food. Peter became composed again; the half-smile returned to his face.
He said at last, "I go, sir?"
The colonel nodded without looking up.
Peter moved away with his light athlete"s step. His leather heels sounded on the floor of the bar, the verandah. As soon as they touched the concrete steps, the colonel slammed a sauce bottle down and shouted, "Peter!"
Bobby jumped. Timothy held his face straight as though he had just been slapped. Even the Israelis looked up. It was silent in the dining-room, the bar, the kitchen.
Then, as lightly as his leather heels permitted, Peter came back to the dining-room and stood before the colonel"s table.
The colonel said, "Give me the keys for the Volkswagen, Peter."
"Keys in office, sir."
"That"s a foolish thing to say, Peter. If the keys were in the office, I wouldn"t be asking you for them now, would I?"
"No, sir."
"So it"s a foolish thing to say."
"Foolish thing, sir."
"So you are very foolish."
Peter was silent.
"Peter?"
"Foolish thing, sir."
"Don"t say it with so much pride, Peter. If you are foolish, you are foolish and you do foolish things. No witchdoctor is going to cure that."
Peter no longer glanced about the room; his eyes were fixed on the colonel. His bony shoulders were hunched; he appeared to stoop.
"Oh, he looks so fine," the colonel said, as though speaking to Linda again; but he wasn"t looking at her. "So polished." He held out his open palm and raised it up and down. "Pa.s.s by the door of his quarters, and it"s all you can do to keep yourself from being sick."
In his thin face Peter"s eyes had begun to stare and shine. His mouth was loose.
"Give me the keys, Peter."
"Keys in Volkswagen, sir."
Bobby pushed his plate aside. Linda kicked him below the table. He settled back. The colonel saw. He looked away from Peter to the floor near Bobby"s feet, and he seemed to grow abstracted.
He made a gesture with his index finger. "How wide is the hotel lot, Peter?"
"One hundred and fifty feet, sir."
"And deep?"
"Two hundred feet."
"And in those thirty thousand square feet I am in charge. I don"t care what happens outside. I am in charge here. If you don"t like what I do you can get out. Get out at once."
Bobby pressed a finger on the tablecloth and picked up a crumb.
"What do you think of me, Peter?"
"I like you, sir."
"He likes me. Peter likes me."
"You take me in when I was small. You give me job, you give me quarters. You look after my children."
"He has fourteen. He"s living with three of those animals right now. So polished. So nice. So well-spoken. You wouldn"t believe he doesn"t even know how to hold a pen in those hands. You wouldn"t believe the filth he comes out of. But you like dirt, don"t you, Peter? You like going in to some black hole to eat filth and dance naked. You will steal and lie to do that, won"t you?"
"I like the quarters, sir."