And in this way the job was done.
CHAPTER III.
IRIS THE HERALD.
By a somewhat remarkable coincidence it was on this very evening that Iris first made the acquaintance of her pupil, Mr. Arnold Arbuthnot.
These coincidences, I believe, happen oftener in real life than they do even on the stage, where people are always turning up at the very nick of time and the critical moment.
I need little persuasion to make me believe that the first meeting of Arnold Arbuthnot and Iris, on the very evening when her cousin was opening matters with the Foxy one, was nothing short of Providential.
You shall see, presently, what things might have happened if they had not met. The meeting was, in fact, the second of the three really important events in the life of a girl. The first, which is seldom remembered with the grat.i.tude which it deserves, is her birth; the second, the first meeting with her future lover; the third, her wedding-day; the other events of a woman"s life are interesting, perhaps, but not important.
Certain circ.u.mstances, which will be immediately explained, connected with this meeting, made it an event of very considerable interest to Iris, even though she did not suspect its immense importance. So much interest that she thought of nothing else for a week beforehand; that as the appointed hour drew near she trembled and grew pale; that when her grandfather came up for his tea, she, who was usually so quick to discern the least sign of care or anxiety in his face, actually did not observe the trouble, plainly written in his drooping head and anxious eyes, which was due to his interview with Mr. David Chalker.
She poured out the tea, therefore, without one word of sympathy. This would have seemed hard if her grandfather had expected any. He did not, however, because he did not know that the trouble showed in his face, and was trying to look as if nothing had happened. Yet in his brain were ringing and resounding the words, "Within three weeks--within three weeks," with the regularity of a horrid clock at midnight, when one wants to go to sleep.
"Oh," cried Iris, forced, as young people always are, to speak of her own trouble, "oh, grandfather, he is coming to-night."
"Who is coming to-night, my dear?" and then he listened again for the ticking of the clock: "Within three weeks--within three weeks." "Who is coming to-night, my dear?"
He took the cup of tea from her, and sat down with an old man"s deliberation, which springs less from wisdom and the fullness of thought that from respect to rheumatism.
The iteration of that refrain, "Within three weeks," made him forget everything, even the trouble of his granddaughter"s mind.
"Oh, grandfather, you cannot have forgotten!"
She spoke with the least possible touch of irritation, because she had been thinking of this thing for a week past, day and night, and it was a thing of such stupendous interest to her, that it seemed impossible that anyone who knew of it could forget what was coming.
"No, no." The old man was stimulated into immediate recollection by the disappointment in her eyes. "No, no, my dear, I have not forgotten. Your pupil is coming. Mr. Arbuthnot is coming. But, Iris, child, don"t let that worry you. I will see him for you, if you like."
"No; I must see him myself. You see, dear, there is the awful deception. Oh, how shall I tell him?"
"No deception at all," he said stoutly. "You advertised in your own initials. He never asked if the initials belonged to a man or to a woman. The other pupils do not know. Why should this one? What does it matter to him if you have done the work for which he engaged your services?"
"But, oh, he is so different! And the others, you know, keep to the subject."
"So should he, then. Why didn"t he?"
"But he hasn"t. And I have been answering him, and he must think that I was drawing him on to tell me more about himself; and now--oh, what will he think? I drew him on and on--yet I didn"t mean to--till at last he writes to say that he regards me as the best friend and the wisest adviser he has ever had. What will he think and say?
Grandfather, it is dreadful!"
"What did you tell him for, Iris, my dear? Why couldn"t you let things go on? And by telling him you will lose your pupil."
"Yes, of course; and, worse still, I shall lose his letters. We live so quietly here that his letters have come to me like news of another world. How many different worlds are there all round one in London? It has been pleasant to read of that one in which ladies go about beautifully dressed always, and where the people have nothing to do but to amuse themselves. He has told me about this world in which he lives, and about his own life, so that I know everything he does, and where he goes; and"--here she sighed heavily--"of course it could not go on forever; and I should not mind so much if it had not been carried on under false pretenses."
"No false pretenses at all, my dear. Don"t think it."
"I sent back his last check," she said, trying to find a little consolation for herself. "But yet--"
"Well, Iris," said her grandfather, "he wanted to learn heraldry, and you have taught him."
"For the last three months"--the girl blushed as if she was confessing her sins--"for the last three months there has not been a single word in his letters about heraldry. He tells me that he writes because he is idle, or because he wants to talk, or because he is alone in his studio, or because he wants his unknown friend"s advice. I am his unknown friend, and I have been giving him advice."
"And very good advice, too," said her grandfather benevolently. "Who is so wise as my Iris?"
"I have answered all his letters, and never once told him that I am only a girl."
"I am glad you did not tell him, Iris," said her grandfather; but he did not say why he was glad. "And why can"t he go on writing his letters without making any fuss?"
"Because he says he must make the acquaintance of the man--the man, he says--with whom he has been in correspondence so long. This is what he says."
She opened a letter which lay upon a table covered with papers, but her grandfather stopped her.
"Well, my dear, I do not want to know what he says. He wishes to make your acquaintance. Very good, then. You are going to see him, and to tell him who you are. That is enough. But as for deceiving"--he paused, trying to understand this extreme scrupulosity of conscience--"if you come to deceiving--well, in a kind sort of a way you did allow him to think his correspondent a man. I admit that. What harm is done to him? None. He won"t be so mean, I suppose, as to ask for his money back again."
"I think he ought to have it all back," said Iris; "yes, all from the very beginning. I am ashamed that I ever took any money from him. My face burns when I think of it."
To this her grandfather made no reply. The returning of money paid for services rendered was, to his commercial mind, too foolish a thing to be even talked about. At the same time, Iris was quite free to manage her own affairs. And then there was that roll of papers in the safe.
Why, what matter if she sent away all her pupils? He changed the subject.
"Iris, my dear," he said, "about this other world, where the people amuse themselves; the world which lives in the squares and in the big houses on the Chelsea Embankment here, you know--how should you like, just for a change, to belong to that world and have no work to do?"
"I don"t know," she replied carelessly, because the question did not interest her.
"You would have to leave me, of course. You would sever your connection, as they say, with the shop."
"Please, don"t let us talk nonsense, grandfather."
"You would have to be ashamed, perhaps, of ever having taught for your living."
"Now that I never should be--never, not if they made me a d.u.c.h.ess."
"You would go dressed in silk and velvet. My dear, I should like to see you dressed up just for once, as we have seen them at the theater."
"Well, I should like one velvet dress in my life. Only one. And it should be crimson--a beautiful, deep, dark crimson."
"Very good. And you would drive in a carriage instead of an omnibus; you would sit in the stalls instead of the upper circle; you would give quant.i.ties of money to poor people; and you would buy as many second hand books as you pleased. There are rich people, I believe, ostentatious people, who buy new books. But you, my dear, have been better brought up. No books are worth buying till they have stood the criticism of a whole generation at least. Never buy new books, my dear."
"I won"t," said Iris. "But, you dear old man, what have you got in your head to-night? Why in the world should we talk about getting rich?"
"I was only thinking," he said, "that perhaps, you might be so much happier--"
"Happier? Nonsense! I am as happy as I can be. Six pupils already. To be sure I have lost one," she sighed; "and the best among them all."
When her grandfather left her, Iris placed candles on the writing-table, but did not light them, though it was already pretty dark. She had half an hour to wait; and she wanted to think, and candles are not necessary for meditation. She sat at the open window and suffered her thoughts to ramble where they pleased. This is a restful thing to do, especially if your windows look upon a tolerably busy but not noisy London road. For then, it is almost as good as sitting beside a swiftly-running stream; the movement of the people below is like the unceasing flow of the current; the sound of the footsteps is like the whisper of the water along the bank; the echo of the half heard talk strikes your ear like the mysterious voices wafted to the banks from the boats as they go by; and the lights of the shops and the street presently become spectral and unreal like lights seen upon the river in the evening.