"Am I not sufficiently cheerful, Lady Jane?"
"Cheerful? Cheerful? Yes, perhaps cheerful. But you must forget all you have been saying about the people, and mind only your character, and put fire and spirit into it. Make them forget who _you_ are, my dear, and then you"ll only think of yourself as "Rosalind." Isn"t your first cue "_Be merry_"?"
"Then I will be merry, mother, or anything else you wish. So don"t vex your poor little head about me. I shall add a grey hair to it if you bother yourself so much."
"You would find it hard to change it now, unless you changed it to black," said Lady Jane.
When "Rosalind" and "Celia" together appeared on the stage, a long and hearty welcome was given forth from every part of the house. Mr. Melton was standing in the wings with Mrs. Christmas, and his dry grey face brightened up with pleasure.
"They have not forgotten her, have they?" he said, triumphantly.
"How could they?" was the natural response.
From that moment the old woman"s eyes never left the form of her scholar during the progress of the play. Keenly and narrowly she watched the expression of her face, her manner of acting, the subtle harmony of word and gesture which, in careful keeping, make the part of "Rosalind" an artistic wonder. And the more narrowly she studied her pupil"s performance, the more she convinced herself that there was nothing to be found fault with. The timid pleasantries, the tender sadness, the coy love advances, tempered and beautified by that unconscious halo of modesty and virgin grace which surrounds the gentlest of all Shakspeare"s heroines, were there before her eyes, and she was forced to say to herself that no "Rosalind" could be more charming than this "Rosalind." She did not reflect that never before had she been constrained so to convince herself, and that never before had she been so anxious to know the effect on the audience.
That, so far as was yet appreciable, was satisfactory. The mere charm of admirably artistic acting, combined with a graceful figure and a pretty face, was enough to captivate any body of spectators. Mrs. Christmas, however, dared not confess to herself that they seemed to want that electric thrill of sympathy which had been wont to bring them and the young actress immediately _en rapport_. Once only did they in the first act catch that swift contagion of delight which flashes through an audience bound by the master-spell of genius. It was where "Rosalind,"
having graced the victorious wrestler with a chain from her own neck, is about to go away with "Celia," and yet is loth to go without having had speech of the young man who has so awakened her interest. The half-interpreted longing, the hesitating glance, and maiden bashfulness with which she turned to him and said:
"Did you call, sir?- Sir, you have wrestled well, and overthrown More than your enemies,"
-her eyes first seeking his face, and then being cast down, as the words became almost inaudible-provoked the house into a sudden tempest of applause which covered her disappearance from the scene, Mrs. Christmas caught her as she came off, and kissed her, with nervous tears in her eyes.
At the end of the first act she was called before the curtain. Any one calmly observing the house would have seen that it was not very enthusiastic, and that it fell to talking almost before she had pa.s.sed behind the curtain at the opposite side. Then she went down to her dressing-room.
Mrs. Christmas welcomed her and complimented her with an emphasis which was a little forced and unnecessary. Annie Brunel said nothing, but stood and contemplated, with her straight-looking honest eyes, the poor little woman who was courageously trying to act her part naturally.
Then she sate down.
"Do you think I did my best, mother?" she said. And again she fixed her large eyes, with a kind conciliation in them, on her aged friend.
"Of course--"
"And you were watching me, I think?"
"Yes."
"And the house?"
"A little," said Mrs. Christmas, rather nervously.
"Then you know," she said, calmly, "that I have made a total failure, that the people think so, and that to-morrow every one, including the papers, will say so."
"My dear!--"
"Why should we not speak frankly, mother? I felt it within myself, and I saw it in their faces. _And I knew it before I went on the stage._"
"That is it! That has done it all!" exclaimed the old woman, inclined to wring her hands in despair and grief. "You convinced yourself that you were going to fail, and then, when you went on the stage, you lost command over yourself."
"Had I not command over myself?" the young girl asked, with a smile. "I had so great command of myself that I knew and was conscious of everything I did-the tiniest thing-and kept continually asking myself how it would impress the people. I was never in the least excited; had I been-but there is no use talking, Lady Jane. Help me to change my dress; I suppose I must go through with it."
So Mrs. Christmas officiated in place of Sarah, whom she always ordered out of the way on grand occasions; and, as she did so, she still administered counsel and reproof, not having quite given up hope.
Two of the most distinguished of the critics met in the lobby leading to the stalls.
"A pity, is it not?" said one.
The other merely shrugged his shoulders.
The general run of the critics fancied that Annie Brunel had added another to her list of brilliant successes, and were already shaping in their brain elaborate sentences overflowing with adjectives.
Lord Weyminster, whom people considered to have a share in the proprietary of the theatre, went behind the scenes and met Mr. Melton.
"This won"t do, my boy," he said.
"Do you think not?" said the manager, anxiously. "They received her very warmly."
"They received Miss Brunel warmly, but not her "Rosalind.""
"What"s to be done?"
"Change the piece."
"I can"t. Perhaps it was only a temporary indisposition."
"Perhaps," said his lordship, carelessly. "I never saw such a difference in the acting of any woman. Formerly she was full of fire; to-night she was wooden-pretty enough, and proper enough, but wooden."
Further consolation or advice Mr. Melton could not get out of his patron. In despair, he said that his lordship was exaggerating a temporary constraint on the part of the young actress, and that the succeeding scenes would bring her out in full force.
The wood scene was of course charming. Miss Featherstone"s young gentleman, sitting in the stalls, surrendered himself to the delicious intoxication of the moment ("Celia," it will be remembered, wears long petticoats), and wondered whether he could write a poem on the forest of Ardennes. He was in that fond period of existence when the odour of escaped gas, anywhere, at once awoke for him visions of greenwood scenery and romantic love-affairs; and when the perfume of cold cream conjured up the warm touch of a certain tender cheek-for Miss Featherstone, when in a hurry to get home from the theatre, occasionally left her face unwashed.
The people never lost interest in the play. Indeed, being Londoners, they were sufficiently glad to see any character played with careful artistic propriety, and it was only as an afterthought that they missed the old thrill of Annie Brunel"s acting. It could always be said of the part that it was gracefully and tenderly done, void of coa.r.s.e comedy and of clap-trap effects. It struck a certain low and chastened key of sweetness and harmony that partially atoned for the absence of more daring and thrilling chords.
And yet Annie Brunel went home sick at heart. The loss of popular favour did not trouble her; for had not the people been remarkably kind, and even enthusiastic, in their final call? It was the certain consciousness that the old power had pa.s.sed away from her for ever-or rather, that the intensity and emotional abandonment of her artistic nature had been sucked into her own personal nature, and was never more to be separately exhibited as a beautiful and wonderful human product.
"Mother, I am tired of acting," she said. "It has been weighing upon me ever so long; but I thought I ought to give myself one more chance, and see if the presence of a big audience would not remove my sickness. No; it has not. Everything I had antic.i.p.ated occurred. I was not frightened: but I knew that all the people were there, and that I could not command them. I was not "Rosalind" either to them or to myself; and it was not "Rosalind" whom they applauded. The noise they made seemed to me to have a tone of pity in it, as if they were trying to deceive me into thinking well of the part."
All this she said quietly and frankly; and Mrs. Christmas sate stunned and silent. It seemed to the old woman that some terrible calamity had occurred. She could not follow the subtle sympathies and distinctions of which the young actress spoke: she knew only that something had happened to destroy the old familiar compact between them, and that the future was full of a gloomy uncertainty.
"I don"t know what to say, Miss Annie. You know best what your feelings are. I know there"s something wrong somewhere--"
"Don"t talk so mournfully," said she. "If I don"t act any more we shall find something else to keep us out of starvation."
"If you don"t act any more!" said the old woman, in a bewildered way.
"If you don"t act any more! Tell me, Miss Annie, what you mean. You"re not serious? You don"t mean that because your "Rosalind" mayn"t have gone off pretty well, you intend to give up the stage altogether-at your time of life-with your prospects-my darling, tell me what you mean?"
She went over and took her companion"s two hands in her own.
"Why, mother, you tremble as if you expected some terrible misfortune to happen to us. You will make me as nervous as yourself if you don"t collect yourself. You have not been prepared for it as I have been. I have known for some time that I should not be able to act when I returned to London--"