She tried to smile.
Together they sat in silence as the carriage rumbled and clattered through the gateways of the Outer Citadel, under its vast defenses, through its courtyards and cobbled porticoes, and with each twist and turn, she knew she was becoming ensnared deeper and deeper in the life that waited for her here, the mazes of power, the labyrinth of treachery.
Slowly the raucous shouts faded; the wheels ran smoothly, and peeping around the curtain she saw that the road was lined with red carpet, expensive swathes of it, and all across the streets garlands of flowers hung and doves flapped between roofs and gables. There were more people up here; these were the apartments of the courtiers, the Privy Council and the Office of the Protocol, and the cheers were more refined, punctuated by bursts of music from viols and serpents and fife and drum. Somewhere ahead she could hear roars and clapping-Caspar was obviously leaning from the window of his coach to acknowledge his welcome home.
"They"ll want to see the bride," Jared murmured.
"She"s not here yet."
A silence.
Then she said, "Master, I"m afraid."
She felt his surprise.
"I am, truly. This place scares me. At home, I know who I am, what to do. I"m the Warden"s daughter, I know where I stand. But this is a dangerous place, full of pitfalls. All my life I"ve known it was waiting for me, but now I"m not sure I can face it. They"ll want to absorb me, make me one of them, and I won"t change, I won"t! I want to stay me."
He sighed, and she saw his dark gaze was fixed on the veiled window.
"Claudia, you"re the bravest person I know."
"I"m not..."
"You are. And no one will change you. You will rule here, though it won"t be easy. The Queen is powerful, and she will envy you, because you"re young and you"ll take her place. Your power is as great as hers."
"But if they send you away ..."
He turned.
"I won"t go. I am not a brave man, I understand that. Confrontation disturbs me; one look from your father and I"m chilled to the bone, Sapient or not. But they can"t make me leave you, Claudia."
He sat upright, away from her.
"I have looked death in the face for years now, and that gives some sort of recklessness, at least."
"Don"t talk about that."
He shrugged gently.
"It will come. But we mustn"t think so much of ourselves. We should consider whether we can help Finn. Give me the Key and let me work on it a little more. It has complexities I"ve barely guessed at yet."
As the coach jolted over a threshold she took it from her hidden pocket and gave it to him, and as she did so the wings of the eagle deep in the crystal flickered, as if it flapped then and took off. Jared pulled back the curtain quickly, and the sun caught the gleaming facets.
The bird was flying.
It was flying over a dark landscape, a charred plain. Far below, a chasm gaped in the earth, and the bird swooped and plummeted inside, twisting sideways into the narrow crack, making Claudia hiss with fear. The Key went black. One single red light pulsed in it. But even as they stared at it the coach rumbled to a halt, the horses stamping and blowing, and the door was flung open. The Warden"s shadow darkened the threshold.
"Come, my dear," he said quietly. "They"re all waiting."
Without looking at Jared, without even letting herself think, she stepped out of the coach and drew herself upright, her arm in her father"s. Together, they faced the double row of applauding courtiers, the splendor of silk banners, the great stairway leading upward to the throne. Sitting on it, resplendent in a silver gown with vast ruff, sat the Queen. Even from this distance the redness of her hair and lips were evident, the radiance of the diamonds at her neck.
Behind her shoulder, a scowling presence, stood Caspar.
The Warden said calmly, "The smile, I think."
She put it on. The bright, confident smile, as false as everything in her life, a cloak over the coldness. Then they walked steadily up the stairs.
IT WAS the ironic stare of his nightmares and he recognized it, his voice hoa.r.s.e.
"You? "
Behind, he heard Gildas"s gasp. "Strike at it. Strike, Finn!"
The Eye was aswirl. Its pupil was a spiral of movement, a scarlet galaxy. All around it, heaving itself up, the darkness convulsed, and he saw the vast hide of the Beast was studded with objects, bits of jewelry, bones, fragments of rags, shafts of weapons. They were centuries old; skin and hide had grown over them.
With a tearing and cracking an outcrop of dark faceted rock became its head and reared up over him; spurs of metal slid out like claws, grasping the shuddering tilting floor of the cavern.
Finn couldn"t move. Dust and fumes clouded over him.
"Strike!" Gildas grabbed his arm.
"Its useless. Can"t you see ...?"