"Dr. Bryant, I know you do not wish to leave here at this juncture, intensely interested as you are in the event, and I fear you are sacrificing your own wishes for our benefit. Let me beg you to consult your inclinations, and do not feel it in the least inc.u.mbent on you to attend us, particularly when we are in the kind care of Mr. Carlton; and you have already done so much toward contributing to our comfort."
"Thank you for your consideration. Nevertheless, I shall not rest satisfied till I place you in safety on the banks of the Brazos. One of my greatest pleasures has been to render you service, and you would not abridge them, I hope, by refusing my company on your journey?"
Mary"s eyes were fixed earnestly on his face while he spoke, and though there was no change in his kind, gentle tone, there came an undefinable expression over his n.o.ble countenance--an expression in which coldness and sorrow predominated. She could not understand him; yet a shudder crept though her frame, and a sensation of acute pain stole into her heart. She felt as through a barrier had suddenly risen between them, yet could not a.n.a.lyze the cause.
"Your servants will take all possible care of the house and furniture during your absence, which, I hope, will be but temporary. They will not be molested; and I am afraid we could not conveniently carry two additional persons. What think you of this arrangement?"
"I think with you, that under existing circ.u.mstances the servants could not well accompany us; and though they will incur no danger, I regret the necessity of leaving them, particularly should they object."
"I hope you will find no difficulty in arranging everything to your entire satisfaction, previous to our departure. You and my sister must consult as to all minor points, and I must look to our preparations.
My respects to your cousin. I will see you again to-morrow;" and bidding her good morning, he turned away.
"Oh, such a weight is lifted from my heart!" exclaimed Mrs. Carlton.
"I can now exert myself as I am called on to do."
"Florry will be waiting for me, and we have much to do at home; so good-by," and Mary lifted her pale face for a farewell kiss.
Mrs. Carlton affectionately embraced her, and bidding her "make all speed," they parted.
CHAPTER XVIII.
""There is a soul just delivered from Purgatory!" It was found to be a frog dressed in red flannel."
KIRWAN.
Florence having succeeded, as she imagined, in convincing her aunt that it was advisable to remove from San Antonio, slowly proceeded to the churchyard, little dreaming that the door had scarce closed behind her ere Aunt Lizzy, with swift steps, directed her way to the house of the Padre, He was writing, but gave his attention, and heard, with ill-disguised chagrin, that Florence distrusted his promised protection.
"Does she doubt in matters of faith, think you?" he eagerly inquired.
"Indeed, Padre, I cannot say. All I know is, that she and Mary sat till midnight, reading and talking, and she has not seemed like herself since."
"Where shall I find Florence?" said he, taking his hat.
"In the churchyard, I think, beside her father"s grave."
"Say nothing to her, but apparently acquiesce in her plans; and, above all, do not let her dream that you have told me these things."
Ah, Florence! who may presume to a.n.a.lyze the anguish of your tortured heart as you throw yourself, in such abandonment of grief, on the tomb of your lost parent? The luxuriant gra.s.s, swaying to and fro in the chill October blast, well-nigh concealed the bent and drooping form, as she knelt and laid her head on the cold granite.
"My father! oh, my father!" and tears, which she had not shed before, fell fast, and somewhat eased the desolate, aching heart. Florence had not wept before in many years; and now that the fountain was unsealed, she strove not to repress the tears which seemed to lift and bear away the heavy weight which had so long crushed her spirits.
What a blessing it is to be able to weep; and happy are they who can readily give vent to tears, and thus exhaust their grief! Such can never realize the intensity of anguish which other natures suffer--natures to whom this great relief is denied, and who must keep the withering, scorching agony pent up within the secret chambers of their desolate, aching hearts. Sobs and tears are not for these. No, no; alone and in darkness they must wrestle with their grief, crush it down into their inmost soul, and with a calm exterior go forth to meet the world. But ah! the flitting, wintry smile, the short, constrained laugh, the pale brow marked with lines of mental anguish, will ofttimes, tell of the smoldering ruin....
"My daughter, G.o.d has appointed me in place of the parent he has taken hence; turn to me, and our most holy church, and you will find comfort such as naught else can afford."
Florence sprung to her feet, and shuddered at the sound of his low, soft voice. The Padre marked the shudder, and the uneasy look which accompanied it: "Padre, I have confessed, and I have prayed to almost every saint in the Calendar, and I have had your prayers in addition to my own; yet I find no comfort. No joy has stolen to my heart, as you promised it inevitably would."
"My daughter, if peace has not descended on thy spirit, I fear you have not been devout. Tell me truly if you have not doubted in matters of faith, for our most holy Mother ever grants the prayers of her faithful and loving children?"
"I have searched the Bible, and I nowhere find authority for invoking saints or the Virgin."
"I can convince you, without doubt, that there is such authority--nay, command."
""Tis useless, you may save yourself the trouble; for my mind is clearly made up that we have not even the sanction of the Fathers."
"Holy Mary, pardon her unbelief, and send down light into her darkened soul!"
Florence fixed her eyes full upon him, and replied--"Christ expressly declares "I am the light, I am the life.""
"Daughter, your heretic cousin has done you a great injury. May G.o.d protect you, and forgive her blasphemy."
"She needs no forgiveness, for she is pure in heart before G.o.d, and truthful in all things."
The swarthy cheek of the Italian flushed--"Florence, you and your aunt must come and stay at my house till it is safe here; and, I doubt not when you are at leisure to hear me, you will duly repent your hasty speeches. I shall pray G.o.d and our Lady to give you a more trusting, believing heart, and intercede with the blessed saints for your entire conversion."
"Not so, Father Mazzolin; we shall leave this place in a very few days, and I have come to bid adieu to the grave of my father: leave me, for I wish to be alone and in peace."
"Do you doubt my will or ability to protect you, my daughter? Beneath my roof no danger can a.s.sail."
"We have fully decided to go from here, and further reasoning or entreaty would be vain; accept, however, my thanks for your proffered kindness."
"Girl, you have gone too far! Hear me while I am placable, for I tell you now, without my consent, you cannot--shall not leave here."
"You have neither right nor power to detain me."
"Have I not? I swear, if you do not hear and abide by what I say, your father"s soul will remain forever in purgatory, where it justly belongs."
"How dare you make so miserable a threat?" said the calm, clear voice of Mary, who had approached un.o.bserved.
"Cursed believer in a cursed creed, what do you here? Begone, or dread the vengeance I shall surely inflict on so blasphemous and d.a.m.nable a heretic!"
Winding her arm tightly about Florence"s waist, she replied--""Vengeance is mine, saith the Lord. I will repay;" and though I have never injured you, Padre--even if I had, it ill becomes a consecrated priest to utter such language, or so madly to give vent to pa.s.sion."
"Silence!" thundered the Padre, livid with rage; "I will compa.s.s heaven and earth rather than you shall escape me."
"Come, Florry, this is no place for us now; even the churchyard is not sacred. Come home."
"Florence, dare you curse your own father?" The girl"s lips quivered, but no sound came forth--she seemed stunned.
"You would usurp the prerogatives of Jehovah, Father Mazzolin; but your threat is vain. You cannot bless or d.a.m.n my uncle at will. How dare you, guilty as you are, hold such impious language?"
For a moment he quailed before the calm, unflinching girl, then seizing Florence"s arm, hoa.r.s.ely exclaimed: "One more chance I give you. Florence, I am your brother--your father, my father. On his death-bed he confessed his sins and discovered his son."
A deep groan burst from Florence"s lips, and her slender frame quivered like a reed in a wintry blast. The Padre laid his head on the granite slab which covered the remains of Mr. Hamilton, and continued: "I call G.o.d in heaven, and all the saints to witness the truth of what I say, and if I prove it not, may I sink into perdition. When your father was yet young, he made the tour of Europe. Traveling in Italy, he met at Florence a poor but beautiful girl; and she, struck, in turn, by the handsome face of the stranger, left her humble home, and listened to the voice of seduction. He remained five months at Florence, and then suddenly left Italy for his native country, without apprising the unfortunate woman of his intentions. Hatred succeeded to love, and she vowed vengeance. That woman was my mother; and when ten years had pa.s.sed, she told me my parentage, and made me swear on the altar of her patron saint that I would fulfil her vow of vengeance.
She died, and I became a priest of Rome, and in time was sent by my order to Mexico, and thence here to a.s.sist my aged and infirm predecessor. I had in my possession a miniature of my father, and no sooner had I met him here than I recognized the base being who had deserted my mother. I kept my peace; but ere he died, he confessed that one sin--heavier than everything beside--weighed on his conscience. In the agony and remorse of that hour my mother was revenged. I told my parentage, and he discovered his child. Feeling that I was your brother, he bade you remain here, claim my protection, and follow my advice. But, Florence, hear me--your misery touched my heart; a kindred feeling for you made me desire to serve you; but I swear now that if you hear not my voice, and return to the bosom of our church, your father"s soul shall linger in d.a.m.nation, and my vengeance shall follow you. You know not my power, and wo to you if you defy me!"