He grabbed hold of my hands and held tight. "I"m one of the Charming Fae...There are legends that sometimes a Svartan will meet another Svartan with whom the mesh is so right that they spontaneously bond. For good For good. It"s rare, but it does happen."
"But I"m not Svartan."
"Svartan or not, I think that"s what"s happening." Trillian lifted my chin and gazed into my eyes, a haunted look crossing his face. "When souls mate, nothing can undo the link."
I stared at him. He wasn"t bulls.h.i.tting. From the core of my gut, I knew that what he said was true.
"We haven"t even had s.e.x yet," was all I could say.
"I know. But think about what it"s going to be like when we do," he murmured, then quickly straightened himself as the strange man reappeared.
The man ignored me as he handed Trillian two small medallions.
"Wear these. They will block your signatures from everyone. While you wear them, you will appear as dwarves. They will only last for a little while, so you"ll have to work fast."
Trillian nodded, then stood. He inclined his head. "The blood-debt is paid. You are free. But next time we meet, before raising your sword, think back on our discussions. Perhaps you won"t be so hasty to have my head. You killed my sister already. That"s the only member of my family you"re touching."
The man stared at him, conflicting emotions running across his face. After a moment, he said, "While I value our debates, know this, Svartan. If I had it to do over again, I"d kill her again. No woman refuses me. And next time we meet, I"ll be coming for you. Don"t ever darken the doors of this guild again, lest you find me here." He nodded to the door. "Once you walk out of this building, I owe you nothing."
Trillian shook his head, smiling grimly. "As you so wish," he said, and led me out of the room. As soon as we were in the hallway, he draped one of the medallions around his neck.
"Mother pus bucket," I said, staring at him, still dazed from our tryst. He looked like a dwarf, complete with long beard, short stature, and rugged appeal. He was still handsome-no spell could take away that gorgeous demeanor, but he was definitely a dwarf.
He blinked. "I a.s.sume you learned that from your mother?" he said as he draped the other medallion around my neck. "Well, you certainly look better as yourself, but this will do quite nicely."
I glanced down at my arms and legs. Yep, I looked like a dwarf, too. A dwarf with really big b.o.o.bs. Of course, a lot of dwarven women were busty. I glanced back at the chamber. "Mind telling me what the Hel we"re going to do about what happened back there?"
"Hush, leave it until we"re outside. Leave all all questions until we"re outside." He led me down the stairs and out the front door. Then, quickly, he tugged on my hand and we raced back toward Calisto"s. I prayed that we were right, and that Roche would be on his way up to his room. Trillian had just sacrificed a huge marker for this, and I didn"t want to see him wasting his get-out-of-jail-free card. questions until we"re outside." He led me down the stairs and out the front door. Then, quickly, he tugged on my hand and we raced back toward Calisto"s. I prayed that we were right, and that Roche would be on his way up to his room. Trillian had just sacrificed a huge marker for this, and I didn"t want to see him wasting his get-out-of-jail-free card.
6.
NIGHT was sweeping away the dusk, leaving a solid layer of stars overhead. As we slid through the streets, Trillian kept hold of my hand. My mind was racing with thoughts of Roche, of finally catching him and skewering my boss when I told the YIA that he"d been in on the perv"s escape. was sweeping away the dusk, leaving a solid layer of stars overhead. As we slid through the streets, Trillian kept hold of my hand. My mind was racing with thoughts of Roche, of finally catching him and skewering my boss when I told the YIA that he"d been in on the perv"s escape.
But, overshadowing everything was the lingering tingle of my skin, the memory of what had happened between Trillian and me. There are legends that sometimes a Svartan will meet another Svartan with whom the mesh is so right that they spontaneously bond. There are legends that sometimes a Svartan will meet another Svartan with whom the mesh is so right that they spontaneously bond. For good. For good. It"s rare, but it does happen. It"s rare, but it does happen.
His words reverberated through me. What did this mean? But I already knew. Something-by fate or chance-had brought us together. I"d known since our first meeting. And now we were bound, whether for good or ill, I didn"t know yet. My father was going to have a field day with this one.
"There," Trillian whispered. "Calisto"s."
As we watched, a figure emerged from the gloom. He was the right size and shape and an alarm sounded that yes-it was him. I clutched Trillian"s arm.
"It"s Roche," I said. "I know that energy!"
We waited until he"d entered the building, then we slipped past the rawhead who had pa.s.sed out, an empty bottle of booze on the counter. The stench of stale vomit filled the air.
As we tiptoed up the stairs, I steeled myself. Roche was up there. Roche, who liked to carve up women and children. Darynal"s warning came back to me-Roche wouldn"t play by the rules, so I wasn"t going to either. Whatever it took, I was taking the dude down. Hard.
As we reached the top of the stairs, Roche had already disappeared into the room and we could hear the sounds of fighting from behind the scarred door.
"Come on! Darynal"s in danger." Trillian slammed open the door and rushed into the room. I followed.
"Stop or I"ll kill him!" Roche whirled, holding Darynal by the throat, a knife with a glinting razor"s edge poised at his jugular. He stared at us for a moment, looking totally confused. "Who the f.u.c.k are you?"
Darynal was limp, but alive. I could tell he was doing his best to relax into the hold, a good way to fool your opponent. Only Roche wasn"t the sanest peach in the pie, so what might work on a normal psycho wasn"t necessarily going to do the trick for him.
First things first-get Darynal out of Roche"s grasp. I whipped out my knife from the sheath circling my thigh. The leather strap looked like it was fastened around the illusionary trousers I was wearing.
Praying my voice had changed along with my looks, I said, "Give us all your money-jewels, whatever you got." Yep, my voice had deepened, thank the G.o.ds. If we played guards-and-bandits, we just might confuse him long enough to throw him off guard.
Trillian took my cue and pulled out his own knife, a dangerous-looking kris. "Whatever beef you got with this guy, we don"t care. We"ll go through him to get to you if you don"t give us your money. Now! Now!"
Roche frowned, but apparently the magic of our disguises was top-notch and he slowly lowered his knife and pushed Darynal to the ground. "You can take my pack over there." He nodded to the table.
"Empty your pockets on the bed," I said with a snarl, waving my blade toward his face. As he began spilling his pockets on the bed, I suddenly felt the energy shift. The camouflage was breaking. s.h.i.t, we just needed a few more moments. While Roche was focused on Trillian"s blade, which was dancing around his midcenter, I dropped my knife and whipped out the death scroll from my bag.
I had barely unfurled it when the illusion broke. Roche bellowed and grabbed for what looked like an amulet around his neck. Trillian thrust with his blade, but Roche darted away from him. He caught hold of the pendant and stared at me, his eyes gleaming as he shouted something in sorcerers" tongue. A whirling orb of energy blasted out of the talisman.
A blink of an eye till impact. No time to leap out of the way. I steeled myself for the flames. But before I could stop him, Trillian pushed me to the side and took the blast right in the chest, shouting as the magical flame burned through his clothes.
"No!" I swung around to face Roche, bringing up the scroll. "Enough mayhem. Enough murder. Enough! Mordente dezperantum, vulchinin, mordente la saul ayt Roche! Enough! Mordente dezperantum, vulchinin, mordente la saul ayt Roche!"
Time seemed to slow. My voice hung heavy in the air, the words trickling out like honey on a cold morning. Roche"s eyes grew wide and he dropped the knife. His head fell back and his mouth opened, as a black smoke poured out of his throat. Above our heads, a swirling vortex opened and sucked the smoke into it. With one last solitary shriek, Roche tumbled forward as the vortex closed.
Ignoring Roche"s body, I dropped to my knees beside Trillian. "Trillian, Trillian, are you okay?"
Darynal kicked Roche once, very hard, then joined me.
Trillian groaned, wincing with pain. There was a platter-size burn on his chest-the material had melted to him. "I"ve been better."
"We should get a doctor-" I glanced over at Darynal.
He shook his head. "I"m skilled at healing. I have to be, living out in the woods on my own. Let me look at it."
Within minutes, he"d stripped away the burnt clothing and was smoothing the skin with his hands. A crackle of magic told me that his healing abilities weren"t limited to herbs. The pulsing heat of Trillian"s burn began to fade. After a few moments, it was bright pink, but the worst of the blisters were gone.
"How"s the pain?" he asked Trillian.
Trillian closed his eyes, then shrugged. "Bearable. Much better. Thanks, druneh druneh." He took Darynal"s hand and slowly rose to his feet.
I hesitantly moved toward him. "You saved my life. You took the hit that was meant for me. Being half-human, it would have probably killed me."
He gazed into my eyes, then reached out and stroked my lips with one finger. "How could I not? After what"s happened between us? We"re linked-I don"t know how or why, but it happened. I"m not sentimental, Camille. You"ll find that out very quickly. But what"s mine, I protect. And you are mine And you are mine."
Normally, I"d snap off a quick f.u.c.k you f.u.c.k you to any man who said that to me, but Trillian wasn"t playing testosterone games; he wasn"t being the macho he-man. He meant it, and it was true. to any man who said that to me, but Trillian wasn"t playing testosterone games; he wasn"t being the macho he-man. He meant it, and it was true.
I slowly kissed his fingers, then bit them lightly. "And you are mine."
"You should get the body back to headquarters now." He motioned to Roche. "You bagged your killer. This should shut up your p.r.i.c.k of a boss."
"Aren"t you coming with me? You"re the one who made it possible for me to catch Roche. Without you, I"d still be trying to figure out where he was." I wasn"t the kind of woman who took credit for other peoples" work.
"No. I want no mention in this. You take him back, you tell them you managed to track him down, and you get that idiot off your back. Or I"ll take care of your boss in my own manner." His eyes flashed dangerously and I realized he was more than willing to take out Lathe if I asked.
I nodded, slowly. I didn"t like lying, but in the greater scheme of things, what mattered most was that Roche was out of commission. "Thanks," I said slowly. "I owe you one."
Trillian shook his head. "Camille," he said softly, "that"s another thing you"ll learn about me. With you, I won"t keep score." He held out his arms and I slid into them. Once again, he held my heart. And in that moment, I knew what I had to do. What we we had to do. had to do.
LATHE stared at Roche"s body. I"d hired a wagon to haul him back to the palace and then dragged him through the halls by the scruff of his collar, ignoring the trail of blood as his body b.u.mped over the rough marble. I was determined that my boss wasn"t going to take credit for the catch and I made sure that every agent, guard, and n.o.ble that I"d met on the way to Lathe"s office knew that I"d taken Roche down and brought him in. stared at Roche"s body. I"d hired a wagon to haul him back to the palace and then dragged him through the halls by the scruff of his collar, ignoring the trail of blood as his body b.u.mped over the rough marble. I was determined that my boss wasn"t going to take credit for the catch and I made sure that every agent, guard, and n.o.ble that I"d met on the way to Lathe"s office knew that I"d taken Roche down and brought him in.
"You got him?" The look on Lathe"s face was priceless as I dumped Roche at his feet.
"No thanks to the false leads you threw my way," I said. "But here he is. Sorry I couldn"t bring him in alive. He might have confessed that you were trying to help him get away then. But you listen to me, Lathe. But you listen to me, Lathe. Every agent and guard between here and the palace steps knows I collared Roche, so don"t you dare try to steal credit for this." I jabbed him sharply in the chest, hard enough to leave a mark. "You play by the up and up or so help me, I"ll make sure you"re exposed for the sicko you really are." Every agent and guard between here and the palace steps knows I collared Roche, so don"t you dare try to steal credit for this." I jabbed him sharply in the chest, hard enough to leave a mark. "You play by the up and up or so help me, I"ll make sure you"re exposed for the sicko you really are."
Lathe blinked, then reached out and grabbed my wrist. "Don"t you threaten me, little girl. You won this round, but one of these days you"re going to go too far. And then, you"ll have to run straight to me. And my price for help just went through the roof."
I pulled away from him and backed toward the door. "You wanted Roche. I brought him in. Do I get my promotion or do I tell people what sc.u.m you are?"
Without missing a beat, Lathe turned back to his desk. "Oh, you"ll get your promotion. You"ll get a raise for this, and eventually, you"ll get a promotion promotion. But Camille, you"re going to wish you"d played it my way. Trust me." And with the flick of a hand, he dismissed me.
THREE nights later, Trillian was waiting for me by the doors to the temple of Eleshinar, the Fae G.o.ddess of pa.s.sion and love. nights later, Trillian was waiting for me by the doors to the temple of Eleshinar, the Fae G.o.ddess of pa.s.sion and love.
"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" he asked, glancing up at the temple.
"I"m sure." And I was. Sure of only one thing in the world: that this was the right thing for us to do.
"You didn"t suggest this out of some sense of obligation, did you?" Once again, he cupped my chin and gazed into my eyes. His touch was like fire, and I wanted him, all of him. "I don"t want you only because you feel guilty, or because you feel you owe me something. Especially like this."
I clung to him. "I"m so hungry for you that I ache. I want you inside me. I want your arms around me. But there"s far more to it than that," I whispered. "Last night, I asked the Moon Mother what I should do. And she confirmed what I was thinking. Eleshinar"s Ritual Eleshinar"s Ritual."
"This ritual-it can"t be undone." He gazed into my eyes, his own ice blue ones searching my face, looking for the truth of my heart. I opened myself up so that he could see see...could see that I wanted this more than anything. That I had had to go through with this. to go through with this.
"We"re meant to be together. What happened...you know we forged a link. All we"re doing is formalizing it."
"I know. I may not pray to the G.o.ds, but I have my own sense of destiny." Trillian shuddered. "I"ve never felt this way before. You are part of my future. And so...for better or worse, yes, we"ll perform the ritual." He let out a long sigh. "What will your family say? Do they know where you are?"
"They think I"m at the Collequia, as usual." I laughed, suddenly happy and feeling like a bride on her wedding day. "Oh babe, trust me, you don"t want to know what they"ll think. You don"t want to know."
There was nothing more to say. I took his hand and we walked through the temple doors.
THE altar was composed of a long, cushioned dais, surrounded by tables filled with lush baskets of fruit, loaves of bread, sweet chocolates, and pastries. Another table, near the dais, held inks of all colors, and several long, thin brushes. Near the altar stood a stone tub, embedded into the floor, steamed with swirling water as the scent of roses and jasmine and ylang ylang rose to perfume the air. altar was composed of a long, cushioned dais, surrounded by tables filled with lush baskets of fruit, loaves of bread, sweet chocolates, and pastries. Another table, near the dais, held inks of all colors, and several long, thin brushes. Near the altar stood a stone tub, embedded into the floor, steamed with swirling water as the scent of roses and jasmine and ylang ylang rose to perfume the air.
Nori, the priestess I"d spoken to that morning, slowly glided up.
She was beautiful, bare-breasted, and her skirt was a sheer drape of sea foam and silk. Golden armbands encircled her upper arms, and her hair was smoothed back in a long ponytail. But most arresting, a brilliant tattoo of green and gold curled its way across her forehead to wind down the sides of her face and neck, coiling farther still to encircle her b.r.e.a.s.t.s and spiral in to her nipples.
When she smiled at us, the room lit up and I stared at her, unable to tear my gaze away. She laughed, her voice a tinkle on the wind, and my heart lifted. Whatever magic the priestesses of desire wielded, it was infectious.
"You are certain of this?" she asked.
"I am." I expected to hear myself waver but my voice came out surprisingly strong, as if I wasn"t the one speaking but instead, the Lady of the Moon herself.
Nori turned to Trillian. "And you? Are you so certain, as well?"
He nodded. "I am."
"Then we shall begin." She gestured toward the tub. "Disrobe and enter the ritual bath."
Suddenly shy, I began to remove my dress. I"d worn a simple shift, aware that the ritual would entail removing my clothing. It was much easier than fumbling with a bustier and b.u.t.tons and ties. As I slipped the straps off my shoulders I glanced over at Trillian, all too aware that he was watching every move I made. As the shift fell away, grazing my nipples, I shivered in the cool air of the temple.
Trillian"s look said everything. Desire, pa.s.sion, hunger, longing...it was all there. After a moment, he slid off his tunic and trousers and stood there, five-foot-ten inches of gloriously toned muscle. He looked like a statue carved out of onyx, polished and smooth. As I lowered my gaze to his hips, his c.o.c.k rose, erect, smooth and with just a drop of liquid on the tip of the head. I licked my lips, aching to slide up against him.
Nori walked between us. "I can see it," she said softly. "There is a cord that binds you already. This ritual will only be the confirmation of what you"ve already begun."
She motioned for us to get in the tub. I carefully lowered myself into the chest-high water, spreading my arms as the bubbling warmth surrounded me. Trillian joined me, but we didn"t touch. We were forbidden to touch. Yet Yet.
Inhaling the fragrant steam, I closed my eyes and let the stress of the week wash off me. I tried not to think about the coming months. My father would be furious, my sisters, too. But this was something that I knew would happen sooner or later, and the sooner, the better as far as I was concerned.
"Please, dip fully under the water," Nori"s voice spiraled into my thoughts.
I held my breath and lowered myself under the water level, letting it immerse every part of me. Trillian did the same and when we came up for air, he gave me a glowing smile, all I needed to remove any lingering doubts.
We exited the bath and Nori handed us long bath sheets to wrap ourselves in. The air had grown warmer, though I couldn"t see any fireplace around. She pointed toward the dais.
"Please, lie down on your backs."
I settled myself on the dais and she helped me adjust my soaking hair. Trillian joined me, and we lay there, not touching, inches apart, the lazy air currents playing over our bodies. I sucked in a deep breath. He was inches away and I could feel him there. I wanted to reach out, to touch, caress, but forced myself to lie still, the tension in my body driving me crazy.
Nori"s voice was a rustle on the wind as she began a faint chant. I gazed into her eyes as she leaned over me, adjusting my position. Her b.r.e.a.s.t.s hung heavy and full like my own. Her lips were thick and lush as she softly sang out her spell. Part of me wanted to reach up and caress her, too. But she was as far away from my grasp as the Moon Mother.
After a few moments she gently moved away. Trillian turned his head to look at me. "Are you sure?" he mouthed.