Behind her, at the window in the dining area, a weird screeching arose. She looked back and saw that the big Doberman was scratching frantically at the gla.s.s with both forepaws. Its claws squeaked down the pane with a sound as unsettling as fingernails dragged across a chalkboard.
She had intended to find her way into the dark living room by the light spilling through the open door, but the dog spooked her. While she"d picked at the cuff locks, the Doberman had grown slightly calmer, but now it was as disturbed as ever. Hoping to calm it before it decided to spring through the window, she turned off the overhead fluorescent panels.
Squeak-squeak-squeak.
Claws, gla.s.s.
Squeak-squeak.
She eased across the threshold, leaving the kitchen, and pushed the door shut behind her, blocking out the squeaking. Blocking out the d.a.m.n dog as well, in case it proved to be crazed enough to burst through the gla.s.s.
She felt along the wall. Evidently the only switches were on the other side of the room, by the front door.
The living room seemed to be blacker than the kitchen. The drapes were drawn over one of the two expansive windows that faced onto the front porch. The other window was a barely defined gray rectangle that admitted no more light than had the double-pane slider in the kitchen.
Chyna stood motionless, taking time to orient herself, trying to recall the furnishings. She had been in the room only once before, briefly, and the s.p.a.ce had been clotted with shadows. When she had entered from the front porch this morning, the kitchen door had been somewhat to her left in the back wall. The handsome sofa with ball feet, covered in a tartan-plaid fabric, had been to the right, which would put it, now, to her left as she faced toward the front of the house. Rustic oak end tables had flanked the large sofa-and on each end table had been a lamp.
Trying to hold this clear image of the room in her mind, she hobbled warily through the darkness, afraid of falling over a chair or a footstool or a magazine rack. Swaddled in chains and under the weight of the chair, she would be unable to check her fall in a natural manner and might be so twisted by her shackles that she would break an ankle or even a leg.
Whereupon, Edgler Vess would come home, dismayed by the mess and disappointed that she had damaged herself before he"d had a chance to play with her. Then either there would be turtle games or he would experiment with her fractured limb to teach her to enjoy pain.
The first thing she b.u.mped into was the sofa, and she did not fall. Sliding her hand along the upholstered back, she sidled to the left until she came to the end table. She reached out and found the lamp shade, the wire ribs beneath the taut cloth.
She fumbled around the sh.e.l.l of the socket and then around the base of the lamp itself. As her fingers finally pinched the rotary switch, she was suddenly certain that a strong hand was going to come out of the darkness and cover hers, that Vess had crept back into the house, that he was sitting on the sofa only inches inches from her. With amus.e.m.e.nt, he had been listening to her struggles, sitting like a fat, patient spider in his tartan-plaid web, antic.i.p.ating the pleasure of shattering her hopes when at last she hobbled this far. The light would blink on, and Vess would smile and wink at her and say, from her. With amus.e.m.e.nt, he had been listening to her struggles, sitting like a fat, patient spider in his tartan-plaid web, antic.i.p.ating the pleasure of shattering her hopes when at last she hobbled this far. The light would blink on, and Vess would smile and wink at her and say, Intense. Intense.
The switch was a nub of ice between thumb and finger. Frozen to her skin.
Heart drumming like the wings of a frantic fettered bird, the beats so hard that they prevented her lungs from expanding, the pulse in her throat swelling so large that she was unable to swallow, Chyna broke her paralysis and clicked the switch. Soft light washed the room. Edgler Vess was not on the sofa. Not in an armchair. Not anywhere in the room. She exhaled explosively, with a shudder that rattled her chains, and leaned against the sofa, and gradually her fluttering heart grew calmer.
After those gray hours of depression during which she had been emotionally dead, she was energized by this siege of terror. If she ever suffered a killing bout of cardiac arrhythmia, the mere thought of Vess would be more effective at jump-starting her heart than the electrical paddles of a defibrillation machine. Fear proved that she had come back to life and that she had found hope again.
She shambled to the gray river-rock fireplace that extended from floor to ceiling across the entire north wall of the room. The deep hearth in the center wasn"t raised, which would make her work easier.
She had considered going down to the cellar, where earlier she had seen a workbench, to examine the saws that were surely in Vess"s tool collection. But she had quickly ruled out that solution.
Descending the steep cellar steps while hobbled, festooned with steel chains, and carrying the heavy pine chair on her back would be a stunt not quite equivalent to leaping the Snake River Gorge on a rocket-powered motorcycle, perhaps, but undeniably risky. She was moderately confident of making her way to the bottom without pitching forward and cracking her skull like an eggsh.e.l.l on the concrete or breaking a leg in thirty-six places-but far from entirely entirely confident. Her strength wasn"t what it ought to have been, because she hadn"t eaten much in the past twenty-four hours and because she had already been through an exhausting physical ordeal. Furthermore, all her separate pains made her shaky. A trip to the cellar seemed simple enough, but under these circ.u.mstances, it would be equivalent to an acrobat slugging down four double martinis before walking the high wire. confident. Her strength wasn"t what it ought to have been, because she hadn"t eaten much in the past twenty-four hours and because she had already been through an exhausting physical ordeal. Furthermore, all her separate pains made her shaky. A trip to the cellar seemed simple enough, but under these circ.u.mstances, it would be equivalent to an acrobat slugging down four double martinis before walking the high wire.
Besides, even if she could find a sharp-toothed saw small enough to be easily handled, she wouldn"t be able to use it at an angle that would allow her to bear down with effective force. To free the lower chain from the chair, she would have to cut through all three of the horizontal stretcher bars between the chair legs, each of which was an inch or an inch and a half in diameter, around which the links were wound. To accomplish this, she would have to sit, bend forward, and saw backward backward under the chair. Even if the upper chain had sufficient slack to allow her to reach down far enough for the task, which she doubted, she would only be able to sc.r.a.pe feebly at the wood. With luck, she"d whittle through the third stretcher sometime in the late spring. Then she would have to turn her attention to the five st.u.r.dy spindles in the back of the chair to free the upper chain, and not even a carnival contortionist born with rubber bones could get at them with a saw while pinioned as Chyna was. under the chair. Even if the upper chain had sufficient slack to allow her to reach down far enough for the task, which she doubted, she would only be able to sc.r.a.pe feebly at the wood. With luck, she"d whittle through the third stretcher sometime in the late spring. Then she would have to turn her attention to the five st.u.r.dy spindles in the back of the chair to free the upper chain, and not even a carnival contortionist born with rubber bones could get at them with a saw while pinioned as Chyna was.
Hacking through the steel chains was impossible. She would be able to get at them from an angle better than that from which she could approach the stretcher bars between the chair legs. But Vess wasn"t likely to own saw blades that could carve through steel, and Chyna definitely didn"t have the necessary strength.
She was resigned to more primitive measures than saws. And she was worried about the potential for injury and about how painful the process of liberation might be.
On the mantel, the bronze stags leaped perpetually, antlers to antlers, over the round white face of the clock.
Eight minutes past seven.
She had almost five hours until Vess returned.
Or maybe not.
He had said that he would be back as soon after after midnight as possible, but Chyna had no reason to suppose that he"d been telling the truth. He might return at ten o"clock. Or eight o"clock. Or ten minutes from now. midnight as possible, but Chyna had no reason to suppose that he"d been telling the truth. He might return at ten o"clock. Or eight o"clock. Or ten minutes from now.
She shuffled onto the floor-level flagstone hearth and then to the right, past the firebox and the bra.s.s andiron, past the deep mantel. The entire wall flanking the fireplace was smooth gray river rock-just the hard surface that she needed.
Chyna stood with her left side toward the rock, twisted her upper body to the left as far as possible without turning her feet, in the manner of an Olympic athlete preparing to toss a discus, and then swung sharply and forcefully to the right. This maneuver threw the chair-on her back-in the opposite direction from her body and slammed it into the wall. It clattered against the rock, rebounded with a ringing of chains, and thudded against her hard enough to hurt her shoulder, ribs, and hip. She tried the same trick again, putting even more energy into it, but after the second time, she was able to judge by the sound that she would, at best, scar the finish and chip a few slivers out of the pine. Hundreds of these lame blows might demolish the chair in time, turn it into kindling; but before she hammered it against the rock that often, suffering the recoil each time, she would be a bruised and bloodied mess, and her bones would splinter, and her joints would separate like the links in a pop-bead necklace.
By swinging the chair as though she were a dog wagging its tail, she couldn"t get the requisite force behind it. She had been afraid of this. As far as she could determine, there was only one other approach that might work-but she didn"t like it.
Chyna looked at the mantel clock. Only two minutes had pa.s.sed since the last time she"d glanced at it.
Two minutes was nothing if she had until midnight, but it was a disastrous waste of time if Vess was on his way home right now. He might be turning off the public road, through the gate, into his long private driveway this very moment, the lying b.a.s.t.a.r.d, having set her up to believe that he would be gone until after midnight, then sneaking back early to- She was baking a nourishing loaf of panic, plump and yeasty, and if she allowed herself to eat a single slice, then she"d gorge on it. This was an appet.i.te she didn"t dare indulge. Panic wasted time and energy.
She must remain calm.
To free herself from the chair, she needed to use her body as if it were a pneumatic ram, and she would have to endure serious pain. She was already in severe pain, but what was coming would be worse-devastating-and it scared her.
Surely there was another way.
She stood listening to her heart and to the hollow ticking of the mantel clock.
If she went upstairs first, maybe she would find a telephone and be able to call the police. They would know how to deal with the Dobermans. They would have the keys to get her out of the shackles and manacles. They would free Ariel too. With that one phone call, all burdens would be lifted from her.
But she knew in her heart-the old friend intuition-that she was not going to find any telephones upstairs either. Edgler Vess was unfailingly thorough. A phone would be in service in the house whenever he was home-but not when he was away. He might actually unplug the unit and take it with him each time he left.
Trammeled, unbalanced by the chair and therefore dangerously clumsy, Chyna would be risking a crippling fall if she climbed the stairs. She would face an even greater risk when, after finding no telephone, she had to come back down again. And in the process, she would have wasted precious time.
Turning her back to the river-rock wall, she shuffled six feet from it, stopped, closed her eyes, and gathered her courage.
Possibly one of the spindles in the rail-back chair would crack apart and be driven forward. The splintered end would puncture the tie-on cushion or slip past it and then skewer her, back to front, straight through her guts.
More likely, she"d sustain a spinal injury. With all the force of the impact directed against the lower half of the chair, the legs of it would be driven into her her legs; the upper half would first pull away from her-then recoil and snap hard against her upper back or neck. The spindles were fixed between the seat and the wide slab of radius-cut pine that served as the headrail, and the headrail was so solid that it would do major damage if it cracked into her cervical vertebrae with sufficient force. She might wind up on the living-room floor, under the chair and chains, paralyzed from the neck down. legs; the upper half would first pull away from her-then recoil and snap hard against her upper back or neck. The spindles were fixed between the seat and the wide slab of radius-cut pine that served as the headrail, and the headrail was so solid that it would do major damage if it cracked into her cervical vertebrae with sufficient force. She might wind up on the living-room floor, under the chair and chains, paralyzed from the neck down.
Sometimes she brooded about possibilities too much, dwelt beyond reason on all the myriad ways that any situation or any relationship could go terribly wrong. This was also a result of having spent her childhood hiding on the wrong side of bedsprings, waiting for either the fighting or the partying to stop.
For a while when Chyna was seven, she and her mother had stayed with a man named Zack and a woman named Memphis in a ramshackle old farmhouse not far from New Orleans, and one night two men had come to visit, carrying a Styrofoam cooler, and Memphis had killed them less than five minutes after they arrived. The visitors had been in the kitchen, sitting at the table. One of them had been talking to Chyna and the other had been twisting the cap off a bottle of beer-when Memphis withdrew a gun from the refrigerator and shot both men in the head, one after the other, so fast that the second one didn"t even have time to dive for cover before she put a round in his face. As slippery and quick as a skink, Chyna fled, certain that Memphis had gone crazy and would kill them all. She hid in a drift of loose hay in the barn loft. During the hour that the adults took to find her, she so often visualized her own face dissolving with the impact of a bullet that every image in her mind"s eye-even fleeting glimpses of the Wild Wood to which she could not quite escape-was entirely in shades of red, wet red.
But she had survived that night.
She had been surviving for a long time. Eternity.
And she would survive this too-or die trying.
Without opening her eyes, Chyna hurtled backward as fast as her leg irons would allow, and in spite of her fear, she figured that she must be at least a somewhat comic sight, because she had to shuffle frantically to build speed, had to throw herself toward spinal injury in quick little baby steps. But then she slammed into the rocks, and there was nothing whatsoever funny about that. that.
She"d been bent forward slightly to lift the legs of the chair behind her and to ensure that they, rather than another part of it, would strike first and take the hard initial blow. With her entire weight behind the a.s.sault, there was a satisfyingly splintery thwack thwack on impact-and the pine legs were jammed painfully into the backs of her legs. Chyna stumbled forward, and the upper part of the chair whiplashed into her neck, as she had expected, and she was knocked off balance. She dropped to her knees on the flagstone hearth and fell forward with the chair still on her back, hurting in too many places to bother taking an inventory. on impact-and the pine legs were jammed painfully into the backs of her legs. Chyna stumbled forward, and the upper part of the chair whiplashed into her neck, as she had expected, and she was knocked off balance. She dropped to her knees on the flagstone hearth and fell forward with the chair still on her back, hurting in too many places to bother taking an inventory.
Hobbled, she couldn"t get to her feet unless she was gripping something. She crawled to the nearest armchair and pulled herself up, grunting with effort and pain.
She didn"t like like pain the way Vess claimed to like it, but she wasn"t going to b.i.t.c.h about it either. At least she could still crawl and stand. No spinal injury yet. Better to feel pain than nothing at all. pain the way Vess claimed to like it, but she wasn"t going to b.i.t.c.h about it either. At least she could still crawl and stand. No spinal injury yet. Better to feel pain than nothing at all.
The legs of the chair and the stretcher bars between the legs seemed to be intact. But judging by the sound of the impact, she had weakened them.
Starting eight feet from the wall this time, Chyna shuffled backward as fast as she could, trying to ram the chair legs into the rock at the same angle as before. She was rewarded with a distinctive crack crack-the sound of splintering wood, though it felt like shattering bone.
A dam of pain burst inside her. Cold currents dragged her down, but she resisted the undertow with the desperate determination of a swimmer struggling against a drowning darkness.
She hadn"t been knocked off her feet this time. She shuffled forward. Not pausing to catch her breath, still hunched to ensure that the chair legs would take the brunt of the impact, she charged backward into the rock wall.
Chyna woke facedown on the floor in front of the hearth, aware that she must have been unconscious for a minute or two.
The carpet was as cold and undulant as moving water. She wasn"t floating in it but glimmering along the rippled surface, as though she were coppery spangles of sunlight or the dark reflection of a cloud.
The worst pain was in the back of her head. She must have struck it against something.
She felt so much better when she didn"t think about her pain or her problems, when she simply accepted that she was nothing more than a cloud shadow riding on the mirrored surface of a rolling river, as insubstantial as the purling patterns on moving water, gliding away, liquid and cool, away, away.
Ariel. In the cellar. Among the watchful dolls.
I am my sister"s keeper.
Somehow she got to her hands and knees.
She heard the hollow thump of paws on the front porch floor.
When she pulled herself to her feet against an armchair, she looked at the window that wasn"t covered by drapes. Two Dobermans were standing with their forepaws on the windowsill, staring at her, their eyes radiant yellow with reflections of the soft amber light from the lamp on the end table.
At the base of the stone wall was one of the rear legs of the chair. That length of turned pine was all jagged splinters at the thicker end, where it had been fixed to the underside of the seat. Bristling from the side of it at a ninety-degree angle was the one-inch stretcher bar that had connected it to the other rear leg.
The lower chain was more than half free.
On the porch, one dog paced. The other still watched Chyna.
She worked the upper chain to the left through the spindles at her back, drawing her right hand behind her head, to provide as much slack as possible for her left hand. Then she reached down to her left, under the chair arm and then under the thick slab seat, feeling for the legs. The left rear leg was gone, obviously the one on the floor by the wall. The side stretcher still extended from the left front leg, but with the rear leg gone, it no longer connected to anything, and the chain had slipped off it.
When she worked the upper chain to the right, to be able to feel under the chair with that hand, she discovered that the other rear leg was slightly loose. She pulled, pushed, and twisted, trying to break it off. But she couldn"t get adequate leverage, and the leg was still too firmly attached to succ.u.mb to her efforts.
No stretcher bar had ever linked the two front legs. Now the lower chain was prevented from slipping entirely free only by the stretcher bar between the legs on the right side.
Once more she charged backward hard, into the rock. Blazing pain exploded through her entire body, and she was almost blown away. But when the right rear leg didn"t snap loose, she said, "h.e.l.l, no," refusing to surrender to hurt, to exhaustion, to anything, anything, and she hobbled forward and then launched herself backward once more. Wood split with a dry crackle, broken turnings of pine clattered off flagstones, and with a bright ringing, the lower chain fell free of the chair.
Bending forward, dizzy, filled with a whirling darkness, shaking violently, she leaned with both hands on the back of the big leather armchair. She was half sick with pain and with fear of what damage she might have done to her body, wondering about fractured vertebrae and internal bleeding.
Squeak-squeak-squeak.
One of the dogs clawed at the window gla.s.s.
Squeak-squeak.
Chyna wasn"t free yet. She was still chained to the upper half of the chair.
The four spindles between the headrail and the seat were thinner than the stretcher bars between the legs, so they ought to break more easily than those bars had broken. She hadn"t been able to keep the chair legs from mercilessly hammering the backs of her knees and her thighs, but for this part of the operation, the tie-on foam cushion between her and the spindles should provide her with some protection.
A pair of floor-to-ceiling rock pilasters flanked the firebox and supported the six-inch slab of laminated maple that served as the mantel. They were curved, and it seemed to Chyna that the radius would help focus the impact on one or two spindles at a time instead of spreading it across the four.
She moved the heavy andiron out of the way. She pushed aside a bra.s.s rack of fireplace tools. The lifting and shoving made her head spin and her stomach churn, and a hundred agonies a.s.sailed her.
She no longer dared to think about what she was doing. She just did it, past courage now, past consideration and calculation, driven by a blind animal determination to be free.
This time, she didn"t hunch over; as far as she was able, she stood straight and rammed backward into the pilaster. The cushion did provide protection, but not enough. She was suffering so many contusions, wrenched muscles, and battered bones that the jarring blow would have been devastating even if it had been twice as well padded, like the tap of a dentist"s rubber hammer on a rotten tooth in need of a root-ca.n.a.l job. Right now every joint in her body seemed to be a rotten tooth. She didn"t pause, because she was afraid that all of those pains, pulsing at once, would soon shake her to the floor, shake her apart, so she would never be able to pull herself together and get up. She was rapidly running out of resources, and with a black tide lapping at the edges of her vision, she was also running out of time. Howling with misery in expectation of the pain, she rammed backward and screamed when the blow rattled her bones like dice in a cup. Agony. But immediately she threw herself into the pilaster again, chains jangling, and again, wood splintering, and again, screaming, Jesus, Jesus, unable to stop screaming and frightened by her own cries, while the vigilant dogs made that needful keening at the window, and yet once more backward, unable to stop screaming and frightened by her own cries, while the vigilant dogs made that needful keening at the window, and yet once more backward, hammering hammering herself into the rock. herself into the rock.
Then she was again facedown on the floor without remembering how she had gotten there, racked by dry heaves because there was nothing in her stomach to throw up, gagging on a vile taste in the back of her mouth, hands clenched against the very thought of defeat, feeling small and weak and pitiful, shuddering, shuddering.
The shudders gradually diminished, however, and the carpet began to undulate, pleasantly cool beneath her, and she was a cloud shadow on fast-moving waters. The sun-haloed shadow and the fathomless water moved in the same direction, always in the same direction, onward and forever, swift and silken, toward the edge of the world and then off into a void, flowing still, so dark.
Expecting dogs, Chyna woke from red dreams of refrigerator-chilled guns and exploding heads, but there were no dogs. She was alone in the living room, and all was quiet. The Dobermans were not padding back and forth on the porch, and when she was finally able to lift her head, she saw no dogs at the undraped window.
They were outside, calmer now because they realized that their time would come. Watching the door and windows. Waiting to see her face. Alert for the snick snick of a latch, the rasp of a hinge. of a latch, the rasp of a hinge.
She was in so much pain that she was surprised to have regained consciousness. She was more surprised that her head was clear.
One pain was separate from and more urgent than all her other distresses. Unlike the agonies of tortured bones and muscles, this painful pressure could be relieved easily, and she wouldn"t even have to put herself through the gruesome ordeal of moving from where she lay.
"h.e.l.l no," she mumbled, and slowly she sat up.
Getting to her feet, she disturbed deep hurts that had slept as long as she had been lying on the floor but woke as soon as she began to rise: grindings in her bones and hot flares in her muscles. Some were intense enough, at least initially, to make her freeze and gasp for breath, but by the time she was standing tall, she knew there was no single pain so terrible that it would cripple her; and while the burden of her combined agonies was daunting, she was going to be able to carry it.
She didn"t didn"t have to carry the heavy chair any longer. It lay on the floor around her in fragments and splinters, and none of her chains was enc.u.mbered by it. have to carry the heavy chair any longer. It lay on the floor around her in fragments and splinters, and none of her chains was enc.u.mbered by it.
According to the mantel clock, the time was three minutes till eight, which unsettled her. The last she remembered, it had been ten minutes past seven. She wasn"t sure how long she had taken to break free from the chair, but she suspected that she had lain unconscious for half an hour, perhaps longer. The sweat had dried on her body, and her hair was only slightly damp at the nape of her neck, so half an hour was probably correct. This realization made her feel weak and uncertain again.
If Vess could be believed, Chyna still had four hours until he returned. But there was much to be done, and four hours might not be time enough.
Chyna sat on the edge of the sofa. Freed from the pine dining chair, she was at last able to reach the carabiner on the short chain between her ankles. This steel coupling connected the shorter chain to the longer one that had wrapped the chair and the table pedestal. After s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g open the metal sleeve to reveal the gate in the carabiner, she disconnected herself from the longer chain.
Her ankles remained cuffed, and on her way to the stairs to the second floor, she still had to shuffle.
She switched on the stairwell light and laboriously climbed the narrow stairs, moving first her left foot and then her right onto each tread. Because of the hobbling chain, she was unable to ascend one foot per tread, step over step, as she normally would have done, and her progress was slow.
She kept a two-hand grip on the handrail. With the heavy chair gone from her back, she was no longer precariously balanced, but she remained wary of tripping in her fetters.
Past the landing, halfway up the second flight, all of her pains and the fear of falling and the hot pressure in her bladder combined to double her over with severe stomach cramps. She leaned against the wall of the stairwell, clutching the handrail, suddenly sheathed in sour sweat, moaning low and wordlessly in misery. She was certain that she was going to pa.s.s out, tumble backward, and break her neck.
But the cramps pa.s.sed, and she continued climbing. Soon she reached the second floor.