""Go on wid ye, corp"ril," sez she. "You"re a flirt."
""On me sowl I"m not," sez I.
""Then you"re a cruel handsome man, an" that"s worse," sez she, heavin"
big sighs an" lookin" crossways.
""You know your own mind," sez I.
"""Twud be better for me if I did not," she sez.
""There"s a dale to be said on both sides av that," sez I, not thinkin".
""Say your own part av ut, then, Terence, darlin"," sez she; "for begad I"m thinkin" I"ve said too much or too little for an honest girl;" an"
wid that she put her arms round me neck an" kissed me.
""There"s no more to be said afther that," sez I, kissin" her back again. Oh, the mane scut that I was, my head ringin" wid Dinah Shadd!
How does ut come about, sorr, that whin a man has put the comether on wan woman he"s sure bound to put ut on another? "Tis the same thing at musketry. Wan day ev"ry shot goes wide or into the bank, an" the next--lay high, lay low, sight or snap--ye can"t get off the bull"s-eye for ten shots runnin"."
"That only happens to a man who has had a good deal of experience; he does it without thinking," I replied.
"Thankin" you for the complimint, sorr, ut may be so; but I"m doubtin"
whether you mint ut for a complimint. Hear, now. I sat there wid Judy on my knee, tellin" me all manner av nonsinse, an" only sayin" "yes"
an" "no," when I"d much better ha" kept tongue betune teeth. An" that was not an hour afther I had left Dinah. What I was thinkin" av I cannot say.
"Presently, quiet as a cat, ould Mother Sheehy came in velvet-dhrunk.
She had her daughter"s red hair, but "twas bald in patches, an" I cud see in her wicked ould face, clear as lightnin", what Judy wud be twenty year to come. I was for jumpin" up, but Judy niver moved.
""Terence has promust, mother," sez she, an" the cowld sweat bruk out all over me.
"Ould Mother Sheehy sat down of a heap, an" began playin" wid the cups.
"Thin you"re a well-matched pair," she sez, very thick; "for he"s the biggest rogue that iver spoiled the queen"s shoe-leather, an"--"
""I"m off, Judy," sez I. "Ye should not talk nonsinse to your mother.
Get her to bed, girl."
""Nonsinse?" sez the ould woman, p.r.i.c.kin" up her ears like a cat, an"
grippin" the table-edge. ""Twill be the most nonsinsical nonsinse for you, ye grinnin" badger, if nonsinse "tis. Git clear, you. I"m goin"
to bed."
"I ran out into the dhark, me head in a stew an" me heart sick, but I had sinse enough to see that I"d brought ut all on mesilf. "It"s this to pa.s.s the time av day to a panjandhrum of h.e.l.l-cats," sez I. "What I"ve said an" what I"ve not said do not matther. Judy an" her dam will hould me for a promust man, an" Dinah will give me the go, an" I desarve ut. I will go an" get dhrunk," sez I, "an" forgit about ut, for "tis plain I"m not a marryin" man."
"On me way to canteen I ran against Lascelles, color-sergint that was av E Comp"ny--a hard, hard man, wid a tormint av a wife. "You"ve the head av a drowned man on your shoulders," sez he, "an" you"re goin"
where you"ll get a worse wan. Come back," sez he. "Let me go," sez I.
"I"ve thrown me luck over the wall wid me own hand." "Then that"s not the way to get ut back," sez he. "Have out wid your throuble, ye fool-bhoy." An" I tould him how the matther was.
"He sucked his lower lip. "You"ve been thrapped," sez he. "Ju Sheehy wud be the betther for a man"s name to hers as soon as she can. An" ye thought ye"d put the comether on her. That"s the naturil vanity av the baste. Terence, you"re a big born fool, but you"re not bad enough to marry into that comp"ny. If you said anythin", an" for all your protestations I"m sure you did--or did not, which is worse--eat ut all.
Lie like the father av all lies, but come out av ut free av Judy. Do I not know what ut is to marry a woman that was the very spit av Judy when she was young? I"m gettin" ould, an" I"ve larnt patience; but you, Terence, you"d raise hand on Judy an" kill her in a year. Never mind if Dinah gives you the go; you"ve desarved ut. Never mind if the whole reg"mint laughs at you all day. Get shut av Judy an" her mother.
They can"t dhrag you to church, but if they do, they"ll dhrag you to h.e.l.l. Go back to your quarthers an" lie down," sez he. Thin, over his shoulder, "You must ha" done with thim."
"Nixt day I wint to see Dinah; but there was no tucker in me as I walked. I knew the throuble wud come soon enough widout any handlin"
av mine, an" I dreaded ut sore.
"I heard Judy callin" me, but I hild straight on to the Shadds"
quarthers, an" Dinah wud ha" kissed me, but I hild her back.
""Whin all"s said, darlin"," sez I, "you can give ut me if you will, tho" I mis...o...b.. "twill be so easy to come by thin."
"I had scarce begun to put the explanation into shape before Judy an"
her mother came to the door. I think there was a veranda, but I"m forgettin".
""Will ye not step in?" sez Dinah, pretty and polite, though the Shadds had no dealin"s with the Sheehys. Ould Mother Shadd looked up quick, an" she was the fust to see the throuble, for Dinah was her daughter.
""I"m pressed for time to-day," sez Judy, as bould as bra.s.s; "an" I"ve only come for Terence--my promust man. "Tis strange to find him here the day afther the day."
"Dinah looked at me as though I had hit her, an" I answered straight:
""There was some nonsinse last night at the Sheehys" quarthers, an"
Judy"s carryin" on the joke, darlin"," sez I.
""At the Sheehys" quarthers?" sez Dinah, very slow; an" Judy cut in wid:
""He was there from nine till tin, Dinah Shadd, an" the betther half av that time I was sittin" on his knee, Dinah Shadd. Ye may look an" ye may look an" ye may look me up an" down, but ye won"t look away that Terence is my promust man. Terence, darlin", "tis time for us to be comin" home."
"Dinah Shadd never said a word to Judy. "Ye left me at half-past eight," sez she to me, "an" I never thought that ye"d leave me for Judy, promises or no promises. Go back wid her, you that have to be fetched by a girl! I"m done with you," sez she; and she ran into her own room, her mother followin". So I was alone with those two women, and at liberty to spake me sintiments.
""Judy Sheehy," sez I, "if you made a fool av me betune the lights, you shall not do ut in the day. I never promised you words or lines."
""You lie!" sez ould Mother Sheehy; "an" may ut choke you where you stand!" She was far gone in dhrink.
""An" tho" ut choked me where I stud I"d not change," sez I. "Go home, Judy. I take shame for a decent girl like you dhraggin" your mother out bareheaded on this errand. Hear, now, and have ut for an answer.
I gave me word to Dinah Shadd yesterday, an" more blame to me I was with you last night talkin" nonsinse, but nothin" more. You"ve chosen to thry to hould me on ut. I will not be held thereby for any thin" in the world. Is that enough?"
"Judy wint pink all over. "An" I wish you joy av the perjury," sez she. "You"ve lost a woman that would ha" wore her hand to the bone for your pleasure; an" "deed, Terence, ye were not thrapped." ... Lascelles must ha" spoken plain to her. "I am as such as Dinah is--"deed I am!
Ye"ve lost a fool av a girl that"ll never look at you again, an" ye"ve lost what ye niver had--your common honesty. If you manage your men as you manage your love-makin", small wondher they call you the worst corp"ril in the comp"ny. Come away, mother," sez she.
"But divil a fut would the ould woman budge! "D"you hould by that?"
sez she, peerin" up under her thick gray eyebrows.
""Ay, an" wud," said I, "Tho" Dinah gave me the go twinty times. I"ll have no thruck with you or yours," sez I. "Take your child away, ye shameless woman!"
""An" am I shameless," sez she, bringin" her hands up above her head.
"Thin what are you, ye lyin", schamin", weak-kneed, dhirty-souled son of a sutler? Am I shameless? Who put the open shame on me an" my child that we shud go beggin" though the lines in daylight for the broken word of a man? Double portion of my shame be on you, Terence Mulvaney, that think yourself so strong! By Mary and the saints, by blood and water, an" by ivry sorrow that came into the world since the beginnin", the black blight fall on you and yours, so that you may niver be free from pain for another when ut"s not your own! May your heart bleed in your breast drop by drop wid all your friends laughin"
at the bleedin"! Strong you think yourself? May your strength be a curse to you to dhrive you into the devil"s hands against your own will! Clear-eyed you are? May your eyes see clear ivry step av the dark path you take till the hot cinders av h.e.l.l put thim out! May the ragin" dry thirst in my own ould bones go to you, that you shall never pa.s.s bottle full nor gla.s.s empty! G.o.d preserve the light av your understandin" to you, my jewel av a bhoy, that ye may niver forget what you mint to be an" do, when you"re wallowin" in the muck! May ye see the betther and follow the worse as long as there"s breath in your body, an" may ye die quick in a strange land, watchin" your death before ut takes you, an" onable to stir hand or fut!"
"I heard a scufflin" in the room behind, and thin Dinah Shadd"s hand dhropped into mine like a roseleaf into a muddy road.
""The half av that I"ll take," sez she, "an" more too, if I can. Go home, ye silly-talkin" woman--go home an" confess."