"Ah! but it was so severe while it lasted! I saw that it caught your breath away! I saw it, though you tried to hide it! Ah! you do suffer, Ishmael! and for me! me," she cried, forgetting her pride in the excess of her sympathy.
The smile in Ishmael"s dark blue eyes deepened to ineffable tenderness and beauty as he answered softly:
"It is very, very sweet to suffer for--one we esteem and honor."
"I am not worth an hour of your pain!" exclaimed Claudia, with something very like self-reproach.
"Oh, Miss Merlin, if you knew how little I should value my life in comparison with your safety." Ishmael paused; for he felt that perhaps he was going too far.
"I think that you have well proved how ready you are to sacrifice your life for the preservation, not only of your friends, but of your very foes! I have not forgotten your rescue of Alf and Ben Burghe," said the heiress emphatically, yet a little coldly, as if, while anxious to give him the fullest credit and the greatest honor for courage, generosity, and magnanimity, she was desirous to disclaim any personal interest he might feel for herself.
"There is a difference, Miss Merlin," said Ishmael, with gentle dignity.
"Oh, I suppose there is; one would rather risk one"s life for a friend than for an enemy," replied Claudia icily.
"I have displeased you, Miss Merlin; I am very sorry for it. Pray, forgive me," said Ishmael, with a certain suave and stately courtesy, for which the youth was beginning to be noted.
"Oh, you have not displeased me, Ishmael! How could you, you who have just risked and almost sacrificed your life to save mine! No, you have not displeased; but you have surprised me! I would not have had you run any risk for me, Ishmael, that you would not have run for the humblest negro on my father"s plantation; that is all."
"Miss Merlin, I would have run any risk to save anyone at need; but I might not have borne the after consequences in all cases with equal patience--equal pleasure. Ah, Miss Merlin, forgive me, if I am now happy in my pain! forgive me this presumption, for it is the only question at issue between us," said the youth, with a pleading glance.
"Oh, Ishmael, let us not talk any more about me! Talk of yourself. Tell me how you are, and where you feel pain."
"Nowhere much, Miss Merlin."
"Papa told me that two of your limbs were broken and your chest injured, and now I see all that for myself."
"My injuries are doing very well. My broken bones are knitting together again as fast as they possibly can, my physician says."
"But that is a very painful process I fear," said Claudia compa.s.sionately.
"Indeed, no; I do not find it so."
"Ah! your face shows what you endure. It is your chest, then, that hurts you?"
"My chest is healing very rapidly. Do not distress your kind heart, Miss Merlin; indeed, I am doing very well."
"You are very patient, and therefore you will do well, if you are not doing so now. Ishmael, now that I am permitted to visit you, I shall come every day. But they have limited me to fifteen minutes" stay this morning, and my time is up. Good-morning, Ishmael."
"Good-morning, Miss Merlin. May the Lord bless you," said Ishmael, respectfully pressing the hand she gave him.
"I will come again to-morrow; and then if you continue to grow better, I may be allowed to remain with you for half an hour," she said, rising.
"Thank you, Miss Merlin; I shall try to grow better; you have given me a great incentive to improvement."
Claudia"s face grew grave again. She bowed coldly and left the room.
As soon as the door had closed behind her Ishmael"s long-strained nerves became relaxed, and his countenance changed again in one of those awful spasms of pain to which he was now so subject. The paroxysm, kept off by force of will, for Claudia"s sake, during her stay, now took its revenge by holding the victim longer in its grasp. A minute or two of mortal agony and then is was past, and the patient was relieved.
"I don"t know what you call pain; but if dis"ere aint pain, I don"t want to set no worser de longest day as ever I live!" exclaimed Katie, who stood by the bedside wiping the deathly dew from the icy brow of the sufferer.
"But you see--it lasts so short a time--it is already gone," gasped Ishmael faintly. "It is no sooner come than gone," he added, with a smile.
"And no sooner gone, nor come again! And a-most taking of your life when it do come!" said Katie, placing a cordial to the ashen lips of the sufferer.
The stimulant revived his strength, brought color to his cheeks and light to his eyes.
Ishmael"s next visitor was Reuben Gray, who was admitted to see him for a few minutes only. This was Reuben"s first visit to the invalid, and as under the transient influence of the stimulant Ishmael looked brighter than usual, Reuben thought that he must be getting on remarkably well, and congratulated him accordingly.
Ishmael smilingly returned the compliment by wishing Gray joy of his son and daughter.
Reuben grinned with delight and expatiated on their beauty, until it was time for him to take leave.
"Your Aunt Hannah don"t know as you"ve been hurt, my boy; we dar"n"t tell her, for fear of the consequences. But now as you really do seem to be getting on so well, and as she is getting strong so fast, and continually asking arter you, I think I will just go and tell her all about it, and as how there is no cause to be alarmed no more," said Reuben, as he stood, hat in hand, by Ishmael"s bed.
"Yes, do, Uncle Reuben, else she will think I neglect her," pleaded Ishmael.
Reuben promised, and then took his departure.
That was the last visit Ishmael received that day.
Reuben kept his word, and as soon as he got home he gradually broke to Hannah the news of Ishmael"s accident, softening the matter as much as possible, softening it out of all truth, for when the anxious woman insisted on knowing exactly the extent of her nephew"s injuries, poor Reuben, alarmed for the effect upon his wife"s health, boldly affirmed that there was nothing worse in Ishmael"s case than a badly sprained ankle, that confined him to the house! And it was weeks longer before Hannah heard the truth of the affair.
The next day Claudia Merlin repeated her visit to Ishmael, and remained with him for half an hour.
And from that time she visited his room daily, increasing each day the length of her stay.
Ishmael"s convalescence was very protracted. The severe injuries that must have caused the death of a less highly vitalized human creature really confined Ishmael for weeks to his bed and for months to the house. It was four weeks before he could leave his bed for a sofa. And it was about that time that Hannah got out again; and incredulous, anxious, and angry all at once, walked up to Tanglewood to find out for herself whether it was a "sprained ankle" only that kept her nephew confined there.
Mrs. Gray was shown at once to the convalescent"s room, where Ishmael, whose very breath was pure truth, being asked, told her all about his injuries.
Poor Hannah wept tears of retrospective pity; but did not in her inmost heart blame Gray for the "pious fraud" he had practiced with the view of saving her own feelings at a critical time. She would have had Ishmael conveyed immediately to Woodside, that she might nurse him herself; but neither the doctor, the judge, nor the heiress would consent to his removal; and so Hannah had to submit to their will and leave her nephew where he was. But she consoled herself by walking over every afternoon to see Ishmael.
Claudia usually spent several hours of the forenoon in Ishmael"s company. He was still very weak, pale, and thin. His arm was in a sling, and as it was his right arm, as well as his right leg that had been broken, he could not use a crutch; so that he was confined all day to the sofa or the easy-chair, in which his nurse would place him in the morning.
Claudia devoted herself to his amus.e.m.e.nt with all a sister"s care. She read to him; sung to him, accompanying her song with the guitar; and she played chess--Ishmael using his left hand to move the pieces.
Claudia knew that this gifted boy worshiped her with a pa.s.sionate love that was growing deeper, stronger, and more ardent every day. She knew that probably his peace of mind would be utterly wrecked by his fatal pa.s.sion. She knew all this, and yet she would not withdraw herself, either suddenly or gradually. The adoration of this young, pure, exalted soul was an intoxicating incense that had become a daily habit and necessity to the heiress. But she tacitly required it to be a silent offering. So long as her lover worshiped her only with his eyes, tones, and manners, she was satisfied, gracious, and cordial; but the instant he was betrayed into any words of admiration or interest in her, she grew cold and haughty, she chilled and repelled him.
And yet she did not mean to trifle with his affections or destroy his peace; but--it was very dull in the country, and Claudia had nothing else to occupy and interest her mind and heart. Besides, she really did appreciate and admire the wonderfully endowed peasant boy as much as she possibly could in the case of one so immeasurably far beneath her in rank. And she really did take more pride and delight in the society of Ishmael than in that of any other human being she had ever met. And yet, had it been possible that Ishmael should have been acknowledged by his father and invested with the name, arms, and estate of Brudenell, Claudia Merlin, in her present mood of mind, would have died and seen him die, before she would have given her hand to one upon whose birth a single shade of reproach was even suspected to rest.
Meanwhile Ishmael reveled in what would have been a fool"s paradise to most young men in similar circ.u.mstances,--but which really was not such to him, dreaming those dreams of youth, the realization of which would have been impossible to nine hundred and ninety-nine in a thousand situated as he was, but which intellect and will made quite probable for him. With his master mind and heart he read Claudia Merlin thoroughly, and understood her better than she understood herself. In his secret soul he knew that every inch of progress made in her favor was a permanent conquest never to be yielded up. And loving her as loyally as ever knight loved lady, he let her deceive herself by thinking she was amusing herself at his expense, for he was certain of ultimate victory.
Other thoughts also occupied Ishmael. The first of September, the time for opening the Rushy Sh.o.r.e school, had come, and the youth was still unable to walk. Under these circ.u.mstances, he wrote a note to the agent, Brown, and told him that it would be wrong to leave the school shut up while the children of the neighborhood remained untaught, and requested him to seek another teacher.
It cost the youth some self-sacrifice to give up this last chance of employment; but we already know that Ishmael never hesitated a moment between duty and self-interest.
September pa.s.sed. Those who have watched surgical cases in military hospitals know how long it takes a crushed and broken human body to recover the use of its members. It was late in October before Ishmael"s right arm was strong enough to support the crutch that was needed to relieve the pressure upon his right leg when he attempted to walk.