"I know it," replied Amy, "and cannot help it."
"Very well, then, I bid you beware! We shall see which is defeated. You or I. I will be relentless."
And she pa.s.sed out.
"Why do you look so sad, Miss Neville?" said little f.a.n.n.y, creeping up close to her, "I am glad you don"t like her, because I know she can"t bear you."
"I don"t know, f.a.n.n.y. She says she does, or rather did."
"But that"s a story. Only see her eyes when she went away!"
"Yes, f.a.n.n.y; but that was my fault. I fear I was not wise to brave her; but then it could scarcely have been otherwise. I could not like her."
"I know I don"t!" replied the child, "and am glad no one does. She nearly pinched Edith"s arm a minute ago like she did mine, because she told her Uncle Charles put up those book shelves for you; and oh! she looked so angry. She"s just like the dog in the manger. Isn"t she?"
Ah! Had there been no such person as Uncle Charles in the world, these two young girls might have been friends. But as it was; that was the sore point which kept their hearts, the one so distant; the other so revengefully inclined. Frances, who nursed and encouraged her love, knew it was so: while Amy, who dared not think of or allow her love, tried to imagine a hundred other reasons as the true cause of her dislike.
The children were up betimes in the morning to take a tearful farewell of their governess; f.a.n.n.y crying heartily and aloud, until severely rated by Anne Bennet, who, with her sister Julia, was also there bidding good-bye while Amy"s boxes were being stowed away in the carriage.
"I can"t help crying," said f.a.n.n.y, when rebuked, "indeed I can"t! so it"s of no use, Cousin Anne."
"Then cry to yourself, child; or stay, here is my hankerchief to stuff into your mouth; your noise is enough to scare an inmate of Bedlam, and nearly drives us all crazy. Good-bye, Miss Neville; you will write to me, won"t you? A long letter, mind, when you are settled at home."
"I have promised your sister a letter," was the reply.
"Just like my luck. I ought to have asked you sooner. But I shall write to you all the same. I dare say I shall have lots of news that Julia will know nothing about."
Then the carriage drove away, and Amy wondered why Mr. Vavasour had never given her the time-table as he had promised, and felt a little disappointed at his forgetfulness; either he did not care for her so much as she had imagined, or he felt her going away too deeply; at all events his non appearance made her feel sad. She had learned to like though not to love him.
But when she reached the Standale Station, and the carriage steps were being let down; the first person she saw was Mr. Vavasour, awaiting her at the door.
"Mr. Vavasour! you here?" she exclaimed, involuntarily, and perhaps with a slight welcome of gladness in the tone.
"Yes; why not? Did you suppose I would let you go alone, and uncared for? The train will be here in another moment; I almost feared you would be late."
Then he went away for her ticket, and presently she was leaning on his arm as they walked along the platform. It seemed like a dream.
"Here is the time-table, Miss Neville," he said, as soon as she was seated in the carriage, "I think you will be able to understand it, and you must allow me to lend you this railway rug, it will be of use to you, both going and returning, and I shall not require it," and he drew it over her feet as she sat, "I wish you a safe journey, though I fear it will scarcely be a pleasant one; I trust you will find Mrs. Neville better. G.o.d bless you."
There was a banging of doors, the whistle sounded, and she was carried away out of his sight, feeling she had been more cared for and thought of during those few minutes than she had ever been before in all her life; yet his last three words stirred her heart strangely, bringing as they did that last sad evening of Charles Linchmore"s stay at Brampton vividly before her, when he had held her hand, and softly said the same words.
END OF VOL. II.