"What are you going to do?"
"I"m going to teach him a lesson. He thinks I"m going to be taken in by his bluff and run round with a brown paper parcel to Fleet Street or wherever his beastly office is. He"s mistaken. There," he wrote the cable hurriedly and read it aloud, ""Shall not deliver anything. Only too glad to cancel contract." He"ll he the most surprised and disgusted man in America!"
"Need you put it quite like that?" said Doria.
"It"s the only way to make him understand. He has been buzzing round me like a wasp for the past month. Now he"s squashed. And now," said he, getting up and lighting a cigarette, "I"m not going to do another stroke of work for three months."
It was the news of this last announcement that relieved my mind: not the story of Adrian"s intolerable treatment of the editor, which was of a piece with his ordinary att.i.tude towards his own genius. The capriciousness of the resolution startled me; but I approved whole-heartedly. I would have counselled immediate change of scene, had not Adrian antic.i.p.ated my advice by rushing off then and there to Cook"s and taken tickets to Switzerland. Having some business in town, I motored up with Barbara earlier than I need have done, and we saw them off at Victoria Station. Adrian, in holiday spirits, talked rather loudly. Now that he was free from the horror of that b.e.s.t.i.a.l vampire sucking his blood--that was his way of referring to the long suffering and hardly used editor--life emerged from gloom into sunshine. Now his spirit could soar untrammelled. It had taken its leap into the Empyrean.
He beheld his book beneath him dazzlingly clear. Three months communing with nature, three months solitude on the pure mountain heights, three months calm discipline of the soul--that was what he needed. Then to work, and in another three months, _currente calamo_, the book would be written.
"And what is Doria going to do on top of the Matterhorn?" asked my wife.
Doria cried out, "Oh, don"t tease. We"re not going near the Matterhorn.
We"re going to read beautiful books, and see beautiful things and think beautiful thoughts." She dragged Barbara a step or two aside. "Don"t you think this is the best thing that could have happened?" she asked, with her anxious, earnest gaze.
"The very, very best, dear," replied Barbara gently.
And indeed it was. If ever a man realised himself to be on the verge of the abyss, I am sure it was Adrian Boldero. Some haunting fear was set at the back of his laughing eyes--the expression of an animal instinct for self-preservation which discounted the balderdash about the soaring yet disciplined soul.
I whispered to Doria: "Don"t go too far into the wilds out of reach of medical advice."
"Why?"
"You"re taking away a sick man."
"Do you really think so?"
"I do," said I.
She looked to right and left and then at me full in the face, and she gripped my hand.
"You"re a good friend, Hilary. G.o.d knows I thank you."
From which I clearly understood that her pa.s.sionately loyal heart was grievously sore for Adrian.
During their absence abroad, which lasted much longer than three months, we heard fairly regularly from Doria; twice or thrice from Adrian. After a time he grew tired of mountaintops and solitude and declared that his inspiration required steeping in the past, communion with the hallowed monuments of mankind. So they wandered about the old Italian cities, until he discovered that the one thing essential to his work was the gaiety of cosmopolitan society; whereupon they went the round of French watering-places, where Adrian played recklessly at baccarat and spent inordinate sums on food. And all the time Doria wrote glowingly of their doings. Adrian had put the book out of his head, was always in the best of spirits. He had completely recovered from the strain of work and was looking forward joyously to the final spurt in London and the achievement of the masterpiece.
Meanwhile we played the annual comedy of our August migration; the only change being that instead of Dinard we went to the West Coast of Scotland to stay with some of Barbara"s relatives. One gleam of joy irradiated that grey and dismal sojourn--the news that Jaffery, his mission in Crim Tartary being accomplished, would be home for Christmas.
Our host and hostess were sporting folk with red, weatherbeaten faces and a mania (which they expected us to share) for salmon-fishing in the pouring rain. As neither Barbara nor I were experts--I always trembled lest a strong young fish getting hold of the end of Barbara"s line should whisk her over like a feather into the boiling current--and as for myself, I prefer the more contemplative art of bottom fishing from a punt in dry weather--our friends caught all the salmon, while we merely caught colds in the head. Many an hour of sodden misery was cheered by the whispered word of comfort: Jaffery would be home for Christmas. And when, at ten o"clock in the evening, just as we were beginning to awake from the nightmare of the day, and to desire sprightly conversation, our host and hostess fell into a lethargy, and staggered off to slumber, we beguiled the hour before bedtime with talk of Jaffery"s homecoming.
At last we escaped and took the good train south. The Bolderos had already returned to London. They came to spend our first week-end at Northlands. Adrian professed to be in the robustest of health and to have not a care in the world. The holiday, said he, had done him incalculable good. Already he had begun to work in the full glow of inspiration. We thought him looking old and hag-ridden, but Doria seemed happy. She had her own reason for happiness, which she confided to Barbara. It would be early in the New Year... . Her eyes, I noticed, were filled with a new and wonderful love for Adrian. On the Sunday afternoon as we were sauntering about the garden, Adrian touched upon the subject in a man"s shy way when speaking to his fellow man.
"Why," said I with a laugh, "that"s just about the time you expect the book to be out."
He gave me a queer, slanting look. "Yes," said he, "they"ll both be born together."
That night, to my consternation and sorrow, he went to bed quite fuddled with whisky.
CHAPTER X
Never shall I forget that Christmastide. Its shadow has fallen on every Christmas since then. And, in the innocent insolence of our hearts, we had planned such a merry one. It was the first since our marriage that we were spending at Northlands, for like dutiful folk we had hitherto spent the two or three festival days in the solid London house of Barbara"s parents. Her father, Sir Edward Kennion, retired Permanent Secretary of a Government Office, was a courtly gentleman with a faultless taste in old china and wine, and Lady Kennion a charming old lady almost worthy of being the mother of Barbara. To speak truly, I had always enjoyed my visits. But when the news came that, for the sake of the dear lady"s health, the Kennions were starting for Bermuda, in the middle of December, it did not strike us desolate. On the contrary Barbara clapped her hands in undisguised glee.
"It will do mother no end of good, and we can give Susan a real Christmas of her own."
So we laid deep schemes to fill the house to overflowing and to have a roystering time. First, for Susan"s sake, we secured a widowed cousin of mine, Eileen Wetherwood, with her four children; and we sent out invitations to the _ban_ and _arriere ban_ of the county"s juvenility, to say nothing of that of London, for a Boxing-day orgy. Having accounted satisfactorily for Susan"s entertainment, we thought, I hope in a Christian spirit, of our adult circle. Dear old Jaffery would be with us. Why not ask his sister Euphemia? They had a mouse and lion affection for each other. Then there was Liosha. Both she and Jaffery met in Susan"s heart, and it was Susan"s Christmas. With Liosha would come Mrs. Considine, admirable and lonely woman. We trusted to luck and to Mrs. Considine"s urbane influence for amenable relations between Liosha and Euphemia Chayne. With Jaffery in the house, Adrian and Doria must come. Last Christmas they had spent in the country with old Mrs.
Boldero; old Mrs. Boldero was, therefore, summoned to Northlands. In the lightness of our hearts we invited Mr. Jornicroft. After the letter was posted my spirits sank. What in the world would we do with ponderous old man Jornicroft? But in the course of a few posts my gloom was lightened by a refusal. Mr. Jornicroft had been in the habit for many years of spending Christmas at the King"s Hotel, Hastings, and had already made his arrangements.
"Who else is there?" asked Barbara.
"My dear," said I. "This is a modest country house, not an International Palace Hotel. Including Eileen"s children and their governess and nurse and Doria"s maid, we shall have to find accommodation for fifteen people."
"Nonsense!" she said. "We can"t do it."
"Count up," said I.
I lit a cigar and went out into the winter-stricken garden, and left her reckoning on her fingers, with knitted brow. When I returned she greeted me with a radiantly superior smile.
"Who said it couldn"t be done? I do wish men had some kind of practical sense. It"s as easy as anything."
She unfolded her scheme. As far as my dazed wits could grasp it, I understood that I should give up my dressing-room, that the maids should sleep eight in a bed, that Franklin, our excellent butler, should perch in a walnut-tree and that planks should be put up in the bath-rooms for as many more guests as we cared to invite.
"That is excellent," said I, "but do you realise that in this house party there are only three grown men--three ha"porth of grown men" (I couldn"t forbear allusiveness) "to this intolerable quant.i.ty of women and children?"
"But who is preventing you from asking men, dear? Who are they?"
I mentioned my old friend Vansittart; also poor John Costello"s son, who would most likely be at a loose end at Christmas, and one or two others.
"Well have them, dear," said Barbara.
So four unattached men were added to the party. That made nineteen. When I thought of their accommodation my brain reeled. In order to retain my wits I gave up thinking of it, and left the matter to Barbara.
We were going to have a mighty Christmas. The house was filled with preparations. Susan and I went to the village draper"s and bought beautifully coloured cotton stockings to hang up at her little cousins"
bedposts. We stirred the plum pudding. We planned out everything that we should like to do, while Barbara, without much reference to us, settled what was to be done. In that way we divided the labour. Old Jaffery, back from China, came to us on the twentieth of December, and threw himself heart and soul into our side of the work. He took up our life just as though he had left it the day before yesterday--just the same sun-glazed hairy red giant, noisy, laughter-loving and voracious. Susan went about clapping her hands the day he arrived and shouting that Christmas had already begun.
The first thing he did was to clamour for Adrian, the man of fame. But the three Bolderos were not coming till the twenty-fourth. Adrian was making one last glorious spurt, so Doria said, in order to finish the great book before Christmas. We had not seen much of them during the autumn. Trivial circ.u.mstances had prevented it. Susan had had measles. I had been laid up with a wrenched knee. One side happened to be engaged when the other suggested a meeting. A trumpery series of accidents.
Besides, Adrian, with his new lease of health and inspiration, had plunged deeper than ever into his work, so that it was almost impossible to get hold of him. On the few occasions when he did emerge from his work-room into the light of friendly smiles, he gave glowing accounts of progress. He was satisfying his poet"s dreams. He was writing like an inspired prophet. I saw him at the beginning of December. His face was white and ghastly, the furrow had deepened between his brows, and the strained squint had become permanent in his eyes. He laughed when I repeated my warnings of the spring. Small wonder, said he, that he did not look robust; virtue was going from him into every drop of ink. He could easily get through another month.
"And then"--he clapped me on the shoulder--"my boy--you shall see! It will be worth all the _enfantement prodigieux_. You thought I was going off my chump, you dear old fuss-box. But you were wrong. So did Doria--for a week or two. Bless her! she"s an artist"s wife in ten million."
"Have you thought of a t.i.tle?" I asked.
""G.o.d"," said he. "Yes--"G.o.d"--short like that. Isn"t it good?"
I cried out that it was in the worst possible taste. It would offend. He would lose his public. The Non-conformists and Evangelicals would be frightened by the very name. He lost his temper and scoffed at my Early Victorianism. "Little Lily and her Pet Rabbit" was the kind of t.i.tle I admired. He was going to call it "G.o.d."