"A fact."
"Facts are sometimes very unpleasant."
"I hope the fact I want you to face isn"t exactly that--if it is ...
then I"m ... a jolly miserable chap. Miss Morton--Meg--you must see how it is with me--you must know that you"re dearer to me than anything on earth. I think your father tumbled to it--and I don"t think he minded ... that I should want you for my wife."
"My poor little papa would be relieved to think that anyone could...."
"Could what?"
"Care for me ... in that way."
"Nonsense! But I"m exceedingly glad to have met your father."
"Why?"
"Because I wanted to meet him."
"Again, why?"
"Because he"s your father."
"Did you observe that Miss Lotty Trent cut you dead at the Queen"s to-day?"
"I did notice it, and, like you, I wonder why."
"I can tell you."
"I don"t think you"d better bother. Miss Trent"s opinion of me really doesn"t matter----"
"It was because you were with me."
"But what a silly reason--if it is a reason."
"Captain Middleton, will you answer a question quite truthfully?"
"I"ll try."
"What have you heard about me in connection with the Trents?"
"Not much, and that I don"t believe."
"But you must believe it, some of it. It may not be so bad--as it might have been--but I put myself entirely in the wrong. I deceived Mrs. Trent and I did a thing no girl in her senses ought to have done."
"Look here, Meg," said Miles, leaning forward. "I don"t want to know anything you don"t choose to tell me; but since you _are_ on the subject--what did happen between you and that ... and Walter Brooke?"
Meg, too, leant forward; the express swayed and lurched. Their faces were very near; their eyes met and held each other in a long, searching gaze on the one side and an answering look of absolute candour on the other.
"I promised to go away with him, and I went away a few miles, and something came over me that I couldn"t go any further, and I broke my promise and ran away. Jan knows it"s true, for it was to them I went.
But the Trents would never believe it, though Mr. Ross saw Mrs. Trent herself, and told her exactly what had happened. And I daresay ... they are quite justified."
"And how many times have you seen him since?"
"Never till the other day, when he nearly ran over William."
"And how long ago is it since all this happened?"
"Nearly six years."
"Don"t you think it"s about time you put it all out of your mind?"
"I had put it out of my mind ... till ... you came."
"It didn"t make any difference to me."
"I shall never forget that," Meg said, so low that the rattle of the train wholly drowned her remark, but it couldn"t conceal her smile.
Miles lost his head. He kneeled down plump on the floor of that compartment and took her in his arms and kissed her.
"All the same, I don"t believe I can marry you," she said later.
"Why on earth not?"
"Because I don"t think I"m a suitable wife for you."
"Surely I"m the best judge of that."
"No, you"re not a judge at all. You think you"re in love with me...."
"I"m hanged if I do--I _know_."
"Because you"re sorry for me----"
"On the contrary, I"m sorry for myself. I think you"re a hard-hearted ... obstinate ... little...."
Mr. With.e.l.ls would have been scandalised at the conduct of Miles. He would undoubtedly have described it as both "insanitary and improper."
"Oh, please listen!" Meg gasped. "Perhaps a long time hence ... if you"re still of the same mind...."
"Anyway, may I tell people?"
"Not a soul. I won"t have my Jan worried just now. I"ve undertaken those children ... and she"s having a bad time with that brother-in-law----"
"I say, Meg, what is it about that chap Tancred? I can"t stick him....
Is he a bad egg, or what?"
"He is...."