I will tell you all that has pa.s.sed since I absconded, when we are at Lady de Clare"s: one story will do for all."
Harcourt then took his leave, and I returned to my father, with whom I found Lord Windermear.
"De Benyon, I am happy to see you again," said his lordship. "I have just been giving a very good character of you to the general; I hope you will continue to deserve it."
"I hope so too, my lord; I should be ungrateful, indeed, if I did not, after my father"s kindness to me."
Mr Masterton was then introduced: Lord Windermear shook hands with him, and after a short conversation took his leave.
"j.a.phet," said Mr Masterton aside, "I have a little business with your father; get out of the room any way you think best."
"There are but two ways, my dear sir," replied I, "the door or the windows: with your permission, I will select the former, as most agreeable;" so saying, I went to my own room. What pa.s.sed between the general and Mr Masterton I did not know until afterwards, but they were closeted upwards of an hour, when I was sent for by Mr Masterton.
"j.a.phet, you said you would go with me to hear the new preacher; we have no time to lose: so, general, I shall take my leave and run away with your son."
I followed Mr Masterton into his carriage, and we drove to the lodging of Mr Cophagus. Susannah was all ready, and Mr Masterton went up stairs and brought her down. A blush and a sweet smile illumined her features when she perceived me stowed away in the corner of the chariot.
We drove off, and somehow or another our hands again met, and did not separate until we arrived at the church door. Susannah had the same dress on as when she had accompanied me in my father"s carriage. I went through the responses with her, reading out of the same book, and I never felt more inclined to be devout, for I was happy, and grateful to Heaven for my happiness. When the service was over, we were about to enter the carriage, when who should accost us but Harcourt.
"You are surprised to see me here," said he to Mr Masterton; "but I thought there must be something very attractive, that you should make an appointment with j.a.phet to go to this church, and as I am very fond of a good sermon, I determined to come and hear it."
Harcourt"s ironical look told me all he would say.
"Well," replied Mr Masterton, "I hope you have been edified--now get out of the way, and let us go into the carriage."
"To-morrow at two, De Benyon," said Harcourt, taking another peep at Susannah.
"Yes, punctually," replied I, as the carriage drove off.
"And now, my dear child," said Mr Masterton to Susannah, as the carriage rolled along, "tell me, have you been disappointed, or do you agree with me? You have attended a meeting of your own persuasion this morning--you have now, for the first time, listened to the ritual of the Established Church. To which do you give the preference?"
"I will not deny, sir, that I think, in departing from the forms of worship, those of my persuasion did not do wisely. I would not venture thus much to say, but you support me in my judgment."
"You have answered like a good, sensible girl, and have proved that you can think for yourself; but observe, my child, I have persuaded you for once, and once only, to enter our place of worship, that you might compare and judge for yourself: it now remains for you to decide as you please."
"I would that some better qualified would decide for me," replied Susannah, gravely.
"Your husband, Susannah," whispered I, "must take that responsibility upon himself. Is he not the proper person?"
Susannah slightly pressed my hand, which held hers, and said nothing.
As soon as we had conveyed her home, Mr Masterton offered to do me the same kindness which I accepted.
"Now, j.a.phet, I dare say that you would like to know what it was I had so particular to say to the old general this morning."
"Of course I would, sir, if it concerned me."
"It did concern you, for we had not been two minutes in conversation, before you were brought on the tapis. He spoke of you with tears in his eyes--of what a comfort you had been to him, and how happy you had made him; and that he could not bear you to be away from him for half an hour. On that hint I spake, and observed, that he must not expect you to continue in retirement long, neither must he blame you, that when he had set up his establishment, you would be as great a favourite as you were before, and be unable, without giving offence, to refuse the numerous invitations which you would receive. In short, that it was nothing but right you should resume your position in society, and it was his duty to submit to it. The "Governor" did not appear to like my observations, and said he expected otherwise from you. I replied, "that it was impossible to change our natures; and the other s.e.x would naturally have attractions which you would not be able to resist, and that they would occupy a large portion of your time. The only way to insure his company, my dear sir, is marry him to a steady, amiable young woman, who, not having been thrown into the vortex of fashion, will find pleasure in domestic life. Then her husband will become equally domestic, and you will be all very happy together." Your father agreed with me, and appeared very anxious that it should take place. I then very carefully introduced Miss Temple, saying, that I knew you had a slight partiality in that quarter, highly commending her beauty, prudence, etcetera. I stated, that feeling an interest about you, I had gone down into the country where she resided, and had made her acquaintance, and had been much pleased with her; that since she had come up to town with her relations, I had seen a great deal, and had formed so high an opinion of, and so strong an attachment, to her, and had felt so convinced that she was the very person who would make you happy and domestic, that having no family myself, I had some idea of adopting her. At all events, that if she married you, I was determined to give her something very handsome on the day of the wedding."
"But, my dear sir, why should you not have said that Susannah Temple was left an orphan at seven years old, and her fortune has acc.u.mulated ever since? It is by no means despicable, I understand, from Mr Cophagus; and, moreover, Mr Cophagus intends to leave her all his property."
"I am very glad to hear it, j.a.phet, and will not fail to communicate all this to your father; but there is no reason why I may not do as I please with my own money--and I love that girl dearly. By-the-by, have you ever said anything to her?"
"O yes, sir, we are pledged to each other."
"That"s all right: I thought so, when I saw your fingers hooked together in the carriage. But now, j.a.phet, I should recommend a little indifference--not exactly opposition, when your father proposes the subject to you. It will make him more anxious, and when you consent, more obliged to you. I have promised to call upon him to-morrow, on that and other business, and you had better be out of the way."
"I shall be out of the way, sir: I mean to go with Harcourt to Lady de Clare"s. I shall ask for the carriage."
"He will certainly lend it to you, as he wishes to get rid of you; but here we are. G.o.d bless you, my boy."
PART THREE, CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR.
THE BENGAL TIGER TAKEN IN THE TOILS, WHICH PROMISE A SPEEDY END TO MINE--I KINDLY PERMIT MY FATHER TO INSIST UPON THE MARRIAGE THAT I HAVE SET MY HEART UPON.
I found my father, who had now completely recovered from his accident, walking up and down the room in a brown study. He did not speak to me until after dinner, when he commenced with asking some questions relative to Cecilia de Clare. I replied, "that I intended, if he did not want the carriage, to call there to-morrow with Mr Harcourt."
"Is she very handsome?" inquired he.
"Very much so, sir. I do not think I ever saw a handsomer young person.
Yes, I do recollect one."
"Who was that?"
"A young lady with whom I was slightly acquainted, when living in the country."
"I have been thinking, my dear boy, that with the competence which you will have, it is right that you should marry early: in so doing you will oblige your father, who is anxious to see his grandchildren before he dies. My health is not very good."
I could not help smiling at this pathetic touch of the old "Governor"s,"
who, if one could judge from appearances, was as strong as a lion, and likely to last almost as long as his dutiful son. Moreover, his appet.i.te was enormous, and he invariably finished his bottle every day.
I did not, therefore, feel any serious alarm as to his health; but I nevertheless replied, "Matrimony is a subject upon which I have never thought,"--(ahem! a De Benyon never tells an untruth!)--"I am very young yet, and am too happy to remain with you."
"But, my dear boy, I propose that you shall remain with me--we will all live together. I do not intend that we shall part. I really wish, j.a.phet, you would think seriously of it."
"My dear father, allow me to observe, that at present I am not in a situation to support a wife, and I should be sorry to be a tax upon you, at your age: you require many comforts and luxuries, and I presume that you live up to your income."
"Then, my dear fellow, you are under a great mistake. I can lay down one hundred thousand pounds on the day of your marriage, with any lady whom I approve of, and still not spend half my remaining income."
"That, sir," replied I, "certainly removes one difficulty, at the same time that it proves what a generous and indulgent father I am blessed with; but, sir, with such a fortune, I have a right to expect that the lady will also bring a handsome addition. Miss de Clare is engaged, I believe, to Mr Harcourt, or I might have made strong interest in that quarter."
"Something, my dear boy; but a moderate fortune now-a-days is all that we expect with wives, and the best wives are those who are not born to too much wealth; still she should bring something; but tell me, j.a.phet, who is that young lady whom you thought handsomer than Miss de Clare?"
"A Miss Temple, sir."
"Temple--it is a very good name. I think girls brought up in the country make the best wives."
"They do, sir, most certainly: they are more domestic, and make their husbands more content and happy at home."
"Well, my dear boy, I have mentioned the subject, and wish you would think of it. You will please me much."