Yes, yes, I know: Exodus twenty-two verse eighteen, "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live." As solemn an injunction as the Ten Commandments, given to Moses directly by G.o.d, in the presence of all the children of Israel
What was I doing breaking bread with witches?
Mark me for a coward. I did not stand up and denounce them. I sat tight.
Katie said, "Darling, darling! That was clear back in the middle ages! Not today, not now, not here."
Culverson said, "Mrs Farnsworth, every witch knows that the terror can start up again any time. Even a season of bad crops could touch it off. And Salem wasn"t very long ago. Nor very far away." He added, "There are still Christians around. They would set the fires if they could. Just like Salem."
This was a great chance to keep my mouth shut. I blurted out, "No witch was burned at Salem."
He looked at me. "What do you know about it?"
"The burnings were in Europe, not here. In Salem witches were hanged, except one who was pressed to death." (Fire should never have been used. The Lord G.o.d ordered us not to suffer them to live; He did not tell us to put them to death by torture.)
He eyed me again. "So? You seem to approve of the hangings."
"I never said anything of the sort!" (Dear G.o.d, forgive me!)
Jerry cut in. "I rule this subject out of order! There will be no further discussion of it at the table. Sybil, we don"t want you to attend if it upsets you or reminds you of tragic occasions. Speaking of hanging, what shall we do about the backfield of the Dallas Cowboys?"
Two hours later Jerry Farnsworth and I were again seated in that room, this time it being Remington number three: a snow storm against the windows, an occasional cold draft across the floor, and once the howl of a wolf - a roaring fire felt good. He poured coffee for us, and brandy in huge snifters, big enough for goldfish. "You hear of n.o.ble brandy," he said. "Napoleon, or Carlos Primero. But this is royal brandy - so royal it has hemophilia."
I gulped; I did not like the joke. I was still queasy from thinking about witches, dying witches. With a jerk of the heels, or dancing on flames. And all of them with Sybil"s sweet face.
Does the Bible define "witch" somewhere? Could it be that these modern members of the Craft were not at all what Jehovah meant by "witch"?
Quit dodging, Alex! a.s.sume that "witch" in Exodus means exactly what "witch" means here in Texas t day. You"re the judge and she has confessed. Can you sentence Katie"s teenager to hang? Will you spring the trap? Don"t dodge it, boy; "You"ve been dodging all your life.
Pontius Pilate washed his hands.
I will not sentence a witch to die! So help me, Lord, I can do no other.
Jerry said, "Here"s to the success of your venture, yours and Margie"s. Sip it slowly and it will not intoxicate; it will simply quiet your nerves while it sharpens your wits. Alec, tell me now why you expect the end of the world."
For the next hour I went over the evidence, pointing out that it was not just one prophecy that agreed on the signs, but many: Revelations, Daniel, Ezekiel, Isaiah, Paul in writing to the Thessalonians, and again to the Corinthians, Jesus himself in all four of the Gospels, again and again in each.
To my surprise Jerry had a copy of the Book. I picked out pa.s.sages easy for laymen to understand, wrote down chapter and verse so that he could study them later. One Thessalonians 4:15-17 of course, and the 24th chapter of the Gospel according to Saint Matthew, all fifty-one verses of it, and the same prophecies in Saint Luke, chapter twenty-one - and Luke 21:32 with its clue to the confusion many as to "this generation". What Christ actually said was that the generation which sees these signs and portents will live to see His return, hear the Shout, experience Judgment Day. The message is plain if you read all of it; the errors have arisen from picking out bits and pieces and ignoring the rest. The parable of the fig tree explains this.
I also picked out for him, in Isaiah and Daniel and elsewhere, the Old Testament prophecies that parallel the New Testament prophecies.
I handed him this list of prophecies and urged him to study them carefully, and, if he encountered difficulties, simply read more widely. And take it to G.o.d. ""Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find.""
He said, "Alec, I can agree with one thing. The news for the past several months has looked to me like. Armageddon. Say tomorrow afternoon. Might as well be the end of the world and Judgment Day, as there won"t be enough left to salvage after this one." He looked sad. "I used to worry about what kind of a world Sybil would grow up in. Now I wonder if she"ll grow up."
"Jerry. Work on it. Find your way to grace. Then lead your wife and daughter. You don"t need me, you don"t need anyone but Jesus. He said, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice, I will come in to him." Revelations three, twenty."
"You believe."
"I do."
"Alec, I wish I could go along with you. It would be comforting, the world being what it is today. But I can"t see proof in the dreams of long-dead prophets; you can read anything into them. Theology is never any help; it is searching in a dark cellar at midnight for a black cat that isn"t there. Theologians can persuade themselves of anything. Oh, my church, too - but at least mine is honestly pantheistic. Anyone who can worship a trinity and insist that his religion is a monotheism can believe anything just give him time to rationalize it. Forgive me for being blunt."
"Jerry, in religion bluntness is necessary. "I know that my Redeemer liveth, and that He shall stand at the latter day upon the earth." That"s Job again, chapter nineteen. He"s your Redeemer, too, Jerry - I pray that you find" Him."
"Not much chance, I"m afraid." Jerry stood up.
"You haven"t found Him yet. Don"t quit. I"ll pray for you."
"Thank you, and thanks for trying. How do the shoes feel?"
"Comfortable, quite."
"If you insist on hitting the road tomorrow, you must have shoes that won"t give you bunions between here and Kansas. You"re sure?"
"I"m sure. And sure that we must leave. If we stayed another day, you"d have us so spoiled we would never hit the road again." (The truth that I could not tell him was that I was so upset by witchcraft and fire worship that I had to leave. But I could not load my weakness onto him.)
"Let me show you to your bedroom. Quietly, as Margie may be asleep. Unless our ladies have stayed up even later than we have."
At the bedroom door he put out his hand. "If you"re right and I"m wrong, you tell me that it"s possible that even you can slip."
"True. I"m not in a state of grace, not now. I"ve got to work on it."
"Well, good luck. But if you do slip, look me up in h.e.l.l, will you?"
So far as I could tell, Jerry was utterly serious. "I don"t know that it is permitted."
"Work on it. And so will I. I promise you" - he grinned -"some h.e.l.lacious hospitality. Really warm!".
I grinned back. "It"s a date."
Again my darling had fallen asleep without undressing. I smiled at her without making a sound, then got beside her and pillowed her head on my shoulder. I would let her wake up slowly, then undress the poor baby and put her to bed. Meanwhile I had a thousand - well, dozens - of thoughts to get untangled.
Presently I noticed that it was getting light. Then I noticed how scratchy and lumpy the bed was. The light increased and I saw that we were sprawled over bales of hay, in a barn.
Chapter 19.
And Ahab said to Elijah, Hast thou found me, 0 mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because thou has sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.
Kings 21:20
WE DID the last ninety miles down 66 from Clinton to Oklahoma City pushing hard, ignoring the fact that we were flat broke again, nothing to eat, nowhere to sleep.
We had seen a dirigible.
Of course this changed, everything. For months I had been n.o.body from nowhere, penniless, dishwashing my only trade, and a tramp in fact. But back in my own world - A well-paying job, a respected position in the community, a fat bank account. And an end to this truly infernal bouncing around between worlds.