"I -" The paper burst into flames; I dropped it into the dirty dishes. "Does that always happen?"
"I don"t know; it"s" the first time I"ve ever seen a message from Number One. And the first time I"ve heard of anyone being even conditionally granted an audience."
"Pat. I didn"t ask for an audience. I planned to find out how to do so today. But I have not put in the request this answers."
"Then you must put in the request at once. It wouldn"t do to let it stay unbalanced. I"ll help dear - I"ll type it for you."
The imps had been around again. In one corner of that vast living room I found that they had installed two desks, one a writing desk, with stacks of paper and a tumbler of pens, the other a more complex setup. Pat went straight to that one. "Dear, it looks like I"m still a.s.signed to you. I"m your secretary now. The latest and best Hewlett-Packard equipment - this is going to be fun! Or do you know how to type?"
"I"m, afraid not."
"Okay, you write it longhand; I"ll put it into shape... and correct your spelling and your grammar - you just whip it out. Now I know why I was picked for this job. Not my girlish smile, dear - my typing. Most of, my guild can"t type. Many of them took up whoring because shorthand and typing were too much for them. Not me. Well, let"s get to work; this job will run days, weeks, I don"t know. Do you want me to continue to sleep here?"
"Do you want to leave?"
"Dear, that"s the guest"s decision. Has to be."
"I don"t want you to leave." (Marga! Do please understand!)
"Good thing you said that, or I would have burst into tears. Besides, a good secretary should stick around in case something comes up in the night."
"Pat, that was an old joke when I was in seminary."
"It was an old joke before you were born, dear. Lets get to work."
Visualize a calendar (that I don"t have), its pages ripping off in the wind. This ma.n.u.script gets longer and longer but Pat insists that Prince Beelzebub"s advice must be taken literally. Pat makes two copies of all that I write; one copy stacks up on my desk, the other copy disappears each night. Imps again. Pat tells me that I can a.s.sume that the vanishing copy is going to the Palace, at least as far as the Prince"s desk... so what I am doing so far must be, satisfactory.
In less than two hours each day Pat types out and prints out what takes me all day to write. But I stopped driving so hard when a handwritten note came in:
You are working too hard. Enjoy yourself. Take her to the theater. Go on a picnic. Don"t be so wound up.
(s)B.
The note self-destroyed, so I knew it was authentic. So I obeyed. With pleasure! But I am not going to describe the fleshpots of Satan"s capital city.
This morning I finally reached that odd point where I was (am) writing now about what is going on now - and I hand my last page to Pat.
Less than an hour after I completed that line above, the gong sounded; Pat went out into the foyer, hurried back. She put her arms around me. "This is good-bye, dear. I won"t be seeing you again."
"What!"
"Just that, dear. I was told this morning that my a.s.signment was ending. And I have something I must tell you.
You will find, you are bound to learn, that I have been reporting on you daily. Please don"t be angry about it. I am a professional, part of the Imperial security staff."
"Be d.a.m.ned! So every kiss, every sigh, was a fake."
"Not one was a fake! Not one! And, when you find your Marga, please tell her that I said she is lucky."
"Sister Mary Patricia, is this another lie?"
"Saint Alexander, I have never lied to you. I"ve had to hold back some things until I was free to speak, that"s all." She took her arms from around me.
"Hey! Aren"t you going to kiss me good-bye?"
"Alec, if you really want to kiss me, you won"t ask."
I didn"t ask; I did it. If Pat was faking, she"s a better actress than I think she is.
Two giant fallen angels were waiting to take me to the Palace. They were heavily armed and fully armored. Pat had packaged my ma.n.u.script and told me that I was expected to bring it with me. I started to leave - then stopped most suddenly. "My razor!"
"Check your pocket, dear."
"Huh? How"d it get there?"
"I knew you weren"t coming back, dear."
Again I learned that, in the company of angels, I could fly. Out my own balcony, around the Sans Souci Sheraton, across the Plaza, and we landed on a third-floor balcony of Satan"s Palace. Then through several corridors, up a flight of stairs with lifts too high to be comfortable for humans. When I stumbled, one of my escorts caught me, then steadied me until we reached the top, but said nothing - neither ever said anything.
Great bra.s.s doors, as complex as the Ghiberti Doors, opened. I was shoved inside.
And saw Him.
A dark and smoky hall, armed guards down both sides, a high throne, a Being on it, at least twice as high as a man... a Being that was the conventional Devil such as YOU see on a Pluto bottle or a deviled-ham tin - tail and horns and fierce eyes, a pitchfork in lieu of scepter, a gleam from braziers glinting off Its dark red skin, sleek muscles. I had to remind myself that the Prince of Lies could look any way He wished; this was probably to daunt me.
His voice rumbled out like a foghorn: "Saint Alexander, you may approach Me."
Chapter 26.
I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls.
Job 30:29
I STARTED up the steps leading to the throne. Again, the lifts were too high, the treads too wide, and now I had no one to steady me. I was reduced to crawling up those confounded steps while Satan looked down at me with a sardonic smile. From all around came music from an unseen source, death music, vaguely Wagnerian but nothing I could identify. I think it was laced with that below-sonic frequency that makes dogs howl, horses run away, and causes men to think of flight or suicide.
That staircase kept stretching.
I didn"t count the number of steps when I started up, but the flight looked to be about thirty steps, no more. When I had been crawling up it for several minutes, I realized that it looked as high as ever. The Prince of Lies!
So I stopped and waited.
Presently that rumbling voice said, "Something wrong," Saint Alexander?"
"Nothing wrong," I answered, "because You planned it this way. If You really want me to approach You, You will turn off the joke circuit. In the meantime there is no point in my trying to climb a treadmill."
"You think I am doing that to you?"
"I know that You are. A game. Cat and mouse."