"Why, what did he stand on his head for?" asked Mary.
"To wash it up and down, I suppose, to get twice as much taste of the coffee. He had no hat. I sent Tommy across to Wall"s to tell them that there was a man wanderin" about the Bush in the horrors of drink, and to get some one to ride for the police. But they was too late, for he hanged himself that night."
"O Lord!" cried Mary.
"Yes, right close to here, jist down the creek where the track to Wall"s branches off. Tommy found him while he was out after the cows. Hangin"
to the branch of a tree with the two saddle-straps."
Mary stared at her, speechless.
"Tommy came home yellin" with fright. I sent him over to Wall"s at once.
After breakfast, the minute my eyes was off them, the children slipped away and went down there. They came back screamin" at the tops of their voices. I did give it to them. I reckon they won"t want ter see a dead body again in a hurry. Every time I"d mention it they"d huddle together, or ketch hold of me skirts and howl.
""Yer"ll go agen when I tell yer not to," I"d say.
""Oh no, mother," they"d howl.
""Yer wanted ter see a man hangin"," I said.
""Oh, don"t, mother! Don"t talk about it."
""Yer wouldn"t be satisfied till yer see it," I"d say; "yer had to see it or burst. Yer satisfied now, ain"t yer?"
""Oh, don"t, mother!"
""Yer run all the way there, I s"pose?"
""Don"t, mother!"
""But yer run faster back, didn"t yer?"
""Oh, don"t, mother."
"But," said Mrs Spicer, in conclusion, "I"d been down to see it myself before they was up."
"And ain"t you afraid to live alone here, after all these horrible things?" asked Mary.
"Well, no; I don"t mind. I seem to have got past carin" for anythink now. I felt it a little when Tommy went away--the first time I felt anythink for years. But I"m over that now."
"Haven"t you got any friends in the district, Mrs Spicer?"
"Oh yes. There"s me married sister near Cobborah, and a married brother near Dubbo; he"s got a station. They wanted to take me an" the children between them, or take some of the younger children. But I couldn"t bring my mind to break up the home. I want to keep the children together as much as possible. There"s enough of them gone, G.o.d knows. But it"s a comfort to know that there"s some one to see to them if anythink happens to me."
One day--I was on my way home with the team that day--Annie Spicer came running up the creek in terrible trouble.
"Oh, Mrs Wilson! something terribl"s happened at home! A trooper"
(mounted policeman--they called them "mounted troopers" out there), "a trooper"s come and took Billy!" Billy was the eldest son at home.
"What?"
"It"s true, Mrs Wilson."
"What for? What did the policeman say?"
"He--he--he said, "I--I"m very sorry, Mrs Spicer; but--I--I want William.""
It turned out that William was wanted on account of a horse missed from Wall"s station and sold down-country.
"An" mother took on awful," sobbed Annie; "an" now she"ll only sit stock-still an" stare in front of her, and won"t take no notice of any of us. Oh! it"s awful, Mrs Wilson. The policeman said he"d tell Aunt Emma" (Mrs Spicer"s sister at Cobborah), "and send her out. But I had to come to you, an" I"ve run all the way."
James put the horse to the cart and drove Mary down.
Mary told me all about it when I came home.
"I found her just as Annie said; but she broke down and cried in my arms. Oh, Joe! it was awful! She didn"t cry like a woman. I heard a man at Haviland cry at his brother"s funeral, and it was just like that. She came round a bit after a while. Her sister"s with her now.... Oh, Joe!
you must take me away from the Bush."
Later on Mary said--
"How the oaks are sighing to-night, Joe!"
Next morning I rode across to Wall"s station and tackled the old man; but he was a hard man, and wouldn"t listen to me--in fact, he ordered me off the station. I was a selector, and that was enough for him. But young Billy Wall rode after me.
"Look here, Joe!" he said, "it"s a blanky shame. All for the sake of a horse! And as if that poor devil of a woman hasn"t got enough to put up with already! I wouldn"t do it for twenty horses. I"LL tackle the boss, and if he won"t listen to me, I"ll walk off the run for the last time, if I have to carry my swag."
Billy Wall managed it. The charge was withdrawn, and we got young Billy Spicer off up-country.
But poor Mrs Spicer was never the same after that. She seldom came up to our place unless Mary dragged her, so to speak; and then she would talk of nothing but her last trouble, till her visits were painful to look forward to.
"If it only could have been kep" quiet--for the sake of the other children; they are all I think of now. I tried to bring "em all up decent, but I s"pose it was my fault, somehow. It"s the disgrace that"s killin" me--I can"t bear it."
I was at home one Sunday with Mary and a jolly Bush-girl named Maggie Charlsworth, who rode over sometimes from Wall"s station (I must tell you about her some other time; James was "shook after her"), and we got talkin" about Mrs Spicer. Maggie was very warm about old Wall.
"I expected Mrs Spicer up to-day," said Mary. "She seems better lately."
"Why!" cried Maggie Charlsworth, "if that ain"t Annie coming running up along the creek. Something"s the matter!"
We all jumped up and ran out.
"What is it, Annie?" cried Mary.
"Oh, Mrs Wilson! Mother"s asleep, and we can"t wake her!"
"What?"