"Judge March, your wife should go back home. There"s no danger, and a sick-room to a person of her----"
"Ecstastic spirit--" said the Judge.
"Exactly--would be only----"
"Yes," said the Judge, and Mrs. March went. To Fannie the doctor said,
"If he were a man I would have no hope, but a boy hangs to life like a cat, and I think he"ll get well, entirely well. Move him home? Oh, not for a month!"
Notwithstanding many pains, it was a month of heaven to John, a heaven all to himself, with only one angel and no church. As long as there was danger she was merely cheerful--cheerful and beautiful. But when the danger pa.s.sed she grew merry, the play of her mirth rising as he gained strength to bear it. He loved mirth, when others made it, and always would have laughed louder and longer than he did but for wondering how they made it. A great many things he said made others laugh, too, but he could never tell beforehand what would or wouldn"t. He got so full of happiness at times that Fannie would go out for a few moments to let him come back to his ordinary self.
Two or three times, when she lingered long outside the door, she explained on her return that Mr. Ravenel had come to ask how he was.
Once Halliday met this visitor in the Ladies" Entrance, departing, and with a suppressed smile, asked, "Been to see how "poor Johnnie" is?"
"Ostensibly," said the young man, and offered a cigar.
The General overtook Fannie in the hallway. He shook his head roguishly.
"Cruel sport, Fan. He"ll make the even dozen, won"t he?"
"Oh, no, he"d like to make me his even two dozen, that"s all."
When the day came for the convalescent to go home, he was not glad, although he had laughed much that morning. As he lay on the bed dressed and waiting, he was unusually pale. Only Fannie stood by him. Her hand was in both his. He shut his eyes, and in a desperate, earnest voice said, under his breath, "Good-by!" And again, lower still,--"Good-by!"
"Good-by, Johnnie."
He looked up into her laughing eyes. His color came hot, his heart pounded, and he gasped, "S-say m-my John! Won"t you?"
"Why, certainly. Good-by, my Johnnie." She smiled yet more.
"Will--will"--he choked--"will you b-be my--k--Fannie--when I g-get old enough?"
"Yes," she said, with great show of gravity, "if you"ll not tell anybody." She held him down by gently stroking his brow. "And you must promise to grow up such a perfect gentleman that I"ll be proud of my Johnnie when"--She smiled broadly again.
--"Wh-when--k--the time comes?"
"I reckon so--yes."
He sprang to his knees and cast his arms about her neck, but she was too quick, and his kiss was lost in air. He flashed a resentful surprise, but she shook her head, holding his wasted wrists, and said, "N-no, no, my Johnnie, not even you; not Fannie Halliday, o-oh no!" She laughed.
"Some one"s coming!" she whispered. It was Judge March. His adieus were very grateful. He called her a blessing.
She waved a last good-by to John from the window. Then she went to her own room, threw arms and face into a cushioned seat and moaned, so softly her own ear could not catch it--a name that was not John"s.
XIV.
A MORTGAGE ON JOHN
As John grew sound and strong he grew busy as well. The frown of purpose creased at times his brow. There was a "perfect gentleman" to make, and only a few years left for his making if he was to be completed in the stipulated time. Once in a while he contrived an errand to Fannie, but it was always in broad day, when the flower of love is never more than half open. The perfect transport of its first blossoming could not quite return; the p.r.o.noun "my" was not again paraded. Only at good-by, her eyes, dancing the while, would say, "It"s all right, my Johnnie."
On Sundays he had to share her with other boys whom she asked promiscuously,
"What new commandment was laid on the disciples?"--and----
"Ought not we also to keep this commandment?"
"Oh! yes, indeed!" said his heart, but his slow lips let some other voice answer for him.
When she asked from the catechism, "What is the misery of that estate whereinto man fell?" ah! how he longed to confess certain modifications in his own case. And yet Sunday was his "Day of all the week the best."
Her voice in speech and song, the smell of her garments, the flowers in her hat, the gladness of her eyes, the wild blossoms at her belt, sometimes his own forest anemones dying of joy on her bosom--sense and soul feasted on these and took a new life, so that going from Sabbath to Sabbath he went from strength to strength, on each Lord"s day appearing punctually in Zion.
One week-day when the mountain-air of Widewood was sweet with wild grapes, some six persons were scatteringly grouped in and about the narrow road near the March residence. One was Garnet, one was Ravenel, two others John and his father, and two were strangers in Dixie. One of these was a very refined-looking man, gray, slender, and with a reticent, purposeful mouth. His traveling suit was too warm for the lat.i.tude, and his silk hat slightly neglected. The other was fat and large, and stayed in the carryall in which Garnet had driven them up from Rosemont. He was of looser stuff than his senior. He called the West his home, but with a New England accent. He "didn"t know"s "twas"
and "presumed likely" so often that John eyed him with mild surprise.
Ravenel sat and whittled. The day was hot, yet in his suit of gray summer stuffs he looked as fresh as sprinkled ferns. In a pause Major Garnet, with bright suddenness, asked:
"Brother March, where"s John been going to school?"
The Judge glanced round upon the group as if they were firing upon him from ambush, hemmed, looked at John, and said:
"Why,--eh--who; son?--Why,--eh--to--to his mother, sir; yes, sir."
"Ah, Brother March, a mother"s the best of teachers, and Sister March one of the most unselfish of mothers!" said Garnet, avoiding Ravenel"s glance.
The Judge expanded. "Sir, she"s too unselfish, I admit it, sir."
"And, yet, Brother March, I reckon John gets right smart schooling from you."
"Ah! no, sir. We"re only schoolmates together, sir--in the school of Nature, sir. You know, Mr. Ravenel, all these things about us here are a sort of books, sir."
Ravenel smiled and answered very slowly, "Ye-es, sir. Very good reading; worth thirty cents an acre simply as literature."
Thirty cents was really so high a price that the fat stranger gave a burst of laughter, but Garnet--"It"ll soon be worth thirty dollars an acre, now we"ve got a good government. Brother March, we"d like to see that superb view of yours from the old field on to the ridge."
Ravenel stayed behind with the Judge. John went as guide.
"Judge," Ravenel said, as soon as they were alone, "how about John? I believe in your school of nature a little. Solitude for principles, society for character, somebody says. Now, my school was men, and hence the ruin you see----"
"Mr. Ravenel, sir! I see no ruin; I----"
"Don"t you? Well, then, the ruin you don"t see."
"Oh, sir, you speak in irony! I see a character----"
"Yes "--the speaker dug idly in the sand--"all character and no principles. But you don"t want John to be all principles and no character? He ought to be going to school, Judge." The father dropped his eyes in pain, but the young man spoke on. "Going to school is a sort of first lesson in citizenship, isn"t it?--"specially if it"s a free school. Maybe I"m wrong, but I wish Dixie was full of good, strong free schools."