"Oh, undoubtedly. You see, in this case----"
"Mr. March----"
"Yes, Miss Barb----"
"I believe certain men are in your company with that intention."
"But you don"t know it, do you? Else you would naturally tell your father instead of me. You only----" He hesitated,
"I only see it."
"Oh--oh! have you no other evidence--only an intuition?"
"Yes, I have other evidence."
"Ah!" laughed John. "You"ve got higher cards, have you?"
Her eyes softly brightened in response to his. The next instant the hand in his arm awoke, but lay very still, as four men pa.s.sed, solemnly raised their silk hats to March, and disappeared around a corner. They were the commercial travelers!
Her hand left his arm to brush something from her opposite shoulder, and did not return, but hid somewhere in her wrap, tingling with a little anguish all its own, in the realization that discovery is almost the only road to repentance. At the same time it could hear, so to speak, its owner telling, with something between a timorous courage and a calm diffidence, how, in Suez, she had drawn out a business man, unnamed, but well approved and quite disinterested, to say that she might tell Mr.
March that, in his conviction, unless he got rid of certain persons--etc.
"I can tell you who it was, if you care to know. He said I might."
"No," said John, thoughtfully. "Never mind." And they heard their own footsteps for full two minutes. Then he said, "Miss Barb, suppose he is disinterested and sincere. Say he were my best friend. The thing"s a simple matter of arithmetic. So long as your father and Jeff-Jack and I hang together there are not enough votes in the company to do anything we don"t want done. I admit we"ve given some comparative strangers a strong foothold; but your father trusts them, and, if need be, can watch them. Does anybody know men better than Jeff-Jack does? But he knew just what we were doing when he consented to take charge of the three counties" interests; however, I admit that doesn"t prove anything, Miss Barb, I know who said what you"ve told me, and I esteem and honor and love him as much as you do--wait, please. O smile ahead, if you like, only let me finish. You know we must take some risks, and while I thank him--and you, too, even if you do speak merely for your father"s sake--I tell you the best moves a man ever makes are those he makes against the warnings of his friends! "Try not the pa.s.s, the old man said," don"t you know?"
"This wasn"t an old man."
"Wasn"t it General Halliday?"
"No, sir, it was the younger Mr. Fair."
"Henry Fair," said John very quietly. He slackened his pace. He did not believe Fair cared that much for him; but it was easy to suppose he might seize so good a chance to say a word for Miss Garnet"s own sake.
"Miss Barb, I don"t doubt he thinks what he says. I see now why he failed to subscribe to our stock, after coming so far entirely, or almost entirely, to do it. He little knows how he disappointed me. I didn"t want his capital, Miss Barb, half as much as his fellowship in a beautiful enterprise."
"He was as much disappointed as you, Mr. March; I happen to know it."
John looked at his informant; but her head was down once more.
"Well," he said, cheerily, "I"ll just have to wait till--till I--till I"ve shown"--a beggar child was annoying him--"shown Fair and all of them that I"m not so green as I----" He felt for a coin, stood still, and turned red. "Miss--Miss Barb----" A smile widened over his face, and he burst into a laugh that grew till the tears came.
"What"s the matter?" asked Barbara anxiously, yet laughing with him.
"Oh, I--I"ve let somebody pick my pockets. Yes, every cent"s gone and my ticket to New York. I had no luck here yesterday, and I was going on to New York to-morrow." He laughed again, but ceased abruptly. "Good gracious, Miss Barb! my watch!--my father"s watch!" The broad smile on his lips could not hide the grief in his eyes.
LX.
A PERFECT UNDERSTANDING
As they resumed their way Barbara did most of the talking. She tried so hard to make his loss appear wholly attributable to her, that only the sweetness of her throat and chin and the slow smoothness of her words saved her from seeming illogical. She readily got his admission that the theft might have been done in that archway as the engine rushed by. Very good! And without her, she reasoned, he would not have stopped. "Or, if you had stopped," she softly droned, with her eyes on her steps, "you would have had----"
"Oh, now, what would I have had?"
"Your hands in your pockets."
"That"s not my habit."
"Oh, Mr. March!"
"My d-ear Miss Barb! I should think I ought to know!"
"Yes, sir; that"s why I tell you." They laughed in partnership.
Mr. March was entirely right, Barbara resumed, not to tell his mishap to the Fairs, or to anyone, anywhere, then or thereafter. "But you"re cruel to me not to let me lend you enough to avoid the rev-e-la-tion." That was the utmost she would say. If he couldn"t see that she would rather _lose_--not to say lend--every dollar she had, than have anyone know where her hand was when his pocket was picked, he might stay just as stupid as he was. She remained silent so long that John looked at her, but did not perceive that she was ready to cry. She wore a glad smile as she said:
"I"ve got more money with me than I ought to be carrying, anyhow."
"Why, Miss Barb, you oughtn"t to do that; how does that happen?" He spoke with the air of one who had never in his life lost a cent by carelessness.
"It"s not so very much," was her reply. "It"s for my share of Rosemont.
I sold it to pop-a."
"What! just now when the outlook for Rosemont--why, Miss Barb, I do believe you did it to keep clear of our land company, didn"t you?"
"Mr. March, I wish you would let me lend you some of it, won"t you?"
"No, I"ll be--surprised if I do. Oh, Miss Barb, I thank you just the same; but my father, Miss Barb, gave it to me, as a canon of chivalry, never to make a money bargain with a lady that you can"t make with a bank. If I"m not man enough to get out of this pinch without--oh, pshaw!"
In the hotel, at the head of the ladies" staircase, they stood alone.
"Good-by," said John, unwillingly. "I"ll see you this evening, shan"t I, when I come up to say good-by to your friends?"
Barbara said he would. They shook hands, each pair of eyes confessing to the other the superfluity of the ceremony.
"Good-by," said John again, as if he had not said it twice already.
"Good-by. Mr. March, if you want to give securities--as you would to a bank--I--I shouldn"t want anything better than your mother"s poems."
He glowed with grat.i.tude and filial vanity, his big hand tightening on hers. "Oh, Miss Barb! no, no! But G.o.d bless you! I wonder if anyone else was ever so much like sunshine in a prison window! Good-by!" She felt her hand lifted by his; but, when she increased its weight the merest bit, he let it sink again and slide from his fingers.
He was gone, and a moment later she was with the Fairs, talking slowly, with soft smiles; but her head swam, she heard their pleasant questions remotely as through a wall, and could feel her pulse to her fingers and feet. He had almost kissed her hand. "The next time--the next time--sweet heaven send this poor hand strength to resist just enough and--and not too much." So raved the prayer locked in her heart, or so it would have raved had she dared give it the liberty even of unspoken words.
Meanwhile, John March lay on his bed with the back of his head in his hands.