He started up, wrote, paid, and smiled as he shut his empty purse. His mother sighed in amiable pensiveness, saying, "This is a mystery to me, my son."
"No more than it is to me," dryly responded John, angered by this new sting from his old knowledge of her ways. It was her policy always to mystify those who had the best right to understand her. "I shall try to solve it," he added.
"I should rather not have you speak of it at once," she replied, almost hurriedly. "You"ll know why in a few days." Her blush came again. This time John saw it and marvelled anew. He tossed himself back on his bed, fevered with irritation.
"Mother"--he fiercely shifted his pillows and looked at the ceiling--"the chief mystery to me is that you seem to care so little for the loss of our lands!"
"I thought you told me that Major Garnet considered those sixty acres as almost worthless."
"I believe he does."
Her voice became faint. "I would gladly explain, son, if you were only well enough to hear me--patiently."
He lay rigidly still, with every nerve aching. His hands, locked under his head, grew tight as he heard her rise and draw near. He shut his eyes hard as she laid on his wrinkling forehead a cold kiss moistened with a tear, and melted from the room.
"Mother!" he called, appeasingly, as the door was closing; but it clicked to; she floated down the stairs. He turned his face into the pillow and clenched his hands. By and by he turned again and exclaimed, as from some long train of thought, ""Better off without Widewood than with it," am I? On my soul! I begin to believe it. But if you can see that so clearly, O! my poor little unsuspicious mother, why can"t you even now understand that they were thieves and robbed us?
Who--who--_what_--can have so blinded you?"
He left the bed and moved to his most frequent seat, the north window.
Thence, in the western half of the view, he could see the three counties" "mother of learning and useful arts," fair, large-grown Rosemont, glistening on her green hills in each day"s setting sun, a lovely frontispiece to the ever-pleasant story of her master"s redundant prosperity. Her June fledglings were but just gone and she was in the earliest days of her summer rest. "Enlarged and superbly equipped and embellished," the newspapers said of her in laudatory headlines, and it was true that "no expense had been spared." Not any other inst.i.tution in Dixie spread such royal feasts of reason and information for her children, at lavish cost to herself, low price to them, and queenly remuneration to the numerous members of the State Legislature who came to discourse on Agriculture, Mining, Banking, Trade, Journalism, Jurisprudence, Taxation, and Government.
How envied was Garnet! Gamble and Bulger were thrifty and successful, but Gamble and Bulger had fled and envy follows not the fleeing.
Halliday had attained his ambition; was in the United States Senate; but the boom had sent him there, "regardless of politics," to plead for a deeper channel in the Swanee, a move that was only part of one of Ravenel"s amusing "deals," whereby he had procured at last the political extinction of Cornelius Leggett. Moreover, for all the old General"s activities he had kept himself poor; almost as poor as he was incorruptible; who could envy him? And Ravenel; Ravenel was still the arbiter of political fortune, but it was part of his unostentatious wisdom never to let himself be envied. But Garnet, amid all this business depression upon which March looked down from his sick-room, wore envy on his broad breast like a decoration. There were spots of tarnish on his heavy gilding; not merely the elder Miss Kinsington, but Martha Salter as well, had refused to say good-by to Mademoiselle Eglantine on the eve of her final return to France; f.a.n.n.y Ravenel had, with cutting playfulness, asked Mrs. Proudfit, as that sister was extolling the Major"s vast public value, if she did not know perfectly well that Rosemont was a political "barrel." And yet it was Garnet who stood popularly as the incarnation of praiseworthy success.
John March, begrudged him none of his triumphs--at their price. Yet it was before _this_ window-picture his heart sunk under the heaviest and cruelest of his exasperations. Other bafflements tormented him; here alone stood the visible, beautiful emblem of absolute discomfiture. For here was the silent, lifted hand which forbade him pursue his defrauders. Follow their man[oe]uvres as he might, always somewhere short of the end of their windings he found this man"s fortune and reputation lying square across the way like a smooth, new fortification under a neutral flag. Seven times he had halted before them disarmed and dumb, and turned away with a chagrin that burnt his brain and gnawed his very bones.
There came a footstep, a rap at the door, and Parson Tombs entered, radiant with tidings. "John!" he began, but his countenance and voice fell to an anxious tenderness; "why, Brother March, I--I didn"t suspicion you was this po"ly, seh. Why, John, you hadn"t ought to try to sit up until yo" betteh!"
"It rests me to get out of bed a little while off and on. How are you, these days, sir? How"s Mrs. Tombs?"
"Oh, we keep a-goin", thank the Lawd. Brother March, I"ve got pow"ful good news."
"Is it something about my mother? She was here about an hour ago."
"Ya.s.s, it is! The minute she got back to ow house--and O, John, it jest seems to me like her livin" with us ever since Widewood was divided up has been a plumb provi_dence_!--I says, s"I, "Wha"d John say?" and when she said she hadn"t so much as told you, "cause you wa"n"t well enough, we both of us, Mother Tombs and me, we says, s"I, "Why, the sicker he is the mo" it"ll help him! Besides, he"s sho" to hear it; the ve"y wind"ll carry it; which he oughtn"t never to find it out in that hilta-skilta wa-ay! Sister March, s"I, "let me go tell him!" And s"she, jestingly, "Go--if you think it"s safe." So here I am!" The old man laughed timorously.
"Well?" John kept his hands in his lap, where each was trying to wrench the fingers off the other. "What is it?"
"Why, John, the Lawd has provided! For one thing and even that the smallest, Sister March"s Widewood lands air as good as hers again!"
"What has happened?" cried the pale youth.
"O, John, the best that ever could! What Mother Tombs and I and the s.e.xtons and the Coffins and the Graveses and sco"es o" lovin" friends and relations have been a hopin" faw all this year an" last! Sister March has engaged her hand to Brother Garnet!"
"I think I"ll lie down," said John, beginning to rise. The frightened Parson clutched him awkwardly, he reeled a step or two, said, "Don"t--trouble"--and fell across the bed with a slam that jarred the floor. The old man moaned a helpless compa.s.sion.
"It"s nothing," said March, waving him back. "Only my foot slipped." He dragged himself to his pillow. "Good-by, sir. I prefer--good-by!" He waved his visitor to the door. As it closed one of his hands crept under the pillow. There it seemed to find and rest on some small thing, and then a single throe wrenched his frame as of an anguish beyond all tears.
At Rosemont, as night was falling, Doctor Coffin, March"s physician, the same who had attended him in boyhood when he was shot, stood up before the new Rose of Rosemont, in the greatly changed reception-room where in former years Bonaparte had tried so persistently to cross the Alps. She had left the room and returned and was speaking of Johanna, as she said, "She"ll go with you. Have your seat, Doctor; she"s getting ready and will be here in a few minutes."
The Doctor made a glad gesture. "I know how hard it must be for you to do without her," he said, "but if you can get along somehow for three or four days, why--you know she"s away yonder the best nurse in the three counties--it"ll make a world of difference to my patient."
"I hope he"ll like her ways," replied the young mistress. "There"s so much in that."
"Don"t fear!" laughed the Doctor. "He hasn"t looked so pleased since he first took sick as he did when I told him I was going to fetch her. By the bye, how do you sleep since I changed yo" medicine this last time; no better? Ain"t yo" appet.i.te improved any? I still think the secret of all yo" trouble is malaria; I haven"t a doubt you brought it with you from the North! I wish I could find as good an explanation of yo"
father"s condition.--I just declare it"s an outrage on the rights of a plain old family chills-and-fever doctor, for a lot of you folks to be havin" these here sneakin" nerve and brain things that calomel an"
quinine can"t--O! here"s Johanna."
On his way through town again, with the black maid beside him in his battered top buggy, he paused at the Tombses" gate, hailed by the fond old Parson. "You haven"t got her? Why, so you have!--"Howdy, Johanna, you"re a bless"n" here to-night," as the hymn says. Doctor, I hope an"
trust an" pray Sister Proudfit"s attack won"t turn out serious----?"
The Doctor was surprised. "_I_ ain"t been called to her; didn"t know she was sick."
"Well, I say!" exclaimed the Parson. "Why, it"s all over town that you _wuz_, and that you found her so prostrated with relaxation of the nerves that her husband couldn"t hold her still! You"ve heard, of co"se, that he"s got back at last? Isn"t it pathetic? I"ve been talkin" about it to Brother Garnet--you pa.s.sed him just now, didn"t you?--and as he says, her husband goes off, a walkin" ruin, to be gone three months, stays twelve, and arrives back totally unexpected on this mawnin"s six-o"clock train, a-callin" himself _cu"ud_! Brother Coffin, _you_ don"t believe that, _do_ you? Why, as Brother Garnet says, the drinkin"
habit is as much a moral as a physical sickness, and the man that can make common talk of it in his own case to ev"y Tom, d.i.c.k, and Harry, evm down to the niggehs, ain"t so much as tetched the deepest root uv his trouble, much less cu"ud! Why, Doctor, Brother Garnet see him, himself!--a-tellin" that C"nelius Leggett!--and pulled him away! Po"
Brother Garnet! Johanna, I wish, betwixt the Doctor an" you, you could make him look betteh. His load of usefulness is too great. I declare, Brother Coffin, he was that tiud this evenin" that evm here, where you"d expect him to seem fresh and happy in his new joy, he looked as if, if it wa"n"t faw the wrong of the thing, he"d almost be willin" to call upon the rocks and the mountains to fall on him and hide him.--But I mustn"t detain you!"
The physician drove on, and by and by was leaving directions with Johanna and her protectors, Tom Hersey and his wife. "And, Tom, mind you, _no visitors_. It"s his own wish. Good-night.--O!--that young Mr.
Fair. March tells me he"s expecting him any time within the next few days, to help lay the corner-stone of this new building up at the colored college; Fair Hall, yes. Whenever he comes take him right up to see March. I promised John you would!"
LXXVII.
"LINES OF LIGHT ON A SULLEN SEA"
From the first hour of Johanna"s attendance March began to mend. Whence she came, whither she went, as she moved in and out so pleasantly, he never thought to ask, and never found out that her bed was a pallet laid on the stair-landing just at his door.
The young bloods down in the street were keenly amused. "Doctor, if he was anybody but John March aw she anybody but Johanna"--the rest was too funny for words. "How is he to-day, anyhow? Improving rap"--well! good fo" that! Come, gentlemen, let"s--Come, Shot. Doctor, won"t you--" And as they went they all agreed that the dark maiden"s invincible modesty was like some "subtle emana-ation," as Shotwell expressed it, which charmed all evil out of the grossest eye.
True it was in the convalescent"s case, that while Johanna"s mere doings had their curative value, her simple presence had more. Yet her greatest healing was in her words; in what she told him. She only answered questions; but these he lightly plied on any and every trivial matter that promised to lead up--or around--to one subject which seemed to allure him without cessation. Yet always at her first pause after entering upon any phase of this topic, he would say, "But that"s not what--hem!--I was speaking of," and starting once more, at any distance away, would begin to steal yet another approach toward the same enticing theme.
So the brief time of her appointed service came to its end, neither the Doctor, nor the convalescent, nor even her young mistress, for one moment imagining what dear delight, yet withal what saintly martyrdom to Johanna, this three days" task had been.
In its last hour, when she, to end all well, prepared and brought up the captive"s evening meal, she found him sitting up in bed talking to Henry Fair.
"Doctor thinks I can go down to my office Monday. Yes, I knew what ailed me better than he did. I began to recover the moment I quit trying to convince the Lord that He ought to run this world in my private interest. Ah! Johanna, so this is the last, is it? I"m pow"ful sorry!
Mr. Fair, you remember Johanna, don"t you?"
Mr. Fair remembered, the maid courtesied, and March, a trifle unduly animated, ran on--"Johanna"s the salt of the earth, Mr. Fair. Don"t often see best salt that color, do you?" Then dropping his tone--"O! you know, if my chief concern were still, as it was at first, to recover my fortunes, or even to vindicate my abilities, I reckon I could make out to accept defeat--almost. For, really, I"m just about the only sufferer--outwardly, at least. Of course, there"s an awful shrinkage here, but all our home people have made net gains--unless it is Proudfit; I--eh--Johanna, you needn"t stay in here; only don"t go beyond call."
The maid closed the door after her, took her accustomed rocking-chair and needle on the stair-landing, and being quite as human as if she had been white, listened. Fair"s words were very indistinct, but March"s came through the thin door-panels as clean as rifle-b.a.l.l.s. "O! yes," was one of his replies, "I know that with even nothing left but the experiences, I"m a whole world richer, in things that make a real manhood and life, than when I was land-poor with my hundred thousand acres. As far as _I_ am concerned, I can afford to deny myself all the reprisals, and revenges too, that litigations could ever give me. I"ve got sixty acres of Widewood to begin over with--By Jo"! Garnet, himself, began with less!" He let go a feverish laugh.
"If I come to that," he added, "I"ve got, besides, a love of study and a talent for teaching, two things he never had." Fair asked a question and he laughed again. "O! no, it was only a pa.s.sing thought. If anybody "busts Rosemont wide open" it"ll have to be Leggett. O! no, I----" He played with his spoon.
Fair"s response must have been complimentary. "Thank you," said March; "why, thank you!" Then the visitor spoke again and the convalescent replied: