She stopped before a cheval-gla.s.s, and surveyed herself from head to foot, frowning angrily at her handsome image, hating herself for her despised beauty. Her white shoulders looked like stainless marble against the rich ruby darkness of her velvet dress. She had s.n.a.t.c.hed the diamond ornaments from her head, and her long black hair fell about her bosom in thick waveless tresses.
"I am handsomer than she is, and cleverer; and I love him better, ten thousand times, than she loves him," Olivia Marchmont thought, as she turned contemptuously from the gla.s.s. "Is it likely, then, that he cares for anything but her fortune? Any other woman in the world would have argued as I argued to-night. Any woman would have believed that she did her duty in warning this besotted girl against her folly. What do I know of Edward Arundel that should lead me to think him better or n.o.bler than other men? and how many men sell themselves for the love of a woman"s wealth! Perhaps good may come of my mad folly, after all; and I may have saved this girl from a life of misery by the words I have spoken to-night."
The devils--for ever lying in wait for this woman, whose gloomy pride rendered her in some manner akin to themselves--may have laughed at her as she argued thus with herself.
She lay down at last to sleep, worn out by the excitement of the long night, and to dream horrible dreams. The servants, with the exception of one who rose betimes to open the great house, slept long after the unwonted festival. Edward Arundel slumbered as heavily as any member of that wearied household; and thus it was that there was no one in the way to see a shrinking, trembling figure creep down the sunlit-staircase, and steal across the threshold of the wide hall door.
There was no one to see Mary Marchmont"s silent flight from the gaunt Lincolnshire mansion in which she had known so little real happiness.
There was no one to comfort the sorrow-stricken girl in her despair and desolation of spirit. She crept away, like some escaped prisoner, in the early morning, from the house which the law called her own.
And the hand of the woman whom John Marchmont had chosen to be his daughter"s friend and counsellor was the hand which drove that daughter from the shelter of her home. The voice of her whom the weak father had trusted in, fearful to confide his child into the hand of G.o.d, but blindly confident in his own judgment--was the voice which had uttered the lying words, whose every syllable had been as a separate dagger thrust in the orphan girl"s lacerated heart. It was her father,--her father, who had placed this woman over her, and had entailed upon her the awful agony that drove her out into an unknown world, careless whither she went in her despair.
VOLUME II.
CHAPTER I.
MARY"S LETTER.
It was past twelve o"clock when Edward Arundel strolled into the dining-room. The windows were open, and the scent of the mignionette upon the terrace was blown in upon the warm summer breeze.
Mrs. Marchmont was sitting at one end of the long table, reading a newspaper. She looked up as Edward entered the room. She was pale, but not much paler than usual. The feverish light had faded out of her eyes, and they looked dim and heavy.
"Good morning, Livy," the young man said. "Mary is not up yet, I suppose?"
"I believe not."
"Poor little girl! A long rest will do her good after her first ball.
How pretty and fairy-like she looked in her white gauze dress, and with that circlet of pearls round her hair! Your taste, I suppose, Olivia?
She looked like a snow-drop among all the other gaudy flowers,--the roses and tiger-lilies, and peonies and dahlias. That eldest Miss Hickman is handsome, but she"s so terribly conscious of her attractions. That little girl from Swampington with the black ringlets is rather pretty; and Laura Filmer is a jolly, dashing girl; she looks you full in the face, and talks to you about hunting with as much gusto as an old whipper-in. I don"t think much of Major Hawley"s three tall sandy-haired daughters; but Fred Hawley"s a capital fellow: it"s a pity he"s a civilian. In short, my dear Olivia, take it altogether, I think your ball was a success, and I hope you"ll give us another in the hunting-season."
Mrs. Marchmont did not condescend to reply to her cousin"s meaningless rattle. She sighed wearily, and began to fill the tea-pot from the old-fashioned silver urn. Edward loitered in one of the windows, whistling to a peac.o.c.k that was stalking solemnly backwards and forwards upon the stone bal.u.s.trade.
"I should like to drive you and Mary down to the seash.o.r.e, Livy, after breakfast. Will you go?"
Mrs. Marchmont shook her head.
"I am a great deal too tired to think of going out to-day," she said ungraciously.
"And I never felt fresher in my life," the young man responded, laughing; "last night"s festivities seem to have revivified me. I wish Mary would come down," he added, with a yawn; "I could give her another lesson in billiards, at any rate. Poor little girl, I am afraid she"ll never make a cannon."
Captain Arundel sat down to his breakfast, and drank the cup of tea poured out for him by Olivia. Had she been a sinful woman of another type, she would have put a.r.s.enic into the cup perhaps, and so have made an end of the young officer and of her own folly. As it was, she only sat by, with her own untasted breakfast before her, and watched him while he ate a plateful of raised pie, and drank his cup of tea, with the healthy appet.i.te which generally accompanies youth and a good conscience. He sprang up from the table directly he had finished his meal, and cried out impatiently, "What can make Mary so lazy this morning? she is usually such an early riser."
Mrs. Marchmont rose as her cousin said this, and a vague feeling of uneasiness took possession of her mind. She remembered the white face which had blanched beneath the angry glare of her eyes, the blank look of despair that had come over Mary"s countenance a few hours before.
"I will go and call her myself," she said. "N--no; I"ll send Barbara."
She did not wait to ring the bell, but went into the hall, and called sharply, "Barbara! Barbara!"
A woman came out of a pa.s.sage leading to the housekeeper"s room, in answer to Mrs. Marchmont"s call; a woman of about fifty years of age, dressed in gray stuff, and with a grave inscrutable face, a wooden countenance that gave no token of its owner"s character. Barbara Simmons might have been the best or the worst of women, a Mrs. Fry or a Mrs. Brownrigg, for any evidence her face afforded against either hypothesis.
"I want you to go up-stairs, Barbara, and call Miss Marchmont," Olivia said. "Captain Arundel and I have finished breakfast."
The woman obeyed, and Mrs. Marchmont returned to the dining-room, where Edward was trying to amuse himself with the "Times" of the previous day.
Ten minutes afterwards Barbara Simmons came into the room carrying a letter on a silver waiter. Had the doc.u.ment been a death-warrant, or a telegraphic announcement of the landing of the French at Dover, the well-trained servant would have placed it upon a salver before presenting it to her mistress.
"Miss Marchmont is not in her room, ma"am," she said; "the bed has not been slept on; and I found this letter, addressed to Captain Arundel, upon the table."
Olivia"s face grew livid; a horrible dread rushed into her mind. Edward s.n.a.t.c.hed the letter which the servant held towards him.
"Mary not in her room! What, in Heaven"s name, can it mean?" he cried.
He tore open the letter. The writing was not easily decipherable for the tears which the orphan girl had shed over it.
"MY OWN DEAR EDWARD,--I have loved you so dearly and so foolishly, and you have been so kind to me, that I have quite forgotten how unworthy I am of your affection. But I am forgetful no longer. Something has happened which has opened my eyes to my own folly,--I know now that you did not love me; that I had no claim to your love; no charms or attractions such as so many other women possess, and for which you might have loved me. I know this now, dear Edward, and that all my happiness has been a foolish dream; but do not think that I blame any one but myself for what has happened. Take my fortune: long ago, when I was a little girl, I asked my father to let me share it with you. I ask you now to take it all, dear friend; and I go away for ever from a house in which I have learnt how little happiness riches can give. Do not be unhappy about me. I shall pray for you always,--always remembering your goodness to my dead father; always looking back to the day upon which you came to see us in our poor lodging. I am very ignorant of all worldly business, but I hope the law will let me give you Marchmont Towers, and all my fortune, whatever it may be. Let Mr.
Paulette see this latter part of my letter, and let him fully understand that I abandon all my rights to you from this day. Good-bye, dear friend; think of me sometimes, but never think of me sorrowfully.
"MARY MARCHMONT."
This was all. This was the letter which the heart-broken girl had written to her lover. It was in no manner different from the letter she might have written to him nine years before in Oakley Street. It was as childish in its ignorance and inexperience; as womanly in its tender self-abnegation.
Edward Arundel stared at the simple lines like a man in a dream, doubtful of his own ident.i.ty, doubtful of the reality of the world about him, in his hopeless wonderment. He read the letter line by line again and again, first in dull stupefaction, and muttering the words mechanically as he read them, then with the full light of their meaning dawning gradually upon him.
Her fortune! He had never loved her! She had discovered her own folly!
What did it all mean? What was the clue to the mystery of this letter, which had stunned and bewildered him, until the very power of reflection seemed lost? The dawning of that day had seen their parting, and the innocent face had been lifted to his, beaming with love and trust. And now--? The letter dropped from his hand, and fluttered slowly to the ground. Olivia Marchmont stooped to pick it up. Her movement aroused the young man from his stupor, and in that moment he caught the sight of his cousin"s livid face.
He started as if a thunderbolt had burst at his feet. An idea, sudden as some inspired revelation, rushed into his mind.
"Read that letter, Olivia Marchmont!" he said.
The woman obeyed. Slowly and deliberately she read the childish epistle which Mary had written to her lover. In every line, in every word, the widow saw the effect of her own deadly work; she saw how deeply the poison, dropped from her own envenomed tongue, had sunk into the innocent heart of the girl.
Edward Arundel watched her with flaming eyes. His tall soldierly frame trembled in the intensity of his pa.s.sion. He followed his cousin"s eyes along the lines in Mary Marchmont"s letter, waiting till she should come to the end. Then the tumultuous storm of indignation burst forth, until Olivia cowered beneath the lightning of her cousin"s glance.
Was this the man she had called frivolous? Was this the boyish red-coated dandy she had despised? Was this the curled and perfumed representative of swelldom, whose talk never soared to higher flights than the description of a day"s snipe-shooting, or a run with the Burleigh fox-hounds? The wicked woman"s eyelids drooped over her averted eyes; she turned away, shrinking from this fearless accuser.
"This mischief is some of _your_ work, Olivia Marchmont!" Edward Arundel cried. "It is you who have slandered and traduced me to my dead friend"s daughter! Who else would dare accuse a Dangerfield Arundel of baseness? who else would be vile enough to call my father"s son a liar and a traitor? It is you who have whispered shameful insinuations into this poor child"s innocent ear! I scarcely need the confirmation of your ghastly face to tell me this. It is you who have driven Mary Marchmont from the home in which you should have sheltered and protected her! You envied her, I suppose,--envied her the thousands which might have ministered to your wicked pride and ambition;--the pride which has always held you aloof from those who might have loved you; the ambition that has made you a soured and discontented woman, whose gloomy face repels all natural affection. You envied the gentle girl whom your dead husband committed to your care, and who should have been most sacred to you. You envied her, and seized the first occasion upon which you might stab her to the very core of her tender heart.
What other motive could you have had for doing this deadly wrong? None, so help me Heaven!"
No other motive! Olivia Marchmont dropped down in a heap on the ground near her cousin"s feet; not kneeling, but grovelling upon the carpeted floor, writhing convulsively, with her hands twisted one in the other, and her head falling forward on her breast. She uttered no syllable of self-justification or denial. The pitiless words rained down upon her provoked no reply. But in the depths of her heart sounded the echo of Edward Arundel"s words: "The pride which has always held you aloof from those who might have loved you; . . . a discontented woman, whose gloomy face repels all natural affection."
"O G.o.d!" she thought, "he might have loved me, then! He _might_ have loved me, if I could have locked my anguish in my own heart, and smiled at him and flattered him."
And then an icy indifference took possession of her. What did it matter that Edward Arundel repudiated and hated her? He had never loved her.