I took her hand and this time kissed it, as I remember, almost fiercely.
She tried to stop me, but I held it firmly.
"You must not do that; you have no right." She was standing very straight now.
"I took the right."
"Promise me you will never say that again."
"What?"
"What you said at first."
"I don"t know what you mean. I have been saying the same thing all the time--ever since I knew you--ever since I was born--that I love you."
"You must never say that again--promise me before I go."
"I promise you," I said slowly, "that I will say it as long as I live."
She appeared to let herself drift for a half second, then she gave a little catch at herself.
"No, really, you must not--I cannot allow you. I have no right to let you. I must go, and if you are a friend of mine, you will never----"
"Listen to me," I interrupted firmly. "I have not asked you for anything; I have not asked your permission; I am not a friend of yours and I shall never be that. I don"t want to be your friend. I love you, and I am going to win your love. Now you can go. Come on."
We walked on and I saw her safely home. We talked about everything and I told her much of myself. But she was plainly thinking not about what I was saying then, but what I had said on the dusty steps. When we reached her home, I saved her embarra.s.sment. I held out my hand and said, "Good-by, I love you."
No woman can quite let a man go, at least, no woman with a woman"s coquetry can. After I had turned away, what must Eleanor Leigh do but say demurely, "I hope you will win your case." I turned back, of course.
"I will," I said, "in both courts." Then I strode away. I went home feeling somewhat as a man might who, after shipwreck, had reached an unknown sh.o.r.e. I was in a new land and knew not where I stood or how; or whether the issue would be life or death. I only knew that I had pa.s.sed a crisis in my life and whatever came I must meet it. I was strangely happy, yet I had had no word of encouragement.
To have declared one"s love has this in it, that henceforth the one you love can never be wholly indifferent to you. I went home feeling that I had acquired a new relation to Eleanor Leigh and that somehow I had a right to her whether she consented or not. My love for her, as ardent as it had been before, had suddenly deepened. It had, in a way, also become purer. I went over and over and dwelt on every word she had ever uttered to me, every gentle look I had ever seen her give, every tender expression that had illumined her face or softened her eyes, and I found myself thinking of her character as I had never done before. I planned how I should meet her next and tried to fancy how she would look and what she would say. I wondered vaguely what she would think of me when she reached her room and thought over what I had said. But I soon left this realm of vague conjecture for the clearly defined elysium of my own love. Had I known what I learned only a long time afterward--how she acted and what she thought of on reaching home, I might have been somewhat consoled though still mystified.
XXVI
COLL McSHEEN"S METHODS
It is astonishing what a motive power love is. With Eleanor Leigh in my heart, I went to work on my Tipps case with fury.
When I applied at the offices of the P. D. & B. D. and asked to be shown the books of the old company which had been reorganized and absorbed, I was met first by the polite a.s.surance that there never was such a road as I mentioned, then that it had been wound up long ago and reorganized.
Next, as I appeared somewhat firm, I was informed that the books had been burned up in a great fire, spoken of as Caleb Balderstone used to speak of the Ravenswood fire, as "the fire." This would have been an irremediable loss, but for the fact that I knew that there had been no fire since the reorganization of the company. I stated this fact with more positiveness than was usually employed in those offices and announced that unless those books were produced without further delay or misrepresentation, I would file a bill at once which would open the eyes of a number of persons. This procured for me an interview with an official of the vice-presidential rank--my first real advance. This proved to be my old acquaintance, Mr. Gillis, the agent of the Argand Estate. When I entered he wore an expression of sweet content as of a cat about to swallow a mouse. It was evident that he meant to have his revenge on me now. After stating my object in calling, with so much circ.u.mstantiality that there could be no mistake about it, I was informed by Mr. Gillis, briefly but firmly, that those books were not accessible, that they were "private property and not open to the public."
Stillman Gillis was a wiry, clear-eyed, firm-mouthed, middle-sized man of about middle age as older men regard it. He had a pleasant address, perfect self-a.s.surance, and a certain cool impudence in his manner which I have often observed in the high officials of large corporations. He had, I knew, been the private secretary and confidential man of Mr.
David Argand.
"I am aware that the books are private property," I said, "but it happens that I am myself one of the owners--I represent two very considerable owners of the stock of the old company."
He shook his head pleasantly. "That makes no difference."
I could not help thinking of the turnkey at the jail. It was insolence, but only of a different sort.
"You mean to say that it makes no difference whether or not I am a stockholder when I demand to see the books of the company in which I hold my interest?"
"Not the slightest," he admitted.
"I suppose you have consulted counsel as to this?"
"Oh! yes; but it was not necessary."
"Well! you have the books?"
"Oh! yes."
"Because some of your people told me that they had been burnt up in a fire."
"Did they tell you that?" he smilingly asked. "They did that to save you trouble."
"Considerate in them."
"Of course, we have the books--in our vaults."
"Buried?" I hazarded.
He nodded. "Beyond the hope of resurrection." He took up his pen to show that the interview was ended; and I took up my hat.
"Do you mind telling me who your counsel is that you consulted in these matters? I might prevail on him to change his mind."
"Oh! no. Mr. Collis McSheen is our counsel--one of them."
"Has he specifically given you this advice?"
"He has." He turned to his stenographer. "Take this letter."
"So--o." I reflected a moment and then tilted back my chair.
"Mr. Gillis--one moment more of your valuable time, and I will relieve you."
"Well?" He turned back to me with a sudden spark in his gray eye.
"Really, I have no more time to give you."
"Just a moment. You are mistaken in thinking you are giving me time. I have been giving you time. The next time we meet, you will be a witness in court under subp[oe]na and I will examine you."
"Examine me? As to what, pray?" His face had grown suddenly dark and his insolence had turned to anger.
"As to what you know of the fraud that was perpetrated on the heirs of a certain Colonel Tipps who built and once largely owned the road I have spoken of."
"Fraud, sir! What do you mean?"