They laid him down on the stiff frozen gra.s.s by the roadside; but Molly clung so tightly about his neck, that the preacher could scarcely move her to put his hand upon Tom"s heart; Helen lifted the little girl, and laid her own wet cheek against the child"s.
The group of men and women stood awed and silent about the prostrate form, waiting for John to raise his head from the broad, still breast; when he lifted it, they knew all was over.
Whether the shock of the heat and tumult, coming upon the stupor of intoxication, and paralyzing the action of the heart, or whether a blow from a burning plank, had killed him, no one could know. The poor sodden, bloated body was suddenly invested with the dignity of death; and how death had come was for a little while a secondary thought.
"He is dead," John said. "He has died like a brave man!"
He stood looking down at the body for some moments, and no one spoke.
Then, as there was a stir among those who stood near, and some one whispered that Mrs. Davis must be told, the preacher looked away from the dead man"s face.
"Poor soul," he said, "poor soul!"
A few light flakes of snow were beginning to fall in that still, uncertain way which heralds a storm; some touched the dead face with pure white fingers, as though they would hide the degraded body from any eyes less kind than G.o.d"s.
Helen, who had gone further back into the street that Molly might not look again at her father, came to John"s side.
"I will take Molly home with me," she said; "tell Mrs. Davis where she is."
"Gifford is here to go with you?" John asked, with that quick tenderness which never left him. Then he turned away to help in carrying the dead man to his home.
The silent procession, with its awful burden, went back through the streets, lighted yet by the pulsing glare of the fire. John walked beside the still figure with his head bent upon his breast. That first impulse of human exultation in a brave deed was gone; there was a horror of pity instead. Just before they reached Tom"s home, he stopped, by a gesture, the men who bore the body.
"Oh, my people," he said, his hands stretched out to them, the snow falling softly on his bared head, "G.o.d speaks to you from the lips of this dead man. Listen to his words: the day or the hour knoweth no man; and are you ready to face the judgment-seat of Christ? Oh, be not deceived, be not deceived! Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap."
It was long past midnight when the knot of men about Tom Davis"s door dispersed; the excitement of the fire faded before that frank interest in death, which such people have no hesitation in expressing. Society veils it with decent reserve, and calls it morbid and vulgar, yet it is ineradicably human, and circ.u.mstances alone decide whether it shall be confessed.
But when the preacher came out of the house, all was quiet and deserted.
The snow, driving in white sheets down the mountains, was tinged with a faint glow, where, in a blinding mist it whirled across the yards; it had come too late to save the lumber, but it had checked and deadened the flames, so that the few unburned planks only smouldered slowly into ashes.
John had told Mrs. Davis of her loss with that wonderful gentleness which characterized all his dealings with sorrow. He found her trying to quiet her baby, when he went in, leaving outside in the softly falling snow that ghastly burden which the men bore. She looked up with startled, questioning eyes as he entered. He took the child out of her arms, and hushed it upon his breast, and then, with one of her shaking hands held firm in his, he told her.
Afterwards, it seemed to her that the sorrow in his face had told her, and that she knew his message before he spoke.
Mrs. Davis had not broken into loud weeping when she heard her husband"s fate, and she was very calm, when John saw her again, after all had been done which was needful for the dead; only moving nervously about, trying to put the room into an unusual order. John could not bear to leave her; knowing what love is, his sympathy for her grief was almost grief itself; yet he had said all that he could say to comfort her, all that he could of Tom"s bravery in rushing into the fire, and it seemed useless to stay.
But as he rose to go, putting the child, who had fallen asleep in his arms, down on the bed, Mrs. Davis stopped him.
She stood straightening the sheet which covered Tom"s face, creasing its folds between her fingers, and pulling it a little on this side or that.
"Mr. Ward," she said, "he was drunk, Tom was."
"I know it," he answered gently.
"He went out with some money this forenoon," she went on; "he was to buy some things for the young ones. He didn"t mean to drink; he didn"t mean to go near the saloon. I _know_ it. Mrs. Shea, she came in a bit after he went, and she said she seen him comin" out of the saloon, drunk. But he didn"t mean it. Then you brought him home. But, bein" started, preacher, he could not help it, an" he"d been round to Dobbs"s again, "fore he seen the fire."
"Yes," John said.
Still smoothing the straight whiteness of the sheet, she said, with a tremor in her voice:--
"If he didn"t want to, preacher--if he didn"t mean to--perhaps it wasn"t a sin? and him dying in it!"
Her voice broke, and she knelt down and hid her face in the dead man"s breast. She did not think of him now as the man that beat her when he was drunk, and starved the children; he was the young lover again. The dull, brutal man and the fretful, faded woman had been boy and girl once, and had had their little romance, like happier husbands and wives.
John did not answer her, but a mist of tears gathered in his eyes.
Mrs. Davis raised her head and looked at him. "Tell me, you don"t think it will be counted a sin to him, do you? You don"t think he died in sin?"
she asked almost fiercely.
"I wish I could say I did not," he answered.
She threw her hands up over her head with a shrill cry.
"You don"t think he"s lost? Say you don"t, preacher,--say you don"t!"
John took her hands in his. "Try and think," he said gently, "how brave Tom was, how n.o.bly he faced death to save Charley. Leave the judgments of G.o.d to G.o.d; they are not for us to think of."
But she would not be put off in that way. Too weak to kneel, she had sunk upon the floor, leaning still against the bed, with one thin, gaunt arm thrown across her husband"s body.
"You think," she demanded, "that my Tom"s lost because he was drunk to-night?"
"No," he said, "I do not think that, Mrs. Davis."
"Is he saved?" she cried, her voice shrill with eagerness.
John was silent. She clutched his arm with her thin fingers, and shook it in her excitement; her pinched, terrified face was close to his.
"He wasn"t never converted,--I know that,--but would the Lord have cut him off, sudden-like, in his sin, if He wasn"t goin" to save him?"
"We can only trust his wisdom and his goodness."
"But you think he was cut off in his sins--you think--my Tom"s lost!"
The preacher did not speak, but the pa.s.sionate pity in his eyes told her.
She put her hands up to her throat as though she were suffocating, and her face grew ghastly.
"Remember, G.o.d knows what is best for his children," John said. "He sends this grief of Tom"s death to you in his infinite wisdom. He loves you,--He knows best."
"Do you mean," asked the woman slowly, "that it was best fer Tom he should die?"
"I mean this sorrow may be best for you," he answered tenderly. "G.o.d knows what you need. He sends sorrow to draw our souls nearer to Him."
"Oh," she exclaimed, her voice broken and hoa.r.s.e, "I don"t want no good fer me, if Tom has to die fer it. An" why should He love me instead o"
Tom? Oh, I don"t want his love, as wouldn"t give Tom another chance! He might "a" been converted this next revival, fer you would "a" preached h.e.l.l,--I know you would, then. No, I don"t want no good as comes that way. Oh, preacher, you ain"t going to say you think my Tom"s burning in h.e.l.l this night, and me living to be made better by it? Oh, no, no, no!"
She crawled to his feet, and clasped his knees with her shaking arms.
"Say he isn"t,--say he isn"t!"
But the presence of that dead man a.s.serted the hopelessness of John"s creed; no human pity could dim his faith, and he had no words of comfort for the distracted woman who clung to him. He could only lift her and try to soothe her, but she did not seem to hear him until he put her baby in her arms; at the touch of its little soft face against her drawn cheek, she trembled violently, and then came the merciful relief of tears. She did not ask the preacher again to say that her husband was not lost; she had no hope that he would tell her anything but what she already knew.
"The soul that sinneth, it shall die." She tried, poor thing, to find some comfort in the words he spoke of G.o.d"s love for her; listening with a pathetic silence which wrung his heart.