"I think," said Mr. Denner, folding his little hands upon his breast,--"I think, Gifford, that the doctor was not quite frank with me, to-day. I thought it proper to ask him if my injury was at all of a serious nature, if it might have--ah--I ought to apologize for speaking of unpleasant things--if it might have an untoward ending. He merely remarked that all injuries had possibilities of seriousness in them; he appeared in haste, and anxious to get away, so I did not detain him, thinking he might have an important case elsewhere. But it seemed as though he was not quite frank, Gifford; as though, in fact, he evaded. I did not press it, fearing to embarra.s.s him, but I think he evaded."
Gifford also evaded. "He did not say anything which seemed evasive to me, Mr. Denner. He was busy charging me to remember your medicines, and he stopped to say a word about your bravery, too."
Mr. Denner shook his head deprecatingly at this, but he seemed pleased.
"Oh, not at all, it was nothing,--it was of no consequence." One of the shutters blew softly to, and darkened the room; Gifford rose, and, leaning from the window, fastened it back against the ivy which had twisted about the hinge from the stained bricks of the wall. "I cannot claim any bravery," the sick man went on. "No. It was, as it were, accidental, Gifford."
"Accidental?" said the young man. "How could that be? I heard the horse, and ran down the road after the phaeton just in time to see you make that jump, and save her."
Mr. Denner sighed. "No," he replied, "no, it was quite by chance.
I--I was mistaken. I am glad I did not know, however, for I might have hesitated. As it was, laboring under a misapprehension, I had no time to be afraid."
"I don"t think I quite understand," said Gifford.
Mr. Denner was silent. The room was so dark now, he could scarcely see the young man"s face as he stood leaning against one of the huge bed-posts. Behind him, Mr. Denner just distinguished his big secretary, with its pigeon-holes neatly labeled, and with papers filed in an orderly way. No one had closed it since the afternoon that he had been carried in and laid on the horse-hair sofa. He had given Mary the key then, and had asked her to fetch the bottle of brandy from one of the long divisions where it stood beside a big ledger. The little gentleman had hesitated to give trouble in asking to have it locked again, though that it should be open offended his ideas of privacy. Now he looked at it, and then let his eyes rest upon the nephew of the Misses Woodhouse.
"Gifford," he said, "would you be so obliging as to take the small bra.s.s key from my ring,"--here he thrust his lean hand under his pillow, and produced his bunch of keys, which jingled as he held them unsteadily out,--"and unlock the little lower drawer in the left-hand side of my writing-desk?"
Gifford took the ring over to the candle, which made the shadow of his head loom up on the opposite wall, as he bent to find the little bra.s.s key among a dozen others of all shapes and sizes.
"I have unlocked it, sir," he said, a moment later.
"Take the candle, if you please," responded Mr. Denner, "and you will see, I think, in the right-hand corner, back, under a small roll, a flat, square parcel."
"Yes, sir," Gifford answered, holding the candle in his left hand, and carefully lifting the parcel.
"Under that," proceeded Mr. Denner, "is an oval package. If you will be good enough to hand me that, Gifford. Stay,--will you lock the drawer first, if you please, and the desk?"
Gifford did so, and then put the package into Mr. Denner"s hands. He held it a moment before he gently removed the soft, worn tissue paper in which it was wrapped; his very touch was a caress.
"I was desirous," he said, "of having this by me. It is a miniature of my little sister, sir. She--perhaps you scarcely remember her? She died when I was twenty. That is forty-one years ago. A long time, Gifford, a long time to have missed her. She is the only thing of--of that nature that I have loved--since I was twenty."
He stopped, and held the miniature up to look at it; but the light had faded, and the ivory only gleamed faintly.
"I look at this every day when I am in health, and I like it by me now.
No, not the candle, I thank you, Gifford. I called for it now (how tarnished these pearls are in the frame! If--if I should not recover, it must be reset. Perhaps you will see to that for me, Gifford?),--I called for it now, because I wished to say, in the event of my--demise, I should wish this given to one of your aunts, sir."
Gifford came out from the shadow at the foot of the bed, and took Mr.
Denner"s hand. He did not speak; he had only the man"s way of showing sympathy, and one weaker than Gifford could not have resisted the piteous longing for life in Mr. Denner"s tone, and would have hastened to rea.s.sure him. But Gifford only held his hand in a firm, gentle grasp, and was silent.
"I should wish one of them to have it," he continued. "I have not provided for its welfare in my will; I had thought there was no one for whom I had enough--enough regard, to intrust them with it. I even thought to destroy it when I became old. Some people might wish to carry it with them to the grave, but I could not--oh, no, not my little sister! See, Gifford--take it to the light--not that little merry face. I should like to think it was with your aunts. And--and there is, as it were, a certain propriety in sending it to--her."
Gifford took the miniature from the lawyer"s hand, and, kneeling by the candle, looked at it. The faded velvet case held only the rosy, happy face of a little child; not very pretty, perhaps, but with eyes which had smiled into Mr. Denner"s for forty years, and Gifford held it in reverent hands.
"Yes," said the old man, "I would like one of them to have it."
"I shall remember it, sir," Gifford answered, putting the case down on the lawyer"s pillow.
The room was quite still for a few moments, and then Mr. Denner said, "Gifford, it was quite accidental, quite by mistake, as it were, that I stopped the horse for Mrs. Forsythe and little Lois. I--I thought, sir, it was one of your aunts. One of your aunts, do you understand Gifford?
You know what I said to you, at the stone bench, that afternoon? I--I alluded to myself, sir."
Gifford was silent, almost breathless; it all came back to him,--the warm, still afternoon, the sunshine, the faintly rustling leaves of the big silver poplar, and Mr. Denner"s friend"s love story. But only the pathos and the tenderness of it showed themselves to him now. He put his hand up to his eyes, a moment; somehow, he felt as though this was something too sacred for him to see.
"I know, sir," he said; "I--I see."
"I trust," Mr. Denner continued, in a relieved voice, "there is no impropriety in mentioning this to you, though you are still a youth. You have seemed older these last few days, more--ah--sedate, if I may so express it. They--they frequently speak as though you were quite a youth, whereas it appears to me you should be considered the head of the family,--yes, the head of the family. And therefore it seemed to me fitting that I should mention this to you, because I wished to request you to dispose of the miniature. It would have been scarcely proper to do otherwise, scarcely honorable, sir."
"I am grateful to you for doing so," Gifford replied gently. "I beg you will believe how entirely I appreciate the honor of your confidence."
"Oh, not at all," said Mr. Denner, waving his hand, "not at all,--pray do not mention it. And you will give it to one of them," he added, peering through the dusk at the young man, "if--if it should be necessary?"
"Yes, sir," he answered, "I will; but you did not mention which one, Mr.
Denner."
Mr. Denner was silent; he turned his head wearily toward the faint glimmer which showed where the window was, and Gifford heard him sigh. "I did not mention which,--no. I had not quite decided. Perhaps you can tell me which you think would like it best?"
"I am sure your choice would seem of most value to them."
Mr. Denner did not speak; he was thinking how he had hoped that leap at the runaway horse would have decided it all. And then his mind traveled back to the stone bench, and his talk with Gifford, and the proverb.
"Gifford," he said firmly, "give it, if you please, to Miss Deborah."
They did not speak of it further. Gifford was already reproaching himself for having let his patient talk too much, and Mr. Denner, his mind at last at rest, was ready to fall asleep, the miniature clasped in his feverish hand.
The next day, Gifford had no good news to carry to the rectory. The lawyer had had a bad night, and was certainly weaker, and sometimes he seemed a little confused when he spoke. Gifford shrank from telling Lois this, and yet he longed to see her, but she did not appear.
She was with Mrs. Forsythe, her aunt said; and when he asked for the invalid, Mrs. Dale shook her head. "I asked her how she felt this morning, and she said, "Still breathing!" But she certainly is pretty sick, though she"s one to make herself out at the point of death if she scratches her finger. Still--I don"t know. I call her a sick woman."
Mrs. Dale could not easily resign the sense of importance which attends the care of a very sick person, even though Arabella Forsythe"s appet.i.te had unquestionably improved.
"We"ve telegraphed again for her son," she went on, "though I must say she does not seem to take his absence much to heart. They are the sort of people, I think, that love each other better at a distance. Now, if I were in her place, I"d be perfectly miserable without my children. I don"t know what to think of his not writing to her. It appears that he"s on a pleasure party of some kind, and he"s not written her a line since he started; so of course she does not know where he is."
But to Lois Mrs. Forsythe"s illness was something beside interest and occupation. The horror of her possible death hung over the young girl, and seemed to sap her youth and vigor. Her face was drawn and haggard, and her pleasant gray eyes had lost their smile. Somehow Mr. Denner"s danger, which to some extent she realized, did not impress her so deeply; perhaps because that was, in a manner, the result of his own will, and perhaps, too, because no one quite knew how much the little gentleman suffered and how near death he was.
Lois had heard Gifford"s voice as she went into the sick-room, and his words of blame rung again in her ears. They emphasized Mrs. Forsythe"s despair about her son"s future. She spoke to Lois as though she knew there was no possible chance of her recovery.
"You see, my dear," she said, in her soft, complaining voice, which sometimes dropped to a whisper, "he has no aunts or uncles to look after him when I am gone; no one to be good to him and help him to be good. Not that he is wild or foolish, Lois, like some young men, but he"s full of spirit, and he needs a good home. Oh, what will he do without me. He has no one to take care of him!"
Lois was too crushed by misery to feel even a gleam of humor, when the thought flashed through her mind that she might offer to take his mother"s place; but she knew enough not to express it.
"Oh," Mrs. Forsythe continued, "if he were only married to some sweet girl that I knew and loved how happy I should be, how content!"
"I--I wish he were," Lois said.
"My death will be so hard for him, and who will comfort him! I am sorry I distress you by speaking so, but, my dear child, on your death-bed you look facts in the face. I cannot help knowing his sorrow, and it makes me so wretched. My boy,--my poor boy! If I could only feel easy about him!
If I thought, oh, if I could just think, you cared for him! I know I ought not to speak of it, but--it is all I want to make me happy. I might have had a little more of life, a few months, perhaps, if it had not been for the accident. There, there, you mustn"t be distressed; but if I could know you cared for him, it would be worth dying for, Lois."
"I do care for him!" Lois sobbed. "We all do!"
Mrs. Forsythe shook her head. "You are the only one I want; if you told me you would love him, I should be happy, so happy! Perhaps you don"t like to say it. But listen: I know all about last fall, and how you sent the poor fellow away broken-hearted; but I couldn"t stop loving you, for all that, and I was so glad when he told me he was going to try again; and that is what he is coming down to Ashurst for. Yes, he is coming to ask you. You see, I know all his secrets; he tells me everything,--such a good boy, he is. But I"ve told you, because I cannot die, oh, I cannot die, unless I know how it will be for him. If you could say yes, Lois, if you could!"