(But the reader must understand that in writing this paper, I, Johnny Ludlow, am at a disadvantage. Not having been present myself at Lefford, I can only relate at second hand what happened at Mrs. Knox"s.)
The time went on. Janet Carey proved herself equal to her work: although Mrs. Knox, judging by her young look and gentle manners, had been struck by a doubt of her capacity, and politely expressed it aloud. Janet"s duties were something like the labours of Hercules: at least, as varied.
Teaching was only one of them. She helped to dress and undress the children, or did it entirely if Sally the housemaid forgot to attend; she kept all the wardrobes and mended the clothes and the socks. She had to be in all places at once. Helping Mrs. Knox in the parlour, taking messages to the kitchen, hearing the girls" lessons, and rushing out to the field to see that d.i.c.ky was not worrying the pony or milking the cow on his own account. It was not an orderly household; two maids were kept and James. Mrs. Knox had no talent for management, and was frightfully lazy besides; and Janet, little foreseeing what additional labour she would bring on herself, took to remedy as far as she could the shortcomings and confusion. Mrs. Knox saw her value, and actually thanked her. As a reward, she made Janet her own attendant, her secretary, and partly her housekeeper. Mrs. Knox"s hair, coa.r.s.e and stiff, was rather difficult hair to manage; in the morning it was let go anyhow, and Janet dressed it in the afternoon. Janet wrote Mrs. Knox"s letters; kept her accounts; paid the bills--paid them, that is, when she could get the money. Janet, you perceive, was made Jack-of-all-trades at Rose Villa. She was conscious that it was hardly fair, but she did it cheerfully; and, as Mrs. Knox would say, it was all in the day"s work.
The only one who showed consideration for Miss Carey was Dr. Knox. He lectured the children about giving her so much unnecessary trouble: he bribed d.i.c.ky with lozenges and liquorice from the surgery drawers not to kick or spit at her; and he was, himself, ever kind and considerate to her. They only met at dinner and tea, for Dr. Knox s.n.a.t.c.hed a scrambling breakfast (the servants never got it ready for him in time), and went off betimes to Lefford. Now and then he would come home tolerably early in the evening, but he had a great deal to do, and it did not happen often. Mr. Tamlyn was the parish doctor, and it gave Dr. Knox an incessant round of tramping: for the less pleasant division of the daily professional work was turned over to him.
They got to have a fellow-feeling for one another--Janet and Dr. Knox--a kind of mutual, inward sympathy. Both of them were overworked; in the lot of each was less of comfort than might have been. Dr. Knox compa.s.sionated Janet"s hard place and the want of poetry in her life.
Janet felt hurt to see him made so little of at home, and she knew about the house being his property, and the seventy-five pounds a-year he paid for the liberty of living in it,--and she knew that most of the income enjoyed by Mrs. Knox ought to have been Arnold"s income. His breakfast was scanty; a cup of coffee, taken standing, and some bread-and-b.u.t.ter, hurriedly eaten. Or he would be off by c.o.c.kcrow without chance of breakfast, unless he cut a slice of bread in the pantry: or perhaps would have to be out all night. Sometimes he would get home to dinner; one o"clock; more often it was two o-clock, or half-past, or three.
In that case, Sally would bring in a plate of half-cold sc.r.a.ps for him--anything that happened to be left. Once, when Janet was carving a leg of mutton, she asked leave to cut off a slice or two that they might be kept warm for the doctor; but Mrs. Knox blew her up--a fine trouble _that_ would be! As to tea, the chances were, if he came in to it at all, that the teapot would be drained: upon which, some lukewarm water would be dashed in, and the loaf and b.u.t.ter put before him. Dr. Knox took it all quietly: perhaps he saw how useless complaint would be.
Mr. Tamlyn"s was a large, handsome, red-brick house, standing in a beautiful garden, in the best and widest street of Lefford. The surgery, built on the side of the house, consisted of two rooms: one containing the drugs and the scales, and so on; the other where the better cla.s.s of patients waited. Mr. Tamlyn"s wife was dead, and he had one son, who was a cripple. Poor Bertie was thrown down by his nurse when he was a child; he had hardly ever been out of pain since; sometimes the attacks were very bad. It made him more cross and fractious than a stranger would believe; rude, in fact, and self-willed. Mr. Tamlyn just worshipped Bertie. He only lived to one end--that of making money for Bertie, after he, himself, should be gone. Miss Bessy, Mr. Tamlyn"s half-sister, kept his house, and she was the only one who tried to keep down Bertie"s temper. Lefford thought it odd that Mr. Tamlyn did not raise Dr. Knox"s salary: but it was known he wanted to put by what he could for Bertie.
The afternoon sun streamed full on the surgery-window, and Dr. Knox, who had just pelted back from dinner, stood behind the counter, making up bottles of physic. Mr. Tamlyn had an apprentice, a young fellow named Dockett, but he could not be trusted with the physic department yet, as he was apt to serve out calomel powder for camomile flowers. Of the three poor parish patients, waiting for their medicine, two sat and one stood, as there was not a third chair. The doctor spoke very kindly to them about their ailments; he always did that; but he did not seem well himself, and often put his hand to his throat and chest.
The physic and the parish patients done with, he went into the other room, and threw himself into the easy-chair. "I wonder what"s the matter with me?" he said to himself: and then he got up again, for Mr. Tamlyn was coming in. He was a short man with a grey face, and iron grey hair.
"Arnold," said he, "I wish you"d take my round this afternoon. There are only three or four people who need be seen, and the carriage is at the door."
"Is Bertie worse than usual?" asked Arnold; who knew that every impediment in Mr. Tamlyn"s way was caused by Bertie.
"He is in a great deal of pain. I really don"t care to leave him."
"Oh, I"ll go with pleasure," replied Arnold, pa.s.sing into the surgery to get his hat.
Mr. Tamlyn walked with him across the flagged court to the gate, talking of the sick people he was going to see. Arnold got into the brougham and was driven away. When he returned, Mr. Tamlyn was upstairs in Bertie"s sitting-room. Arnold went there.
"Anything more come in?" he asked. "Or can the brougham be put up?"
"Dear me, yes; here"s a note from Mrs. Stephenson," said Mr. Tamlyn, replying to the first question. And he spoke testily: for Mrs.
Stephenson was a lady of seventy, who always insisted on his own attendance, objecting to Dr. Knox on the score of his youth. "Well, you must go for once, Arnold. If she grumbles, tell her I was out."
On a sofa in the room lay Albert Tamlyn; a lad of sixteen with a fretful countenance and rumpled hair. Miss Tamlyn, a pleasant-looking lady of thirty-five, sat by the sofa at work. Arnold Knox went up to the boy, speaking with the utmost gentleness.
"Bertie, my boy, I am sorry you are in pain to-day."
"Who said I was in pain?" retorted Bertie, ungraciously, his voice as squeaky as a penny trumpet.
"Why, Bertie, you know you are in great pain: it was I who told Dr. Knox so," interposed the father.
"Then you had no business to tell him so," shrieked Bertie, with a hideous grin of resentment. "What is it to him?--or to you?--or to anybody?"
"Oh, Bertie, Bertie!" whispered Miss Tamlyn. "Oh, my boy, you should not give way like this."
"You just give your tongue a holiday, Aunt Bessy," fired Bertie. "I can"t be bothered by you all in this way."
Dr. Knox, looking down at him, saw something wrong in the position he was lying in. He stooped, lifted him quietly in his strong arms, and altered it.
"There, Bertie, you will be better now."
"No, I"m not better, and why d"you interfere?" retorted Bertie in his temper, and burst out crying. It was weary work, waiting on that lad; the house had a daily benefit of it. He had always been given way to: his whims were studied, his tempers went unreproved, and no patience was taught him.
Dr. Knox drove to Mrs. Stephenson"s. He dismissed the carriage when he came out; for he had some patients to see on his own score amongst the poor, and went on to them. They were at tea at Mr. Tamlyn"s when he got back. He looked very ill, and sat down at once.
"Are you tired, Arnold?" asked the surgeon.
"Not very; but I feel out of sorts. My throat is rather painful."
"What"s the matter with it?"
"Not much, I dare say. A little ulcerated perhaps."
"I"ll have a look at it presently. Bessy, give Dr. Knox a cup of tea."
"Thank you, I shall be glad of it," interposed the doctor. It was not often he took a meal in the house, not liking to intrude on them. When he went up this evening he had thought tea was over.
"We are later than usual," said Miss Tamlyn, in answer to some remark he made. "Bertie dropped asleep."
Bertie was awake, and eating relays of bread-and-b.u.t.ter as he lay, speaking to no one. The handsome sitting-rooms downstairs were nearly deserted: Mr. Tamlyn could not bear even to take his meals away from Bertie.
It was growing dusk when Dr. Knox went home. Mr. Tamlyn told him to take a cooling draught and to go to bed early. Mrs. Knox was out for the evening. Janet Carey sat at the old piano in the schoolroom, singing songs to the children to keep them quiet. They were crowding round her, and no one saw him enter the room.
Janet happened to be singing the very song she sang later to us that night at Miss Deveen"s--"Blow, blow, thou wintry wind." Although she had now been at Rose Villa nearly a twelvemonth, for early summer had come round again, Dr. Knox had never heard her sing. Mrs. Knox hated singing altogether, and especially despised Janet"s: it was only when Janet was alone with the children that she ventured on it, hoping to keep them still. Arnold Knox sat in utter silence; entranced; just as we were at Miss Deveen"s.
"You sing "I"ve been roaming," now," called out d.i.c.ky, before the song was well over.
"No, not that thing," dissented Mina. "Sing "Pray, Goody," Janet." They had long since called her by her Christian name.
The whole five (the other three taking sides), not being able to agree, plunged at once into a hot dispute. Janet in vain tried to make peace by saying she would sing both songs, one after the other: they did not listen to her. In the midst of the noise, Sally looked in to say James had caught a magpie; and the lot scampered off.
Janet Carey heaved a sad sigh, and pa.s.sed her hand over her weary brow.
She had had a tiring day: there were times when she thought her duties would get beyond her. Rising to follow the rebellious flock, she caught sight of Dr. Knox, seated back in the wide old cane chair.
"Oh! I--I beg your pardon. I had no idea any one was here."
He came forward smiling; Janet had sat down again in her surprise.
"And though I am here? Why should you beg my pardon, Miss Carey?"
"For singing before you. I did not know--I am very sorry."
"Perhaps you fancy I don"t like singing?"
"Mine is such poor singing, sir. And the songs are so old. I can"t play: I often only play to them with one hand."
"The singing is so poor--and the songs are so old, that I was going to ask of you--to beg of you--to sing one of them again for me."