In my dreams, sometimes, I am at Selby Court, light-hearted and happy, as I was before I left it for this "stranger land." Woe"s _me_, also, Stella!"
And now I come into the story--I, Johnny Ludlow. For what I have told of it hitherto has not been from any personal knowledge of mine, but from diaries, and from what Mary Carimon related to me, and from Featherston.
It may be regarded as singular that I should have been, so to say, present at its ending, but that I _was_ there is as true as anything I ever wrote. The story itself is true in all its chief facts; I have already said that; and it is true that I saw the close of it.
XVIII.
To say that George Featherston, Doctor-in-ordinary at b.u.t.termead, felt as if he were standing on his head instead of his heels, would not in the least express his mental condition as he stood in his surgery that September afternoon and read a letter, just delivered, from his sister, Madame Carimon.
"Wants me to go to Sainteville to see Ann Preen; thinks she will die if I refuse, for the French doctors can do nothing for her!" commented Featherston, staring at the letter in intense perplexity, and then looking off it to stare at me.
I wonder whether anything in this world happens by chance? In the days and years that have gone by since, I sometimes ask myself whether _that_ did: that I should be at that particular moment in Featherston"s surgery. Squire Todhetley was staying with Sir John Whitney for partridge shooting. He had taken me with him, Tod being in Gloucestershire; and on this Friday afternoon I had run in to say "How-d"ye-do" to Featherston.
"_Sainteville!_" repeated he, quite unable to collect his senses. "Why, I must cross the water to get _there_!"
I laughed. "Did you think Sainteville would cross to you, sir?"
"Bless me! just listen to this," he went on, reading parts of the letter aloud for my benefit. ""It is a dreadful story, George; I dare not enter into details here. But I may tell you this much: that she is dying of fright as much as of fever--or whatever it may be that ails her physically. I am sure it is not consumption, though some of the people here think it is. It is fright and superst.i.tion. She lives in the belief that the house is haunted: that Lavinia"s ghost walks in it.""
"Now what on earth can Mary mean by that?" demanded the doctor, looking off to ask me. "Ann Preen"s wits must have left her. And Mary"s too, to repeat so nonsensical a thing."
Turning to the next page of the letter, Featherston read on.
""To see her dying by inches before my eyes, and not make any attempt to, save her is what I cannot reconcile myself to, George. I should have it on my conscience afterwards. I think there is this one chance for her: that you, who have attended her before and must know her const.i.tution, would see her now. You might be able to suggest some remedy or mode of treatment which would restore her. It might even be that the sight of a home face, of her old home doctor, would do for her what the strange doctors here cannot do. No one knows better than you how marvellously in illness the mind influences the body."
"True enough," broke off Featherston. "But it seems to me there must be something mysterious about the sickness." He read on again.
""Stella, who is here, was the first to suggest your seeing her, but it was already exercising my thoughts. Do come, George! the sooner the better. I and Jules will be delighted to have you with us.""
Featherston slowly folded up the letter. "What do you think of all this, Johnny Ludlow? Curious, is it not?"
"Very. Especially that hint about the house being haunted by the dead-and-gone Miss Preen."
"I have never heard clearly what it was Lavinia Preen died of," observed Featherston, leaving, doctor-like, the supernatural for the practical.
"Except that she was seized with some sort of illness one day and died the next."
"But that"s no reason why her ghost should walk. Is it?"
"Nancy"s imagination," spoke Featherston slightingly. "She was always foolish and fanciful."
"Shall you go to Sainteville, Mr. Featherston?"
He gave his head a slow, dubious shake, but did not speak.
"Don"t I wish such a chance were offered to me!"
Featherston sat down on a high stool, which stood before the physic shelves, to revolve the momentous question. And by the time he took over it, he seemed to find it a difficult task.
"One hardly likes to refuse the request, put as Mary writes it,"
remarked he presently. "Yet I don"t see how I can go all the way over there; or how I could leave my patients here. What a temper some of them would be in!"
"They wouldn"t die of it. It would be a rare holiday for you. Set you up in health for a year to come."
"I"ve not had a holiday since that time at Pumpwater," he rejoined dreamily; "when I went over for a day or two to see poor John Whitney.
You remember it, Johnny; you were there."
"Ay, I remember it."
"Not that this is a question of a holiday for me or no holiday, and I wonder you should put it so, Johnny Ludlow; it turns upon Ann Preen. Ann Fennel, that"s to say. If I thought I _could_ do her any good, and those French doctors can"t, why, I suppose I ought to make an effort to go."
"To be sure. Make one also to take me with you!"
"I dare say!" laughed Featherston. "What would the Squire say to that?"
"Bl.u.s.ter a bit, and then see it was the very thing for me, and ask what the cost would be. Mr. Featherston, I shall be ready to start when you are. Please let me go!"
Of course I said this half in jest. But it turned out to be earnest.
Whether Featherston feared he might get lost if he crossed the sea alone, I can"t say; but he said I might put the question to the Squire if I liked, and he would see him later and second it.
Featherston did another thing. He carried Mary Carimon"s letter that evening to Selby Court. Colonel Selby was staying with his brother for a week"s shooting. Mr. Selby, a nervous valetudinarian, would not have gone out with a gun if bribed to it, but he invited his friends to do so. They had just finished dinner when Featherston arrived; the two brothers, and a short, dark, younger man with a rather keen but good-natured face and kindly dark eyes. He was introduced as Mr. David Preen, and turned out to be a cousin, more or less removed, of all the Preens and all the Selbys you have ever heard of, dead or living.
Featherston imparted his news to them, and showed his sister"s letter.
It was p.r.o.nounced to be a very curious letter, and was read over more than once. Colonel Selby next told them what he knew and what he thought of Edwin Fennel: how he had persistently schemed to get the quarterly money of the two ladies into his own covetous hands, and what a shady sort of individual he was believed to be. Mr. Selby, nervous at the best of times, let alone the worst, became painfully impressed: he seemed to fear poor Nancy was altogether in a hornet"s nest, and gave an impulsive opinion that some one of the family ought to go over with Featherston to look into things.
"Lavinia can"t have been murdered, can she?" cried he, his thoughts altogether confused; "murdered by that man for her share of the money?
Why else should her ghost come back?"
"Don"t make us laugh, Paul," said the colonel to his brother. "Ghosts are all moonshine. There are no such things."
"I can tell you that there _are_, William," returned the elder. "Though mercifully the power to see them is accorded to very few mortals on earth. Can you go with Mr. Featherston to look into this strange business, William?"
"No," replied the colonel, "I could not possibly spare the time. Neither should I care to do it. Any inquiry of that kind would be quite out of my line."
"I will go," quietly spoke David Preen.
"Do so, David," said Mr. Selby eagerly. "It shall cost you nothing, you know." By which little speech, Featherston gathered that Mr. David Preen was not more overdone with riches than were many of the other Preens.
"Look into it well, David. See the doctor who attended Lavinia; see all and every one able to throw any light upon her death," urged Mr. Selby.
"As to Ann, she was lamentably, foolishly blamable to marry as she did, but she must not be left at the villain"s mercy now things have come to this pa.s.s."
To which Mr. David Preen nodded an emphatic a.s.sent.
The Squire gave in at last. Not to my pleading--he accused me of having lost my head only to think of it--but to Featherston. And when the following week was wearing away, the exigencies of Featherston"s patients not releasing him sooner, we started for Sainteville; he, I, and David Preen. Getting in at ten at night after a boisterous pa.s.sage, Featherston took up his quarters at Monsieur Carimon"s, we ours at the Hotel des Princes.
She looked very ill. Ill and changed. I had seen Ann Preen at b.u.t.termead when she lived there, but the Ann Preen (or Fennel) I saw now was not much like her. The once bright face was drawn and fallen in, and very nearly as long and grey as Featherston"s. Apart from that, a timid, shrinking look sat upon it, as though she feared some terror lay very near to her.
The sick have to be studied, especially when suffering from whims and fancies. So they invented a little fable to Mrs. Fennel--that Featherston and David Preen were taking an excursion together for their recreation, and the doctor had extended it as far as Sainteville to see his sister Mary; never allowing her to think that it was to see _her_. I was with them, but I went for n.o.body--and in truth that"s all I was in the matter.